The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.
It was always you.
{ Marianne }
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{ Friday, October 30, 2009 }
Listening to Jason Mraz and recapping the day. What could ever be better?
Today has got to be one of the most enjoyable days ever! Had about 4 hours or lesser of shutting up thanks to Pledge Of Silence! Supposed to be 8 hours but I broke it after like 4 hours? XD Hey, longest time I didnt talk at all okay! Anyways, it was pretty good. Not talking at all. Everything goes on in the mind and its clear, not mushed up. I kinda liked it (:
So after school we went off for our group meeting which I'd say is one of the best I've had so far! Yes, in all my life in poly. It felt like a group and we weren't just working but having fun while working. Its like how things should be (: Well, at least we're off to a pretty good start!
Well, everyone's getting attached XD Random I know. I dont get how people can get boyfriend after boyfriend. LOL. Makes me think 'am I too picky? or is it just that I'm not like date-able' HAHA, but doesn't matter.
Whooo, JASON MRAZ MAN.
Anyway, the other day's CYA was pretty alright I guess! With Isaac gone it feels a little different I guess! Ah wells. Andrew came over! :D We went to makan and I still owe him lots of moneyyyy XD Yeah, mad jacks was good too (:
'A's always right beside B; just like you're always beside me.' (:
& well you're magic he said but dont let it all go to your head.
Today has got to be one of the most enjoyable days ever! Had about 4 hours or lesser of shutting up thanks to Pledge Of Silence! Supposed to be 8 hours but I broke it after like 4 hours? XD Hey, longest time I didnt talk at all okay! Anyways, it was pretty good. Not talking at all. Everything goes on in the mind and its clear, not mushed up. I kinda liked it (:
So after school we went off for our group meeting which I'd say is one of the best I've had so far! Yes, in all my life in poly. It felt like a group and we weren't just working but having fun while working. Its like how things should be (: Well, at least we're off to a pretty good start!
Well, everyone's getting attached XD Random I know. I dont get how people can get boyfriend after boyfriend. LOL. Makes me think 'am I too picky? or is it just that I'm not like date-able' HAHA, but doesn't matter.
Whooo, JASON MRAZ MAN.
Anyway, the other day's CYA was pretty alright I guess! With Isaac gone it feels a little different I guess! Ah wells. Andrew came over! :D We went to makan and I still owe him lots of moneyyyy XD Yeah, mad jacks was good too (:
'A's always right beside B; just like you're always beside me.' (:
& well you're magic he said but dont let it all go to your head.
{ fin }
{ Tuesday, October 27, 2009 }
Today there's only 2 words to describe the day at school. MUY BIEN! I swear I like the way things are. HAHA. But I know it wont stay this way forever.
Lecture in the morning was kinda fun. I got 'Star-ed' by hwee jian who broke her vege diet today XD TSK TSK! Lunch with Nisha and Sarali at SIM (SMI) was pretty good too (: Good food, good company. On the way back I got honked! Back to the LT for brain and behavior. Understood 1/2 of the lecture and had fun cracking jokes. Like some girl's laughter and 'No-ho-ho-ho'.
Went to atrium and ate DONUTTTT (: Then headed home and saw someone I forgot after the long long holiday! I saw my bus 61 eyecandy, looking cuter than ever :D I had almost the whole bus ride to feast my eyes please. LOL. Awesome (:
So yeah, today Uncle Raymond is put to rest once and for all. The people who came for the funeral was tremendous. Crying but smiling. He's lived a great life and has made so many friends! (: We'll miss him loads.
& laugh till you cry, cry till you laugh (:
Lecture in the morning was kinda fun. I got 'Star-ed' by hwee jian who broke her vege diet today XD TSK TSK! Lunch with Nisha and Sarali at SIM (SMI) was pretty good too (: Good food, good company. On the way back I got honked! Back to the LT for brain and behavior. Understood 1/2 of the lecture and had fun cracking jokes. Like some girl's laughter and 'No-ho-ho-ho'.
Went to atrium and ate DONUTTTT (: Then headed home and saw someone I forgot after the long long holiday! I saw my bus 61 eyecandy, looking cuter than ever :D I had almost the whole bus ride to feast my eyes please. LOL. Awesome (:
So yeah, today Uncle Raymond is put to rest once and for all. The people who came for the funeral was tremendous. Crying but smiling. He's lived a great life and has made so many friends! (: We'll miss him loads.
& laugh till you cry, cry till you laugh (:
{ fin }
{ }
Was late for class today ): I need to get back to sleeping early damn it.
Glenn's class was pretty fun I guess! Then went off to bukit timah plaza with most of the girls for KFC (: Reminds me all the time that this is what a class should be like. Anyway, it made me happy. Had to go back to school for meeting and then ended up sitting in the corner of the room on the floor writing my love song and now its done! Made some changes though. Heh.
OH, met matthew han at bllk 56! LOL. WHAT AN ASS SERIOUSLY.
Matthew: *rubs tits* MARIANNE! I'm waving. Why you never wave back?
Marianne: *rubs head* MATTHEW HAN! CAN I RUB HERE INSTEAD? XD
Matthew: Oh can luh. My there also have hair.
Marianne: WTHHHHH!
Matthew: Marianne! Are you nursing?
Me: No, I'm not nursing! XD
Matthew: They seem to have gotten bigger!
PS, our voice level on a scale of 1 to 10, with 1 being the softest and 10 being the loudest, was 10! I'm so not exagerrating and there;s like 100 people walking around there and waiting for the lift! XD Embarrassing luh wtf. I dont like discussing my assets so publicly -.- I turned back and guess what? The dude behind me was smirking. DIRTY PIECE OF DUNGGG. But yeah, nice seeing him again (: HAHA.
Glenn's class was pretty fun I guess! Then went off to bukit timah plaza with most of the girls for KFC (: Reminds me all the time that this is what a class should be like. Anyway, it made me happy. Had to go back to school for meeting and then ended up sitting in the corner of the room on the floor writing my love song and now its done! Made some changes though. Heh.
