{ Dreamer }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

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Well, back from Malaysia (:

Tomorrow should be fun :D Watching movie with many many people LOL.

So there's gonna be a change in class this coming sem because of mutual agreement but I dont think much will change. HAHA.

Anyway, had nice chat with Nisha the other day (: And thanks to those who assured me of myself. Thanks (: I'm okay really!

Tomorrow's going to be fun, wednesday's gonna be fun and friday's gonna be fun :D And I should deposti my cheque soon. HAHA, MONEYYYY (:

& the bitter in you and the quitter in me is bigger than the both of us (:

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All smiles. Marianne's gonna disappear tomorrow and on monday. She'll be back on tuesday though. HAHA.

Anyway, I'm gonna watch nightmare before christmas (: HAHA, on my lappy.

I recieved my first paycheck in my whole life and I seriously didn't know I was working for $7.50 per hour! HAHA, SCORE MAN. I tell you when I saw the amount on the chack I was SHOCKED please. LOL. Damn shiok :D

Tuesday: Outing with Andrew, Dot and Sharon!
Wednesday: Visiting my poly bro with hj, rach and shortey!
Thursday: Self time & meeting with willie (going to school after the longest time!)
Friday: Dinner with HM, Jem and Sam (I think) LOL.

Packed. So packed. But loving it (: OH OH, and so far I've got 2 tanning dates down. Although I wouldn't mind more. HAHA. And my tanning lotion's with Cindy so yeah. LOL.

P.S. I'm still listening to unintended by muse because I think its freaking sexy ): HAHA. Seriously.

Talked to fiona last night (: Sad we couldnt spend time together this holidays ): Remember you wanna come over and see my MEOW MEOW. Haha (:

And SIEWYI MY LOVE, study hard! You know I'm always around to cheer you on alright! :D Love you babe!

Marianne's off to shit now. LOL. See ya peeps.

& she could never be as good as you.

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So today is one of the BEST days of holidays so far.

Met Wan to go marian barrage. We ended up stopping at Dhoby Ghaut (is that how the hell you spell it?) and ate Carl's Junior then we went walking around for photos. Singaporean tourist in Singapore I swear. Damn funny. We then walked into the Singapore Peranakan Museum where I bumped into Rachel, Hwee Jian and Jia Wen! (: (: (: I was glad to meet them, I mean I miss the whole freaking class like crazy. Its been how freaking long that I've been isolated in my own world LOL. So yeah, seeing them again was GREAT.

Anyways, tanning next next week (: Probably visiting Lanze at his workplace next wednesday and socialise yooo. :D Awesome shit.

& I'm doing oh so fine without you.

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Today's been interesting. Let's just say I'm tired but satisfied (:

So, new specs, 2 new dresses, 1 new sandal. LOL. No, I'm not splurging. I'M NOT.

I've found the song I want my future husband/partner to sing to me. Unintended by Muse. I know its not a love song, its not even a happy song but its so freaking sexy please. ITS DAMN SEXY.

Damn sexy right. Shit luh. Wanna woo me, learn this song. No guarantees though. HAHA.

Anyway, I'M A VOLUNTEER (: Whoo. HAHA. Shhh. Okay.

Oh, I finally walked home from Lot 1 after a million gazillion years and I sorta remembered stuff. Dont worry, I'm not emo about it. Its just a sudden memory that was revived. LOL. It was sweet while it lasted I guess.

& I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

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Today's been eventful (:

Met Adam and went for breakfast at Mac's. Decided to stay there to watch movies and so we did. Watched 'Harold & Kumar' and 'Europe Trip'. I'd say the latter was wayyy better (: HAHA, brainless laughing but we were pretty dead after that but it was good luh. I guess hanging out like that can be fun too :D

Met twin later on for dinner. We walked around for half an hour before finding the place where I wanted to bring him (FML WORTHY!) and then ate PRAWN MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and drank fruit juice haha. Then we went to CHIJMES to take photos. Didn't know the inside was so nice (: Then we went to eat BEN & JERRY'S which was GLORIOUS please. Had stupid fun just eating ice cream. Off we then went to Esplanade to walk around and take more photos. We had minahs on the left and ah lians on the right. We then left when the place started getting crowded with BIG NOISY groups of people. Mrt-ed home and talked about problems on the way. All in all, a pretty good day :D

Eventful and fulfilling at least.

