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It was always you.
It was always you.
{ Marianne }
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{ Tuesday, January 29, 2008 }
OT everyday! Yesterday, today. I believe tomorrow as well. I really dont mind. I get to eat dinner with DARLING!!! hahaha. EVERYDAY. hahah. Okay, yeterday and today lah. Anyways, yesterday quite lucky cos got to OT with PY and JW then we all work until around 8.30pm like that lor. Then ended so I sms you tell you I hungry. But indirectly hoping you'd meet me for dinner. And you did! HAHA. I so love you :) So we go to Ang Mo Kio Hub, walk walk XD Eat sooo much! hahah. Darling, you ate 1 and 3/4 share okay. LOL. Eat already then you need to go home. :'( HAHA. But yes, time spent with you is always the best (: Love you truckloads!
Today, OT again. Today, really really stressful for me lor. ALOT of things to do so I'm really rushing like mad. Then OT some more. See your face, you very not happy to OT. Didnt know so many things happening with your group. So see your face black of course I very tense then doubly stress. LOL. Really lor. So I just work, work, work. Woah, luckily you come talk to me. End my stressness XD Love you darling. Then we go home together (:
LOL. Come home, quite tired. Bathe everything then call you. You shitting again XD Then you scold me :( It's okay darling. I know you've had a very bad day today and I'm not doing anything to help you. =/ I know I'm a bad girlfriend.
OH YA. First time I cut nails for someone yesterday!! And so many people saw lah! And now everyone keeps asking me when's their turn. HAHA. Darling, my first time so not nice. I'll try harder next time okay? Su's nail clipper not good lah XD
Darling, we've been together for nearing 2 months now. My heart beat still increases when I see you XD REALLY. I know when my expiry date is already. It's about a year after your expiry date for me. I dont know what you do and how you do it. Either that or my heart is made of you XD Melt when it gets too hot. (Get it? XD) Not funny? I know.
These few days, really, I go home my clothes smell like you eh. HAHA. I sound like a wierdo now but I like it. Reminds me of you and makes it seem like you're right beside me. LOL. Oh man, I'm hopelessly in love already. hahaha. Really. AND please! Eugene and FM are nowhere near you okay? In my eyes, you are the sky and they're underground XD HAHA
I love you! Love love love love love you (: You're the only reason I bother to wake up and go to work. You brighten up my days, colour my life and bring so much happiness to me. You're crazy.
With every kiss and every hug, you make me fall in love. And everyday, I fall ALOT more in love with you (: You're a drug. I'm addicted.
{ fin }
{ Sunday, January 27, 2008 }
LOL. Didint call you last night. Suddenly miss you so much XD
Okay, yesterday morning did housework. Cleared my horrible room. Woah, i dug up the box again. LOL. But this time...not sadness. Can you believe it? I put the 'My Melody' thingy on top of the box. PLS. Nothing's been put on top of the box before okay? And now you're on top of it XD I so love you.
Then went to Jurong West for lunch. LOL. Then meet Sam and HM at westmall to talk. A bit boring lah. Darling, why you got church games. If not I can go out with you XD HAHAHA. And make myself happy. Anyways, after that we go to ECP Lagoon for dinner. YUM YUM. But that's really when I start missing you like crazy can. Really wish you're the one there with me instead of my family. Now I sound like a horrible daughter and sister. But really! I just suddenly miss you so much lah. Then really wanted to talk to you but reach home so freaking late =/ So go and sleep lor. XD
I love you! (Random words)
Today, nothing much. Now listening to you and your friends talk about Os and stuff XD Silet listener. That's what I do best. Listen. HAHA.
I need you
I gotta see you
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Yes, you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do
'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart
And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Oh girl
I don't want nobody else
Without you there's no one left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything
And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Nice chris brown song.
With you, I feel bliss like never before (: I so love you!
Okay, yesterday morning did housework. Cleared my horrible room. Woah, i dug up the box again. LOL. But this time...not sadness. Can you believe it? I put the 'My Melody' thingy on top of the box. PLS. Nothing's been put on top of the box before okay? And now you're on top of it XD I so love you.
Then went to Jurong West for lunch. LOL. Then meet Sam and HM at westmall to talk. A bit boring lah. Darling, why you got church games. If not I can go out with you XD HAHAHA. And make myself happy. Anyways, after that we go to ECP Lagoon for dinner. YUM YUM. But that's really when I start missing you like crazy can. Really wish you're the one there with me instead of my family. Now I sound like a horrible daughter and sister. But really! I just suddenly miss you so much lah. Then really wanted to talk to you but reach home so freaking late =/ So go and sleep lor. XD
I love you! (Random words)
Today, nothing much. Now listening to you and your friends talk about Os and stuff XD Silet listener. That's what I do best. Listen. HAHA.
I need you
I gotta see you
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Yes, you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do
'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart
And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Oh girl
I don't want nobody else
Without you there's no one left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything
And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Nice chris brown song.
With you, I feel bliss like never before (: I so love you!
{ fin }
{ Saturday, January 26, 2008 }
I soooooo love you darling (: Haha. I have high tolerance so you throw tantrums I just shut up XD
Last night want to treat you to dinner you bring me to Mac's to eat =/ LOL. Make me sound so cheapskate and stingy lor! HAHA. But yes, last night was damn fun. I'm your's, always :]
Today not much happened in office. You took half day leave. WOAH. OH YEA. When I went to the printer to collect my things then you give me that smiley face and just look at me. haha. I can melt man. "I'll stop the world and melt with you (:" So apt right? LOL. MELT. Anyways, so funny when you accidentally called me baby in the office. LOL. "Baby.." "Oh shit!" XD Damn scary can. Luckily the person beside me was PY and not Wilson or something XD
You went off, decided to walk you out :] I'm so kind. hahaha. In th life your bye bye very funny. And your "Don't miss me k?" LOL. Like really WTH lor. You're sooo funny. Still apologise after that. Darling, you dont need to. Really.
Haha, and I dont think it's rude to look into my eyes when we kiss but I prefer to close mine cos still pai seh. HAHA! Ah, dunno lah. I'm still bursting with love for you XD I love love love love love you. AND DARLING, I REALLY DONT THINK I HAVE AN EXPIRY DATE. ;)
Only for you, my dearest :)
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh
Mmhmm, I melt everytime you look at me that way :) You're the best so dont ever leave me.
Last night want to treat you to dinner you bring me to Mac's to eat =/ LOL. Make me sound so cheapskate and stingy lor! HAHA. But yes, last night was damn fun. I'm your's, always :]
Today not much happened in office. You took half day leave. WOAH. OH YEA. When I went to the printer to collect my things then you give me that smiley face and just look at me. haha. I can melt man. "I'll stop the world and melt with you (:" So apt right? LOL. MELT. Anyways, so funny when you accidentally called me baby in the office. LOL. "Baby.." "Oh shit!" XD Damn scary can. Luckily the person beside me was PY and not Wilson or something XD
You went off, decided to walk you out :] I'm so kind. hahaha. In th life your bye bye very funny. And your "Don't miss me k?" LOL. Like really WTH lor. You're sooo funny. Still apologise after that. Darling, you dont need to. Really.
Haha, and I dont think it's rude to look into my eyes when we kiss but I prefer to close mine cos still pai seh. HAHA! Ah, dunno lah. I'm still bursting with love for you XD I love love love love love you. AND DARLING, I REALLY DONT THINK I HAVE AN EXPIRY DATE. ;)
Only for you, my dearest :)
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh
Mmhmm, I melt everytime you look at me that way :) You're the best so dont ever leave me.
{ fin }
{ Thursday, January 24, 2008 }
Congratulations to May, Hui Mui, , Valerie, Shi Yun and you for making it through GCE O levels! Anyways, so scary lah this morning when you sms me. Darling, I was really damn worried okay. You can ask Rozie. I was freaking out. Clinging onto my phone, hoping you'd ask me to call you back. And fortunately you did (: I love you darling!