OH, met matthew han at bllk 56! LOL. WHAT AN ASS SERIOUSLY.
Matthew: *rubs tits* MARIANNE! I'm waving. Why you never wave back?
Marianne: *rubs head* MATTHEW HAN! CAN I RUB HERE INSTEAD? XD
Matthew: Oh can luh. My there also have hair.
Marianne: WTHHHHH!
Matthew: Marianne! Are you nursing?
Me: No, I'm not nursing! XD
Matthew: They seem to have gotten bigger!
PS, our voice level on a scale of 1 to 10, with 1 being the softest and 10 being the loudest, was 10! I'm so not exagerrating and there;s like 100 people walking around there and waiting for the lift! XD Embarrassing luh wtf. I dont like discussing my assets so publicly -.- I turned back and guess what? The dude behind me was smirking. DIRTY PIECE OF DUNGGG. But yeah, nice seeing him again (: HAHA.
Brain & Behavior was pretty taxing. I wonder why its always after lunch ): All the blood's in my stomach and not my brain. OH, explains why I behave in such ways LOL. Mr Fred's voice is damn thunderous! I was seriously wondering if he could shut up for a bit cos it was so damn loud.
Came home and only managed to play my guitar for a bit before heading off for dinner and then Uncle Raymond's wake. Guess I almost cried when I heard that Aunty Rebecca drove to some place and cried her eyeballs out. DAMN SAD PLEASE. Well, at least he's with God now :D
Alright. Hopefully I get more rest tomorrow. My eyes can hardly stay open. Shitttt.
Buenas Noches Amigos. Adios!
& you and I in one ecstatic escapade (:
{ fin }
{ Sunday, October 25, 2009 }
My dad's best friend passed away today. He was known as the glue of the people and forever will be. Even in his death, friends gathered to send him off and relive nostalgic times.
I was expecting to be bored to death but ended up having a pretty cool conversation with one of my dad's friend's nephew who's 23 years old and taking psychology and learning to play the guitar. So much in common (: We had so much to talk about.
Anyway, farm mart is a pretty cool place to go. The uncle let me hold his bird! Okay, that sounded wrong. The uncle let one of the birds in the store perch on my hand and it wont fly away! How cool is that! HAHAHA.
So yes, happy and sad is what I feel. Back to school tomorrow after the weekend. So much to do, so little time.
& in my fairytale, you play your part (:
I was expecting to be bored to death but ended up having a pretty cool conversation with one of my dad's friend's nephew who's 23 years old and taking psychology and learning to play the guitar. So much in common (: We had so much to talk about.
Anyway, farm mart is a pretty cool place to go. The uncle let me hold his bird! Okay, that sounded wrong. The uncle let one of the birds in the store perch on my hand and it wont fly away! How cool is that! HAHAHA.
So yes, happy and sad is what I feel. Back to school tomorrow after the weekend. So much to do, so little time.
& in my fairytale, you play your part (:
{ fin }
{ Saturday, October 24, 2009 }
Long post in a long while (:
I read a chapter of brain and behavior and got distracted by the laptop. I youtubed, read blogs, chatted and facebooked and then I went to deviant art. Which made me ever more excited about getting my tattoo asap. Maybe I'll get it next year! XD Just a year before the allocated time anyway! Well, I've found about 26 tattoo designs that I kind of like, and those are just symbols. I haven't even got to words yet. Anyway, there's one I found that about the love for music which I think is a must to tattoo on myself.
I'm freaking high.
Anyways, I also youtubed, as mentioned above and found this video of Adam Lambert which reminded me of why I wanted him to win. People should stop seeing people as gay or not gay and just see them as human beings with talents.
I read a chapter of brain and behavior and got distracted by the laptop. I youtubed, read blogs, chatted and facebooked and then I went to deviant art. Which made me ever more excited about getting my tattoo asap. Maybe I'll get it next year! XD Just a year before the allocated time anyway! Well, I've found about 26 tattoo designs that I kind of like, and those are just symbols. I haven't even got to words yet. Anyway, there's one I found that about the love for music which I think is a must to tattoo on myself.
I'm freaking high.
Anyways, I also youtubed, as mentioned above and found this video of Adam Lambert which reminded me of why I wanted him to win. People should stop seeing people as gay or not gay and just see them as human beings with talents.
Brilliant aye? (: Urgh, my mind's still on the tattoos. Haha. I'm so sure I'm gonna get one soon! Probably on my birthday next year. Hmmm, sponsors anyone? LOL. I hope I dont cry though. How embarrassing.
Anyway, I also discovered Kings Of Leon. I know 'Use Somebody' has been SO SO over covered already but I'm talking about their older unknown songs. Damn good. The lead's voice is pure sex XD
So here's the picture of what I'll probably want on me.
Simple but says quite a bit. Next thing is where to tattoo this? No way my parents can see it or I'll probably die. Plus cost of the thing is gonna be hard to explain it. Ah well. We'll worry when the time comes (: I'M STOKED MAN.
Prawning on mondayyy yooo! (: AWESOME. Hahaha. YO ME LLAMO MUY BIEN! :D
& life has ups and downs, now its up.
{ fin }
{ Thursday, October 22, 2009 }
Awesome day today! Seriously amazing.
Started off pretty nerve wrecking. I didnt know anyone and I was almost late so I burst into the classroom to see like 15 eyes staring at me 0.0. Like wth. LOL. Then someone starts saying ¡Hola! to me and so I look up and HELLO its this young dude with black curly hair and best of all, DIMPLES! The most miraculous two concaving holes in one's face that one can ever have. HAHA, okay, overrated but yeah. A change from the usual Asian face.
So we start the lesson and my gosh its damn freaking fun I swear I am so not making hype out of nothing. I was high through the whole lesson.
Really brings out my passion for language I guess. How alphabets get together to form new words. Note: I said ALPHABETS not strokes haha. Chinese is one language I'll never find passion for. But my gosh. Spanish is gonna be like my next favourite language (: Oh guess what, THEY SPEAK SPANISH IN CUBA!!!! WHEEE, just nice. I didnt know LOL. So yes, I left school with the biggest smack of a smile on my face :D
Highlight of the day: SPANISHHHH!
