{ Dreamer }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

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HELLO PEOPLE! MARIANNE IS A VERY HAPPY GIRL (:

Today started off kind of boring. Woke up early to meet Xue Li who wants to get some stuff from me then I wanted to go to school to get my lappy done up properly but realised I didnt bring my charger so I went all the way back home to get my charger then head to school!

Told Kenn I'd wait for him at the bus stop but he got off the bus and just walked off! ): HAHAH, horrible fella. Anyways, caught up with him then we went off to 73 and sat there for HOURS. LOL. We made friends with the IT dude who was bored as hell himself. AND I thought I lost all my Jason vids from the concert BUT the dude found it in my lappy somehwere so YAYYYY! I WAS SO DARN HAPPY!

Came home and slept. Glorious sleep (: HAHA, watched a little bit of tv then off we went . Had prata for dinner, came home and DYTD'S CD is $9 but I'm so sure she meant US dollars. If its Sing dollars, WTH! Anyways, Twin wants the cd too! So rare. DYTD rocks. Seriously.

Came back from dinner and Khairul dearest Hakim sent me all the acoustics from Jason Mraz live concerts. AND OMG, I cant stop listening to it.

See, this is why I know I'll never ever fall out of love with him because he's just awesome. Hearing him sing just makes me fall in love all over again. Seriously, this love is made to last man XD LOVE HIM SO MUCH.

I think my love for DYTD and UH HUH HER is also undying. (: WHOOPEE. But, JASON still wins hands down!

Shopping tomorrow with brother and then movie and whoopee :D Seriously loving it (: Life's damn good apparently. HAHA.

My dearest Siewyi, I'm starting to miss you ): LOL. I have no idea why! Text me soon alright! :D Love you much much!

& you sang me this song (:

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Hello people!

Today's jamming session with Khairul Hakim went so damn well (: Love it! Went to his house and we just jammed like crazy and watched some musical (cant really say because its copyrighted or something!) Really enjoyed it! Thanks dude!

Anyways, twin gave me an idea about the whole CD shit. Anyone else wants DYTD's CD? FYI, I'm the only singaporean ordering it so... LOL. Anyone wants can care off me because they are sooooo damn good.

So I'm still high. Novel writing plus lappy reinstallments tomorrow. Shopping with brother Lanze on wednesday probably going to Malaysia on thursday and friday's gonna be my own day (: WHOOOO.

SHIT. I'm damn high on DYTD still so gooodbye people. I'm off to youtube XD

& this love might actually last (:

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I was getting pissed with someone again but guess who cheered me up?

LEE JING!

From Robinsons. HAHA. We started talking because Kian heng thought he was talking to Lee Jing when it was actually me. Dont ask me how in the world but yeah. Then we kept on chatting and he's a really nice guy! Good friend huh! And amazing part was he knew exactly what I was talking about! Like he knew exactly what I meant and how I felt about relationships and stuff! HAHA, we're like stuck at the can never really get over but just move on anyways area. So talking to him really cheered me up! :D

Its weird because I hardly even talked to him during robinsons period! XD Nice guy! :D Grab him girls. Serious. HAHA.

Anyways, I'm absolutely going to import Dance Yourself To Death's album soon because they are freaking amazing :D

The song's been in my head FOREVER. I STILL LOVE CARMEN ELLE!

& you dont know her like I do (:

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Disappointment with some people. People who dont have basic courtesy. People who put up fake fronts. People who say and do different things. I'm disappointed that today turned out to be just me and Adam again. But even more so that they didnt have the courtesy to at least let me know.

Anyways, had fun with Adam. Ate lunch and went to HMV. Bought Lady Gaga's cd (: I think she's so much more awesome live though. Anyways, then bus-ed home. LOL.

Came home and watched Shelter on youtube. Pride film XD SWEET.

Earth Hour was cute. We had performance. I sang my songs and played my guitar for my parents. LOL. They liked it, suprisingly! :D They're in a good mood I guess.

So, Dance Yourself To Death is proving to be pretty good stuff (: AND The Cliks are gonna have a new album in June and it sounds GOOD too :D WHOOPEEE. Cant wait! Oh, and DYTD's guitarist is Carmen Elle who happens to be so so cute looking. LOL.