Afternoon was worst can. Everyone keep asking me non stop whether you all contact me already or not. I was damn anxious lah. Rozie say I'm like some mother and you're my kids XD Think I was so anxious for you that I was feeling more nervous than when I was taking my own results. But yea, you didnt do that badly darling. and like I said, I still love you no matter what (:
Well, after that thought you no mood to eat dinner with me already so didnt wanna ask or bring it up. But I really felt like seeing you. Office was sooo quiet and boring without you and PY there today. I miss seeing you walking around office, disturbing everyone. Miss seeing you when I go to the printer to collect my stuff. So I smsed you to tell you. HAHA. I honestly didnt mind if you said you're having dinner with your friends or whatever cos after all, it is your day of results. BUT you're so sweet! say you dont mind meeting me so I agreed to meet you. I soooooooo love you like mad.
So we meet at Causeway Point and we go walk around. Darling, you can really tell that I'm happy when I'm with you? Am I that obvious? LOL. I am. And I do love you that much. I love you :) We go to Mac's to eat. We sit there and just talk and you show me your year book. LOL. You're so cute darling!!! haha (:
Then we go walk pasar malam. Hand in hand. haha. The uncle so scary lah! hahaha! Keep wanting to open up the thing to let us try XD Anyways, that's exactly where I realised that I had feelings for you. Same thing. Pasar Malam. Just not hand in hand and with PY, YY and May. LOL. What a long way we've come huh.
Anyways, I'm really happy we went for dinner today. I love you darling. I really do. (: You make me so happy ALL the time. I dont know why. You're so...amazing. LOL. So drama right.
Darling, I wanna be with you forever. I'd run away with you if you asked me to. Dramatize it. You are my reason for living! hahahahah! It's really quite true lah. I dont know why you treat me so well when I'm such a stupid and ignorant girlfriend. And darling, youu should know very well why people were staring at us. hahah. I dont care anymore darling. Let the whole world know I'm with you. :)
Love love love love love love love you (: Yes, you're right. I cannot live without you XD I'm like bursting with love for you once again =\ HAHA.
Your smile, your kiss, your touch. Nothing and no one compares to you (:
Afternoon was worst can. Everyone keep asking me non stop whether you all contact me already or not. I was damn anxious lah. Rozie say I'm like some mother and you're my kids XD Think I was so anxious for you that I was feeling more nervous than when I was taking my own results. But yea, you didnt do that badly darling. and like I said, I still love you no matter what (:
Well, after that thought you no mood to eat dinner with me already so didnt wanna ask or bring it up. But I really felt like seeing you. Office was sooo quiet and boring without you and PY there today. I miss seeing you walking around office, disturbing everyone. Miss seeing you when I go to the printer to collect my stuff. So I smsed you to tell you. HAHA. I honestly didnt mind if you said you're having dinner with your friends or whatever cos after all, it is your day of results. BUT you're so sweet! say you dont mind meeting me so I agreed to meet you. I soooooooo love you like mad.
So we meet at Causeway Point and we go walk around. Darling, you can really tell that I'm happy when I'm with you? Am I that obvious? LOL. I am. And I do love you that much. I love you :) We go to Mac's to eat. We sit there and just talk and you show me your year book. LOL. You're so cute darling!!! haha (:
Then we go walk pasar malam. Hand in hand. haha. The uncle so scary lah! hahaha! Keep wanting to open up the thing to let us try XD Anyways, that's exactly where I realised that I had feelings for you. Same thing. Pasar Malam. Just not hand in hand and with PY, YY and May. LOL. What a long way we've come huh.
Anyways, I'm really happy we went for dinner today. I love you darling. I really do. (: You make me so happy ALL the time. I dont know why. You're so...amazing. LOL. So drama right.
Darling, I wanna be with you forever. I'd run away with you if you asked me to. Dramatize it. You are my reason for living! hahahahah! It's really quite true lah. I dont know why you treat me so well when I'm such a stupid and ignorant girlfriend. And darling, youu should know very well why people were staring at us. hahah. I dont care anymore darling. Let the whole world know I'm with you. :)
Love love love love love love love you (: Yes, you're right. I cannot live without you XD I'm like bursting with love for you once again =\ HAHA.
Your smile, your kiss, your touch. Nothing and no one compares to you (:
{ fin }
{ Wednesday, January 23, 2008 }
Fact of the day: I am a horrible girlfriend. I'm sorry darling. I know I've said it before. It'll never happen again okay?
1) I laughed when you were worried about your results. I know I suck. I hate myself for that okay. I really do.
2) I went off for lunch without you. AND I bought lunch for the 2 guys. Even when you wanted to go take bus out to the coffee shop. And I made you eat lunch alone. What kind of girlfriend would do that. I'm brainless. I know. I'm the worst.
3) I ignored you for soooo long XD
Darling, you're the best can. I know you love me and I love you too (: I'm really touched lah honestly. That you didnt take leave today. If not....hahahah. Yea, I'd most probably lose you. Darling, your Os tomorrow. Leave it in God's hands! He'll look after you :) AND no matter what results you get, I'll still love you as much as I do now. That's for sure ;)
I LOVE YOU!!! Like seriously, okay. I know I'm a lousy girlfriend. That's why I have no idea what you're doing with me XD
PY's brother, take care and get well soon!
1) I laughed when you were worried about your results. I know I suck. I hate myself for that okay. I really do.
2) I went off for lunch without you. AND I bought lunch for the 2 guys. Even when you wanted to go take bus out to the coffee shop. And I made you eat lunch alone. What kind of girlfriend would do that. I'm brainless. I know. I'm the worst.
3) I ignored you for soooo long XD
Darling, you're the best can. I know you love me and I love you too (: I'm really touched lah honestly. That you didnt take leave today. If not....hahahah. Yea, I'd most probably lose you. Darling, your Os tomorrow. Leave it in God's hands! He'll look after you :) AND no matter what results you get, I'll still love you as much as I do now. That's for sure ;)
I LOVE YOU!!! Like seriously, okay. I know I'm a lousy girlfriend. That's why I have no idea what you're doing with me XD
PY's brother, take care and get well soon!
{ fin }
{ Tuesday, January 22, 2008 }
Sian today. Dont really feel like blogging. Or rather about typing. Spent my last ounce of energy taking crappy photos with May at Yishun MRT. Haha, yea it's fun. =/ =/ =/ I got 4 paper cuts today. See what labels do to you. I still love darling. (: Dinner alone today. Went to JEC for claypot. Maybe its cos I'm too lazy to get off the mrt at cck so I took to Jurong East. Then take back. I slept on the train. HAHA. And went back to woodlands so had to take back to cck. Tired. Overly tired. Think my energy now is like negative 200? Around there lah. haha.
PY said last night that I fall easily but very hard for me to let go. She reads people well. (: Hope her bro's doing fine.
Gonna put up pictures cos I dont wanna type anymore. Too many days of sleeping at 3am and waking at 6am. Why? hahaha. I dont know. Already said last few days been feeling bursts of love for you. HAHA. Today, still feel it but I'm really just tired, sian and everything jumbled into one. LOL. I"M NOT EMO. yet.
What we do during lunch breaks XD
Inspired by Bon Jovi XD "When the world gets in my face I say, have a nice day!"
Not so long ago, in the beginning.
Swensen's: Dad's birthday (:
Dad with his free birthday ice cream XD
I know my parents disapprove of the skirt XD TOO SHORT! I dont care.
Yes, I'm the mean sister. As always.
Me and my brother (: Finally a proper photo together XD
This is what happens to my eyes when my dad takes too many same photos
Brother: Greedily eating. Me: Happily smsing you, darling!
Blinding Lights
My attempt at taking a photo of the moon. We get oh so lost in these busy lives of ours.
May: Acting cute. Me: WTH
Let's get retarded?
Epitome of sadness.
Hmmmmm?
Bringing emo back to fashion? NOT!
Okay, other photos will be up tmr or something. I'm too exhausted in every way. Darling, I love you truckloads. If that's what you want, go ahead.
{ fin }
{ Monday, January 21, 2008 }
Well, another day at work (: So kind of bu today but was happy about the whole idea of me getting to listen to my mp3 while sitting in front of the computer memo-ing. Music keeps me awake! I LOVE MUSIC! Woots. haha. Random.