Thursday with my favourite girl, WAN (: We gonna have good fun that we deserve. LOL.

& they all tell me to stop giving in, but they didnt tell me how.

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I spent the whole day online talking to mainly one person. KENOGI. Surprised? LOL. Yeah I am. We both have passion for music I guess. Haha. He's nice to talk to anyway (: So yeah, thanks to him my day was a little brighter :D

So tomorrow's gonna be a day spent with Adam (: Just watching brainless L-O-L shows at starbucks heh. Should be fun. At least he's one person I can be myself around. Haha.

Not much to blog about because I'm so freaking tired. Jason has new songs. Paolo is still sexy (: And I'm still loving life.

I'm getting Muse's discography :D And Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. HAHA.

& as you slide through the door with your morals on your sleeve.

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For those who know, confidence is a struggle I constantly fight to gain. I've been knocked down, beaten up and fallen over by confidence and I still have not conquered it.

Anyway, taking my baby steps. Updated my myspace. HEH, dont try finding me. You probably cant find me unless you're Adam? LOL.

Talked to Kenogi who happens to be a pretty cool guy (: HAHA. Nice to talk to anyways. We have quite a lot in common and he's my facebook's most recent stalker (TSKTSK).

Today's been good(?) and bad. Family gatherings make me wanna laugh and cry at the same time.

Selamat Hari Raya

& good friends, what are they again?

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My final day of work finally came.

I feel happy and relieved but also a little sad. After all, Pearson Education has been my 2nd home for about 3 weeks of my life. I've made a few aquaintances, had a few laughs and had some quiet time to myself. I've learnt new things, overcame fears and made new memories.

Meeting up with Khairul Hakim on thursday was awesome! (: He's still considered one of my bestest best pals of the century. We can talk about anything in the whole wide world and it'll still be interesting. HAHA. I guess he gets me and I get him. LOL. He's going into army soon ): WHICH IS DAMN FREAKING SAD PLEASE.

Anyways, went shopping with Khai for lollipops to give my colleagues as farewell gifts. I made small yellow Thank You notes as well to stick on the lollys which I delicately placed on their tables when they went out for lunch. What that earned me was a hug from each of them. Including handsome dude (: HAHAHA, made my day please. So I left the place with a smile on my face.

Oh, I'm offered a job during 2-7Dec. Sadly, we're still studying but anyway, it's nice (: Giles said he heard from some guy that I'm nice so he offered me the job. LOL. Its at expo by the way.

Went to Parkway Parade and bought 3 Paulo Coelho books from Borders (: 3 for the price of 2. I finally have new books to read. Which I'll probably need anyways (: Since I'm jobless now. HAHA.

I guess this whole holiday has been pretty awesome (: Alot of soul searching, self reflecting and of course, self discovery. So one of the best holidays so far I believe :D

This is what you do when you're bored. Note the name on top of the paper (: Handsome dude.

The one I gave to Handsome Dude. Green heart yo. LOL.

Sugar Lollipops (:

Pressies for everyone who was nice to me XD

If love had a name, I'd hope it'd be either Jason or Paolo (:

& I'm a great big hole; a hollow soul.

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Mmmm, I'm not sad not happy I feel neutral.

I did feel happy when I got surprise call from Wan (: Love, we gotta go out soon! Miss you much.

Work's kinda boring. Besides the usual talking to handsome dude and all. He is good looking but I have Paolo on my handphone wallpaper so I was kinda more attracted to my handphone. LOL.

Okay, cannot take it anymore. I'm feeling love outpouring for Paolo nutini :D So awesome!

So handsome (:

& its the simple things that mean the most to me (:

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There is a burden in my heart. I dont know why. I know I've tried every option that I can already. So tell me why am I the one with the burden in my heart instead of her when I've tried everything I can to salvage everything we have? This is stupid. I swear.

Anyway, work was alright today. The effect of handsome dude is wearing off I guess. LOL. How sad right. Ah well.

Remember I once said that I've found the friends that I know will be kept for a lifetime? I'm gonna strike off one name from that list. Its not about how people treat you, its about how YOU treat people. I know I've said this so many times but the giver is seriously tired of giving already. Especially to this taker. So no more. Its time someone gives back.