And in the morning was startled to find no signs of a fight
Left a note on the bed
Sleepwalking you left a trail from your house to the shore
When they awoke they encountered a sight they couldn't describe
In the distance the thunder
Sleepwalking you left a trail from your house to the shore
Ripped out of their beds, woken up to the sound, you should have listened to their advice.

All I want is your broken heart
Don't you let me on, lead me blindly
All I want is your broken heart
Don't you lead me to the sea of love and let me drown.

Think what you will of me now, your face is the past
Cut up and bruised
I've written your name in the sand beneath my feet
Forged a path from the rubble, the storm has uncovered
To meet me under the waves tonight

CARM! (:

Darlings, timetable is out and it looks like we're still in the same class :D But who knows what could happen!

& dont you lead me into the sea of love.

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I feel scared. I'm so happy with my oestrogen filled world that I tend to forget what guys are like.

I talked to this dude. OMG, wth. FREAKING WEIRD FELLA. All he thinks about is sex and you know what? He's damn possesive. He was talking to me about his girlfriend and come on luh. He gets jealous when she hangs out with her guy friends and like when she TALKS to a guy -.- So I told him off and said that he had to trust her and its not like they were holding hands and touching and all that. It was just smsing! Then he said "What's the point of having a relationship? Isn't it cos you want her to yourself?" That's where I got really really pissed cos he seems to be treating his gf like an item. That's where I gave him a lecture on how you dont own a person blah blah blah and blocked him. LOL.

GUYS -.-

I like my oestrogen filled world for now (:

Lady gaga is a genius (: She's so amazing live! I am so getting her album.

Oh, and I realised that no matter which band I listen to I always go back to Uh Huh Her! (: They rock. I found a new band that isnt to bad too (:

Dance yourself to death (:

Tada! That's them (: 3 girls and a guy. Not too bad :D The guitarist is HOT.

& cant read my pokerface :D

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That's what I am (:

Heh Pee.

DWM, whoever finds that out good luck XD

Anyways, guitaring at Khairul Hakim's house on monday! (:

Shopping with brother on Wednesday and MAM this saturday!

Whose line is it anyway is hilarious.

Lady Gaga on wednesday and maybe go for that job on sunday. Hmmmmm (:

This, my dears, is Samantha from America's Next Top Model Cycle 11. She didnt win but she's the runner up and she is so freaking cute (: I love her :D You should hear her when she speaks. So darn adorable.

Well, went to westmall and guess what? I saw HB's good friend. Some girl who gave me a stare when she saw me. Get a life, bitch. Some people I'll never forgive.

& I never thought we'd fall out of place

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When your brown eyes, walked away
And your brown eyes, couldn't stay
In your brown eyes, you watch her go
Then turn the record on
And wonder what went wrong (what went wrong)

If everything was everything, but everything is over
Everything could be everything, if only we were older
Guess its just a silly song about you
And how I lost you,and your brown eyes

In your brown eyes, I was feeling low
Cause the brown eyes, and you'll never know
Got some brown eyes, but I saw her face
I knew that it was wrong, so baby
Turn the record on, play that song

Where everything was everything, but everything is over
Everything could be everything, if only we were older
Guess its just a silly song about you
And how I lost you, and your brown eyes

Everything was everything, but baby its the last show
Everything could be everything, but its time to say goodbye
So, get your last fix and your last hit
Grab your old, go with the new trix

Its no surprise that I got lost in your brown eyes
In your brown eyes.. Brown eyes

& how I get lost in your brown eyes.

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I'm happy that my dearest girl still calls me when she's in need of someone (: Thanks dear :D Love you so so much!

LADY GAGA IS AMAZING (:

She's freaking one of a kind in every way. She's growing on me.

& chase you down until you love me (:

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I couldnt help but had to wake up and blog this.

Was talking to SIEWYI love until 1.45am last night! Felt so popular ahhh XD I was talking to Daniel Ang when she called. So rare that I get so many calls but yeah. So its so amazing because exactly one year ago we were on the phone at that hour too! XD

So I went to sleep and dreamt of Derek. LOL. I know I said I had to stop dreaming of Ice but I'd rather dream of Ice than Derek cos Derek scares me. HAHA. Here's what I dreamt:

We were in St Anthony's Primary school and it was like assembly (LOL) and we sat down and he happens to be the row in front of me. So he turned around and saw me and like rolled his eyes. Then randomly I just said out loud "What's happening today ah?" and he turns around and starts scolding me "Hey, you bitch...........(alot of other stuff). What you trying to prove?" And he keeps asking me "What you trying to prove?" LOL. It was damn scary. I woke up.