So, today had 2 new temp staff! Finally some guys! HAHAHA. All the temp staffs in maybank mostly all girls. LOL. Anyways, they're so quiet! But first day, eveone's quiet lah. hahah.
Today...took same train as you! HAHA. And didn't even know. I thought I was early can. Then PY also came to the bus stop! YAYNESS. hahaha. So today, not much happened hor darling. LOL. Normal day. I'm busy working. You in the filing room. We eating lunch in Techpoint. MY FIRST TIME!! Never tapao back home. The weather is freaking weird can. 3 of us saw that it was raining so eat in techpoint itself and then sit down only its bright and damn sunny! XD What else. OH YES. I was really tired after lunch okay. Just felt like resting a while. BUT you had to come and mess up my hair huh. LOL. IDIOT! Then the announcing of the results coming out on thursday. Don't worry too much darling :) I'm sure you'll do fine! Leave t all in God's hands alright ;) I love you!
Haha. Give you a hug to console you. I'd give you a hug for no reason okay. HAHA. You head on my shoulder in the bus :)
Sleep is rare nowadays. Dont know why. My appetite has come back and I hardly sleep -.- Even when I'm tired. LOL. Dont know. Nevermind :) Maybe cos too happy already XD I really dont know why but I've been bursting with love for you. ahahahah! Makes me high. A bit too high XD
i'm running to catch up again
jumping higher and flying more often than not
Your trampoline has got holes in it but i can still see the top
Let me climb aboard and sample some of next year's fashion
I'll wear the coat if you can put the hat on, i will wear the coat,
Just let me clear my throat
so i can say what's been delayed away
Let me crawl into your lap and just lay here for awhile
Satisfied by your seduction like a handshake would do the job
Never know how long i have waited
anticipated your smile to be pressed against mine
your smile pressed against mine
Well i feel it. (oh boy
and i'm gonna settle tight
She could pour me over that sugar hill or mountain
Until i get that cool breeze, a tight squeeze, i'd do it over again
And i drink from her ever flowing fountain
And then i wake up i comb my hair and i hurry it up
But i arrive late i pack my things and i pick it up
Well i put down a good amount of deodorant on this morning
And i found that i could drown a little bit of peace of mind
well it's no secret that to some degree they're gonna have to see you sweat
Strong enough for a man just do what you can to keep me soft and dry
i stink awhile
I don't know anything about those things
I almost don't wanna know anything about those things
Oh i don't care anything about those things
Cause if i did you know i'd share myself on those things
and i feel it oh boy
I'll be, i'll be here all night
i'll pick up the pieces and i put them back together now
They may not be the right way but that's okay
as long as they're all the same
I wish you well, well that you'd get better
and i know you'll find that it's a wild world
and thats ok cuz you're a wild girl
and i took the hits and i turned to shit
And if you had noticed well would you have thrown the towel in
Before i missed out on all this love
and watch me roll away again
Watch me disappear under my skin
I don't believe it that things could get any worse than they did that time
You must have seen iti mean how could we get lost running in a straight line
Your cries of why's and why nots, may it all get back to you
And trickle and dance upon your headaches
years of biting cheeks are through
So i don't believe in it
But i feel it.
Haha :) We culd be more than just amazing! And I dont care. I want them to know, in a way.
So, today had 2 new temp staff! Finally some guys! HAHAHA. All the temp staffs in maybank mostly all girls. LOL. Anyways, they're so quiet! But first day, eveone's quiet lah. hahah.
Today...took same train as you! HAHA. And didn't even know. I thought I was early can. Then PY also came to the bus stop! YAYNESS. hahaha. So today, not much happened hor darling. LOL. Normal day. I'm busy working. You in the filing room. We eating lunch in Techpoint. MY FIRST TIME!! Never tapao back home. The weather is freaking weird can. 3 of us saw that it was raining so eat in techpoint itself and then sit down only its bright and damn sunny! XD What else. OH YES. I was really tired after lunch okay. Just felt like resting a while. BUT you had to come and mess up my hair huh. LOL. IDIOT! Then the announcing of the results coming out on thursday. Don't worry too much darling :) I'm sure you'll do fine! Leave t all in God's hands alright ;) I love you!
Haha. Give you a hug to console you. I'd give you a hug for no reason okay. HAHA. You head on my shoulder in the bus :)
Sleep is rare nowadays. Dont know why. My appetite has come back and I hardly sleep -.- Even when I'm tired. LOL. Dont know. Nevermind :) Maybe cos too happy already XD I really dont know why but I've been bursting with love for you. ahahahah! Makes me high. A bit too high XD
i'm running to catch up again
jumping higher and flying more often than not
Your trampoline has got holes in it but i can still see the top
Let me climb aboard and sample some of next year's fashion
I'll wear the coat if you can put the hat on, i will wear the coat,
Just let me clear my throat
so i can say what's been delayed away
Let me crawl into your lap and just lay here for awhile
Satisfied by your seduction like a handshake would do the job
Never know how long i have waited
anticipated your smile to be pressed against mine
your smile pressed against mine
Well i feel it. (oh boy
and i'm gonna settle tight
She could pour me over that sugar hill or mountain
Until i get that cool breeze, a tight squeeze, i'd do it over again
And i drink from her ever flowing fountain
And then i wake up i comb my hair and i hurry it up
But i arrive late i pack my things and i pick it up
Well i put down a good amount of deodorant on this morning
And i found that i could drown a little bit of peace of mind
well it's no secret that to some degree they're gonna have to see you sweat
Strong enough for a man just do what you can to keep me soft and dry
i stink awhile
I don't know anything about those things
I almost don't wanna know anything about those things
Oh i don't care anything about those things
Cause if i did you know i'd share myself on those things
and i feel it oh boy
I'll be, i'll be here all night
i'll pick up the pieces and i put them back together now
They may not be the right way but that's okay
as long as they're all the same
I wish you well, well that you'd get better
and i know you'll find that it's a wild world
and thats ok cuz you're a wild girl
and i took the hits and i turned to shit
And if you had noticed well would you have thrown the towel in
Before i missed out on all this love
and watch me roll away again
Watch me disappear under my skin
I don't believe it that things could get any worse than they did that time
You must have seen iti mean how could we get lost running in a straight line
Your cries of why's and why nots, may it all get back to you
And trickle and dance upon your headaches
years of biting cheeks are through
So i don't believe in it
But i feel it.
Haha :) We culd be more than just amazing! And I dont care. I want them to know, in a way.
{ fin }
{ Saturday, January 19, 2008 }
I'm tempted to announce things but nevermind.
So this is my 12th post XD 12 again. I like the number lah. Anyways, went for scouts' meeting!! hahaha! Surprise twin :] Then they play water bomb -.-''' Then we go eat chicken rice together. Me, Keenan, Twin, Joshua, Nicholas and Mikel. I'm the only girl!!! That Celine and Charmaine ditched us :( Yea, but nevermind lah. They're all like my brothers like that. LOL. American Idol "I am your brother! Your best friend forever!" HAHA. WTH lah, seriously. That stupid guy's song is so freaking stuck in my head right now XD So we go eat chicken rice. Yum yum :) Love it! Then me and twin go off to Ngee Ann Poly. Before that we went to his house to let him put down his things and change. His mom so cute, still in PJs XD Then his dogs, OMG. Scratch me all over can. My bad for wearing skirt -.- Then we cab down.
When we FINALLY reach, OMG!!!! Marcus and Tyfin! LOL. One secondary schoolmate and one primary school classmmate. Super funny lah! Then walk around we like screaming into each others' face like that XD Stupid bands outside, playing too loudly. Anyways, then we found the convention centre. So we go in walk around. Then saw ne girl..."Eh, look like dina" LOL.
"GERLDINA!!" LOL My sec 1 and sec 2 "boyfriend"! hahahaha. No lah. She's like my best best buddy lah. And she looks good. LOL. dyed her hair and all. Hmmm, nt bad huh. And so we chatted for quite a bit then we met EDMUND NG!!! The 3 muskateers are finaly reunited once again! So cool can. hahahaha. So we stand around and talked for quite a while then walau. HOW THE HELL DID THEY KNOW?! Shoots lah, nevermind. know that Edmund already know something when he ask me last night. Oh wells. At least they clarified.