LOL. Superbly fun (: I cant wait for the next lesson. HAHA, 3rd lesson have exams already XD And my spanish name's Martina LOL. How hilarious. And we have homework that I've finished doing cos I was so hyped up about learning spanish. What more Maestro Esteban is such a funny fella too, made the whole class fun! Oh, and his surname's McCutcheon. SOUNDS FAMILIAR? XD
Whee, so yes. I'm in love with Spanish now. Whoopee!
Oh, come on T03. Cant we just be ONE class once more instead of different groups? Makes school so much more fun :D
& my little runaway (:
Started off pretty nerve wrecking. I didnt know anyone and I was almost late so I burst into the classroom to see like 15 eyes staring at me 0.0. Like wth. LOL. Then someone starts saying ¡Hola! to me and so I look up and HELLO its this young dude with black curly hair and best of all, DIMPLES! The most miraculous two concaving holes in one's face that one can ever have. HAHA, okay, overrated but yeah. A change from the usual Asian face.
So we start the lesson and my gosh its damn freaking fun I swear I am so not making hype out of nothing. I was high through the whole lesson.
Really brings out my passion for language I guess. How alphabets get together to form new words. Note: I said ALPHABETS not strokes haha. Chinese is one language I'll never find passion for. But my gosh. Spanish is gonna be like my next favourite language (: Oh guess what, THEY SPEAK SPANISH IN CUBA!!!! WHEEE, just nice. I didnt know LOL. So yes, I left school with the biggest smack of a smile on my face :D
Highlight of the day: SPANISHHHH!
LOL. Superbly fun (: I cant wait for the next lesson. HAHA, 3rd lesson have exams already XD And my spanish name's Martina LOL. How hilarious. And we have homework that I've finished doing cos I was so hyped up about learning spanish. What more Maestro Esteban is such a funny fella too, made the whole class fun! Oh, and his surname's McCutcheon. SOUNDS FAMILIAR? XD
Whee, so yes. I'm in love with Spanish now. Whoopee!
Oh, come on T03. Cant we just be ONE class once more instead of different groups? Makes school so much more fun :D
& my little runaway (:
{ fin }
{ Wednesday, October 21, 2009 }
Today's been one of the best days since school started I guess (: Had million truckloads of happy times with the whole class. I guess I was thinking too much.
I feel alive. I might be helping out with YWCA on saturdays from now on. With their kids (: AWESOME.
So I have my first 2 assignments to worry about already. Probably gonna like read textbooks more regularly and make side notes and shit. XD Time to step up my game right? LOL. About time anyway.
So I think my life's back on track.
And to Wan, thanks love (: I'm okay really. Just had kind of a internal struggle lol. I'm okay now (:
Marianne's back to being a happy girl. But I'm nervous about tomorrow. New classmates because I know no one in the class. New language because I know zero spanish. But exciting as well! LOVE IT. HAHA, hope it goes well though (: I'm gonna go with open heart, mind and mouth XD
I guess I'm not alone. Alot of other people have felt that this sem has started off on the wrong foot for them and to all those who feel that this sem is dreadful, hang in there because I believe there's a reason for it and once you find the reason, you'll definitely be able to solve it and start being happy again. If all else fails, just think about how we only have 1.5 yrs left together in poly. We shouldn't waste anymore time by feeling down so smile ya'll! (:
I pray for so much more days like today (:
Tegan & Sara. I just wanted to put up a photo since we haven't taken any photos in a long time. And this photo is awesome looking I think (:& better days :D
{ fin }
{ Tuesday, October 20, 2009 }
I guess I've been selfish. I guess I have to apologise to Nisha and Sarali after reading Nisha's blog. I've been trying so hard to find a place once more that I'm keeping them from the others. Which is damn freaking unacceptable. So, I'm sorry girls for being so selfish.
Anyway, today's alright I guess. I need to find my groove again. I dont know. LOL. Ah well, I feel better already at least. I think I know what I gotta do to make everything alright again (:
I apologise to T03 then. Every single one of you. For different reasons I guess but still.
I know I'm selfish. The world shouldn't revolve around me. I feel like doing some volunteery work somewhere. Dont get me wrong. I'm not being nice or anything. I feel like I need that to get love back in my heart. So I just might (:
I was reminded last night. Someone sms-ed me "Little miss free prisoner, let your mind just wonder..." and it was like a reminder that I'm different and its okay to be different. I need to stay focused and grounded.
& I look in the mirror and dont like what I see; but at least I'm doing something about it.
Anyway, today's alright I guess. I need to find my groove again. I dont know. LOL. Ah well, I feel better already at least. I think I know what I gotta do to make everything alright again (:
I apologise to T03 then. Every single one of you. For different reasons I guess but still.
I know I'm selfish. The world shouldn't revolve around me. I feel like doing some volunteery work somewhere. Dont get me wrong. I'm not being nice or anything. I feel like I need that to get love back in my heart. So I just might (:
I was reminded last night. Someone sms-ed me "Little miss free prisoner, let your mind just wonder..." and it was like a reminder that I'm different and its okay to be different. I need to stay focused and grounded.
& I look in the mirror and dont like what I see; but at least I'm doing something about it.
{ fin }
{ Monday, October 19, 2009 }
Today wasn't as bad as expected I guess. Many things have changed, even the things I planned changed so oh well. I will deal with it because I have to not because I want to. But I will (:
Dr. Juliet's lessons should be interesting I hope. Sounds interesting enough. Had lunch with the girls of the class. I guess I miss all that noise and cheer haha, even though I dont know what they're talking about 95% of the time since they keep talking about camp. Cant be helped I guess (: I just wanna start with school work and drown in it now.
Anyway, I've decided to start learning driving this coming march. Watching my brother drive just gives me the passion to learn it asap! Imagine the thrill of it man. Whoo!