So OMG, I'd rather dream of Ice. LOL.

& bad vibes; such bad vibes.

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So at last because I believe I have not been exactly blogging properly.

So I've been talking to my brother alot. My poly brother, Lanze! We're going shopping together soon! XD Anyways, hmmm good luck to him and his girl XD

I went out with twin today! (: Went to SINGAPORE POLY aka EX-VILLE hahah. Ah well, there was this dude who kept looking at me like he knew me but I absolutely dont remember him. LOL. Scaary! Anyway, accompanied him to SP so he could appeal. Oh wells. Bus-ed to town to eat at food republic XD Then bus-ed home. AND OMG, we were at the freaking wrong bus stop so it was hilarious cos twin stuck out his hand and the bus didnt stop at all and the uncle beside us was smiling and pointing to the other bus stop XD HILARIOUS.

Anyways, hmmm. Daniel called me because he's bored in camp -.- What's up with army boys? TSK.

OH I might be working on sundays. XD Just for the fun of it. 4 hours every sunday distributing flyers. HMMM. Recommended by DEON. LOL. I dunno. We get along, crapping. Nothing more.

I also bought a bag! (: Backpack. But its not in yet so hmmmm.

TADA! Nice nice? I really really like it! XD

This sunday, Mindchamps Annual Meeting! (: At last its not gonna be just me and Adam anymore XD Yan ru and a few others coming along I think! (:

I AM BROKE. So yes, time to save save save. :D

Anyways, something I wanna say. I know I'm a pretty hard person to understand but sometimes I feel like my parents dont put in any effort to even try to understand me. Like they expect me to be this sort of a person and if I'm not its my fault. But hello, they should know by now I'm nothing like what they want me to be so far so get used to it. I do NOT appreciate how critical they are of everyone. My friends and even strangers. It was made so clear to me today. Seriously, I dont think we have the right to judge others and that's exactly why I dont see why they have to be so judgemental about every single person. TSK. Parents -.-

& let's grow old together; and die at the same time

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To all the dudes out there who dont understand what its like to have menses!

Its not just a freaking bleeding process. Its like a curse. Especially for those who actially have their menses irregularly. Its like a ticking time bomb ready to explode anytime. Its like it can creep up on you and scare you so you have to have your guard on every single minute of your life. When it bleeds you feel it. This wet disgusting feeling between your legs. If its heavy flow sometimes menstruation pads aren't enough. It overflows like a flood and yes, it sometimes stains. Its JUST blood. Dont treat it like its some bloody disease because guess what? Its bad enough we have to deal with menses every month so quit giving us shit about it. Its not like women love bleeding once every month.

Seriously, go to hell.

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Hello world. It is exactly 3.45am right now. Which is crazy that I'm still awake but yeah! (:

3 more songs (:

I write well at this hour.

& I remember way back way back when.

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Pathetic. That's what you are.

You, piss me off.
You, I can live without then.
You, I can so live without now.

So get this, I dont need you because you friendships so superficial it aint worth my time. That's why I'm not trying. You're not worth and it and you proved it so goodbye for real. I dont need you. Never needed, never will need. EVER.

& I'm not the same girl you used to know.

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You know some say away with the old and in with the new? Today I completely beg to differ.

I'm not gonna rant about it. I've learnt my lesson and I've learnt it well. So positivity it is.

Anyways, so I had loads of free time and did a little bit of novel writing with Kenn. We lengthened chapter one and chapter two is coming along (: I also saw photos of many people one of them being Ice and girlfriend. LOL. I mean it was obvious from the start those two were meant to be together so yeah (:

OH, I met a kindergartden school friend of mine! Yang Han. HAHA! So cool. We started talking and we're thinking of getting together to hang out sometime with the rest of whoever we can find XD So fun. Imagine how much we've changed over the years. (: I still cant find Gary though. My nursery 2 boyfriend LOL. Ah wells.