Music's been keeping me highly alive. I kind of created a Myspace artist account for myself but nothing up there yet so dont try searching. I haven't even come up with a particular stage name. Anyway, I'm NOT performing anytime soon. Seriously.

URGH, I FEEL SHITTY. INSIGNIFICANT, CONFUSED WHATEVER NEGATIVE WORD YOU HAVE I FEEL IT. TELL ME WHYYYYY! ROARRR.

The only thing that's keeping me calm is paolo in my ear. And Paolo on my desktop. I swear he's damn sexy. Ah, I'm off to blog seriously? LOL. I dunno. See how.

Paolo Nutini - Coming up easy
Sunday morning got the hazy, hazy Janes
I turn to you and inhale where you lay.
Took a wander through the garden,
To awake the long long day
And then roll for a while on violet flower bed.

Oh, you kiss my lips again and again and again
And then again and then we would watch the sun coming up easy
While the rain came tumbling down
And it washed our bodies so cleanly
We could see them rise up off of the cold cold ground.

It's a shame the way it seems to go
Cause now my best friend, my partner in crime
I'm afraid it looks like we're
Gonna have to go our separate ways.
You see the thing is I love you, I love you
But you see I resent you all the same.
All my other friends their just saying
You're slowing me down.

Oh but I should have known
You'd turn to me and say
Before you throw too much of me away.
Don't you remember seeing the sun coming up easy
While the rain came tumbling down.
And it washed our bodies so cleanly
Could see them rise up off of the cold cold ground.

We'd seen the sun coming up easy
While the rain came tumbling down
And it washed our bodies so clean
That we could feel them rise up off of the cold cold ground.

It was in love I was created
And in love is how I hope I die

We watched the sun coming up easy, yeah

& in love is how I hope I die.

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So last night was crazy! Slept for 2 hours and then off I went to meet the peeps (:

Pretty amazing time we had. Laughing and all. The jokes we crack are seriously one of the lamest but funniest jokes! Oh, met Annabelle while on the way there. Think she was there for chunk fest LOL. Anyways, it was brilliant luh. Feel abit guilty about not bringing any food at all, but I brought mat! If not they had to sit on like wet grass XD Console myself.

What can I say? Time spent with 07S28 is always time well spent. :D Had a blast.

Best jokes:

1) BDSM - new army rank

2) Killer kangaroo in army tank

3) Weigh shit in grams

4) NUT

Laugh till our stomachs hurt!

Oh, we're supposed to STOMP this bunch of girls who were blowing bubbles and the wind blew the bubbles to us and our food! And they didnt just do it once! LOL. TSK TSK.

Okay, picture time (:

HEART SHAPE YO!

Night sky (:

Random band who raps well but sings horribly =/

Priority Seat. Teens these days, tsk tsk.

Picture of the day: SARAH LIM - KOTEX AMBASSADOR

& why cant we just rewind? (:

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When the cold wind blows, I swear my heart freezes up even more.

Anyways, bbq was fun (: So many more people came than I expected. The food wasn't enough I guess. Some people like Andrew didnt even get to eat. We bought beer and drank like crazy and we were singing christmas carols :D How absurd. Then 10 of us stayed over and it was kind of fun I guess. I was stuck with touchy boy who wanted to touch my heart, literally. WTF DUDE. HANDS TO YOURSELF PLEASE.

Then we listened to music and started talking about JASON MRAZ AND PAOLO NUTINI and then we went off to watch the sunrise. Mr Sun wasn't that out-going today. He was hiding behind clouds for damn long. So yeah, but we still had fun. Had prata and then bus-ed back home and slept through the whole bus journey. Came back slept for like another 2 hours and now I'm awake cos if I sleep anymore I wont get to marina barrage XD To meet my dearest 07S28. I swear, they are one of the nicest bunch of people I've ever met. :D

Pictures of the wild bbq when I actually do get them. Which will probably be next year. LOL. Dont ask why.

Had fun I guess. Besides the emo slots in between listening to 'Rewind' and thinking back on a time not so long ago when I had plans to spend the night at ecp with someone specialllll. But nah, no more. LOL.

So 85% good fun (:

His voice is damn pure. I love it.

