The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.
It was always you.
{ Marianne }
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{ Thursday, March 20, 2008 }
So the call definitely screwed me up damn well. Haha. I'm messed up all over again.
Yesterday was supposed to have dinner with PY and JW. BUT PY took half day so I travelled all the way to Raffles Place to hand in everyone's timesheet. And then rushed all the way down to Yio Chu Kang only to find that everyone had their own plans. So I was totally and I really mean TOTALLY feeling super sad? Not sad but more of dissappointed I guess =\ PLus the whole fact about the call.
So I ended up having a pretty silent dinner with my twin at causeway point. WHICH of course had quite a bit of memories. PLUS there was a pasar malam there again. I mean come on lah, when I first realised I really like you was at the pasar malam of causeway point and erm we shared an icicle. The next day in the office we took photos and I was goner.
I was reminded of how we started. According to you I fell for you first then you fell for me. LOL. And erm how we lamely planned a date for you to ask if I'd be with you. And then how we shocked PY with the news on 12th dec and how we would have lunch together with PY and SIEWYI while holding hands under the table so you guys couldn't see.
And how you would use your finger to write "I love you" on my palm. LOL. Better times.
Anyways, I think my mom sort of suspects. hahaha. Cos there's a few living in my estate and one of them was walking past us when we were walking out for dinner. She was wearing a astro boy shirt so obviously it reminded me of you so I smiled and my mom saw it then she was like "it's not normal okay." Then she asked yesterday at lunch if guys or girls appeal more to me now. HAHA.
Like what Siewyi said. It's you. It's the person. I dont even know why I love you. lol. Oh wells. Mess me up, that's what you do best anyways.
Yesterday was supposed to have dinner with PY and JW. BUT PY took half day so I travelled all the way to Raffles Place to hand in everyone's timesheet. And then rushed all the way down to Yio Chu Kang only to find that everyone had their own plans. So I was totally and I really mean TOTALLY feeling super sad? Not sad but more of dissappointed I guess =\ PLus the whole fact about the call.
So I ended up having a pretty silent dinner with my twin at causeway point. WHICH of course had quite a bit of memories. PLUS there was a pasar malam there again. I mean come on lah, when I first realised I really like you was at the pasar malam of causeway point and erm we shared an icicle. The next day in the office we took photos and I was goner.
I was reminded of how we started. According to you I fell for you first then you fell for me. LOL. And erm how we lamely planned a date for you to ask if I'd be with you. And then how we shocked PY with the news on 12th dec and how we would have lunch together with PY and SIEWYI while holding hands under the table so you guys couldn't see.
And how you would use your finger to write "I love you" on my palm. LOL. Better times.
Anyways, I think my mom sort of suspects. hahaha. Cos there's a few living in my estate and one of them was walking past us when we were walking out for dinner. She was wearing a astro boy shirt so obviously it reminded me of you so I smiled and my mom saw it then she was like "it's not normal okay." Then she asked yesterday at lunch if guys or girls appeal more to me now. HAHA.
Like what Siewyi said. It's you. It's the person. I dont even know why I love you. lol. Oh wells. Mess me up, that's what you do best anyways.
Anyways, I took a photo of your desk. haha. Yes, the one with all my notes =/
Now that it's over
Now that you're not here
I have to start over but when I begin,
I'm lost inside my head
I can't remember
A day without you here
Piecing the puzzle of memories I'm guarding, and all that was left unsaid
I don't know where your heart is
Don't know, I'm up too late
But I will find a way
Can you hear me now?
Through all that the world is screaming
My words will reach you somehow (somehow)
Can you hear me now?
With every word I'm breathing
And you're a thousand miles away
I knew when I saw you
The day when we first met
I'd say anything just to stop your world
And my love has never left
I did not hold the answers
Didn't know our story's end
But did my words find you then?
Can you hear me now?
Through all that the world is screaming
My words will reach you somehow (somehow)
Can you hear me now?
With every word I'm breathing
And you're a thousand miles away
You always listen to words left hurting
Now's your chance to heal a heart still yearning
You're the best thing that still is happening to me
Always listen to words left hurting
Now's your chance to heal a heart still yearning
You're the best thing that still is happening to me, me, me
'Cause I'm still calling
Can you hear me now?
Through all that the world is screaming
My voice will reach you somehow (somehow)
Can you hear me now?
With every word I'm breathing
When you're a thousand miles away
You always listen to words left hurting
Now's your chance to heal a heart still yearning
You're the best thing that still is happening to me
Mmmhmm, I'm still hurting and I'm watching a freaking sad show and I'm tearing while blogging like WTH. Well, I cant remember when I got this emotional. HAHA. There'll always be those who you know you'll love forever. For me, you're one of them. Stay near, for you still make my heart beat faster.
{ fin }