Hmmm, desire caused heart attacks and that desire got satisfied.
I was dying to see you my darling and I did in the end. You wanted to catch a movie so I ended up fleeing my house at 8.45pm to get to Lot 1 ASAP to purchase tickets for your brother's show XD Who knows. The queue was soooo freaking long -.- so we ended up going to Causeway Point for the movie cos you were there and you bought tickets already! BUT I told my parents the show's at 9.30pm (LOT 1) and the causway one was at 10.35pm. OOPS. hahah.
Anyways, so I met you. LOL. Darling, sexy ah. Sleeveless some more. XD Then we go walk around and ended up in COLD STORAGE! hahaha. OMG. And you kept looking at food!! haha. Cute lah darling. And please. Walk halfway we met your school's teacher. A counsellor some more. HEH. Anyways, then you buy green tea, I buy chrysanthemum tea. HEAVEN AND EARTH! hahaha. I'm so influenced by you -.- LOL. And please darling, you get horny XD And get so petty just cos you-know-what comes and I cant give you. Then we go up the escalator and stuff then you suddenly say take lift -.- IDIOT! HAHAHA. Then nevermind. We take lift up then you lead the wrong way. AHAHAHAHHA! DARLING, YOU NOOB. "Purposely one." Yea, right. I believe. hahaha! Love you lah.
Then we sit at the cut hair thingy then you read the things. LOL. Then we decided to go up to the cinema there and sit around, wait for the show to start. LOL. Then the food court. Think people were thnking we're 2 idiots lah. All the stores closed then we still go around looking at the stalls acting as if we gonna order some food. haha. We're so lame. Then we sat down and talk talk. HAHA. And please darling, remember my 6 words to describe your kiss? haha. Exactly can. This is what our 4th time? or 5th? 5th time if I'm not wrong. Mmmmmm. haha (: Taste good. LOL. WTH. Then you lie on my lap and hahahaha -.- You get all horny again right. Shit you, you make me wet. XD Graphic. I was scared ok. But if you did anything I wouldn't have stopped you cos as I said so many time before, you get away with anything.
So we were about to go into the cinema itself when these boys walked past and said some stuff which I didnt hear but they seem to have offended you I think. Darling, let them say what they like lah. So we went in and watched your brother's show. So touching lah the last part XD Haha. And please, this is the first time I watched a movie holding someone's hand throughout the whole movie and leaning my head against someone else's head. LOL. SWEET! After the movie we rushed to get on the last train bak to both our homes. BUT I had to go toilet to pee first so we went. And darling, "MEH! MY PSP WITH YOU RIGHT?" hahahaha! That was damn funny can. Everyone in the toilet will know my name lah XD cute lah you! Then we rushed like crazy and I've got 7mins while you've got 15mins. So we sat down and you tell me stories. Then sadly my train came =/ I dont feel like going home okay? I'd spend the whole night with you and give you since you dont mind. LOL. REALLY. But sadly the parents were a problem weren't they? So I went off and darling, is it so surprising? I always kiss you before I get on the train. So I was surprised when you didnt expect me to kiss you goodbye. Darling, it's insufficient.
On the train home not much happened. But waiting for the last 300 got 2 men keep staring at me. Felt like flicking them the finger lah WTH. So I got home. My parents didnt ask much. SURPRISINGLY. Man, I was damn happy can. I could have talked to you over the phone for hours and hours till this morning but you fell asleep XD It's okay darling, I know you're tired :) So I stayed up making ___________________ (not love XD) for you. HAHA. Still missing the main ingredient hor. Nevermind lah. Monday!
Today, you woke up and asked if I wanna go out with you. OMG Darling, I'd die to go out with you XD But then I had to go my uncle's place. Family obligations AGAIN. Humph. So Couldn't in the end. =/ I miss you!! HAHA. Seriously, I do. So now you're gambling while I'm blogging. (: Love you loads! And please, I really hope you come down tomorrow and gamble with us =/ But I know you wont cos you're so afraid my family finds out. I dont care darling. And I know they wont. I know they wont cos they'll think I'd never turn ___________(haha, you-know-what.) To them you're just the colleague I'm the closest to. haha. Yes, colleague!