Then decided to go home so walk to the 985 bus top. Then was thinking whether to tell twin or not but dunno how to tell him. But I told him in the end and he said he knew from the start lah cos of the choir thingy. So, oh man. Quite a few ppl know about it now. =\ Nevermind. They wont spread it that's for sure (:
Darling donated blood today! SOOOOOO BRAVE!!! HAHAHAH! *claps hands* LOL. super funny lah. Then call you, you ay you busy. FINE! Be that way. LOL. I love love love love love you!! How I wish you were there with me at np'I'm tempted to announce things but nevermind.
So this is my 12th post XD 12 again. I like the number lah. Anyways, went for scouts' meeting!! hahaha! Surprise twin :] Then they play water bomb -.-''' Then we go eat chicken rice together. Me, Keenan, Twin, Joshua, Nicholas and Mikel. I'm the only girl!!! That Celine and Charmaine ditched us :( s open house lah. We would have had so muh fun :(
Dont care tuesday you're going for dinner with me and that's final! HAHA. So demanding. I'll dress up XD Darling, I miss you already =/ haha. I'm updating the notebook again -.- LOL. Now gonna take a nap. Realy tired. Bye peeps.
I love you darling!
So this is my 12th post XD 12 again. I like the number lah. Anyways, went for scouts' meeting!! hahaha! Surprise twin :] Then they play water bomb -.-''' Then we go eat chicken rice together. Me, Keenan, Twin, Joshua, Nicholas and Mikel. I'm the only girl!!! That Celine and Charmaine ditched us :( Yea, but nevermind lah. They're all like my brothers like that. LOL. American Idol "I am your brother! Your best friend forever!" HAHA. WTH lah, seriously. That stupid guy's song is so freaking stuck in my head right now XD So we go eat chicken rice. Yum yum :) Love it! Then me and twin go off to Ngee Ann Poly. Before that we went to his house to let him put down his things and change. His mom so cute, still in PJs XD Then his dogs, OMG. Scratch me all over can. My bad for wearing skirt -.- Then we cab down.
When we FINALLY reach, OMG!!!! Marcus and Tyfin! LOL. One secondary schoolmate and one primary school classmmate. Super funny lah! Then walk around we like screaming into each others' face like that XD Stupid bands outside, playing too loudly. Anyways, then we found the convention centre. So we go in walk around. Then saw ne girl..."Eh, look like dina" LOL.
"GERLDINA!!" LOL My sec 1 and sec 2 "boyfriend"! hahahaha. No lah. She's like my best best buddy lah. And she looks good. LOL. dyed her hair and all. Hmmm, nt bad huh. And so we chatted for quite a bit then we met EDMUND NG!!! The 3 muskateers are finaly reunited once again! So cool can. hahahaha. So we stand around and talked for quite a while then walau. HOW THE HELL DID THEY KNOW?! Shoots lah, nevermind. know that Edmund already know something when he ask me last night. Oh wells. At least they clarified.
Then decided to go home so walk to the 985 bus top. Then was thinking whether to tell twin or not but dunno how to tell him. But I told him in the end and he said he knew from the start lah cos of the choir thingy. So, oh man. Quite a few ppl know about it now. =\ Nevermind. They wont spread it that's for sure (:
Darling donated blood today! SOOOOOO BRAVE!!! HAHAHAH! *claps hands* LOL. super funny lah. Then call you, you ay you busy. FINE! Be that way. LOL. I love love love love love you!! How I wish you were there with me at np'I'm tempted to announce things but nevermind.
So this is my 12th post XD 12 again. I like the number lah. Anyways, went for scouts' meeting!! hahaha! Surprise twin :] Then they play water bomb -.-''' Then we go eat chicken rice together. Me, Keenan, Twin, Joshua, Nicholas and Mikel. I'm the only girl!!! That Celine and Charmaine ditched us :( s open house lah. We would have had so muh fun :(
Dont care tuesday you're going for dinner with me and that's final! HAHA. So demanding. I'll dress up XD Darling, I miss you already =/ haha. I'm updating the notebook again -.- LOL. Now gonna take a nap. Realy tired. Bye peeps.
I love you darling!
{ fin }
{ Friday, January 18, 2008 }
"I don't know how you do what you do, I'm so in love with you. It just keeps getting better."- Lonestar: Amazed
Sounds familiar? Of course darling. You read my diary that's FULL of things that happened between us XD Actually I really dont want you to read it cos it's a super duper uber personal account of my feelings for you. So was really quite pai seh when you read it and erm...surprised at your sms. hahah. Suddenly sooooo sweet huh.
"Haha! Honey ah. I so lave you lah. :) so sweet can.." hahaha :) I so love you a hundred million times more! LOL. But seriously, I was DAMN paiseh okay. Haha. Today's lunch time was fun fun fun! We had lunch with PY, May and PY's mama. OH and cynthia and her sister. Anyways, ghost stories!! hahaha. Then go toilet then PY push you to me. LOL. "Like that only.." HAHA. And darling, you're soooo funny. Go around hugging everyone -.- You are so freaking cute. So scary lah. You kissed me then Ming Jie walk in. LOL. Luckily you walked away already. And please. You're so quiet when you shit. We didnt even know you were in the toilet XD
ARGH!!! I dunno why. These few days I've been bursting with love for you HAHAHAHA WTH. Eh, I OT also on tuesday lah then we go eat dinner together okay okay? (: I looooooooooooooooooooove you!
Darling, I didnt skeep last night cos I was updating my diary. That's why I was so worked up when you took it. LOL. And ran into the toilet -.- LOL. "Later people thought what we doing..." HAHAHAHA.
Busy busy busy today. Didn't finish my work but PY sooo nice to me. I love her alots :] She's such a great GREAT da jie to me! She say "Nevermind lah, you already tried your best.." hahaha. She's so nice to me, really. And darling, you took my earphones home again! WHY?! hahaha. Now I'm soooo deprived of music =/ LOL.
I love you :) ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT. Oh yea, potato wedges. Feed me half from your mouth. I could kiss you XD
And this old old OLD westlife song that explains EXACTLY how I feel about you my darling :)
Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go
Hey love
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust
And if that's not enough
It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this way
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why
It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this way
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do
It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way
You are my reason forliving and for working XD I love love love love you! (Cant stress on it enough >.<)
Sounds familiar? Of course darling. You read my diary that's FULL of things that happened between us XD Actually I really dont want you to read it cos it's a super duper uber personal account of my feelings for you. So was really quite pai seh when you read it and erm...surprised at your sms. hahah. Suddenly sooooo sweet huh.
"Haha! Honey ah. I so lave you lah. :) so sweet can.." hahaha :) I so love you a hundred million times more! LOL. But seriously, I was DAMN paiseh okay. Haha. Today's lunch time was fun fun fun! We had lunch with PY, May and PY's mama. OH and cynthia and her sister. Anyways, ghost stories!! hahaha. Then go toilet then PY push you to me. LOL. "Like that only.." HAHA. And darling, you're soooo funny. Go around hugging everyone -.- You are so freaking cute. So scary lah. You kissed me then Ming Jie walk in. LOL. Luckily you walked away already. And please. You're so quiet when you shit. We didnt even know you were in the toilet XD
ARGH!!! I dunno why. These few days I've been bursting with love for you HAHAHAHA WTH. Eh, I OT also on tuesday lah then we go eat dinner together okay okay? (: I looooooooooooooooooooove you!
Darling, I didnt skeep last night cos I was updating my diary. That's why I was so worked up when you took it. LOL. And ran into the toilet -.- LOL. "Later people thought what we doing..." HAHAHAHA.
Busy busy busy today. Didn't finish my work but PY sooo nice to me. I love her alots :] She's such a great GREAT da jie to me! She say "Nevermind lah, you already tried your best.." hahaha. She's so nice to me, really. And darling, you took my earphones home again! WHY?! hahaha. Now I'm soooo deprived of music =/ LOL.
