{ Dreamer }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012 October 2012 January 2013 March 2013 July 2013 August 2013 January 2014 September 2014 January 2015 July 2015

On monday when I woke up,
He told me he's alright.
He said he had just given up
On chasing stupid dreams.

On tuesday when I came home,
He said he's a painter.
That he felt cold and alone,
And that's what he's painting.

And before I sleep, everynight
I tug him in so he'll sleep tight.
Then go off back into bed
And at him, I'd be amazed.
I smile to myself
At his picture on the shelf.
But I still ask whoever's listening,
For the clarity that's been missing.

On wednesday morning I awoke,
He told me that I was very ill.
He fed me syrup that made me choke.
I drank it all and thanked him.

On thursday when I was on the phone,
He was leading the revolution.
The russian king was overthrown.
And I pledged my loyalty to him.

On friday we went for a walk,
He was on his way to court.
There was a case and he had to talk.
And I was obstructing his way.

On saturday, I hid away.
I needed some place to cry.
He shouted out for me to play
He was a kid once again.

On sunday, we went to the park.
A bright sunny day it was.
When a little dog gave out a bark,
He turned to look my way.

"Baby what are we doing here?"
I gave him a smile with a tear in my eye.
"We're on a long walk, no need to fear."
This was the clarity I asked.

And before I sleep, that very night
I tug him in so he'll sleep tight.
Then go off back into bed
And at him, I was amazed.
I smile to myself
At his picture on the shelf.
And I thanked whoever's listening,
For the clarity was a blessing.

& who are you, today?

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Hello all.

Quick update (: Last night was a blast! Stayed out till 8am this morning XD We were at Cityhall, hanging out. Pictures when I get them from Genn :D

Anyway, christmas started amazingly (: At 11.55pm I was walking back to church from the washroom when I meet Nigel Lee who was on the phone. I said hi and went in but he followed and I heard him say "I gotta go" to whoever on the phone and then came over and talked to me :D I was beaming please. LOL. The expression on his face is still in my head. Anyway, we caught up a little and I told him he could join us if he wants then he points and says "Oh, these are my parents." LOL. Imagine the look on my face HAHA so yup. He's attending mass with his parents.

After mass was CRAZY. We were a whole big bunch of people hugging! XD It was pretty hilarious. Oh yes, excuse to hug Nigel Lee by the way and I did hug :D

So yes, obviously highlight for christmas is NIGEL LEE.

LOL. And presents and of course TOMORROW WITH CYA! :D

VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! :D

& we're gonna ride like the one eyed jack of diamonds, with the devil close behind (:

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I'm reminded about so much today.

Love, hatred, sorrow, joy. So much just by watching Requiem for a Dream and grey's Anatomy.

Its amazing how one person can change another person's life so so much.

I could've mentioned Ice but I didnt. My mom asked what's couple lab and I could've told her but I didnt. I stopped myself because its no longer important.

What's important is music, love and friends :D

Anyway, another reason to love Jared. He's an amazing actor who chooses to act as controversial characters/movies. :D Smart guy. He's amazing.

Another reason to love Grey's Anatomy, they don't sweep controversial issues under the rug. They show it on the show. Lesbian, racists, gays, religious, etc. Amazing (:

Christmas is coming (: Season of giving, season of hope, season of joy.

SATURDAY'S GONNA BE CRAAAAAAZY (: I LOVE CYA. Hope J's going :D

& I'm gonna find me a reckless man, razor blades and dice in his eyes. Just a touch of sadness in his fingers, thunder and lightening in his thighs.

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2nd day of Holidays are great (:

Time spent with HO4 and Nisha are always amazing :D

Went town with Twin and was already half dead. Didnt get my bag in the end but its fine (:

I have to say though, I felt like the plainest jane along orchard road's streets. But then again, that's what I am. Just a plain jane. Worth one look. No more, no less.

REQUIEM FOR A DREAM IS IN MY HANDS SO I CAN WATCH IT TOMORROW! JARED LETO YO! HANDSOMEEEE! :D

So tomorrow I get rest. Time to read books (:

& search and destroy. ooh-oh, oh oh, ooh-oh!

