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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012 October 2012 January 2013 March 2013 July 2013 August 2013 January 2014 September 2014 January 2015 July 2015

{ Sunday, March 23, 2008 }

Netball today (: Okay, woke up and went to church in the morning. Made in time for 9am mass so yea! Loved it! I mean come on, all the angelic voices of the kids. Gotta love right? LOL.

Went for breakfast with twin and gerry. HAHA. Wan Ton noodles man, rock on! Anyways, so went home, skipped lunch because breakfast was sooooo late XD Ended up sleeping and landed late at the netball court . So we play and my flesh comes off because I'm the clever-est person on earth and played netball bare footed AGAIN. This time had to do dodges so the flesh came off damn easily XD But not too bad. NETBALL ROCKS and at least I dont think things when I'm playing netball. HAHA.

So yea, after that got to my grandma's house and talked to SIEWYI on the phone! LOL. Oh mans, we so depressed together luh. Think we're really alien twins in our previous life. From pluto! HAHAHAHAHAH! OMG, my brain is malfunctioning and my heart is fragmenting huh. LOL.

I think all depressed people should unite! We'll have so much fun together XD PLUS all my wonderful sound effects XD Awwwww, Ohhhhhh, Arghhhhhh. HAHA. Shit, I think I really do have a talent in sound making XD

So perhaps its me or I dont know but is everyone around me falling in love? So why am I left out on all the good stuff? Maybe its because I've dug myself the deepest hole, crawled in and allowed myself to die there. Or perhaps its because I'm out of it that I take more notice to those who have it. I mean, it's not always easy to know what you have when you have it. And I miss you like mad. Every thought hurts. We havent been contacting each other. In a way its damn good because it doesnt mess me up but yea. I miss you like mad. Stupid of me but yea, its true.

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

No no
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go (without you)

Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you

Cant get used to life without you =\


{ fin }