Roarrr, I think I'm pms-ing or something. Mixedddddd. I need to remember.
Love dammit, love. I need to radiate joy. Hah.
Well, more school tomorrow. Yay? I dont know LOL. I think the only times I look forward to is when I'm on the bus with NIsha and Sarali. I dont feel judgemental eyes from them. Not that I feel it from the rest of the class but yeah. Guess I still feel like shrinking into a ball and die. Sometimes.
Regina Spektor - Rejazz
Thought I'd cry for you forever
But I couldn't so I didn't
People's children die and they don't even cry forever
Thought I'd see your face in my mind for all time
But I don't even remember what your ears looked like
And the clock still strikes midnight and noon
And the sun still rises and so does the moon
Birds still migrate south and people move on
Even though I'm no longer in your arms
Thought the mountain would crumble
And the rivers would bend
But I thought all wrong and the world did not end
Guess the maps will just have to stay the same for a while
Didn't even need therapy to rehabilitate my smile
Rehabilitate my smile
Thought I'd cry for you forever
But I couldn't so I didn't...
& rehabilitate my smile.
Dr. Juliet's lessons should be interesting I hope. Sounds interesting enough. Had lunch with the girls of the class. I guess I miss all that noise and cheer haha, even though I dont know what they're talking about 95% of the time since they keep talking about camp. Cant be helped I guess (: I just wanna start with school work and drown in it now.
Anyway, I've decided to start learning driving this coming march. Watching my brother drive just gives me the passion to learn it asap! Imagine the thrill of it man. Whoo!
Roarrr, I think I'm pms-ing or something. Mixedddddd. I need to remember.
Love dammit, love. I need to radiate joy. Hah.
Well, more school tomorrow. Yay? I dont know LOL. I think the only times I look forward to is when I'm on the bus with NIsha and Sarali. I dont feel judgemental eyes from them. Not that I feel it from the rest of the class but yeah. Guess I still feel like shrinking into a ball and die. Sometimes.
Regina Spektor - Rejazz
Thought I'd cry for you forever
But I couldn't so I didn't
People's children die and they don't even cry forever
Thought I'd see your face in my mind for all time
But I don't even remember what your ears looked like
And the clock still strikes midnight and noon
And the sun still rises and so does the moon
Birds still migrate south and people move on
Even though I'm no longer in your arms
Thought the mountain would crumble
And the rivers would bend
But I thought all wrong and the world did not end
Guess the maps will just have to stay the same for a while
Didn't even need therapy to rehabilitate my smile
Rehabilitate my smile
Thought I'd cry for you forever
But I couldn't so I didn't...
& rehabilitate my smile.
{ fin }
{ Sunday, October 18, 2009 }
For all those who still bother reading this, school's starting ya'll! (: HAHA, I'm excited. Think I've said it loads of time. Its a fresh start for me I guess. If anyone's to be worried its me. I have not met ANYONE in class for a damn long time besides Lanze so yeah. Its gonna be weird.
Today, the messgae in church was to learn to love. Those who disagree with us or are difficult with us are a challenge to us to love them. So I'm gonna let go of this burden in my heart and be better than that. (:
So, see you all tomorrow :D
Peace (: I'm looking forward to meeting Sarali and Nisha and Fiona :D And going back for CYA :D Whoopee! Now, I gotta iron clothes.
LOVE LOVE LOVE (:
& there's only so much one should reveal (:
Today, the messgae in church was to learn to love. Those who disagree with us or are difficult with us are a challenge to us to love them. So I'm gonna let go of this burden in my heart and be better than that. (:
So, see you all tomorrow :D
Peace (: I'm looking forward to meeting Sarali and Nisha and Fiona :D And going back for CYA :D Whoopee! Now, I gotta iron clothes.
LOVE LOVE LOVE (:
& there's only so much one should reveal (:
{ fin }
{ Saturday, October 17, 2009 }
Change of blogskin once more because something's wrong with the old one. Decided monochromes are the best for me. So, I deleted all the messages on my tagboard. It's like a new start.
No, I havent picked up the courage to delete all my old posts as well. Not just yet.
Anyway, I'm feeling way better than I did yesterday (: I guess what really cheered me up was the email from Sarali on behalf of herself and NIsha XD They're damn cute please. They took a photo of the 'JOY' along orchard road and sent it to me. I beamed, I swear.
I'm ready so bring it on :D I'm so so ready. HAHA.
& I'd never wish more than to spend life like this.
No, I havent picked up the courage to delete all my old posts as well. Not just yet.
Anyway, I'm feeling way better than I did yesterday (: I guess what really cheered me up was the email from Sarali on behalf of herself and NIsha XD They're damn cute please. They took a photo of the 'JOY' along orchard road and sent it to me. I beamed, I swear.
I'm ready so bring it on :D I'm so so ready. HAHA.
& I'd never wish more than to spend life like this.
{ fin }
{ Friday, October 16, 2009 }
Watch (500) Days Of Summer with Lanze today (: Thought provoking as expected.
You can see the whole push-pull theory.
Today's one of those days where I dont know what the world wants from me.
I'm feeling highly neurotic at the moment. Oh wait, ever since yesterday when I started youtubing X Factor contestants. No idea why. I wanna cry my eyeballs out.
So much to feel but so little time.
Dont tell me I'm a drama queen because we all are in one way or another. Drama or drag. You decide.
I didnt get to take vids today. My voice wasnt cooperating with me.
Superbly haunting yet awesome song. Must love (:
& epicly fabulous days; morbidly melancholic nights.
You can see the whole push-pull theory.
Today's one of those days where I dont know what the world wants from me.
I'm feeling highly neurotic at the moment. Oh wait, ever since yesterday when I started youtubing X Factor contestants. No idea why. I wanna cry my eyeballs out.
So much to feel but so little time.
Dont tell me I'm a drama queen because we all are in one way or another. Drama or drag. You decide.
I didnt get to take vids today. My voice wasnt cooperating with me.