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Today's a nice nice day out with JUSTIN NG, who's so in love by the way. Mention some girl then wanna pretend I didn't hear it ah, tsk tsk. He treated me to SALADSTOP (again?! I know!) And gave me a small dream catcher for christmas. What did I give him? NOTHING XD Feel guilty luh. But he didnt gimme anything for the spade I gave him few years back! LOL. We then walked around and I bought Siewyi's present :D Pretty cute I think! Anyway, we talked alot about GAYS. XD No names mentioned (:

OH! I met Kenn who was going to visit his friend at work cos he hasn;'t seen her in a while. Awwwwwwww. Haha! So sweet right. Yeah he stayed with me till Justin Ng came. He was LATE again. TSK.

Then we went to Esplanade for an excuse to take dumb photos. So here's a few.

Yeah, so its about time holidays start making me smile (: Thanks for everything, random friend! HAHAHA! TSK. We met on FRIENDSTER man. WTH.

So weird as it is, today turned out 100 times better than I expected.

Okay, I need to make it perfectly clear, I'm NOT interested in Justin Ng and he's NOT interested in me. We are good random friends and hence, the next song has NOTHING to do with him. Its to do with ME! (:

Cat Power - Breathless
It's up in the morning
And on the downs
Little white clouds
Like gambling lambs
And I am breathless over you
And the red-breasted robin beats his wings
His throat it trembles when he sings
For he is helpless before you
The happy hooded bluebells bow
And bend their heads all a-down
Heavied by the early morning dew
At the whispering stream
At the bubbling brook
The fishes leap up to take a look
For they are breathless over you

Still your hands
And still your heart
For still your face
Comes shining through
And all the morning glows anew

Still your mind
Still your soul
For still the fare of love is true
And I am breathless without you

The wind circles among the trees
And it bangs about the new-made leaves
For it is breathless without you
The fox chases the rabbit round
Little rabbit hides beneath the ground
For he, he's defenceless without you
The sky of daytime dies away
And all the earthly things they stop to play
For we are all breathless without you
I listen to my juddering bones
And the blood in my veins
And the wind in my lungs
And I am breathless without you

Still your hands
And still your heart
For still your face
Comes shining through
And all the morning glows anew

Still your mind
Still your soul
For still the fire of your love is true
And I am breathless without you
And I am breathless without you
And I am breathless without you

& thinking about white headphones, whom I actually miss seeing (:

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I wrote a song to conclude my short time with J. I decided that since it seems we weren't talking, that I'd conclude everything with a song.

All this changed last night when J started talking to me again, all of a sudden. More than ever I was reminded of why I thought that he'd be an amazing guy to fall for. But nope, I'm reigning in my emotions.

I miss Siewyi. She's going away to Korea and leaving me in Singapore, ALONE. HAHAHA, love you babe (: Better have loads of fun :D

Then I think about 30 seconds to mars and smile. Smile because I know that she's happy (: And I'm happy with that. I still love her :D I smile because Search & Destroy is so freaking catchy!

& what emptiness in my heart cannot be filled by music? (:

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'THIS IS WAR' IS IN MY HANDS AT LONG LAST. (:

After a month of awaiting, the album is in my freaking hands and I swear its worth the wait. I told Lanze I would be jumping on my bed when I listen to it and I did. I was jumping to Vox Populi and Search and Destroy. I have to say, my favourite is still Alibi (: Its such an amazing song with pure emotions. Plus Jared's voice. Awesome.

So, today's been not so good a day besides the AMAZING album in my hands. So much happened but I guess it cant be helped.

So if you're reading this and you wanna talk to me about things you know will upset me, dont talk to me. I barely get days where I feel completely happy like what I felt today when I bought the album. So yes, if you're gonna spoil my mood dont talk to me at all. Thank you.

Today's an alright day. Went to school for overseas internship briefing. Its pretty interesting and exciting actually. I'm so wanting to go for it (: Had the nice nice company of Jia Wen and rachel for the briefing then went to ourspace to complete the essay with Jia Wen. Waited for Lanze and off we went :D

Incredibly amzazing. I'm high on 30 Seconds. Really high. Its simple I guess. I want peace and I finally have time to relax and enjoy. So, this is it.