So what's so great about the new when it doesnt work. This applies to so so many things in life. If I could turn back the clock there'd be so much I'd wanna do differently. That's a BIG if by the way.

& I'll never be your stepping stone.

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Friendship. For what its worth.

Today I was supposed to meet kenn at 10.30am. Knowing he'd be late I decided to be late too and went to the library at 11am. At 11.30am I recieved a message from him saying that he cant get up. So I brought my lappy to the library for no reason and sat there for half an hour. Oh well, friendship for what its worth.

I decided to go off to clementi to print photos for Eng Chuan's present. Only to find rain pouring like cats and dogs. So by the time I got to the shop I was pretty drenched. I then realised I had an hour to spend before I can collect the photos so yay. I go over to the coffee shop an sit there thinking of things like I might meet you. So I spent an hour with an old man and 3 aunties. LOL. And I sipped tea and read my book. All for Eng Chuan's present. Friendship, for what its worth.

For what its worth, I love all my friends. ALL.

For what its worth, I love my new blogskin XD

For what its worth, I'm opening up my blog again because everyone keeps saying they have no idea what's going on in my life when they cant read my blog. So let it out in the open then. There's no need to hide any longer.

& hide out from the ones who know will love you.

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Marianne is such a happy girl today (:

Went to church and NO ONE was there. Everyone was at confirmation camp. Yeah, so I attended with Chris who was so nice to ask me to go lunch with him but sadly, I had plans already! Sorry dude!

OH, met Madeleine's brother. I forgot his name XD But yea, he accompanied me to Buona Vista and we had a nice chat (:

Anyways, my dearest SIEWYI came and we headed off to ORCHARD (: We're so retarded together love! We went to Heeren to eat some jap pasta thingy that's super nice! Then went to Far East and bought shoes and shirts :D HAHA, it was amazing then went back to Heeren to get her crumpler and then off to TCC to drink stuff and just chill before heading home.

I apologise to my dearest 07S028. I was just wayyy too tired after everything!

So talked to Siewyi about the past (: We just understand each other so so much (:

Pictures on facebook! (: I love her so so much :D

& its only times like this when you realise; who gives a shit about difference? (:

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So brief one.

Tomorrow, shopping with SIEWYI! and then dinnering with 07S28.

I wanna dedicate this to S28. My JJC class that have stayed by me through the difficult times. They've always been there when I needed them and even though I've left them for over a year, they never fail to forget about me. Always asking me along for all their class outings and even when they made a class jersey they still included me. Like I'm part of the whole class still. I really cannot describe to you what these small little things make me so grateful. SO from the bottom o my heart, thank you so so much 07S28. You guys really have no idea what you mean to me (: I love you guys so so much! :D

So EC's Present is more or less done! (:

Here it is!

LOL. Yeah, that's it. Three papers for our notes and I painted it silver (: Hope he likes it!

So was clearing my room and look what I found!

HAHA, Ice's iPod Classic's instruction manual. I aint giving it back. She probably wont need it. It has ALL my damn good songs in there. I'm supposed to have it whenever I liked as long as she didnt need it. I should have just kept it right. LOL. iPOD CLASSIC EH. With earphones and everything. I downloaded iTunes just to load my songs into that iPod Classic. TSK. Ah well. PEACE!

& tell me this love hasn't changed me at all.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAMES TAN YONG HUI! (: Someone's finally no longer a TEEN. Time to grow up! XD Anyways, have fun :D

So, today I woke up with a damn horrible flu which was realy WTH cos it was supposed to be the day of my life ): I'M SO SORRY TO MY DEAREST SIEWYI ): I STILL LOVE YOU! :D

So I ended up staying home to complete 3/4 of Eng Chuan's present! (: Which I found girly alot of times so I kept changing it till I'm happy XD WHOO. I'm pretty satisfied with it I guess (: I also managed to do reading and a little bit of writing :D

Anyways, yesterday was pretty fun (: Went back to my primary school! OMG, damn fun please. Went to help Tarci's ex teacher Ms Siva who's a counsellor at SAPS (St. Anthony's Primary School)! She's so amazing and inspiring and scaaary! HAHA, but she's nice enough to invite us to her house for drinks! WHOOO! So we helped her then had lunch with her then we went to SUNTEC for IT FAIR! OMG, it was damn freaking crowded please! I collected my dress from Sherince (some blogshop owner LOL). She's SUPER nice please. Cos she gave me wrong info when I was asking about the item then she said she wanted to give me something complimentary so I told her no need. I didnt mind but she still put i an EXTRA DRESS for me. So sweet right! And she's like some big shot at Samsung?! She said if we wated to buy anything can look for her for discounts XD NICE PERSON!