Superbly haunting yet awesome song. Must love (:
& epicly fabulous days; morbidly melancholic nights.
{ fin }
{ Wednesday, October 14, 2009 }
Today's been boring. Highlight of the day was watching 'Finding Neverland". Its such an inspiring show (: Plus, johnny depp and kate winslet. What more could you ask for?
So here's what I'm gonna do tomorrow. I'm gonna take more vids of me singing in the toilet. Oh, I might do a change in scenery. Depending. I'll probably do a cover because I think people are kinda tired of hearing my own song. So I'm gonna do my own rendition 'I See Red' by Uh Huh Her (: Maybe I'll do mystery lights too. See how. JUst jam and record and see what comes out XD
Then I'm off to see 500 Days Of Summer (: Whoopee.
Tomorrow will probably be my last exciting day. HAHA. So sad right? But no, I enjoy my quiet times alone.
Congrats to Sam anyway for getting into a uni. BIG TREAT DURING COUNTDOWN YOOOO! (:
So here's what I'm gonna do tomorrow. I'm gonna take more vids of me singing in the toilet. Oh, I might do a change in scenery. Depending. I'll probably do a cover because I think people are kinda tired of hearing my own song. So I'm gonna do my own rendition 'I See Red' by Uh Huh Her (: Maybe I'll do mystery lights too. See how. JUst jam and record and see what comes out XD
Then I'm off to see 500 Days Of Summer (: Whoopee.
Tomorrow will probably be my last exciting day. HAHA. So sad right? But no, I enjoy my quiet times alone.
Congrats to Sam anyway for getting into a uni. BIG TREAT DURING COUNTDOWN YOOOO! (:
I watched this today and many other auditions and all. I love it. I cried my eyebals out. Somehow, my tearducts only react to music. HAHA. It seems to be the only thing that makes me cry.
& tap dance on my heart; send shivers down my spine.
{ fin }
{ Tuesday, October 13, 2009 }
What can I say? Today's been pretty awesome (:
Met Adam and went off to his church to jam! Pretty awesome shit luh. HAHA. We should do it more often man.
Anyway, went off to esplanade where we played more guitar then just sat by the river side and enjoyed the damn good wind. "The world's such a gloomy place with transition lenses." HAHA. Sadly. Then went home. LOL. Anti climatic ending. Well, highlights were definitely the jamming part!
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=168098453856#/video/video.php?v=168098453856&ref=nf
For those who wanna watch the vid of us singing one of Adam's own song.
Photos when I get them from him XD
& call me the queen of one liners (:
Met Adam and went off to his church to jam! Pretty awesome shit luh. HAHA. We should do it more often man.
Anyway, went off to esplanade where we played more guitar then just sat by the river side and enjoyed the damn good wind. "The world's such a gloomy place with transition lenses." HAHA. Sadly. Then went home. LOL. Anti climatic ending. Well, highlights were definitely the jamming part!
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=168098453856#/video/video.php?v=168098453856&ref=nf
For those who wanna watch the vid of us singing one of Adam's own song.
Photos when I get them from him XD
& call me the queen of one liners (:
{ fin }
{ Monday, October 12, 2009 }
I watched Divas and fell in love with Adele's voice all over again. (: I love her voice and she's so freaking cute she ran off the stage! XD
This is what Marcus and I did today (: Sit in Mac's and tear up the receipt. LOL. Then I had to rush home again. Tsk. Anyways, I've learnt "Call Your Name". Now its just a matter of singing and strumming at the same time LOL.
& keep my heartbreak in the dark
{ fin }
{ Sunday, October 11, 2009 }
Hello all, Marianne's a happy girl (: She has started her first day of keeping love in her heart.
Guess I almost failed when I started talking to myself in my head but I stopped myself in time and took myself out of the situation as fast as I could.
Anyway,last week of holidays. Last week to sort out whatever it is I need to sort out and then school starts which means start of more adventure, more madness, more work and more knowledge (: So looking forward.
I think I've went through another transformation this holiday. I've been with loneliness and dealt with it transforming it into independence. I no longer fear being alone :D
So yes, I know most of the class is off to camp tomorrow till wednesday. Hope they have truckloads of fun (: HAHA, sad I couldn't join them.
Oh, I had 3 dreams. In one night. First one was the most bizarre one I guess. It was Lanze being banged by a car and he was rolling down the sloping road. Damn scary okay! I dont know its so random. 2nd and 3rd are kinda linked. I hope the 3rd happens but I'm sure the 2nd will happen first. Anyway, whatever happens, I'm glad it happens because I'm prepared and done.
So yay. I'm pretty stoked and contented and like I said, I alreadydecided so now its prayers and patience (: HAHA.
Bat For Lashes - Sleep Alone
You know my darling I can't stand to sleep alone
No sweetheart in the dark to call my own
You're my own, you're my own, I can sing it, I can grow
But the darkness is a stranger in our lonely, lonely, lone.
Last night's parties and last nights horrorshow
Smiling and welling and kissing all I know
Give my soul, give my soul, sing it free across the sea
Lonely spell to conjure but conjure hell is all I do
Lonely, lonely, lonely, his mother told me
The dream of love is a two hearted dream
Lonely, loney, loney, his mother told me
[ Bat for Lashes Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
The dream of love is a two hearted dream
They say for every heart high there must be a low, low, low, low
And with every sun ascending a lonesome moon will grow, grow, grow, grow
Drive my heart, drive my heart, into the fire of a burning heart's desire
The only spells you'll be seeing, do you hear me coming in my blue dream
Lonely, loney, loney, cos my mother told me
The dream of love is a two hearted dream
Lonely, lonely, lonely,
The dream of love is a two hearted dream
& the dream of love is a two hearted dream; I need your's to dream with me.
Guess I almost failed when I started talking to myself in my head but I stopped myself in time and took myself out of the situation as fast as I could.
Anyway,last week of holidays. Last week to sort out whatever it is I need to sort out and then school starts which means start of more adventure, more madness, more work and more knowledge (: So looking forward.