I'm gonna be recapping the year really soon (:

& I fell apart and got back up again, yeah (:

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I've gone completely insane.

I'm watching 30 seconds to mars digital summit. Its where they got their fans to participate in singing parts of the album. Instead of using a choir or background singers, they got their fans involved. How amazing is that? Its like if you participated you'll feel that you're part of the album. I think its completely mind-blowing.

I dont doubt why they have so gained so many fans, all of whom are so dedicated that when the album leaked out on youtube before its release, it got removed the next day because the fans were making so much noise about it. They are an incredible band with nothing but love for music and love for fans. They make the most epic sounding kind of music and they have one of the best ever lead vocals to front their band. There is no denying the charm and talent that Jared has.

Echeleon is what they call their fan base, and I'm part of it. For those who visit their website for the first time, it might seem a little intense and scary because there are symbols and all sorts of things but once you get used to it, you;re fine. I got intimidated at first when I got to their website. I thought it was some occult group but hey, its amazing how much love there is between the band and their fans. Vice versa.

So kudos to great music, great singing, great lyrics, great talent, great hearts and great 30 seconds to mars :D

My love, renewed (:

& 100 suns before we touch.

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I have absolutely no words to explain how I feel. Its a positive feeling but I cant seem to put it in words.

I know what excites me.
I know what I love.
I know what irritates me.
I know what makes me smile.
I know me.

And a good friend captured it in a sentence.

"Its really great knowing someone with music flowing non-stop in her veins."

Be it anger, sorrow, joy or whatever else I'm feeling, there's music in it. Maybe that's what I'm supposed to do. Perhaps I'm on this earth to make people notice the music of living. The music of being alive. The music of pain, the music of joy. I'm made to open up music to those who shut music out.

& that's what you are.

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My love for Jason is definitely renewed (:

Watching the video reminds me of exactly why I fell in love with him. He's such a pure human being and the message he's trying to get across through his music is such a beautiful one. Being yourself and loving. It is amazing. He is amazing.

Everything about him is fresh and pure. Even his videos and his reasons behind his videos are so pure and true to who he is.

To all those who think Jason's gonna sing more mainstream songs, hell no. He's sticking true to who he was. Just an evolution, a maturation, a growth in his musical self but hey, he sticks to his roots and I love him for that (: I'm amazed at how he stays grounded. That no matter what, he ends his concerts with an old song. He shows glimpses of his previous selfs. He never forgets or loose his true self. There is no pretence, there is no facade. What you see is what you get.

He is pure heaven and that is why he is, after 7 years of loving him, he's still my number one artiste to support. Everything about him is in sync with me. :D

I love him as a being. I love what he's spreading, I love his singing, I love his eloquence and his logic.

The way he uses words makes him so attractive. The way he phrases things, the way he does things, everything about him is magnetic.

And you know what? I'm not high like I used to be. I think Ive reached a whole new level of fanatism. I'm solemn right now. I'm just amazed and purely just in awe at what he does and how he does it. He takes notice to details, he takes care of everyone and he is so so down to earth. I cannot believe how someone can hold concerts where people faint and scream and go crazy over and still be who he is. So humble, so kind and with so much love in his heart.

I swear, I await the day I get to meet him and talk to him. If it ever happens, and it better, I am going to take 1000000000000000000000000000000000000 photos and record our conversations. (:

Restatement: I love Jason Mraz.

Other statement: I'm gonna be an amazing counsellor tomorrow.

& when we put our voices together, we create a harmony and we bring you some love (:

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OKAY MARIANNE IS A VERY VERY VERY HAPPY GIRL (:

1) She has video-ed a pretty great song that she's proud of that will go up on facebook on Christmas! (:

2) 30 SECONDS TO MARS SHOULD BE OUT BY TOMORROW OR SHE'S GONNA KILL.

3) The only people popping into her head are Jason Mraz, Jared Leto and white headphones. No J. Which is a relief.

4) SHE HAS BOUGHT HER JASON MRAZ - A BEAUTIFUL MESS DVD! AND ITS PRETTY CRAZILY AWESOME. NEVER SHORT OF SHOCKING HER INTO LOVING JASON MORE AND MORE!