I love you :) ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT. Oh yea, potato wedges. Feed me half from your mouth. I could kiss you XD
And this old old OLD westlife song that explains EXACTLY how I feel about you my darling :)
Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go
Hey love
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust
And if that's not enough
It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this way
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why
It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this way
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do
It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way
You are my reason forliving and for working XD I love love love love you! (Cant stress on it enough >.<)
{ fin }
{ Thursday, January 17, 2008 }
I'm swinging! Like seriously, for the whole freaking day today. 1 minute I'm high the next minute I'm like feeling super pissed off at nothing in particular. Up and down, up and down. LOL.
Well, yesterday you sat on my leg for lunch. OMG. You are so heavy!! hahaha. AND PLEASE YOU ABUSER!! Shoot paper bullets on my head! horrible. I love you :) heh. So contradicting XD You clubbing now? I honestly dont know. hahaha.
Thought I had alot to blog about but seems like dont have. LOL. Darling, your lips I cant resist. hahaha. I'm making myself sound like a pervert now. XDBut I'm serious. Let's go for dinner some day. (:
It's either black or white
that's right
We're makin love or we're in a fight
Sometimes you make me so blue
But then it feels so good
i knew it would
You do the things that make me crazy
I want to give it to you
Chorus:
You make me feel so emotional
I can't let go I'm so emotional
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
I'm so emotional
You take me high and low
you know
I'm never sure which way you're gonna go
You're such a mystery to me
But baby hot or cold
you got a hold
Of my imagination
I think you know what i mean
Chorus:
You make me feel so emotiona
lI can't let go i'm so emotional
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
I'm so emotional
Rain is falling down on me
Suddenly the sun comes out
Sometimes north or south of love
But im never out
never out im so emtional
oo you make me feel so
im so emotional
Chorus:
You make me feel so emotional
I can't let go i'm so emotional
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
I'm so emotionalinto an ocean full of you
im so emotional
in the morning in the evening
Mmmhmm, you do (: I love and miss you truckloads!
Well, yesterday you sat on my leg for lunch. OMG. You are so heavy!! hahaha. AND PLEASE YOU ABUSER!! Shoot paper bullets on my head! horrible. I love you :) heh. So contradicting XD You clubbing now? I honestly dont know. hahaha.
Thought I had alot to blog about but seems like dont have. LOL. Darling, your lips I cant resist. hahaha. I'm making myself sound like a pervert now. XDBut I'm serious. Let's go for dinner some day. (:
It's either black or white
that's right
We're makin love or we're in a fight
Sometimes you make me so blue
But then it feels so good
i knew it would
You do the things that make me crazy
I want to give it to you
Chorus:
You make me feel so emotional
I can't let go I'm so emotional
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
I'm so emotional
You take me high and low
you know
I'm never sure which way you're gonna go
You're such a mystery to me
But baby hot or cold
you got a hold
Of my imagination
I think you know what i mean
Chorus:
You make me feel so emotiona
lI can't let go i'm so emotional
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
I'm so emotional
Rain is falling down on me
Suddenly the sun comes out
Sometimes north or south of love
But im never out
never out im so emtional
oo you make me feel so
im so emotional
Chorus:
You make me feel so emotional
I can't let go i'm so emotional
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
I'm so emotionalinto an ocean full of you
im so emotional
in the morning in the evening
Mmmhmm, you do (: I love and miss you truckloads!
{ fin }
{ Tuesday, January 15, 2008 }
Mmhmm (: Today is quite a roller coaster day.
Firstly, Aisha got fired! OMG. So heartless but cant help it. Then it's like I feel like my job is in such danger now XD If I slack, I'd get sacked too! hahaha. But I dont slack no matter how sleepy I am.
OH YEA!! I was damn sleepy today since I slept like so freaking late last night XD So sian lah. I was fighting to stay awake. LITERALLY. Sleepiest day at work. haha.
Secondly, Yan yan's last day :( Gonna miss having her around damn badly. Feel like crying lor :'( REALLY. But it's good for her lah :)
Thirdly, PY's story that I shall not blog about. Sad to hear that everyone has facades. Well, isn't life just a masquerade? Phantom rocks.
Happy because you ate lunch with us :) Happier because we got private time on the train :D Yayness. Yishun MRT. Sooooooooo dangerous. LOL. But I dont care. My heart was beating fast because we haven been like this for a while. I sort of forgot how nice it felt to be that way. LOL. Tempted to touch right. XD I so love you :]
Got to talk to Jia Wen for a bit today. She's nice eh. LOL. Can communicate at least not like the other one. She just smile, smile and smile. -.-''' HAHAH.
He comes from a foreign place, an island far away
Intrigues me with every move till I'm breathless, I'm helpless,
can't keep my cool
Steals my heart when he takes my hand
And we dance to the rhythm of the band
I feel his fingertips grip my hips and I slip as we dip into a state of bliss
Mama used to warn me to beware those Latin lovers
She said: I gave my heart too soon and that's how I became your mother
I said: Ay Mama you seem to forget I'm not in love yet
Sweet talks don't win me over
But I realized big brown eyes can hypnotize,
When he says:
Chorus:
I am full blood boricua
Read the tattoo on his arm
He tells me: Mami, I need ya and my heart beat pumps so strong
Getting lost in el ritmo he whispers te quiero, te quiero
I begin to give in with no hesitation,
Can't help my infatuation
It's pure Infatuation (yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Skin the color of cinnamon, His eyes light up and I melt within
Feels so good it must be a sin
I can't stop what I started, I'm givin' in
He brings life to my fantasies, Sparks a passion inside of me,
Finds the words when I cannot speak,
In the silence his heart beat is music to me
Mama used to warn me not to rush love (not to rush love) with another
She said: I'm not trying to lecture I just care about my daughter
Ay Mama you seem to forget, I never will let a man control my emotions
But when he smiles I feel like a little child,
And when he says
Chorus
I am full blood boricua
Read the tattoo on his arm
He tells me: Mami, I need ya and my heart beat pumps so strong
Getting lost in el ritmo he whispers te quiero, te quiero
I begin to give in with no hesitation,
Can't help my infatuation
It's pure Infatuation (yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Caught between my mama's words and what I feel inside
Wanted to explore his world but part of me wants to hide
Should I risk it, can't resist it, this has caught me by suprise
Should I let him take me to Puerto Rico
I can't hold back no more Let's go tonight
Papi hold me, say that you adore me
Never let go never leave me lonely
Papi hold me, say that you adore me
Never let go never leave me lonely
Chorus
I am full blood boricua
Read the tattoo on his arm
He tells me: Mami, I need ya and my heart beat pumps so strong
Getting lost in el ritmo he whispers te quiero, te quiero
I begin to give in with no hesitation,
Can't help my infatuation
It's pure Infatuation (yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Papi hold me, say that you adore me
Never let go never leave me lonely (lonely)
Haha, twist and turn it and it'll become how you make me feel (:
Firstly, Aisha got fired! OMG. So heartless but cant help it. Then it's like I feel like my job is in such danger now XD If I slack, I'd get sacked too! hahaha. But I dont slack no matter how sleepy I am.
OH YEA!! I was damn sleepy today since I slept like so freaking late last night XD So sian lah. I was fighting to stay awake. LITERALLY. Sleepiest day at work. haha.
Secondly, Yan yan's last day :( Gonna miss having her around damn badly. Feel like crying lor :'( REALLY. But it's good for her lah :)
Thirdly, PY's story that I shall not blog about. Sad to hear that everyone has facades. Well, isn't life just a masquerade? Phantom rocks.
Happy because you ate lunch with us :) Happier because we got private time on the train :D Yayness. Yishun MRT. Sooooooooo dangerous. LOL. But I dont care. My heart was beating fast because we haven been like this for a while. I sort of forgot how nice it felt to be that way. LOL. Tempted to touch right. XD I so love you :]
Got to talk to Jia Wen for a bit today. She's nice eh. LOL. Can communicate at least not like the other one. She just smile, smile and smile. -.-''' HAHAH.