I think I've went through another transformation this holiday. I've been with loneliness and dealt with it transforming it into independence. I no longer fear being alone :D
So yes, I know most of the class is off to camp tomorrow till wednesday. Hope they have truckloads of fun (: HAHA, sad I couldn't join them.
Oh, I had 3 dreams. In one night. First one was the most bizarre one I guess. It was Lanze being banged by a car and he was rolling down the sloping road. Damn scary okay! I dont know its so random. 2nd and 3rd are kinda linked. I hope the 3rd happens but I'm sure the 2nd will happen first. Anyway, whatever happens, I'm glad it happens because I'm prepared and done.
So yay. I'm pretty stoked and contented and like I said, I alreadydecided so now its prayers and patience (: HAHA.
Bat For Lashes - Sleep Alone
You know my darling I can't stand to sleep alone
No sweetheart in the dark to call my own
You're my own, you're my own, I can sing it, I can grow
But the darkness is a stranger in our lonely, lonely, lone.
Last night's parties and last nights horrorshow
Smiling and welling and kissing all I know
Give my soul, give my soul, sing it free across the sea
Lonely spell to conjure but conjure hell is all I do
Lonely, lonely, lonely, his mother told me
The dream of love is a two hearted dream
Lonely, loney, loney, his mother told me
[ Bat for Lashes Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
The dream of love is a two hearted dream
They say for every heart high there must be a low, low, low, low
And with every sun ascending a lonesome moon will grow, grow, grow, grow
Drive my heart, drive my heart, into the fire of a burning heart's desire
The only spells you'll be seeing, do you hear me coming in my blue dream
Lonely, loney, loney, cos my mother told me
The dream of love is a two hearted dream
Lonely, lonely, lonely,
The dream of love is a two hearted dream
& the dream of love is a two hearted dream; I need your's to dream with me.
{ fin }
{ Saturday, October 10, 2009 }
I guess the reason I didn't update this blog much before was because I didnt like it here. But now that I've changed the blogskin, its awesome (: And so I'm here everyday :D
Today's been alright I guess. I read The Valkyries and there's this part speaking about breaking a pact. I think I have to break mine before I get back in touch with everything. Went to Suntec and walked around aimlessly.
Guess what? I'm not telling anyone but yeah. HAHA.
I should talk about my lime green earphones. They're called "Philips", they're green. They come with "Jack" who has 2 holes and a tail where you can connect any other "Philips", "Panasonic", "Audio-technica" or any other earphone of any shape and colour to it! How awesome is that? Did I mention, ITS LIME GREEN? Bubbles, that's what the wrapping says I think. For those worried about the sound, trust me. The audio is solid as a rock and the earphones fit beautifully in your ear hole. So, go down to any electrical shop and get your very own Bubbles Philips Earphones today! Earphones also come in hot pink (ew) and baby blue!
Daughtry - Call Your Name
You never said, you never said, you never said that it would be this hard
Love is meant to be forever, now or never seems to discard
There's got to be a better way for me to say what's on my heart without leaving scars
So can you hear me when I call your name?
When you fall apart, am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said
With a broken heart, your walls can only go down but so low
But can you hear me when I call your name?
When I call your name
Complicated situations are the makings of all that's wrong
And I've been standing in the river of deliverance way too long
There's got to be a better way for me to say what's on my heart without leaving scars
So can you hear me when I call your name?
So can you hear me when I call your name?
When you fall apart, am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said
With a broken heart, your walls can only go down but so low
[ Daughtry Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
But can you hear me when I call your name?
You never said, you never said, you never said, you never said
(When I call your name)
You never said, you never said, you never said, you never said
(When I call your name)
Yeah
When you fall apart, am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said
With a broken heart, your walls can only go down but so low
But can you hear me when I call your name?
When you fall apart, am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said
With a broken heart, your walls can only go down but so low
But can you hear me when I call your name?
I'm gonna learn this song. To play and to sing because its such a beautiful song (: I like.
& can you hear me, when I call your name?
Today's been alright I guess. I read The Valkyries and there's this part speaking about breaking a pact. I think I have to break mine before I get back in touch with everything. Went to Suntec and walked around aimlessly.
Guess what? I'm not telling anyone but yeah. HAHA.
I should talk about my lime green earphones. They're called "Philips", they're green. They come with "Jack" who has 2 holes and a tail where you can connect any other "Philips", "Panasonic", "Audio-technica" or any other earphone of any shape and colour to it! How awesome is that? Did I mention, ITS LIME GREEN? Bubbles, that's what the wrapping says I think. For those worried about the sound, trust me. The audio is solid as a rock and the earphones fit beautifully in your ear hole. So, go down to any electrical shop and get your very own Bubbles Philips Earphones today! Earphones also come in hot pink (ew) and baby blue!
Daughtry - Call Your Name
You never said, you never said, you never said that it would be this hard
Love is meant to be forever, now or never seems to discard
There's got to be a better way for me to say what's on my heart without leaving scars
So can you hear me when I call your name?
When you fall apart, am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said
With a broken heart, your walls can only go down but so low
But can you hear me when I call your name?
When I call your name
Complicated situations are the makings of all that's wrong
And I've been standing in the river of deliverance way too long
There's got to be a better way for me to say what's on my heart without leaving scars
So can you hear me when I call your name?
So can you hear me when I call your name?
When you fall apart, am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said
With a broken heart, your walls can only go down but so low
[ Daughtry Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
But can you hear me when I call your name?
You never said, you never said, you never said, you never said
(When I call your name)
You never said, you never said, you never said, you never said
(When I call your name)
Yeah
When you fall apart, am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said
With a broken heart, your walls can only go down but so low
But can you hear me when I call your name?
When you fall apart, am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said
With a broken heart, your walls can only go down but so low
But can you hear me when I call your name?
I'm gonna learn this song. To play and to sing because its such a beautiful song (: I like.
& can you hear me, when I call your name?