You've chosen your side of the battle; I've chosen mine. We fight different wars, we go seperate ways.

& you might blame it on me but you insisted that we fall; wiped your hands off me and said you needed more, more, more.

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Yesterday was a freaking crazy day. I spent practically all my money on cabs. Orchard to CCK, CCK back to Orchard then Clementi to CCK.

The f-ing bbq better go well today. LOL. Anyway, still dont know if I'm staying over. I feel like it. HEH.

Oh, I guess yesterday proved that I made the right decision but I guess it still hurts because I did believe that it could be salvaged but I guess not anymore. So forget it. I dont need this right now. Anyway, I'm loving life without you so its the right choice. Because you say one thing then do another. You know, its so much easier if you'd just say "I dont wanna be with you anymore." At least I'd understand. TSK.

Paolo Nutini's new album Sunny Side Up is in my hands! (: Love it luh. I went to HMV searching high and low for it and finally found it. AWESOME. I think he's the only other guy besides Jason that I approve of long wavy hair. XD

He's good looking, writes good songs and has a voice like an old man but sounds so sexaaay cos he's actually only 18/19? Somewhere there luh. Damn young. Talented ass. I love him already :D Oh, did I mention? his voice is so soulful that you can hear him smiling or crying through his voice. Its seriously one of the best things I've heard on mainstream radio and tv. I'm an immediate fan (: Much respect!

& grant my last request and just let me hold you.

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Marianne gets a break tomorrow. At long last. Not supposed to work today but who knows, Maria got an MC so I gotta work today. Was so so tired after our jamming/recording session last night so I literally had to drag myself out of bed.

Anyways, booster came only after lunch when HG came back from his lunch appointment and "EH!" me damn loudly trying to be funny when its not, trying to scare me and failing. -.- But that's what's so charming about him I guess. (: Oh, and he asked me "So, Marianne, will you be back tomorrow?" LOL.

Anyway, tomorrow is my relax day (: So dont spoil it for me ah, whoever you are. Dont spoil my day tomorrow :D

Oh, the warrior of eros tune is playing in my head. It's gonna be my most epic song (:

& in ice water; there is no heat.

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Jamming today was good (:

I get so protective with my songs at times, it kinda scares me XD Yeah, but my lyrics you better dont touch ah. LOL. Seriously.

Anyways, work was kinda tiring and stressful. New stuff so abit shaky ah. Talked to HG a little I guess. The whole excitement, its not really dying down but I'm pulling away I guess.

Oh the whole looking forward to tomorrow being a day off work and all, SCRAP THAT. Because I have to work tomorrow. ): Its not that I dont enjoy work but the people can be kinda cold there. Oh, but today was pretty warm. I think everyone's like opening up to me a little. At least I get more smiles from others! And there was this kind lady who offered to buy back food for me and she did. Such a nice woman! :D HAHA, oh but HG wanted to take me out for lunch with their whole group. =/ How unfortunate.

Jamming session made me tired. Seriously. Happy but tired. Oh, and warrior of eros is gonna be so awesome. After all, it is the main theme of my life :D

& to lala land I go.

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Highlights of the day:

1) HG said "Marianne! What did you buy? Smells good (:" while reading newspapers at "my" desk.

2) HG waved goodbye to me with that SMILE.

3) I get to stand right in front of HG each time I go collect something from the printer. (So I should print more stuff more times? LOL)

4) Met Jeremy on the 172! Primary school friend. He shouted my name so loud, I could hear him even when I was asleep with earphones in my ear.

****5) MARIANNE ANSWERS THE PHONE AT THE FRONT DESK. Yes, marianne who never likes talking to strangers on the phone now has to answer phonecalls as part of her jobscope. Stressful but interesting I guess (:

Cant wait for wednesday when I dont have to go to work. Although I wont see HG but ah well. LOL. Break from work is sounding good to me anyways. :D

I've finally learnt to pluck. Like can you believe it? I actually "composed" a song with my new plucked tune :D HAHAHAH. Okay, whatever, I know. So tomorrow, more recordings.

& for you I smile aimlessly to myself.

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So I'm bored and tired but I dont feel like sleeping so I did the whole facebook fancheck thingy.

I'm superbly surprised. LOL.

