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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012 October 2012 January 2013 March 2013 July 2013 August 2013 January 2014 September 2014 January 2015 July 2015

{ Sunday, March 9, 2008 }

OMG. PLAYED NETBALL AGAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MILLIONS OF YEARS! I wasn't properly attired. What with a sleeveless shirt and my skinnys plus slippers. Yet, netball seduced me and I couldn't resist. I slipped off my slippers and started running around on the court barefooted. Thus resulting in 3 freaking blisters on the sole of my feet. Pray I'll be able to walk tomorrow. LOL. The most take leave lah right. HAHA. No, I shall go to work and have fun with or without YOU. Hmph.

Seduction of netball. LOL. Playing netball against freaking tall guys are not fun. Especially guys with the height of Mr James Tan. Yes, netball with him is torturous. Happy birthday though. We had fun and went for dinner together (: All of us. Perhaps it brought back fond memories. But yea, he's not the one I'm stuck on anymore. Because throughout all I thought of was you. You always wanted to watch me play netball. You never had the chance to and now I bet you dont even care. Remember you once said to me "Baby, I want you to be mine forever. Will you?" And I told you the perfect answer. "I'll be your's for as long as you want me." False I guess. Since I'm still your's after you no longer want me.

Maybe it's true what they say. It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. At least I loved. And I lost. Perhaps what I'm doing is focusing too much on the loss and ignoring the love. But then again, it is the love that reminds me more of the lost. Oh wells. This sucks as always. I drank quite a bit today. One of the guys could tell that I can hold my liqour quite well huh. LOL. I drank a bacardi and joined the guys for some heinekin beer. I wouldn't have minded another glass but they finished it all =/ Pictures another day. I'm tired and my legs are killing me. 3 freaking blisters XD Perhaps things turned out pretty differently. I know. It just didnt feel right to leave without telling you how I feel so I'm writing notes for a few people to give to them on my last day of work, you included of course. Since you're the first temp staff I got to know now that SIEWYI'S no longer there =\ So, I'm leaving your note to be the last. Because right now, I cant find the right words to say. But I know what I want to say.

Simply just, "Please, don't leave."

If it's okay
I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if alright
I'll lie awake at night
Pretending i'm curled up at your side

See i'm circling these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me

But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart

Is it just me
Did i commit a crime
I won't believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time
Or was it in my head
I'm reading into things that you never said

'cause i still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around

But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart

And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we're perfect in
Every single way as long as i can keep
The truth away from my heart
Oh 'cause i can't break it to my heart

'cause i still don't have all the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that i did
So i can turn it back around

But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i'll survive
So i tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause i can't break it to my heart

Give me time, perhaps I might just forget you one day.



{ fin }