He comes from a foreign place, an island far away
Intrigues me with every move till I'm breathless, I'm helpless,
can't keep my cool
Steals my heart when he takes my hand
And we dance to the rhythm of the band
I feel his fingertips grip my hips and I slip as we dip into a state of bliss
Mama used to warn me to beware those Latin lovers
She said: I gave my heart too soon and that's how I became your mother
I said: Ay Mama you seem to forget I'm not in love yet
Sweet talks don't win me over
But I realized big brown eyes can hypnotize,
When he says:
Chorus:
I am full blood boricua
Read the tattoo on his arm
He tells me: Mami, I need ya and my heart beat pumps so strong
Getting lost in el ritmo he whispers te quiero, te quiero
I begin to give in with no hesitation,
Can't help my infatuation
It's pure Infatuation (yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Skin the color of cinnamon, His eyes light up and I melt within
Feels so good it must be a sin
I can't stop what I started, I'm givin' in
He brings life to my fantasies, Sparks a passion inside of me,
Finds the words when I cannot speak,
In the silence his heart beat is music to me
Mama used to warn me not to rush love (not to rush love) with another
She said: I'm not trying to lecture I just care about my daughter
Ay Mama you seem to forget, I never will let a man control my emotions
But when he smiles I feel like a little child,
And when he says
Chorus
I am full blood boricua
Read the tattoo on his arm
He tells me: Mami, I need ya and my heart beat pumps so strong
Getting lost in el ritmo he whispers te quiero, te quiero
I begin to give in with no hesitation,
Can't help my infatuation
It's pure Infatuation (yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Caught between my mama's words and what I feel inside
Wanted to explore his world but part of me wants to hide
Should I risk it, can't resist it, this has caught me by suprise
Should I let him take me to Puerto Rico
I can't hold back no more Let's go tonight
Papi hold me, say that you adore me
Never let go never leave me lonely
Papi hold me, say that you adore me
Never let go never leave me lonely
Chorus
I am full blood boricua
Read the tattoo on his arm
He tells me: Mami, I need ya and my heart beat pumps so strong
Getting lost in el ritmo he whispers te quiero, te quiero
I begin to give in with no hesitation,
Can't help my infatuation
It's pure Infatuation (yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Papi hold me, say that you adore me
Never let go never leave me lonely (lonely)
Haha, twist and turn it and it'll become how you make me feel (:
{ fin }
{ }
They say that desire can cause heart attacks. Today, I know what it means.
Haha, blame it on my stubborn mouth. That I dont always dont say what I really want to say. So I type it out here but it's a bit too late. I really wanted you to come. I dont like being alone in the house. Its empty and so quiet. Well, let's try saying what I want to say. I need you. I want you. I dont mind. And I wont regret cos I know you're worth it. I love you. But all this couldn't come out. Recently I've been having urges. I dont want to be near you because I'm afraid I'll lose control. I've never had anyone hug me to sleep. I've never had anyone lie their heads on my shoulder and sleep. Not until you came along.
I really wanted you to be by my side. Cos an empty room can be so deafening. We dont even have to stay at home. We could go to the park or watch tv or stay in bed. We could take the day off tomorrow and just be together. HAHA. Fantasies. Darling, I want you. It's a craving. AND it's embarrassing. But I love you and I cant keep it in anymore so I'm letting it out. I'm not getting enough. LOL. I'm not satisfied.
So solemnity passes and this arrives. Burn my bridges one by one. Another lonely night. I love you and I miss you. All of you.
Haha, blame it on my stubborn mouth. That I dont always dont say what I really want to say. So I type it out here but it's a bit too late. I really wanted you to come. I dont like being alone in the house. Its empty and so quiet. Well, let's try saying what I want to say. I need you. I want you. I dont mind. And I wont regret cos I know you're worth it. I love you. But all this couldn't come out. Recently I've been having urges. I dont want to be near you because I'm afraid I'll lose control. I've never had anyone hug me to sleep. I've never had anyone lie their heads on my shoulder and sleep. Not until you came along.
I really wanted you to be by my side. Cos an empty room can be so deafening. We dont even have to stay at home. We could go to the park or watch tv or stay in bed. We could take the day off tomorrow and just be together. HAHA. Fantasies. Darling, I want you. It's a craving. AND it's embarrassing. But I love you and I cant keep it in anymore so I'm letting it out. I'm not getting enough. LOL. I'm not satisfied.
So solemnity passes and this arrives. Burn my bridges one by one. Another lonely night. I love you and I miss you. All of you.
{ fin }
{ Monday, January 14, 2008 }
Monday blues? Not exactly. HAHA. Darling, I'm alone at home now. Gonna spend my 2nd night ALONE. Sad. Tonight is the last night that you can stay over XD But nevermind lah (: I love you!
Today, didnt know that you wanted to lunch wih us so I just went off. SORRY!! Dont be angry okay? :]
Fe really happy today. I dont know why. Must be something about you. LOL. But I cant figure out what. I keep smiling to myself when I think of you =/ This is getting serious man. hahaha! So today I walked home from Lot 1. I didn't need to think this time round. Just felt like walking. Then as I walked I was reminded of that night after rehearsal XP When you held my hand and walked me home.
I'm reminded of exactly why I love you. You make me smile, all the time. So, it's high time I thought about what it'd be like if I wasn't working in Maybank. If I were stuck in school mugging for As. Or if I got a job elsewhere. I really wonder where that'd take me XD Just makes me wonder wat would life be if I were still studying. Or if I had chosen a different path from the one I chose. But no matter what, there's no regret in choosing this path :)
Housework kills! I'm exhausted. Now I really pei fu my mom HAHA. Clean the house, wash clothes, iron clohes, etc. Woah, takes up almost all my energy.
You are amazing and I love love love love love you.
Today, didnt know that you wanted to lunch wih us so I just went off. SORRY!! Dont be angry okay? :]
Fe really happy today. I dont know why. Must be something about you. LOL. But I cant figure out what. I keep smiling to myself when I think of you =/ This is getting serious man. hahaha! So today I walked home from Lot 1. I didn't need to think this time round. Just felt like walking. Then as I walked I was reminded of that night after rehearsal XP When you held my hand and walked me home.
I'm reminded of exactly why I love you. You make me smile, all the time. So, it's high time I thought about what it'd be like if I wasn't working in Maybank. If I were stuck in school mugging for As. Or if I got a job elsewhere. I really wonder where that'd take me XD Just makes me wonder wat would life be if I were still studying. Or if I had chosen a different path from the one I chose. But no matter what, there's no regret in choosing this path :)
Housework kills! I'm exhausted. Now I really pei fu my mom HAHA. Clean the house, wash clothes, iron clohes, etc. Woah, takes up almost all my energy.
You are amazing and I love love love love love you.
{ fin }
{ Saturday, January 12, 2008 }
HAPPY 1ST MONTH!
Hahaha, super happy today although I'm really tired.
Firstly, NETBALL! Went back to Hillgrove early in the morning to make sure that I caught the bus to Kallang. LOL. If not I'll 100% lose my way. Anyways, watched the juniors play. I would say it'snot too bad. Improvements can be seen but please, their passes must must must really improve. But glad to be in the sun again! :) Netball rocks forever even though I dont ply it anymore due to unforseen changes in my health. HAHA. Sounds so freaking formal.
Secondly, SP OPEN HOUSE! Wasn't happy about the open house lah. Actually very very tired already. BUT got to meet my partner! Eddy Wong Mun Fei!!! WOOTS! Hahahah! Haven met him in like years la! Okay, actually its months. I like to exaggerate. Live with it! But yea, nice to finally meet him and crap with him again. Please Mr. Eddy, you are sooooooo greedy XD Typical Singaporean. Hai. HAHA. He still say that I'm the same old oker I was last time. HAHA. How right man. How much do you want me to change. Actually I have changed quite a bit. LOL. And nobody knows it but me and you and py. YAY.
