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The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

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So today has been tiring. Woke up at 5am to send my parents off to the airport and then took 858 from Changi Airport Terminal 2 all the way to Woodlands. Surprisingly only took 1.5 hours. The bus took me into the deep areas of Yishun and Chong Pang. Suddenly reminded of PeiYing (: HAHA, maybe I should sms her huh. MAYBE. So out of touch already.

Anyways, got home and ended up watching Grey's Anatomy non stop XD Damn hilarious and sad and happy and emotional all at the same time.

Was supposed to do recordings today but I screwed up way too many times ): HAHA, oh wells.

Webcammed with my parents just now. Pretty hilarious (:

We comparing our house with the hotel room they were in and both had a frame behind us. So yeah I was pointing that out. Please ignore my epic hair.

Anyways, I was just wondering how long more am I going to be in denial and just accept the fact that its never gonna heal completely. Its beyond repair. Its not going to get any worse but neither will it get better. It changed everything and I'm trying so hard to act like everything's still the same when I know its not. I see the difference, everyone sees it. Enough of this denial.

& we are falling like dominoes; how I wish we were falling nose to nose.

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Today has been tiring.

Yesterday was out with Daniel Ang who concluded that I'm friendly but intimidating because I have my own strong views and opinions. So what if I'm NOT like most girls, I dont care.

Anyway, we went to REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC today. Its pretty nice (: And surprisingly I know quite a few people in RP! XD Anyway, met WAN. Who else huh. HAHA. Did what we had to do and then a LONG LONG LONG bus ride to TP. I swear, there's this girl at TP that I seriously mouthed 'BITCH' at. HAHA, cant blame luh. She was damn snob. So WHATEVER BITCH.

So great (: Went to Yishun to meet Tim. Ended up waiting at the platform for 20mins for Tim to come. I still get worried each time a bus comes. And I started recalling things. ALOT of things. Like i said, it doesnt hurt anymore. I'm sure of it. I just miss you (:

So a happy girl I am (:

Heh (:

So just something else that's really really amazing. DAWN MITSCHELE. I'm so gonna get her cd(:

& she's falling for him and he's falling for me. And I'm falling for someone else who is falling for you (:

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Today's been a day spent with my dearest dearest Siewyi (: What more can I say? I always have so much fun with this girl. Its kind of hard to imagine what life would be without having met her aye! I love you my dear :D

So we talked about everything under the SUN. The huge big sun. AND I taught her a few chords on the guitar. I swear I've never seen myself teaching someone guitar till today XD Awesome (:

So tomorrow I'm gonna watch Transformers. HAHA, with Daniel. Madeleine's brother. Yes, 4E3's mad. Oh well, long story.

Anyways, so here is the best few pictures we had today. Please ignore the pimples on my face. I got them from the kids who kissed me.

My room, my twinkle, my Siewyi XD

HAHA, retarded pose

Jumping in hallways (:

Playground love (:

I love how the slippers fit into the pic so well :D

And self claimed best photo of the day! :D Fraud Siewyi! XD

And so here's a song that I forgot and then remembered again while talking to Daniel on the phone.

& you and me; piece by piece.

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HAHA, what else can I say? Kids are freaking hilarious.

Okay, so today is really just to WAN (: Because I just feel like now's the right time to dedicate a whole post to her XD

Seriously I think its just the whole reminiscing on what we used to do in secondary school, when we were guy crazy. When we'd sit around in class singing songs by MICHELLE BRANCH and WESTLIFE. When we had long weird hair that we tied in tight pony tails. When we sat around in class and compared english composition scores. Where we'd laugh at Ms Ng YY's dressing and call her skirts curtains. Where we'd whack each other to keep ourselves awake in class. Where the only reason we were really together was because we were different from the other girls.

So for those who DONT know, I honestly feel that our friendship truly started showing only after we left Hillgrove. I mean, since when in secondary school do we tell each other stuff? Since when in sec school do we ever call each other in the middle of the night just cos we're bored. Since when do we ever sms each other a whole day. Or better yet, since when did we bother spending a whole day out together AND enjoy it.