Spot Jared Leto in the background. Number 1 and number 2 together (:

Anyway, I had a dream of John, Dot, Isaac, Dom and Andrew. HAHA, I dreamt we were having a sleepover at John's house with his course guys. I went over to draw up the window shades and saw 2 of his friend playing a game called 'Maid Chase' which had them climbing the outside of the opposite block of flats and then swinging on a rope to John's block. XD Then I looked down and thought "How dangerous. What if they fall?" I looked and John and he looked at me and smiled and raised an eyebrow. I then raised the window shades all the way to the top and went to join Dot, Dom, Isaac and Andrew outside the kitchen and they were talking about why Sharon wasn't around. Then I looked into the kitchen and there was John's mom and his aunty sitting in the kitchen near the stoves whispering.

And then I woke up and laughed. What kind of a dream is that?! Anyway, I wished it was white headphone's house and family I dream of next. I've had flashing episodes of us bumping into each other and talking. I think I'm confusing dreams with real life.

JASON MRAZ, IF YOU HAPPEN TO READ THIS OUT OF DIVINE INTERVENTION, I LOVE YOU AND I NEED TO MEET YOU BEFORE I TURN 21. MY BIRTHDAY'S ON 7TH AUGUST SO YOU CAN COME TO SINGAPORE AND VISIT ME ON THAT DAY. I'D SKIP SCHOOL AND SPEND A WHOLE DAY WITH YOU. I'D SPEND A WHOLE YEAR WITH YOU. P.S. BRING ME SOME OF YOUR AVOCADOES, THANKS.

Oh, and Sarali! Nice version of Bella Luna (: You did it justice :D Well done girl!

& how can you sleep at a time like this, unless the dreamer is the real you (:

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Jared Leto is seriously amazing me and keeping me awake these days (:

For those not in the know, Jared Leto is the front man of the band 30 Seconds To Mars. He is amazing looking, all girls go gaga for him. Trust me because I did too.

But what I was amazed by was his kick ass voice. Seriously, he has one of the best vocals in the universe. He never misses a note. You'd think with all that screaming and high solid notes in their songs, he'd never try them live but he does and he hits them all perfectly (: Another thing is, he shouts in his songs and he doesn't even look like he's shouting! Like usually when people shout they look like they're shouting? He looks like he's TALKING.

He's gonna be permanently placed at my number 2 position right behind Jason (:

His face, plus his voice, is HEAVEN.

And you know what? I think its the eyes. He's reminds me 100% of white headphones. Its the eyes. Something in both their eyes that gives you a feeling that they're grounded individuals. Humble in every way, down to earth, easy going. Its the eyes. Its always the eyes.

With this, I leave you with Jared (: (Watch the eyes!)

& I believe in nothing but the beating of our hearts (:

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Today marks the day I hear your voice for the first time.

Not too high, not too deep. Just right. You are perfection, to me.

Its true, I was made for you.

& if only I could know you.

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Snippet of how everything's affecting everything else:

Andrzej- my jimminy cricket bit me!! says:
hahah
go bite dom
[J.O.Y] I'm alive again (: says:
DONT WANT.,
LOL.
Andrzej- my jimminy cricket bit me!! says:
or ask him bite you =DDDDDDDD
[J.O.Y] I'm alive again (: says:
EEE DONT WANT I DONT WANT JOHN.
EH DOM
lol.
wrong name inserted LOL.
Andrzej- my jimminy cricket bit me!! says:
hahahaha
oh hooorrrrr
you want john
i know edi
oh hoooorrrrr
[J.O.Y] I'm alive again (: says:
LOL. OMG WTH!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away.

I fought the war but the war won.

I'm giving up.

Goodbye.

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I realised I've been so lost. So lost in what's not so important. I guess I got caught up thinking that the world revolves around me. I have to keep reminding myself about that I guess.

I spent the whole day listening to 'Alive Again' by Matt Maher. It reminds me. Anyway, went for the talk in church and it reminded me too. The world doesn't revolve around me. There are people who's lives are in danger every single second of the day. People who suffer their whole lives. People who are not as fortunate as me. And yet, what do we care about? If we look good, if we sound good, if we present ourselves well, if someone likes us or not and whatever else we think about.