Anyways, 3 more days darling. I LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS! I'll go wherever you will go :)
I've been thinking about the whole story of the 2 of us. Quite interesting lah I mean. Know each other for 2 weeks only then got together already. HAHA. And please, I have no idea why we were so sure that we liked each other XD To think about it, I took a damn big risk. But please, I was shocked when I found out that I like you. I tried to distance myself from you because I wanted to sort out my feelings.
1) I wanted to make sure what I was feeling was real 2) I had to see if I'm alright with it myself 3) I didn't want you to be a replacement for James (and trust me, you're definitely not!) 4) God and all 5) Most importantly, I wanted to make sure that I loved you for who you are and not love you thinking you're someone you're not if you know what I mean.
Phone talks and all in the middle of the night (: HAHA. I dropped enormous hints that I like you the second I made up my mind. Then remember on the 11th december. HAHA OMG. I remember PY was talking to me about how she finds that the 2 of us would get together soon since we've had so much communication between us and stuff. And how she told me "If you can control your feelings then control lah, dont get into such a relationship." HAHA. She really didnt encourage me to go for the relationship lah. BUT she was too damn late lah. Cos obviously, it was "planned" for us to get together the next day right. LOL. So on that day you smsed to ask "Do you really want me to accompany you for your choir rehearsal?" and I told you I want lah but if you dont want then nevermind. Then I walked to the printer, looked at you and you nodded. And I really flew up to the heaven lah. HAHAHAHA. And after that is a story we know too well. I know anyway. HAHA. We took 985 and you walked me home. Held my hand, gave me a shock but I loved it. And we never stopped holdng hands since. Right? (: I so love you.
I know! The time I was sure that you liked me too was when we were smsing on 9th dec 07 hahah! sunday. After my church. You told me you going off with another girl and you might get together with her. My heart PIANG. lol. Then in the end is you bluff me one -.- And you sms me saying "I think she also know who she is already right right right?" HAHA. And I replied "How I know. I also not the one." XD Beat around the bush lah WTH. I so love you :) And when you went for my great grandma's wake, woah. I fell deeper for you that night XD You brought a teddy bear for me!! LOL. Sweet can. So darling, how far we've come (:
So in conclusion, I thank God in the wierdest way for bringing me to Maybank, meeting you and all the rest but especially you and giving me a fantastic job :) Prasie God! So here's what I do every morning. I wake up to the sound of my phone alarm clock. I off it, kiss my handphone cos of my wallpaper which is your face and thank god for not just another day but another day spent with you. You're the light that makes the darkness disappear. You've changed so much in me. Just felt like thanking you today all of a sudden. You make me dress better, you make me think differently, see different view and open my eyes to so many new things. You un-kuku me. hahaha! And I love you for that. For the joy you've brought to my life, the affection you've showered on me, the direction you've put in my life, the colours you've added, the senses you've awakened and of course, for loving me for who I am and not trying to change me. But because of that, I know there are flaws in me that you hate. And I'll try my best to change cos I love you. HAHA. And you wont read this cos you havent read my blog in ages I think LOL. So yes. Better if you dont read! :)
Close your eyes, make a wish That this could last forever If only you could stay with me now So tell me what it is That keeps us from each other now
Yeah it's coming to get me You're under my skin
No I can't let you go You're a part of me now Caught by the taste of your kiss And I don't wanna know The reason why I Can't stay forever like this Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you
Take my hand, take my life Just don't take forever And let me feel your pain kept inside (oh yeah) There's gotta be a way For you and I together now
Yeah it's coming to get me You're under my skin
No I can't let you go You're a part of me now Caught by the taste of your kiss (ohh) And I don't wanna know The reason why I Can't stay forever like this Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you
It's an illusion How can I feel this way? If I can't have you It's an illusion Nothing is real this way If I can't have you
No I can't let you go You're a part of me now (now) Caught by the taste of your kiss (I don't wanna know) And I don't wanna know The reason why I Can't stay forever like this (I'm climbing the walls) Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss Ohhhh
I can't let you go no And I don't wanna know The reason why I Can't stay forever like this (ohh ohh) Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss (I miss) you
Love you my dearest (: More than words can describe.