So yes, people ask what is it that keeps our friendship going? I'm just gonna say its this feeling that she knows me so damn well. Its this feeling that I can rely on her whenever I need someone. Its knowing that this friendship has evolved so much more than any other friendship has over the years. Its knowing that 7 years of friendship is not even close to the length this friendship would go.

So Wan, for the many years of doing retarded stuff together and getting into shit together, THANKS FOR BEING THERE and (duh.) I love you! :D

& "PLAY!!!!...wooohooo..with marianne, and honestly, theres no one i'd rather go with ;) " heh.

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So what's there to blog about huh. Ah yes, about DREAMERS.

ME. Dreamer. Mmmhmm.

I randomly remembered Karen. That incident in maybank when Sam called during lunch and I said I had to introduce a girl to him so I gave him Ice's number. Damn hilarious. Oh, by the way, Sam says "Karen was nice." LOL.

JMINC (:

Anyways, we gonna have mini concert by JMINC on friday. LOL. Its gonna be weird, awkward and very very very recorded XD Scary to think of it but yeah. Friends, all friends (:

Sarah Lim has 99% gaydar! HAHA, and she says I'm gay. HAHA. Hmmmmmmmmmm. And she called me stupid gay woman. TSK.

Tuesday, wednesday, thursday, FRIDAY! :D SATURDAY! Paul, the musical.

OH, just a photo taken by nehneh! with her phone on the day of the treetop walk. Damn hilarious!

& my samsung love; hey playgirl (:

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Decided to let today be the day I upload photos of the past 2 days (:

But first, let's talk about TANGO 75/09's social night! It was pretty scary, but met Marcus at the entrance and we went in. It started off awkward but when we got our seats and tables and all we started feeling more comfortable. The people at our table are nice people, thankfully (: Cant remember most of their names but yeah. HAHA. It was pretty entertaining. We were all so pissed with the formal settings and all. LOL. The entertainment was pretty hilarious too. I pride myself in being one of the more loud and I-dont-care-what-anyone-thinks-of-me girls XD I was the only girl at the table who was talking LOUDLY. And I swear I didnt do it on purpose. I just speak at that volume.

Guess who we bumped into anyway? CHAO HAO (my primary school classmate), Valerie, Desiree and Ryan (all from church)! HAHA, it was damn hilarious. I realised I was in someone's picture so I apologised when I realised ITS VALERIE! XD

Marcus and I went to mac's after that. Till like 1am then we cabbed home (: I had fun! More fun than I expected to have :D

Okay, picture time (:

Mr Tan & Ms Heidi (:

Shorty!

Still Shorty XD

Ruth, Rachel & nehneh! (:

HEH (:

RUTH (:

Ruth's glamour shot XD

So fast eh.

LOL. I swear I wasn't trying to point out her height.

Boys; cant keep their hands off things -.-

Shorty with her weird looking fbts! Magazine worthy!

GAMES!! :D

HWEEEEEE JIAAAN! (:

TSK TSK, RACHEL.

SCANDALOUSSSS EH.

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Our effort to make a christmas tree!

TADAH! (:

The view from above.

Mom.

Dad.

Door gift XD

Self Explanatory.

Marcus's wing (:

CHAO HAO! :D

The girls in purple dresses! (:

MARCUS FISH! :D

Our table partners (:

SJI BOYS -.-

Haha, yeah That's about it (: Met Jeremiah for breakfast! :D Glad to know everyone's doing okay. Heard Yong Hong misses me! XD FUNNY FELLA!

& ever so often the plain janes win (:

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Figured I'll blog now since I'll probably be back home late tonight. Yes, tonight is social night.

I spend the day doing more of my BPS essay and playing my guitar trying to find more different ways to play things. Okay, lies. I woke up and did my daily search of JASON MRAZ. Only when I was high did I start working on my essay then guitared until my parents came home. Yes, my parents. Gone is the freedom. HAHA. Oh well.

