Pathetic. It's freaking pathetic. But at least now I know.
Perhaps its time to focus on things that really matter instead of wallowing in self pity.
Marianne is coming back soon. Watch out.
I'm gonna pick myself up. I'm gonna move on. I've lived well before you, I believe I can learn to live without you. So one last goodbye for we will move on. I will. Or rather I must.
So, new life starts right about now! :D
If only my brain were a computer. I can delete things! LOL. Well, I'm gonna dissappear from here for a while. Just because I need a break. I will NOT read your blog anymore. Not for now anyways.
Probably it's because I miss my life. I want my life back. So I am gonna hand in that camp form tomorrow. I am going for that camp.
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons Finally content with a past I regret I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness For once I'm at peace with myself I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces Each one is different but they're always the same They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it They'll never allow me to change But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone There comes a time in everyone's life When all you can see are the years passing by And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't Stopped to fill up on my way out of town I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't I had to lose everything to find out Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on I'm movin' on
So one last goodbye to yibing (: I've got this ice box where my heart used to be.