I wanna ask. Is this thing in order? Because James Tan number 1 is a bit scary ah! XD Mmmm, weird though because most of these people I barely even speak to in life and on facebook so its kinda weird? LOL. I bet it isnt accurate.

HAHA, and of course my SIEWYI is up there on the list. If she isnt ahhh, tsk tsk.

Had breakfast with twin, steffy and claire. Had a good time I guess (: Told them about HG LOL. I guess people dont get it when I say he's just eyecandy. They all start asking questions like I'm gonna marry him -.-

Mmm, that's all for today I guess. Ciao peeps.

& agua de annique (:

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Hello world.

Marianne drank beer today. LOL. And she has absolutely nothing to blog about today. How sad.

So goodbye (: She's gonna blog at her SERIOUS blog XD

See ya, tata, ciao, avoir (:

& lub dub, lub dub. Is that my heart I hear?

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PS, picture has absolutely nothing to do with the whole post. Seriously.

Today is the last day of my work.

It started off kinda sad-ish because handsome dude didnt really communicate (LOL). So I sat there and was kinda falling asleep until lunch came :D

So today 6 of us went for lunch together. 3 guys 3 girls, 2 cars. To Boon Lay market. So was in a different car from Handsome Guy (HG), he was in the car beside us and he waved and smiled HAHAHA. Handsome much? Anyway, lunch time we all go buy food and we're happily eating and all. Oh I had expected the guys to kinda sit together then the girls sit together but when I went back NOOO. It was like 2 guys together then HG's alone with 2 spaces on both sides, in other words I HAD to sit beside him. So I sat and then one of them went to get SUGARCANE :D With lemon. Yummy (: So we were happily eating when he wanted to take his drink so he took out one cup and he pushed it to me. So nice right? LOL. And then took a cup for himself. OH, and the scary part comes now. I was drinking my drink and because our cups were side by side and it was a round table, he started drinking his drink and we were like face to face. It felt like we're drinking from the same cup -.- I couldn't finish my food so I had leftovers and I dont like my food touching my rice so I left them like really neatly on my plate and all. Then he asked "Why your leftovers also so organised one?" I was like 0.0. What was I supposed to say XD Oh and then he read newspaper and faced me while I was eating. Seriously I was thinking "Can you like look the other way dude? I'm EATING." Staring while people eat is not nice.

Yeah then we drove back to the office and went back to work. New observation, he shakes his leg ALOT and it creates some "ching ching" sound from his keys. Noisy dude!

Anyways, we said our goodbyes knowing we;d still see each other on monday. JUst that I wont be sitting with them anymore ): HAHA. So sad.

Eh so I guess all this blogging about him made me kinda like feel sad about leaving today. HAHA. Imagine that. Infatuation getting way too deep. Best I leave now anyway. HAHA, eh but I enjoyed it luh. Its funny XD So yes, started a sad day, ended a sad day.

I ended up not going to orchard. Wayy to tired. Bus-ed home while listening to sad songs XD Reminds me of my JJC days where I sit on 172 listen to sad songs and cry my eyeballs out XD But no tears this time. Just sad songs. Came home and slept till dinner came which wasn't that long. LOL. So yes, that's my day today.

PS, I almost cried listening to Lifehouse's Everything. No idea why ):

Meet the friends session with Wan next week aye! HAHA. Scary but should be fun (:

& why must all good things come to an end?

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I'm tired today. LOL. What a way to start.

Today's my first day without Grace. Think I managed it alright (: With the guidance of Handsome Guy(HG) LOL. Well, what happened today? ALOT of interaction with HG XD DUH. Because our side of the office was so empty it was just me and him. XD

I realised a few things today. Firstly, HG is a chiongster/perfectionist. He needs things to be superbly done and in today's case I had to get things superbly done for him since I was doing his list of names ): HAHA, perfectionists. TSK TSK. Secondly, he takes a mint each time he needs to talk to someone XD I mean it. Its hilarious. Each time before he speaks to me I hear the shaking of the mint thingy and then when he speaks to you, you can like smell it XD Not that I purposely go smell by the way. More like because when he speaks he's THAT close to me that you can smell his mints -.- Oh, and he takes mints before meeting the clients too.