{ fin }
{ Friday, October 9, 2009 }
I'm in love with my new earphones because they're not just green, they're LIME GREEN and has this awesome kick ass duo plug thing so others can plug in their earphones and we can have 2 earphones in one jack. How awesome is that?!?!?! (: Oh so happy.
Anyways, new blogskin. Hope you guys like it. Spent a day with twin today. Ended damn badly but ah well.
I guess I dont have much to blog about these days.
Thanks anyway, for all the comments and stuff on the facebook vids (: Greatly appreciated!
I'm actually looking forward to going back to school! I dont know. I guess I miss the class as a whole. So I'm looking forward to starting school with new attitude, new outlook, new perspectives :D
I no longer fear being alone.
About love, well let's just say my heart's kept away for a while (:
& rewind.
Anyways, new blogskin. Hope you guys like it. Spent a day with twin today. Ended damn badly but ah well.
I guess I dont have much to blog about these days.
Thanks anyway, for all the comments and stuff on the facebook vids (: Greatly appreciated!
I'm actually looking forward to going back to school! I dont know. I guess I miss the class as a whole. So I'm looking forward to starting school with new attitude, new outlook, new perspectives :D
I no longer fear being alone.
About love, well let's just say my heart's kept away for a while (:
& rewind.
{ fin }
{ Monday, October 5, 2009 }
And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cause I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And designer love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
So take these words
And sing out loud
Cause everyone is forgiven now
Cause tonight's the night the world begins again
I need someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child who saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them
So take these words
And sing out loud
Cause everyone is forgiven now
Cause tonight's the night the world begins again
I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this endless fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
So take these words
And sing out loud
Cause everyone is forgiven now
Cause tonight's the night the world begins again
Cause tonight's the night the world begins again
& I wish (:
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cause I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And designer love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
So take these words
And sing out loud
Cause everyone is forgiven now
Cause tonight's the night the world begins again
I need someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child who saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them
So take these words
And sing out loud
Cause everyone is forgiven now
Cause tonight's the night the world begins again
I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this endless fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
So take these words
And sing out loud
Cause everyone is forgiven now
Cause tonight's the night the world begins again
Cause tonight's the night the world begins again
& I wish (:
{ fin }
{ Saturday, October 3, 2009 }
I dont know how to describe this feeling I'm having. Its so weird. Its not on the spectrum of happy or sad LOL.
Anyways, for those who dont understand, dont bother to. HAHA. Here's a puny little clue for you, this next song and I've only started feeling this way since last night. ROAR.
Automatic Loveletter - When we first met
When we're together we drift away
Often out of sight
We feel things that we can't explain
If we try hard we just might
Shake shake baby on and on
We're gonna break break, break on out
Shake shake baby on and on
We're gonna break break, break on out
Sweep me off of my feet
Take me back to the beginning
The night when we first met
So me and you can keep a secret
You're not close enough to hear it
The night when we first met
The night when we first met
We first met
The night when we first met
Waves crash down, the moon is high
Take my hand, lead me in
Our clothes are on the shore, the waters cold
We keep each other warm
Shake shake baby on and on
We're gonna break break, break on out
Shake shake baby on and on
We're gonna break break, break on out
Sweep me off of my feet
Take me back to the beginning
The night when we first met
So me and you can keep a secret
You're not close enough to hear it
The night when we first met
The night when we first met
We first met
The night when we first met
We are in love
We are in love
We are young and in love
In love
In love
Sweep me off of my feet
Take me back to the beginning
The night when we first met
So me and you can keep a secret
You're not close enough to hear it
What they don't know can't hurt
It felt so right when you kissed me
Close your eyes and you miss me
The night when we first met
Shooting stars got us wishing
That our eyes pay attention
The night when we first met
The night when we first met
We first met
The night when we first met
& sweep me off my feet; take me back to the beginning (:
Anyways, for those who dont understand, dont bother to. HAHA. Here's a puny little clue for you, this next song and I've only started feeling this way since last night. ROAR.
Automatic Loveletter - When we first met
When we're together we drift away
Often out of sight
We feel things that we can't explain
If we try hard we just might
Shake shake baby on and on
We're gonna break break, break on out
Shake shake baby on and on
We're gonna break break, break on out
Sweep me off of my feet
Take me back to the beginning
The night when we first met
So me and you can keep a secret
You're not close enough to hear it
The night when we first met
The night when we first met
We first met
The night when we first met
Waves crash down, the moon is high
Take my hand, lead me in
Our clothes are on the shore, the waters cold
We keep each other warm
Shake shake baby on and on
We're gonna break break, break on out
Shake shake baby on and on
We're gonna break break, break on out
Sweep me off of my feet
Take me back to the beginning
The night when we first met
So me and you can keep a secret
You're not close enough to hear it
The night when we first met
The night when we first met
We first met
The night when we first met
We are in love
We are in love
We are young and in love
In love
In love
Sweep me off of my feet
Take me back to the beginning
The night when we first met
So me and you can keep a secret
You're not close enough to hear it
What they don't know can't hurt
It felt so right when you kissed me
Close your eyes and you miss me
The night when we first met
Shooting stars got us wishing
That our eyes pay attention
The night when we first met
The night when we first met
We first met
The night when we first met
& sweep me off my feet; take me back to the beginning (:
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Today we were grazed with the honour of having James Tan Yong Hui's presence among us LOL.
Had loads of kick ass fun - from laughing and teasing the waiters to quarreling to 'I want the degree, the piece of paper'.
Northpoint isn't so bad after all I guess (:
Anyway, I guess everytime I meet James I'm reminded of why I used to like him so much. Just remembering the times where we sat at the spiral stairs waiting for him to walk by. Glad he's doing fine in army though (:
Had loads of kick ass fun - from laughing and teasing the waiters to quarreling to 'I want the degree, the piece of paper'.
Northpoint isn't so bad after all I guess (:
Anyway, I guess everytime I meet James I'm reminded of why I used to like him so much. Just remembering the times where we sat at the spiral stairs waiting for him to walk by. Glad he's doing fine in army though (:
Sam, me, HM and James (: Compliments to Chris who helped us out with the photo taking. Heh.
