Today has got to be one of the most relieving days.
So yesterday I think was the most drama of all days. I'm sorry okay? I know I should have protected you. Very very sorry. I was hurt lah, really. I bought the astroboy for you then you just gave it back to me :( BUT no fun lah, you already have it. Glad that you still took it in the end. AND the toilet incident was funny can? When Ling suddenly came in XD HAHAH! I saw you jump out of your skin lah! Aot of people know we quarrelled eh and Rozie totally left me alone lor. HAHA. Cos she see my face super black. Really very sian. But at least in the end everything's over.
I really dont know why but I feel sooooo proud of you about today. When you accepted their apology just like that. I know it's hard to forgive when they hurt you so badly. I so love you :] REALLY. And I miss you. I miss having lunch with you. But I really cant leave May one side and I dont know if I can handle seeing you play with the new temp staffs XD I admit. I'm jealous!!! But so what. Seems like you dont really bother also =/ LOL.
YesterdayI worked OT again. Not that I wanted to. But I had to. AND good thing I stayed back cos I got the walk I wanted. It just happens that sometimes you want to just take a step back and enclose youself in a bubble where you see your whole life through the eyes of a third party. Like you're watching your own life pass in front of you. That's what I did yesterday. I walked to Yio Chu Kang mrt and wlked home from Lot 1. I had to walk to clear my brain. It's been clouded with so many things. Ominous black clouds that loom above my head threatening to throw it's deadly arrows of raindrops on me. And you'll have no idea how close I was to tears. Seriously, if it wasn't for the fact that I was in the office I would have cried my eyeballs out there and then.
One month coming soon :) Darling, really hope you can stay over. XD And trust me, it's really not over yet =/ I dunno why. I need your touch.
Darling, you rock! I stone XD Dont love you too much, its a bit too late for that.
A song from the one and only talented my favourite crazy little guy, Jason Mraz :)
i'm running to catch up again jumping higher and flying more often than not Your trampoline has got holes in it but i can still see the top
Let me climb aboard and sample some of next year's fashion I'll wear the coat if you can put the hat on, i will wear the coat, Just let me clear my throat so i can say what's been delayed away
Let me crawl into your lap and just lay here for awhile Satisfied by your seduction like a handshake would do the job Never know how long i have waited anticipated your smile to be pressed against mine your smile pressed against mine
Well i feel it. (oh boy and i'm gonna settle tight
She could pour me over that sugar hill or mountain Until i get that cool breeze, a tight squeeze, i'd do it over again And i drink from her ever flowing fountain
And then i wake up i comb my hair and i hurry it up But i arrive late i pack my things and i pick it up Well i put down a good amount of deodorant on this morning
And i found that i could drown a little bit of peace of mind well it's no secret that to some degree they're gonna have to see you sweat Strong enough for a man just do what you can to keep me soft and dry i stink awhile
I don't know anything about those things I almost don't wanna know anything about those things Oh i don't care anything about those things Cause if i did you know i'd share myself on those things and i feel it oh boy
I'll be, i'll be here all night i'll pick up the pieces and i put them back together now They may not be the right way but that's okay as long as they're all the same
I wish you well, well that you'd get better and i know you'll find that it's a wild world and thats ok cuz you're a wild girl
and i took the hits and i turned to shit And if you had noticed well would you have thrown the towel in Before i missed out on all this love and watch me roll away again Watch me disappear under my skin
I don't believe it that things could get any worse than they did that time You must have seen it i mean how could we get lost running in a straight line Your cries of why's and why nots, may it all get back to you And trickle and dance upon your headaches years of biting cheeks are through So i don't believe in it