Mmm, that's about it I think. LOL. I didnt eat lunch with him. Went with Kat to the coffee shop and tapao back. I wouldn't like Kat if I saw her on the street but she's actually really nice and cute and sweet (: So yeah. Tomorrow is my last day of work. LOL! So fast right. Yeah but I'll be going back to a different department that's all. Still same place! But wont get to sit behind HG anymore ): ): ): hahaha! He better drive us for like lunch tomorrow! And eat lunch with us. Or me. Can already XD Cheap thrills.

OH, his ringtone is like one republic I think. LOL. Walau, that's seriously how bored I am okay. Seriously. I'm so bored that I notice EVERYTHING about everyone.

Well, it is superbly different from Maybank I'd say. The whole working environment is alot less personal. Like everyone's very alone there not like Maybank where everyone's like all up in the other person's face and they dont stare at you like you're some newbee LOL. Yeah, so if you ask me, I still prefer Maybank's working environment. At least the people there were warmer. Not so impartial in that sense.

RAHHH, Marianne has boring life. I'm going to meet Adam for dinner at Orchard tomorrow and hand in my time sheet XD GET MYSELF SOME MONEY. And hopefully the receptionist job will be simpler and gimme MORE money :D Wheee.

Okay, time to go get sleep because Marianne has last day tomorrow. Right, I should kinda like fill in my timesheet now. LOL. I've been so so lazy -.-

& purpose of this life is to give this life purpose (:

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HELLO PEOPLE.

Today has been a pretty good day I guess. My whole department's taking a kinda liking to me (: Which is awesome. Handsome dude talked loads to me today, makes me happy LOL. It's kinda scary you know. When you find someone good looking and they actually are like so close to you! XD He typed in my lappy today. Then he like drove us to Jurong Point for lunch and he sat beside me and then we talked while the other 2 girls went off to buy their own stuff. Then we drove back to office and he ask me many many things XD

Oh but here's the thing. Tomorrow Grace is on leave. He's supposed to be my supervisor for tomorrow and you know what? ITS GONNA BE JUST THE TWO OF US?! LOL. Okay, no no. As in he's supposed to guide me with my work XD So whooopee. Quite thrilling. Oh, by the way, today's like the first day since monday that he's opened his mouth to talk to me, kinda. LOL. Its damn hilarious. And he went off at like 4pm and he said bye and I thought he wouldnt be back, meaning there's no one to see me as I kinda moved in my seat to the music in my ears but he sort of turned up at the office at 5pm? And asked how my progress was XD AWWWWWWWWW I KNOW. hahaha.

Okay, let's clear the air. I'm not in love or whatever. Its just THAT boring ajob I need to find something to be amused about and no one else can make it but he's pretty above average so YAY. Oh, guess what? He listens to ENGLISH music. Which is great because guys who listen to chinese music are TURN OFFS. Oh wait make that PEOPLE. HAHAHHA.

Anyways, so work isn't too bad (: With amusement.

Well, tomorrow should be interesting. And friday FRIDAYYYY! (: Dinner with Wan :D Then next wednesday might be MATE meeting and then thrusday grocery shopping and then friday is THE BIG BBQ DAY XD YAYY.

& every step counts (: 400 names to process tomorrow. Great.

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I'm sleepy at work today. One word. Sleepy.

So much of work reminds me of Maybank that I do so much thinking. Only without Ice and Siewyi! HAHA, which sucks ): I realise how important it is to have people of my age around me. I feel OLD. hahahaha.

OH, did I mention? I have a very handsome dude working with me. He sits like behind me? LOL. Eyecandy much?

ANYWAYS! Was at church and kinda got to know Lowell a little better I think.

Remember the giver/taker thing? I'm definitely a giver. I'm giving again. LOL. RAHHH, but I guess I have to stop questioning why I'm doing it and just do it because I dont like not doing it. I was made to give so take people, TAKE. HAHA.

Well, this holidays should be fun (: With enough work and enough free time. I should be an awesome person and hopefully with an acoustic guitar soon :D

I miss my class ): RAH. I miss people too. Like CINDY TAN. Dont ask me why. LOL. Random missing. I think its just the whole not seeing them in school everyday all of a sudden! AND I wanna write songs! MORE SONGS! And record some. Like HELLO GERALD HO, RECORD RECORD! XD

& your smile pressed against mine (:

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