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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

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{ Sunday, March 9, 2008 }


Yesterday. After lunch was when I started feeling like shit again. Dont know why. Perhaps it's because you idiot have decided to cut off all contact with me and not message me at all. Perhaps I'm just expecting. with you I've learnt not to expect anything anymore for each time I expect, I'm dissappointed and when I'm not expecting, I'm surprised.


So watch a bit of Blades of Glory yesterday before I had to go off to CCK to meet HM. Met her and we headed for AMK Hub. Yes, what a familiar place now. Oh man. Anyways, so talked a little on the train there. Guess the night wasn't about me. It was about yea. But still. AMK Hub is such a heartbreaking place for me. LOL. Anyways, we go to buy tickets first for The Leap Years. Romantic show huh. WTH. Then I met ZW for the first time. LOL. So okay, I go answer nature's call and then we go to the basement where ALL the finger foods are. And I wouldn't have known if it werent for you who brought me there on the very blissful day of Monday, 17th december 2007. Oh wells. We had fun then huh. Yea, converse kiss ): So back to the present, we ate. BBQ express and that veggie thing that we also ate before. I avoided the ice cream. The durian stall that you loved so much but didnt eat cos I didnt like durian. Shit luh. It's FULL of memories okay. Sucks.

So we bought our stuff and went up to the cinema where we bought pop corn and nachos :) YUMMY! And then went in to sit. And the memory of Kung Fu Dunk just came floating back huh. Another blissful night wasn't it? LOL. Hand in hand we watched. Damn you. Anyways, we watched the movie. Didn't think I'd cry cos it wasn't exactly crying material. But its just that it's hard to pretend that you're fine when you're not. You know when she told the guy she was married with a daughter and she turned and walked away with tears in her eyes. Shit lah. LOL. That part made me tear really.


So the movie wasn't fantastic. I think it's the way the book was written that gave it so much acclaimation. I should get the book cos from the narrating it was good. I think the book would be more emotional. HAHA.


So after the movie I was getting bits and pieces of weird feelings. All the memories flying back inot my head. NOT FUN OKAY. So we went looking for food cos I felt like binge-ing. Then I saw cheers! And decided to buy breezer! HAHA. Oh man and they allowed me okay! Then we went into Mac's to eat (: CHICKEN MCNUGGETS!!!! LOL. And after that we went home. With me feeling all messed up once again and it really doesn't help that everyday I wake up and the first thing I really think of is you.


I couldn't wake up in time for Children's Lit today. Of all days. They're short handed today and I know its my responsibility. But I just couldn't wake up. I slept in bed till 10++am. Which totally sucks.


That's what you get when you let your heart win =/

Oh, Maybank. What have you done? LOL.



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