Last but definitely not least, BUGIS! Haha, met you at Bugis. Was really afraid you were going to be in a bad mood but turns out you're in a okay mood leh. HAHA. So yay! We eat. ALOT. Really. I was so full lah. lol. Then went to shop for clothes! Ended up buying a black skinny (FINALLY!) 2 shirts and 1 skirt. Which happens to be really tight!! Darling, should have listened to you and taken medium XD I'm too fat!!!! OMG. WTH. But the skirt is damn nice eh :) REALLY. Then we had to withdraw money cos they dont take NETS. So we go ATM. Withdraw money, buy skirt and went home :] Really had a blast today. Spending time with you never fails to make me happy. I love love love love you! :)
Mystery the moon
A hole in the sky
A supernatural nightlight
So full but often right
A pair of eyes a closin' one
A chosen child of golden sun
A marble dog that chases cars
To farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars
A cosmic fish they love to kiss
They're giving birth to constellation
No riffs and oh no reservation
If they should fall you get a wish or dedication
May I suggest you get the best
For nothing less than you and I
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting
Oh bella bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Do do do do do
You are an illuminating anchor
Of leagues to infinite number
Crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the ebb and flows of hunger
You're dancing naked there for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Intertwining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover
Bella luna, my beautiful
How you swoon me like no other
May I suggest you get the best
Of your wish may I insist
That no contest for little you or smaller I
A larger chance happened, all them they lie
On the rise, on the brink of our lives
Bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Bella luna, my beautiful
How you swoon me like no other, oh oh oh
Mmhmm. You are an illuminating anchor.
What a poet Jason Mraz is :) He's amazing but you, my dearest darling are the aminzing-est!
Hahaha, super happy today although I'm really tired.
Firstly, NETBALL! Went back to Hillgrove early in the morning to make sure that I caught the bus to Kallang. LOL. If not I'll 100% lose my way. Anyways, watched the juniors play. I would say it'snot too bad. Improvements can be seen but please, their passes must must must really improve. But glad to be in the sun again! :) Netball rocks forever even though I dont ply it anymore due to unforseen changes in my health. HAHA. Sounds so freaking formal.
Secondly, SP OPEN HOUSE! Wasn't happy about the open house lah. Actually very very tired already. BUT got to meet my partner! Eddy Wong Mun Fei!!! WOOTS! Hahahah! Haven met him in like years la! Okay, actually its months. I like to exaggerate. Live with it! But yea, nice to finally meet him and crap with him again. Please Mr. Eddy, you are sooooooo greedy XD Typical Singaporean. Hai. HAHA. He still say that I'm the same old oker I was last time. HAHA. How right man. How much do you want me to change. Actually I have changed quite a bit. LOL. And nobody knows it but me and you and py. YAY.
Last but definitely not least, BUGIS! Haha, met you at Bugis. Was really afraid you were going to be in a bad mood but turns out you're in a okay mood leh. HAHA. So yay! We eat. ALOT. Really. I was so full lah. lol. Then went to shop for clothes! Ended up buying a black skinny (FINALLY!) 2 shirts and 1 skirt. Which happens to be really tight!! Darling, should have listened to you and taken medium XD I'm too fat!!!! OMG. WTH. But the skirt is damn nice eh :) REALLY. Then we had to withdraw money cos they dont take NETS. So we go ATM. Withdraw money, buy skirt and went home :] Really had a blast today. Spending time with you never fails to make me happy. I love love love love you! :)
Mystery the moon
A hole in the sky
A supernatural nightlight
So full but often right
A pair of eyes a closin' one
A chosen child of golden sun
A marble dog that chases cars
To farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars
A cosmic fish they love to kiss
They're giving birth to constellation
No riffs and oh no reservation
If they should fall you get a wish or dedication
May I suggest you get the best
For nothing less than you and I
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting
Oh bella bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Do do do do do
You are an illuminating anchor
Of leagues to infinite number
Crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the ebb and flows of hunger
You're dancing naked there for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Intertwining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover
Bella luna, my beautiful
How you swoon me like no other
May I suggest you get the best
Of your wish may I insist
That no contest for little you or smaller I
A larger chance happened, all them they lie
On the rise, on the brink of our lives
Bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Bella luna, my beautiful
How you swoon me like no other, oh oh oh
Mmhmm. You are an illuminating anchor.
What a poet Jason Mraz is :) He's amazing but you, my dearest darling are the aminzing-est!
{ fin }
{ Friday, January 11, 2008 }
Yayness. Two and a half more hours :) To a month! Haha, darling the topic was brought up four times in a month. But yea :] I love you!
Today, work was pretty much interesting. I'm allowed to collect vouchers!! Woots. Feels like a promotion. HAHA. It's not lah, it's more work for me!! hahaha. Today you say I was being very quiet to you. Was I? I really dont know. If I was I'm sorry okay? It really wasn't intentional. I'm soooo happy you ate lunch with us today. haha. Really it's beensuch a LONG time since we had lunch together.
LOL. Darling, I want to hold your hand. I want to hug you. I want to kiss you. HAHA. I'm serious. And you know what? I miss you already!! hahahahha! I dont know what to blog about already. hahahah. Cos if I blog further, think it'll get out of hand XD
I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you feel my heart beat so I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you feel my heart beat so I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.
'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you feel my heart beat so I can't let you go.
I want you in my life
Mmhmm :] Gorillas LOVE Chimpanzees. haha. ALOT. Happy 1st month darling, I love you so much :) Never felt happier.
Today, work was pretty much interesting. I'm allowed to collect vouchers!! Woots. Feels like a promotion. HAHA. It's not lah, it's more work for me!! hahaha. Today you say I was being very quiet to you. Was I? I really dont know. If I was I'm sorry okay? It really wasn't intentional. I'm soooo happy you ate lunch with us today. haha. Really it's beensuch a LONG time since we had lunch together.
LOL. Darling, I want to hold your hand. I want to hug you. I want to kiss you. HAHA. I'm serious. And you know what? I miss you already!! hahahahha! I dont know what to blog about already. hahahah. Cos if I blog further, think it'll get out of hand XD
I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you feel my heart beat so I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you feel my heart beat so I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.
'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you feel my heart beat so I can't let you go.
I want you in my life
Mmhmm :] Gorillas LOVE Chimpanzees. haha. ALOT. Happy 1st month darling, I love you so much :) Never felt happier.
{ fin }
{ Thursday, January 10, 2008 }
Today has got to be one of the most relieving days.
So yesterday I think was the most drama of all days. I'm sorry okay? I know I should have protected you. Very very sorry. I was hurt lah, really. I bought the astroboy for you then you just gave it back to me :( BUT no fun lah, you already have it. Glad that you still took it in the end. AND the toilet incident was funny can? When Ling suddenly came in XD HAHAH! I saw you jump out of your skin lah! Aot of people know we quarrelled eh and Rozie totally left me alone lor. HAHA. Cos she see my face super black. Really very sian. But at least in the end everything's over.
I really dont know why but I feel sooooo proud of you about today. When you accepted their apology just like that. I know it's hard to forgive when they hurt you so badly. I so love you :] REALLY. And I miss you. I miss having lunch with you. But I really cant leave May one side and I dont know if I can handle seeing you play with the new temp staffs XD I admit. I'm jealous!!! But so what. Seems like you dont really bother also =/ LOL.
YesterdayI worked OT again. Not that I wanted to. But I had to. AND good thing I stayed back cos I got the walk I wanted. It just happens that sometimes you want to just take a step back and enclose youself in a bubble where you see your whole life through the eyes of a third party. Like you're watching your own life pass in front of you. That's what I did yesterday. I walked to Yio Chu Kang mrt and wlked home from Lot 1. I had to walk to clear my brain. It's been clouded with so many things. Ominous black clouds that loom above my head threatening to throw it's deadly arrows of raindrops on me. And you'll have no idea how close I was to tears. Seriously, if it wasn't for the fact that I was in the office I would have cried my eyeballs out there and then.
One month coming soon :) Darling, really hope you can stay over. XD And trust me, it's really not over yet =/ I dunno why. I need your touch.
Darling, you rock! I stone XD Dont love you too much, its a bit too late for that.