We then walked around, got bored and went to sit around at Carl's Junior and drink coke non stop. LOL. For like 5 hours or smething. While the guys smoked their asses off then off home I went (: Amazing day and we had so much fun! CUM FACE! hahaha!

So I realise that I'm at a happy place in life now. I'm able to do what I want to and just be who I wanna be. I have time to experiment and just be. Although I used to fear time, I no longer do (: Time made me think and I guess that's just what I needed this time round. THINK. So here's what I think. I think everyone came into my life for a reason and for that, I'd like a little remembrance of them and for those who made such a HUGE impact in my life I'm definitely gonna remember. But I mean things that are so funny to look back on like WINSTON LOL. When he asked Alex to ask me if he could have my number. That was damn hilarious! But yeah.

We're sending Eng Chuan off to Taiwan next friday! (: Its pretty fun I think. Hopefully my mom lets me stay overight at the airport! WHOOOO! HAHA, I dunno why I'm so excited about it. It just seems like fun XD And James Tan better make it! EC's like his brother! TSK!

Michael Learns to Rock - Lonely Satellite
How can you think it's right to treat me like you do
You're so careless with the truth
How can we make it back if you can't make amends
with no time left to pretend

inside there is a river rising.
inside there is a lover denied
inside there is a feeling that I can't fight

Lead me right back to the star
Leave me with the broken heart
My eyes are closed, but all I see is you, it's you.
Lead me back into the night
Another lonely satellite
I don't know why I always fight with you, with you.

I can barely see the man I used to be
Now suspicions cover up me.. um hm...

Outside there is another horizon
Outside there is a flickering light.
So far away that I must try.

Lead me right back to the star
Leave me with the broken heart
My eyes are closed, but all I see is you, it's you.
Lead me back into the night
Another lonely satellite
I don't know why I always fight with you, with you.

& all I see is you; its you. always.

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Was talking with woman a few days back about keepers.

Keepers, people who keep every single thing. I'm a keeper. Woman isn't.

I also realise, we have such different perspectives in life. I guess I just feel that its thins that hurt that made me strong in life. Made me who I am today and I'd like to keep those things to remind myself of things I've went through in life.

So yes, I'm a keeper. I keep things and dont forget them. Its not about letting go. Certain things I have already let go but I just keep it.

& excitement mixed with flu.

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Today has been difficult.

I woke up with the sincerest intentions of going drinking with Tarci, Matty and Viv. Who knows? PMS kicks in at the very moment when Im ironing my outfit and I dont feel like leaving the house so I decided to tell Tarci i cant make it. BUT who knows, he's so pushy it was gettng on my nerves. I'm glad I stuck to it though. I had to be at home. Because I was having damn SHITTY cramps. Still having them by the way. PUSHY-ASSES!

Tomorrow will be another day to myself (: I've already planned out what I wanna do. Thursday I'll have to help Tarci at my PRIMARY SCHOOL! And hopefully I find a job soon :D Already submitted my resume! FRIDAY IS WHAT I'M DAMN EXCITED ABOUT (:

I'm happy because Dark Euphoria have been receiving pretty much good responses from most people besides a few great feedbacks. I have hig hopes and expectations on our first novel I guess :D Especially this one that's pretty close to my heart. I guess I'll have a great time describing the emotional roller coasters about to come (: WHOOPEEE!

OH YES. Today marks the ending of The L Word which is so freaking sad! ): I want more L word! Never enough of those ladies. Anyways, Alice and Tasha. Damn sweet. I almost cried when they last scene was shown okay! HAHA, it was so sweet :D

Anyway, I think ITE is such a huge source of lesbians. LOL. Seriously. My dad was driving and like we see this group of ITE students (hockey players!) and out of 10 of them 4 of them were bungs! -.- LOL

OH, I'm going to like print photos soon! Anyone wanna go clementi?! HAHAH They have cheap printing services there :D

THERE IS A JASON MRAZ APPLICATION ON FACEBOOK. HOW HILARIOUS IS THAT?
I AM STILL HIGH.