Lazy butterfly napping on me
Dreaming of the sky and rolli pollies
Wake up, wake up, clouds are coming, clouds are coming
Wake up, wake up, rains are falling, rains are falling
Colors in my eye are staring at me
Anchor at my side the sweetest silver
Pleasure, pleasure, don’t forget her, don’t forget her
Lover, love her, I won’t forget her, I won’t forget her
Seashell fingernail scratching at me
Brown eyed lullaby singing at me
Come on, come on, try and catch me, try and catch me
Come on, come on, try and catch me, try and catch me
Cardinal cloudsmoke I know they feel it
Rising from an oak because I feel it
He burn, he burn, mesmerizing, mesmerizing
He burn, he burn, hypnotizing, hypnotizing
Hopeful wise old worm in his temple
Digging in the dirt and staying simple
Married, married, to the dessert to the dessert
Climbing, climbing, up a ladder up a ladder
New born hummingbird in a meadow
Suckling at the flow of its shadow
See the day that fish will fist you, fish will fist you!
It’s never too late, I’d like to think so, I’d like to think so
Knife stuck in her paw someone help her
Gather sticks and straw and build her shelter
Don’t you, don’t you, let her die yet, let her die yet
Don’t let, don’t let, let her die yet, let her die yet
& I'm glad I dont see him everyday.
{ fin }
{ Thursday, October 1, 2009 }
Okay, I know I've been missing for a few days but I'm back.
Tuesday night was awesome (: Outings with Dot & Sharon are awesome! Went to watch movie with Andrew, Sharon, Dot, Ransom and Dom. HEH. Wanted to watch 9 but we ended up watching PHOBIA 2. As expected the girls screamed and screamed while the guys laughed and laughed. It was damn freaking funny please. And dont ask how the movie was. It was pathetically hilarious and freaky at the same time. Hard to describe. We then wanted to EAT so we decided to make a trip down to Marina Square to visit Dot's SOMEONE SOMEONE(SS) EHH. Then we went to Mac's to chill and eat and then waited for Dot's SS until 11+pm and then we took a damn bloody long train home! But it was fun cos we were taking these like videos (on facebook 'Opinions of a Teenager'). Its damn hilarious. Seriously. Then after Bishan we had serious talk (: Which was so nice because we were all on the same frequency. Mmmhmm. So I missed the last bus home so Andrew, being the awesome brother he is, walked me home and we talked more about our lives. HAHA, I then went home and slept.
Woke up the next morning and went tanning with my brother Lanze (: We wanted to start at 10.30am but because we're both such sloths we ended up tanning at 12pm LOL. But the sun was so freaking good! We got a damn good and nice tan. Plus, we went into the water for a dip (: Superb! Then off we went to his workplace where we got free coke. HAHA. Then we went off to wait for Rach, HJ and Jia Wen. Met Rach and HJ at Shaw house then went to Mos burger for lunch (soup) when shorty came! So off we went, wanting to watch Inglorious Basterds but the people had such bad attitude! *shakes head* HORRIBLE I TELL YOU. So we ended up sitting there and eating dinner XD We then decided to look for some people's presents and then we sat at Starbucks and had a really weird conversation! XD But it was fun and then we went seperate ways home. Got home and got a BLAAAAASTING from my mom cos its been 2 nights in a row that Im home late. LOL. OOPS.
But it was all good fun (: Glad to know I have friends like that. Awesome 2 nights out!
Anyways people, if anyone feels like they're losing faith in love already, my advise would be to watch Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist! Its such an awesome show and sweet (: It made me believe in love all over again so yeah. HAHA. So here's my favourite part, its not the whole part but most of it and the song is damn cute.
Tuesday night was awesome (: Outings with Dot & Sharon are awesome! Went to watch movie with Andrew, Sharon, Dot, Ransom and Dom. HEH. Wanted to watch 9 but we ended up watching PHOBIA 2. As expected the girls screamed and screamed while the guys laughed and laughed. It was damn freaking funny please. And dont ask how the movie was. It was pathetically hilarious and freaky at the same time. Hard to describe. We then wanted to EAT so we decided to make a trip down to Marina Square to visit Dot's SOMEONE SOMEONE(SS) EHH. Then we went to Mac's to chill and eat and then waited for Dot's SS until 11+pm and then we took a damn bloody long train home! But it was fun cos we were taking these like videos (on facebook 'Opinions of a Teenager'). Its damn hilarious. Seriously. Then after Bishan we had serious talk (: Which was so nice because we were all on the same frequency. Mmmhmm. So I missed the last bus home so Andrew, being the awesome brother he is, walked me home and we talked more about our lives. HAHA, I then went home and slept.
Woke up the next morning and went tanning with my brother Lanze (: We wanted to start at 10.30am but because we're both such sloths we ended up tanning at 12pm LOL. But the sun was so freaking good! We got a damn good and nice tan. Plus, we went into the water for a dip (: Superb! Then off we went to his workplace where we got free coke. HAHA. Then we went off to wait for Rach, HJ and Jia Wen. Met Rach and HJ at Shaw house then went to Mos burger for lunch (soup) when shorty came! So off we went, wanting to watch Inglorious Basterds but the people had such bad attitude! *shakes head* HORRIBLE I TELL YOU. So we ended up sitting there and eating dinner XD We then decided to look for some people's presents and then we sat at Starbucks and had a really weird conversation! XD But it was fun and then we went seperate ways home. Got home and got a BLAAAAASTING from my mom cos its been 2 nights in a row that Im home late. LOL. OOPS.
But it was all good fun (: Glad to know I have friends like that. Awesome 2 nights out!
Anyways people, if anyone feels like they're losing faith in love already, my advise would be to watch Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist! Its such an awesome show and sweet (: It made me believe in love all over again so yeah. HAHA. So here's my favourite part, its not the whole part but most of it and the song is damn cute.
& I wanna be your thing, your anything your everything oh yeah (:
{ fin }