A song from the one and only talented my favourite crazy little guy, Jason Mraz :)
i'm running to catch up again
jumping higher and flying more often than not
Your trampoline has got holes in it but i can still see the top
Let me climb aboard and sample some of next year's fashion
I'll wear the coat if you can put the hat on, i will wear the coat,
Just let me clear my throat
so i can say what's been delayed away
Let me crawl into your lap and just lay here for awhile
Satisfied by your seduction like a handshake would do the job
Never know how long i have waited
anticipated your smile to be pressed against mine
your smile pressed against mine
Well i feel it. (oh boy
and i'm gonna settle tight
She could pour me over that sugar hill or mountain
Until i get that cool breeze, a tight squeeze, i'd do it over again
And i drink from her ever flowing fountain
And then i wake up i comb my hair and i hurry it up
But i arrive late i pack my things and i pick it up
Well i put down a good amount of deodorant on this morning
And i found that i could drown a little bit of peace of mind
well it's no secret that to some degree they're gonna have to see you sweat
Strong enough for a man just do what you can to keep me soft and dry
i stink awhile
I don't know anything about those things
I almost don't wanna know anything about those things
Oh i don't care anything about those things
Cause if i did you know i'd share myself on those things
and i feel it oh boy
I'll be, i'll be here all night
i'll pick up the pieces and i put them back together now
They may not be the right way but that's okay
as long as they're all the same
I wish you well, well that you'd get better
and i know you'll find that it's a wild world
and thats ok cuz you're a wild girl
and i took the hits and i turned to shit
And if you had noticed well would you have thrown the towel in
Before i missed out on all this love
and watch me roll away again
Watch me disappear under my skin
I don't believe it that things could get any worse than they did that time
You must have seen it
i mean how could we get lost running in a straight line
Your cries of why's and why nots, may it all get back to you
And trickle and dance upon your headaches
years of biting cheeks are through
So i don't believe in it
But i feel it.
:) Your smile pressed against mine.
So yesterday I think was the most drama of all days. I'm sorry okay? I know I should have protected you. Very very sorry. I was hurt lah, really. I bought the astroboy for you then you just gave it back to me :( BUT no fun lah, you already have it. Glad that you still took it in the end. AND the toilet incident was funny can? When Ling suddenly came in XD HAHAH! I saw you jump out of your skin lah! Aot of people know we quarrelled eh and Rozie totally left me alone lor. HAHA. Cos she see my face super black. Really very sian. But at least in the end everything's over.
I really dont know why but I feel sooooo proud of you about today. When you accepted their apology just like that. I know it's hard to forgive when they hurt you so badly. I so love you :] REALLY. And I miss you. I miss having lunch with you. But I really cant leave May one side and I dont know if I can handle seeing you play with the new temp staffs XD I admit. I'm jealous!!! But so what. Seems like you dont really bother also =/ LOL.
YesterdayI worked OT again. Not that I wanted to. But I had to. AND good thing I stayed back cos I got the walk I wanted. It just happens that sometimes you want to just take a step back and enclose youself in a bubble where you see your whole life through the eyes of a third party. Like you're watching your own life pass in front of you. That's what I did yesterday. I walked to Yio Chu Kang mrt and wlked home from Lot 1. I had to walk to clear my brain. It's been clouded with so many things. Ominous black clouds that loom above my head threatening to throw it's deadly arrows of raindrops on me. And you'll have no idea how close I was to tears. Seriously, if it wasn't for the fact that I was in the office I would have cried my eyeballs out there and then.
One month coming soon :) Darling, really hope you can stay over. XD And trust me, it's really not over yet =/ I dunno why. I need your touch.
Darling, you rock! I stone XD Dont love you too much, its a bit too late for that.
A song from the one and only talented my favourite crazy little guy, Jason Mraz :)
i'm running to catch up again
jumping higher and flying more often than not
Your trampoline has got holes in it but i can still see the top
Let me climb aboard and sample some of next year's fashion
I'll wear the coat if you can put the hat on, i will wear the coat,
Just let me clear my throat
so i can say what's been delayed away
Let me crawl into your lap and just lay here for awhile
Satisfied by your seduction like a handshake would do the job
Never know how long i have waited
anticipated your smile to be pressed against mine
your smile pressed against mine
Well i feel it. (oh boy
and i'm gonna settle tight
She could pour me over that sugar hill or mountain
Until i get that cool breeze, a tight squeeze, i'd do it over again
And i drink from her ever flowing fountain
And then i wake up i comb my hair and i hurry it up
But i arrive late i pack my things and i pick it up
Well i put down a good amount of deodorant on this morning
And i found that i could drown a little bit of peace of mind
well it's no secret that to some degree they're gonna have to see you sweat
Strong enough for a man just do what you can to keep me soft and dry
i stink awhile
I don't know anything about those things
I almost don't wanna know anything about those things
Oh i don't care anything about those things
Cause if i did you know i'd share myself on those things
and i feel it oh boy
I'll be, i'll be here all night
i'll pick up the pieces and i put them back together now
They may not be the right way but that's okay
as long as they're all the same
I wish you well, well that you'd get better
and i know you'll find that it's a wild world
and thats ok cuz you're a wild girl
and i took the hits and i turned to shit
And if you had noticed well would you have thrown the towel in
Before i missed out on all this love
and watch me roll away again
Watch me disappear under my skin
I don't believe it that things could get any worse than they did that time
You must have seen it
i mean how could we get lost running in a straight line
Your cries of why's and why nots, may it all get back to you
And trickle and dance upon your headaches
years of biting cheeks are through
So i don't believe in it
But i feel it.
:) Your smile pressed against mine.
{ fin }
{ Tuesday, January 8, 2008 }
Well, went to work yesterday. Recently ALOT of drama. It felt like I had to be at work so I went and for a moment I was feeling okay.
By the time it got to after lunch, I started coughing like shit and my whole body was aching. I was shivering like crazy but it never occurred to me that I was having a fever of 39 degrees celcius XD
I was okay. I just wanted to go home. I'm sorry darling I know I gave you a horrible bye bye at yck mrt. I just didn't feel like doing anything but go home. hahaha.
Dont know why. But guess too much has happened. I'm worried sick about everything. The only other time when I got sick so easily was the whole James period. LOL. Same thing happening again. -.- Darling, dont worry okay? I'm really fine :] I love you and if I dont get to see you tomorrow I'm sooooo gonna miss you like crazy cos I'm already missing you now. hahaha. Forgive her okay? Forgive them. They really didn't mean it. I really want the whole group to get back to the way we were before.
Saw something at sunshine. Gonna buy it later. For you darling! Hope you'll like it :) heh. Think you will.
We're both looking for something
That we've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide
Looking at you,
holding my breath,
For once in my life,
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
letting you inside.
I'm feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the scar that's under my skin
Like being in love, she says
For the first time
Well maybe I'm wrong,
But I'm feeling right where I belong
With you tonight
Like being in love
Can feel for the first time
The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes
Looking at you, Holding my breath,
For once in my life
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
Letting you inside.
I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the scar that's under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time
We're crashingInto the unknown
We're lost in this
But it feels like home
I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the scar that's under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love can feel for the first time
Like being in love she said for the first time
Like being in love can feel for the first time
You were never a substitute and will never be. I love you :)
By the time it got to after lunch, I started coughing like shit and my whole body was aching. I was shivering like crazy but it never occurred to me that I was having a fever of 39 degrees celcius XD
I was okay. I just wanted to go home. I'm sorry darling I know I gave you a horrible bye bye at yck mrt. I just didn't feel like doing anything but go home. hahaha.
Dont know why. But guess too much has happened. I'm worried sick about everything. The only other time when I got sick so easily was the whole James period. LOL. Same thing happening again. -.- Darling, dont worry okay? I'm really fine :] I love you and if I dont get to see you tomorrow I'm sooooo gonna miss you like crazy cos I'm already missing you now. hahaha. Forgive her okay? Forgive them. They really didn't mean it. I really want the whole group to get back to the way we were before.
Saw something at sunshine. Gonna buy it later. For you darling! Hope you'll like it :) heh. Think you will.
We're both looking for something
That we've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide
Looking at you,
holding my breath,
For once in my life,
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
letting you inside.
I'm feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the scar that's under my skin
Like being in love, she says
For the first time
Well maybe I'm wrong,
But I'm feeling right where I belong
With you tonight
Like being in love
Can feel for the first time
The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes
Looking at you, Holding my breath,
For once in my life
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
Letting you inside.
I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the scar that's under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time
We're crashingInto the unknown
We're lost in this
But it feels like home
I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the scar that's under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love can feel for the first time
Like being in love she said for the first time
Like being in love can feel for the first time
You were never a substitute and will never be. I love you :)
{ fin }