HAHA, some people just prank called me! ): SO EVIL! HAHA,still ask me be their bridesmaid. CRAZY BUNCH OF GIRLS! They make me laugh so much (:

I'm freaking out about tonight apparently. Why? Because I'm a plain person. I dont like wearing make up. I love my shirts and shorts/ jeans. I love wearing flats and I love love love sitting with my legs wide open. Tonight expects me to wear a dress, wear heels, put on just a little bit of make up and act like a little lady -.- I do not do that well. What if I embarrass myself? TSK. But no, I'm there for Marcus. JUst for Marcus so whatever. I'm just going there and gonna ENJOY THE FOOD XD

Are there girls in OCS? HAHA, okay no. Probably not. Sadly not.

So yes time to go get ready.

DID I MENTION JASON IS AMAZING? HERE'S WHY. THE NEXT VID IS PROBABLY THE EPITOME OF WHY I LOVE JASON (:

Such a wonderful musician with an amazing heart and such an outlook on life. So darn inspiring. He never gets boring. Not to me anyway. I seriously wanna meet him one day. HAHA. :D

YAY next tuesdayyyyy (:

& I’m out on a ledge; come stand with me. I need the company.

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What a day. Pretty amazing actually (:

Yesterday was funny! We went to play with the kids again. Nic was still like grabbing me and saying "I love you!" XD Damn cute please. Then we played with clay and Jia Jia stuck to me. I like her. She's so talented and artistic somehow. HAHA. But yeah (: Swee Hao got scolded ): So sad right. TSK, but glad they all had fun with the clay making thingy.

Too bad it was cut short thanks to my BACK. Tsk. I was walking fine when suddenly there's this sharp pain in my back. I felt like puking and the whole world just became brighter. Like BRIGHT. Seriously. So I cabbed home. HAHA.

Joo Heng is such a nice guy. I just jokingly asked him to wait for me and he seriously waited for me. Awww, such a nice guy. The girls better grab him. Too bad our time was cut short XD Nevermind lah. Let Rachel have him LOL. 5 seconds alone time XD

Peeeektures on facebook then :D

Someone new I found. Australian band from Brisbane (: AN HORSE. Wan said they're songs had my vibe in it. I dont mind! XD

& I was so scared that you would be a better me than me.

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Today is one of those days where everything turns out perfect (:

Went to school to meet up with the girls who are going for the treetop walk this thursday :D We were like having some stoning session but we had fun trying to come up with dumb games while laughing at Hwee Jian! We then spent an hour deciding where to go for lunch and another hour getting there and settling down and ordering food. HAHA, how wishy washy are they huh. My stomach was GROWWWWLING hahaha! But still, it was a good choice :D BEEF NOODLES at JURONG POINT is yummylicious :D

Went home and watched another episode of Grey's Anatomy. That show is amazing.

Sarali smsed me to say she's done with her meeting and ended up spending 15 mins deciding on which shoe to buy. $7.50 only okay! She bought sandals. Cotton On! Anyway, she says the 2 guys were checking me out. I bet its cos I was dropping all their shoes! XD

But yes, that's the last amount I'm spending for a while. I plan to save as much as I can for my sexy guitar :D

Then went to Westmall for a supposed movie but some cock ups here and there so didnt watch. Ate then came home and started on my HEALTHPSYCH ESSAY which is now, I'm so proud to say, one quarter done! :D I love it. Feeling accomplished.

Anyway, tomorrow's another day with the kiddos (: CUTE MUCH? Nicholas and Swee Hao. LOL. Pray they dont jump on me tomorrow. Crazy kids but so freaking irresistably cute. Better than eyecandyyyy :D HAHA. No, I'm not a pedo.

Talked to CINDYwoman today. Like really talk properly. HAHA, at least I think. Guess we're all busy with our own stuff so we hardly have time together but you're in my HEART. My BIG ASS HEART. HAHA.

So Daniel wants to go shopping on sunday. I dont mind. The weird thing is knowing he's madaleine's brother -.- HAHA.

MY DEAREST SIEWYI, WHEN ARE WE TANNING HMMMM? I should be free next week! (: Shall text you soooooon :D Miss you loads babe.

To conclude the perfect day, I cut my fingernails that were growing soooo long I couldn't stand them anymore. So yes, SHORT NAILS FOR THE WIN!