& she fel her heart race. No one made her feel this way before, not even David. No, this was much more intense.

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Had fun today (:

Met Kenn and we have our ver first paragraph that is about 598 words long! :D So proud of ourselves. It is seriously NOT easy. Anyways, we then decided to celebrate by eating SAKAE SUSHI. hahaha. It was pretty hilarious I guess! We crapped ALOT.

I also bought a book. The Flowing River by Paulo Coelho. Who else right? Another $15.50 spent on books. Ah well (:Its so worth it! :D

So I'm happy. Life's good. HAHAHA.

MUSHROOMS!

HANNA MAKI! (:

ALMOST EVERYTHING! :D

This was DAMN amazing please. He did the whole opera part and we all went mad. I can damn well put the audio version I recorded and let you people hear the screaming. He is so freaking awesome. Best singer EVER. Seriously. He can do ANYTHING. I love him so so much! :D

& hey mr. curiosity (:

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I'm feeling excited! (:

I've been listening AND watching the jason vids and audio recordings that we had from the concert and I'm still going mad over it. I cant believe its come and gone just like that. ):

Anyways, I'm also excited because...I'M MEETING KENN TO WRITE OUR NOVEL TOMORROW (: Like finally!! AHAHA, after our mny times of not being able to meet up. HAAH. Its gonna be such a cool book. :D

I'm also excited because...I'M MEETING SIEWYI AND KENN TO GO TO ESCAPE THEME PARK ON FRIDAY! (: So exciting right! We're gonna scream our asses off XD

Had an amazing time smsing my dearest darling SIEWYI just now (: Darling, its bee so long since we've texted each other so much! :D

I'm also completey ignoring Dalziel now because he's so irritating and so sure I've lost faith in guys -.- TSK. I should just tell him straight I'm not interested in him and he should quit bugging me. Ah well.

Oh and I'm back to children's lit and there's this super hyperactive boy called Aloysious and he's so freaking cute but so naughty! XD I love it there.

Sam Sparro - Pocket
If you stand tall
With your back
To the door
Then it's
Your own fault
When you get knocked
To the floor
You may have
Fooled me once
But I've got
A pretty damn
Good memory

It's a small world
What a type cliché
But it's a small world
How many times can I say
That everything
You do will end up
Coming right back
Around again

And if you don't know
That by now
Then I feel quite
Sorry for you
I'm sorry for you
Yeah
The people
That you keep around
Well
You learn from them
And they learn from you

So keepYour friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket
Yeah
Keep your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket

When you just
Might start
To melt them down
I come around
So keepYour friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket

It's a long haul
To the front of the line
And you get there
In your own sweet time
But there's
Always somebody
Who decides
To cut right
In front of you

A wide eye
Looking for
A ticket to ride
It's a long night
I hope you make it
Out alive
You can't spend
Your whole life
Worrying about
What's behind you

And if you don't know
That by now
Then I feel quite
Sorry for you
I'm sorry for you
Yeah
The people
That you keep around
Well
You learn from them
And they learn from you

So keepYour friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket
Yeah
Keep your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket

When you just
Might start
To melt them down
I come around
So keep
Your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket

And it's
A lively colour
Not black and white
But some people think
They're the ones
Who got it right
In a room so full
Well
You have to be
A little more flexible

And if you don't know
That by now
Then I feel quite
Sorry for you
I'm sorry for you
Yeah
The people
That you keep around
Well
You learn from them
And they learn from you

So keep
Your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket
Yeah
Keep your friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket

When you
Just might start
To melt them down
I come around
So keepYour friends close
And your enemies
In your pocket

& she's right; Sam Sparro is good (:

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HELLO PEOPLE! (:

Last night was kick ass hands down the BEST concert everrrr. We screamed like there was no tomorrow. LOL. I still have my voice amzingly.