Listening to the talk, my passion was once more renewed. I want so much to be a social worker. I know it wont be an easy life, neither will it allow me time for myself. However, seeing so much to do in the world, I wanna be that change in someone's life. Be the change in this world. Even if its so small a change it goes unnoticed, knowing that I am making a difference makes me want to do it more.

So yes, I'm so sure right now, I want so much to be a social worker now. (:

And I'm thankful to be reminded back onto the right track.

& where have I gone?

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CONCLUSION OF THE DAY:

SCREW IT. MARIANNE WANTS TO KNOW WHY SHE BOTHERS TRYING. I WANT TO GIVE UP.

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Today's one of those days where I feel more or less happy (:

Lectures were alright. Didn't pay attention at all in Brain & Behavior. Which sucks. Hah. Anyway, Mr Tan's tutorial wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Got to watch Kenn present! HAHA, his voice is booming okay! XD Went to the washroom and came out, waited for Nisha. Was looking around and guess who I saw in the building opposite? WHITE HEADPHONES. I swear, its damn coincidental. Made my day (: Haha.

Well, if I had to choose between white headphones and J who would I choose? I seriously dont know. Can I just get to know both first? LOL.

I dont know.

Anyway, today's weird I guess. We're not talking although we're both online. I'll talk when I'm ready. I need to pull myself together first. Haha.

On a lighter note, essay is 3/4 done and 30STM'S ALBUM IS OUT YOOOO! (: I'm so gonna buy it :D

& crash, crash, burn

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School's alright today (: Was superbly early in school. Anyway, the girls bought things back from Cambodia! So sweet of them! Thanks lovelies! :D Really love the keychain but Juliet said its kinda fragile so I'm gonna hang it at home XD

Lunch was pretty fun I guess. Talk, talk and talk about nothing in particular. OH, and Nisha's teen fiction book is seriously like the book of my life 2009. LOL. Tsk.

Anyway, another 2nd time that not many people were asleep for Fred's class but this time he lost most of us 3/4 way through the tutorial.

Went home with Nisha, Sarali and Cindy and Faith (: Gossip gossip! OH! Met XUEQI at the bus stop! Hahah, my long-time-no-see guitar buddy! :D

Came home and watched tv! Something I feel like I havent done in a while. Then went out for dinner.

Came online and J was online but we didnt talk not until about an hour ago. LOL. Today's weird. Haha, no song exchanging. Just alot of talking about things, which is pretty awesome I guess. Good to know we can carry out proper conversations besides just songs and umbrellas -.- But yeah (:

You know how I keep telling myself I'm not good enough? That puts me in a lose-lose situation doesn't it? Like the more I think about it, the more I think about what to say, the more I feel like I'm messing up.

So why think about her? When what I can change is myself right? So yeah, I'm not gonna bother about the other side. I'll concentrate on mine. Make it a win-win situation (:

He showed me a smiley. After all, I'm aiding him in using his gift!

So, I'm gonna put the other party out of sight, out of mind for now. He's a friend.

So start of the conversation I keep overthinking what to say to him and I think he kind of felt it? Haha, but now its fine and we're back to sending songs.

Brandi Carlile - The Story

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you

I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
And baby I broke them all for you
Oh because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do and I was made for you

You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what I've been through like you do
And I was made for you...

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
Oh but these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
Oh yeah and its true, that I was made for you

& its true; I was made for you (:

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I miss you.

There, I said it. I'm listening to songs from you and I miss you. I'm trying to not think about you but even sitting in church listening to them sing amazing christmas carols, I smile to myself and your face floats into my mind. I'm a goner.

& the little things give me away.

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You chose the wrong weekend to go missing, seriously. Its been one of the worse days of life today.

Dont wanna talk about it.

I'm glad I have the songs. Reminds me of you, and makes me smile.

If I said I missed you would that mean I'm already falling? I hope not because I dont want to because I know you're the last thing I should be thinking about right now. In this situation, but I know you'd make it seem better. With your words of encouragement. I know I can trust you to tell me that I'm in the right direction.

I shouldn't put all my eggs into one basket and that's what I'm trying to do but you are making me think about leaving all my eggs in one basket.

And I still dont feel enough for you.