Looking forward to Thursday's walk. We're probably gonna go Sentosa after that since we end at Vivo anyway! :D Hopefully I get my charger back from ELTON SEAH. Irritating fellow ran off to Malaysia with my charger and sd card in his house. HORRIBLE.

And I feel like I haven't blogged such a long post for a long time. Guess I've been so busy trying to watch as much GA as possible that I didnt bother to blog. Anyway, I've also been learning new strumming patterns, new chords and new jazz chords :D So yipee, I found new chords for my LMFP. WHOOPEE.

Okay, for the question of "Why am I high?" I really dont know but probably because I have Tegan and Sara in my ear.

Yes, last thing is. I'm going to look for a job. Finding a job would mean complete and total change in lifestyle. Lesser time for anything else. Studies, work, studies, work. That's how my life will be. Of course, its gonna be at night so I still have mornings and afternoons free, I hope. All for my guitar and a better wardrobe. HAHA.

AND I'd like to do more writing. Like seriously.

Can you say hilarious? They are so darn amazing (:

& I sit still all night, I wont tell one soul.

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1) I was kissed by 2 little boys today. How cute.
2) I'm so NOT Wan's girlfriend XD
3) I love my guitar-to-be.
4) Tegan & Sara is so darn amazing (:

& I felt you in my heart.

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Here's a small peak of what I'm gonna look like on Social Night.

And this is how I look toooooday. When I'm bored and I have to leave house for family dinners. LOL.

AND this is the most exciting part. THE NEXT PHOTO IS OF THE HOT BABE I'M GONNA MAKE MINE NEXT YEAR. TRUST ME. SHE'S THE SEXIEST THING ALIVE.

Isn't she a hot HOT babe? (: $558 I'm gonna save. For her, I will. I swear it was love at first sight :D Look at her fret! OMG, so hot. HAHA. Sexy much?

& I was that breathe of fresh air. Its like you were drowning and I saved you. That's all you know but its not enough. Not for me.

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So much to talk about! I've had such a crazy few days.

Thursday was hilarious. Hanging with Wan makes my day :D

Yesterday was pretty kick ass. Took 190 to Cityhall area and went to Peninsula Plaza where I went in search of new picks and guess what? The guy gave me a pick for freeeeee :D HHAHA, nice guy. I think the uncle likes me XD ITS AN ORANGE PICK! BRIGHT BRIGHT ORANGE! Then off we went to ILUMA to search for bagpacks and found one really nice one! Headphones dude! HAHA. Went to Marian Square and had YOSHINOYA (finally! however you spell it luh). Then walked to Esplanade and then to Clarke Quay and then took a bus back to CCK! OMG, memories much?

Anyway, met Twin at CCK then mrt-ed to Batok and off we went to BBQ which turned out to be HEEEELEHHHHREEEEOUUUSSS then superbly painful. Hilarious because we jumped into the pool with all our clothes on and without any extra clothes. Hilarious cos we danced ballet while walking. Hilarious because we went to a sauna to dry ourselves, stripping into our bras and panties. Hilarious because we forgot there's this thing called STEAM that wet our clothes when it just started drying so we still had wet clothes in the end. Painful because we watched someone dig their own grave. Painful because we had to wait for someone. Painful because I had to watch someone cry and not know what to do.

But still, I think the bbq is AWESOME. We met Aunty Theresa's grand daughter CHELSEA who happens to be so darn cute! LOVE HER. STEFFY, SHE'S MINE! XD

Today's been another day of shopping for things I need for social night (: I think I've found what I need :D A dress, a shawl, a bag and accesories. I should be fine. HAHA, I'm not allowed to show anything yet so yeah wait for next friday people! HAHAHA, its gonna be pretty awesome I think.

PICTURES OF CHELSEA AND THE MAD GANG.

CHELSEAAA! :D

BONDING (:

Kidnapper!

"Oooh, bright light!"

"Hehe, I love marianne (:"

A bunch of retards.

Perky, Normal, Epic.

The cat and the Ivan

& a change a day makes the world a better place.

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