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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012 October 2012 January 2013 March 2013 July 2013 August 2013 January 2014 September 2014 January 2015 July 2015

{ Thursday, January 10, 2008 }

Today has got to be one of the most relieving days.

So yesterday I think was the most drama of all days. I'm sorry okay? I know I should have protected you. Very very sorry. I was hurt lah, really. I bought the astroboy for you then you just gave it back to me :( BUT no fun lah, you already have it. Glad that you still took it in the end. AND the toilet incident was funny can? When Ling suddenly came in XD HAHAH! I saw you jump out of your skin lah! Aot of people know we quarrelled eh and Rozie totally left me alone lor. HAHA. Cos she see my face super black. Really very sian. But at least in the end everything's over.

I really dont know why but I feel sooooo proud of you about today. When you accepted their apology just like that. I know it's hard to forgive when they hurt you so badly. I so love you :] REALLY. And I miss you. I miss having lunch with you. But I really cant leave May one side and I dont know if I can handle seeing you play with the new temp staffs XD I admit. I'm jealous!!! But so what. Seems like you dont really bother also =/ LOL.

YesterdayI worked OT again. Not that I wanted to. But I had to. AND good thing I stayed back cos I got the walk I wanted. It just happens that sometimes you want to just take a step back and enclose youself in a bubble where you see your whole life through the eyes of a third party. Like you're watching your own life pass in front of you. That's what I did yesterday. I walked to Yio Chu Kang mrt and wlked home from Lot 1. I had to walk to clear my brain. It's been clouded with so many things. Ominous black clouds that loom above my head threatening to throw it's deadly arrows of raindrops on me. And you'll have no idea how close I was to tears. Seriously, if it wasn't for the fact that I was in the office I would have cried my eyeballs out there and then.

One month coming soon :) Darling, really hope you can stay over. XD And trust me, it's really not over yet =/ I dunno why. I need your touch.

Darling, you rock! I stone XD Dont love you too much, its a bit too late for that.

A song from the one and only talented my favourite crazy little guy, Jason Mraz :)

i'm running to catch up again
jumping higher and flying more often than not
Your trampoline has got holes in it but i can still see the top

Let me climb aboard and sample some of next year's fashion
I'll wear the coat if you can put the hat on, i will wear the coat,
Just let me clear my throat
so i can say what's been delayed away

Let me crawl into your lap and just lay here for awhile
Satisfied by your seduction like a handshake would do the job
Never know how long i have waited
anticipated your smile to be pressed against mine
your smile pressed against mine

Well i feel it. (oh boy
and i'm gonna settle tight

She could pour me over that sugar hill or mountain
Until i get that cool breeze, a tight squeeze, i'd do it over again
And i drink from her ever flowing fountain

And then i wake up i comb my hair and i hurry it up
But i arrive late i pack my things and i pick it up
Well i put down a good amount of deodorant on this morning

And i found that i could drown a little bit of peace of mind
well it's no secret that to some degree they're gonna have to see you sweat
Strong enough for a man just do what you can to keep me soft and dry
i stink awhile

I don't know anything about those things
I almost don't wanna know anything about those things
Oh i don't care anything about those things
Cause if i did you know i'd share myself on those things
and i feel it oh boy

I'll be, i'll be here all night
i'll pick up the pieces and i put them back together now
They may not be the right way but that's okay
as long as they're all the same

I wish you well, well that you'd get better
and i know you'll find that it's a wild world
and thats ok cuz you're a wild girl

and i took the hits and i turned to shit
And if you had noticed well would you have thrown the towel in
Before i missed out on all this love
and watch me roll away again
Watch me disappear under my skin

I don't believe it that things could get any worse than they did that time
You must have seen it
i mean how could we get lost running in a straight line
Your cries of why's and why nots, may it all get back to you
And trickle and dance upon your headaches
years of biting cheeks are through
So i don't believe in it

But i feel it.

:) Your smile pressed against mine.


{ fin }