Lol. ALOT to write about. But talking to you on the phone so will have to summarise everything. Okay, scrap that. You say I'm boring and put down the phone. EVIL! Sometimes I talk but you like dont want to listen so I dont talk lah. -.-
Anyways, spoil my lovely mood for you XD Just Kidding! I'm still in love with you (:
Wednesday. You got angry at work again. So I got stressed and worried again. This time you didnt even tell me what happened or talk or even SMILE to me so I was quite upset. Went home after working OT. Was damn tired. Waited for you to reply my msg till like 1am but you didnt reply. Nevermind. I didnt feel loved on that day. But it doesnt matter.
Thursday aka yesterday. Early in the morning at the bus stop. I asked if you're okay. You say "Okay. Not okay also what can you do? Nothing right. So don't ask." OUCH. Darling that hurt okay. So I shut up all the way. On the bus, you told me you wont be extending. I just said ok and you got damn pissed. Fine darling, you know what I wanted to say? I wanted to say please extend your contract cos without you at work there'd be absolutely no reason for me to go to work and I cannot even imagine work without you there. Maybank will not be the same without you there. I need you there to survive the days at work. That's what I wanted to say. But I said okay because I didnt want to influence your decision. I didnt want you to stay on and keep getting so pissed at work. I want you to be happy and if work's getting in the way of that then I'd rather you quit and be happy while I be lonely in Maybank. LOL. REALLY.
So I OT-d on wednesday and wrote you a note like the other millions that you stick all over your computer screen and office table HAHA. This time I stick it for you. On your water bottle XD You went to office on thursday, fuming at me and read the note but didnt even say anything to me after that. So as I was thinking, I got more and more angry. Because I'm thinking, when you're angry you can still manage a smile at everyone else but me. I sms you, you dont reply. I talk to you, you give me black face. I write you a note but you dont even mention anything. So honestly, thursday morning I was in a damn bad mood. REALLY bad mood. Trust me. May didnt even dare to talk to me and PY was also so "Meh, you okay or not?" That kind of thing. Cos my face was damn black and I was super quiet. BUT OMG I AM SO LOUSY! hahahaha. I went to the photocopier to photocopy things and on my way back to my desk I made the mistake (?) of looking at you and you smiled at me. LOL. And like seriously, I smiled back. I couldn't help it. HAHA. Darling you're such an idiot. I was so freaking pissed I could have ignored you the whole day but you smile at me and everything goes down the drain. What's wrong with me?
Took tau suan instead of tea because Don took the last cup of tea. I know I wont drink it cos I dont like but guess who loves it? HAHA. Yea, you my dearest! So I took it for you and sms you if you wanna have it. LOL. And you were so fast can. Then you took it. And you walked off but you messaged me the sweetest message HOR. Cos SOMEONE was in such a good mood that day XD So yea! And I OT again. AND you OT also. For my sake? Maybe. HAHA I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU MAN!!! And so we got to go home together (: YAYNESS. Darling, one thing I must admit. When I look at you and you ask me "What's that face for?" and I say "Nothing" It usually means I want to kiss you. REALLY.
Today, not much happened. I was happy. I managed to not piss you off in the bus for once. But as the day went on, I got to see lesser and lesser of you cos you were filing i think. Anyways, I miss you okay. 2 days without seeing you. Next week will be WORSE. CNY. Haha. ARGH. How am I going to live through it without seeing you. =/
People have been saying I got no life nowadays. Cos it's either work or you (:HAHA. And I realise it's true. Because when I'm at work I'm with you. Any free time I have I only want to spend it with you. WHY. WHY. WHY. I want to be with you 24/7. I really love you loads LOADS. Darling, you're the best in the world :) I soooooo love you! I need you so badly. haha.
11 more days. Let's go ECP XD
If the heart is always searchin’ Can you ever find a home I've been lookin’ for that someone I'll never make it on my own Dreams can't take the place of lovin’ you There's got to be a million reasons why it’s true
When you look me in the eyes Tell me that you love me Everything’s alright When you're right here by my side When you look me I the eyes I catch a glimpse of heaven I find my paradise When you look me in the eyes
How long will I be waiting to be with you again I'm gonna tell you that I love you in the best way that I can I can't take a day without you here You’re the light that makes my darkness disappear
When you look me in the eyes Tell me that you love me Everything’s alright When you're right here by my side When you look me I the eyes I catch a glimpse of heaven I find my paradise When you look me in the eyes
More and more I start to realize I can reach my tomorrow I can hold my head up high And it’s all because you're by my side
When you look me in the eyes Tell me that you love me Everything’s alright When you're right here by my side When you look me I the eyes I catch a glimpse of heaven I find my paradise When you look me in the eyes
When I hold you in my arms I know that it’s forever I just gotta let you know I never wanna let you go
When you look me in the eyes Tell me that you love me Everything’s alright When you're right here by my side When you look me I the eyes I catch a glimpse of heaven I find my paradise When you look me in the eyes
Exactly how I feel about you. Darling, you're the key to my survival. (: I love you more than words can say.