& you make me feel.

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The second I thought of you, you started talking to me. How intriguing!

Anyway, you crack me up. I only stay online to
(a) Do research
(b) Youtube
(c) Talk to you

And you do crack me up.

You - "My brother went to batam for snorkelling/diving. Quite fun eh. Can see alot of animals."

Me - "You mean fishes?"
You - "HAHA, oh yeah."

Today's been alright. Night's always better (: HAHA.

& stop tugging.

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Today's been interesting (:

Went to meet Faith, Caryn and Dave at Cityhall's coffee and toast. We discussed for like 1/2 hour then went off shopping. We went to Marina Square and saw this salad shop and we went in and ate. HAHA. Its super nice and super big portion. We then went into Marina Square itself where we watched WINX CLUB and made fun of them. They all look so trashy, like prostitutes and that's what our kids are watching these days. No wonder there's more and more bimbos in Singapore -.- We laughed throughout and one of them actually waved at Dave! And one of them had their nipples showing and Faith wanted to shout "Nipples! Nipples!" Like wth. LOL.

Then we went off. I took a slow slow stroll to Bras basah and then GOT MY FREAKING SEXY GUITAR! I then ran home and went to church then went to school for CYA (:

CYA is amazing (: John played my guitar and said it sounded nice! HAHA, we had an extremely short session and then went for dinner at Westmall's Koufu. John carried my guitar cos it was so big on me XD I carried his guitar. Exchange for the day. OH! Andrew brought almond nuts for me! So sweet (: Then we talked about Gays lol. Then we went home. Trained with John and Dom :D HAHA.

Came home and played my guitarrrr till _______ came online and talked to me XD

I miss class though. 2B01, I miss you. LOL. I miss seeing Nisha and Sarali talking about whatever we always talk about. I miss HO4 girls playing around and smiling.

In your eyes, today, I saw something different. Perhaps its just me, but we've grown closer. There's a change because last time, you and I never talked but now, you talk to me the minute you're online. And you talk to me till you go to sleep. If I read your eyes wrongly, I'm sorry. We're closer I feel it. I know its not anything, but damn, you sure make me smile alot.

& like being in love, feels for the first time.

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MARIANNE CHAN JUST GOT HER ACOUSTIC GUITAR TODAY. THE GIRLFRIEND SHE'S BEEN WANTING FOR SO FREAKING LONG! AW40-TCS!

Woah, can you say damn freaking exciting?! I was jumping up and down! Okay rewind.

I put up the christmas tree at home today! So fun, while playing christmas songs! (: Christmassy mood man, seriously. Oh, I'm abstaining from facebook for advent so anything message me! :D

Anyway, met Hui Mui and had fun shopping in far east. Even met SIEWYI there! :D Looking good babe :D Anyway,shopped and I bought a new bag.

We decided to go to Peninsula Plaza so we did. Walked around and didnt get anything beside food XD Old Chang Kee! We then decided to walk to Bugis but we got to Bras Basah first so yes, I ran into Swee Lee and couldn't find my girlfriend ): ROAR. The dude told me its sold out and they only have some pale brownish kinda colour. I almost cried luh. HAHA, then I was considering one of the black ones when the guy called me to go over and he showed me my girlfriend! He said they have one last one left. So I called my mom who, miraculously agreed! So I bought it! And guess what?! Original price was $558.50 but after all the sales discounts and all, it was $357.50! (: Amazing right :D I'm collecting it tomorrow. I practically screamed and jumped for joy! WHOOOO.

We went to Bugis Junction and ate SoupSpoon and then decided to go home. So I went home (:

Anyway, updates. Was talking to Dom and he said his phone dropped so I said "OMG OMG OMG" and he said "J_____ ____ just came online when you said omg omg omg." LOL. What!!!!

"err
no calling
haha
actually i really wanna get married in the future, very scared of priesthood
:(
its really difficult you know
for them
same goes for nuns
i can reach out to other people even if i'm married! (:"

LOL. Weird conversation but still. Anyway, John's gonna play my guitar for tmr's session XD Its brand new, he should be so so honoured! XD

Well, for those who forgot how my girlfriend looks like:

& you melt my heart to stone (:

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