Anyways, we were still pretty far from the stage which was DAMN sad. But yeah. At least we werent on like the second level area. LOVE IT (: And we could see him and it felt like you can almost just reach out and ouch him. He started it with Dynamo of Volition and some singaporean singer called JOY CHUA(???) came up and sang Lucky with him -.- Like who are you woman? LOL. URGH, it was a superb night. And he stayed for a whole 2 hours man. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH MORE NOW. He's so talented. He can play the guitar, the piano, he can sing, he can do theatre, he's a brilliant song writer and he's just so much more than amazing! :D

I'd put up pictures if I had good ones. My camera decided to go screwwy on me. Anyways, I video-ed quite a bit and I also recorded a full audio of the concert that hppens to be filled with damn scaaaary screams LOL. Mine, Wan's and Khairul's. And all the other people there XD Damn awesome please. Best part was he didnt just stick to singing songs from the nw album but he pulled out like the oldies. Like who needs shelter and no stopping us. LOL. SUPERB.

We were so thankful that Khairul Hakim drove because it was raining like mad after the concert. Dropped us off at Bishan then we mrt-ed home (:

I slept with a smile on my face for the first time in a million years :D

PICTURES! Of us three cos we couldnt get a clear picture of Jason and band ): WHOO. I'm so gonna get FRONT seats the next time. HE BETTER COME AGAIN SOON.

This is me getting prepared. LOL.

Khairul Hakim's hat (:

LOL.

WAN (:

Now I have a Jason fan!

Three of us ;D

Best picture of the night.

KHAIRUL HAKIM :D

Whooopee, so that's my day (: Or night rather. HAHA. Love it :D

& every little thing; is gonna be alright (:

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LESS THAN 24 HOURS!!!!

& this is why I love him so much! (:

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HELLO PEOPLE! I'M DAMN HIGH NOW BECAUSE JASON IS IN 2 MERE DAYS!

Anyways, went to SP today supposed to have lunch there but as expected everything was closed. So whoopee.

2 belts; I've bought 2 belts. TSK.

I'm a happy girl.

"Everyone knows how to love, because we are all born with that gift. Some people have a natural talent for it, but the majority of us have to relearn, to remember how to love, and everyone, wthout exception, needs to burn on the bonfire of past emotions, to relieve certain joys and griefs, certain ups and downs, until they can see the connecting thread that exists behind each new encounter; because there is a connecting thread."
Paulo Coelho: Eleven Minutes

& trust isn't shared; it is often abused.

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Hello world (:

Marianne Chan is getting her electronical shit repaired XD.

My lappy is back to its hometown; MSI FACTORY! HAHA.

So today I planned out my day properly and so far I'm sticking to it (: LOL. I'm PLANNING eh. For the first time. Anyways, woke up and watched Jason Vid the one that I bought the DVD Live at Eagles Ballroom or something. Damn nice luh. He's so inspirational. Like he has a reason for every single thing he does. Like his rooster tattoo and shit. HE'S AMAZING. OMG 3 DAYS!!!!! ARGHHH!

Then I went to bathe and off to Lot 1 to buy Paulo Coelho's Eleven Minutes from Sans Bookshop. Secondhand books at damn good quality (: $14. WHOOPEE. So worth it. Anyways, then I went to sunshine to get DUCK RICE. Ate while watching Lipstick Jungle. Only because there was nothing else to watch. HAH.

And now I'm here and after I'm done with this, I'm off to read my beautiful amazing book :D

And I'm loving my new phone (:

OH YES, this is what I wanted to type.
Stop trying to predict what I'm doing at every second of my life because you dont know a thing about me. So leave me alone because you are this close to pissing me off damn badly. Seriously. I mean you dont even know me. Do I look like a girl who goes shopping every single day? Get a life dude. I'm not typical everyday girl. So leave me alone because I'm not what you're looking for okay. Go away.

"When we meet someone and fall in love, we have a sense that the whole universe is on our side. I saw this happen today as the sun went down. And yet if something goes wrong, there is nothing left! No herons, no distant music, not even the taste of his lips. How is it possible for the beauty that was there only minutes before to vanish so quickly? Life moves very fast. It rushes us from heaven to hell in a matter of seconds."
- Paulo Coelho: Eleven Minutes

& see if I'm falling, falling apart for you.

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I've got myself a new phone since my F330 died on me last night. I really like it (:

TADA!

Anyways, I'm in a pissifying mood for no reason. SUCKS. So whoopee.

And I'm going to buy Paulo Coelho's Eleven Minutes tomorrow. I need to read.

Bye.

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