I was hoping for an sms from you. And I did get it on the day we know as tuesday XD You messaged me to say "Goodnight, sleep tight. Sugar dreams." (: Familiar words that have now become so unfamiliar.
I wanted to say goodnight last night but I fell asleep too soon and woke up at 3.50am still wondering if I should message you. I decided not to in the end. You probably werent asleep yet knowing you but I decided not to take the chance. Because you get so little sleep and if you slept early last night, my messaging you would've ruined it all wouldn't it? LOL. So yea, no sms from me. haha. Was nearly late for work again today. =/ Perhaps its the lack of sleep.
Today, you looked good :) Like you always do right? haha! Got on the bus, you probably didnt even notice me. Thought it was gonna be a damn horrible day cos I thought we'd take 5 steps away from each other again. Metaphorically. BUT the shredding began and yea, things went well. SURPRISINGLY! I was shredding and you turned off my machine. And I "Wei!" you. hahah. And you tried to steal my pocky! EVIL! I bought maltesers XD Hmmmm, sounds familiar. Brings back memories doesnt it. LOL. Yea, I bought it, you finished it.
Taught Jia Wen how to do redemption today. She'll be replacing me in so many more ways than just that. RIGHT? Seems like it. Honey and all. Oh wells. You've always had this thing for her. I'm no longer jealous of it. Which shows improvement. In a positive light. WOOTS! We took photos together! First time and I actually felt closer to her like I actually got to see more of who she really is instead of only the work side of her (: She is alot of fun huh.
PY is on MC today :( Hope she's doing better! We need you in Maybank, PY! hahaha XD
First time in million minutes we're in the same train together, just the 2 of us. Hmmmmm. Seems like with the rest we're totally fine but when we're left alone together we just clam up and it gets all weird. LOL. But I guess today wasn't too bad :) Sadly, you invited everyone for your church event but me. Guess it doesnt really matter anymore. I sort of knew about it long ago cos I overheard. And at least, you had the intention of asking today. Just that I told you I wouldn't be free next friday XD Too bad. I was surprised when you waited for the train with me instead of just going off like you usually do. Perhaps you were meeting someone else who wasnt there yet so you had time to kill. But it still was nice to have you wait for the train with me once more again. I told you why I'm taking leave tomorrow and you said we'll be near each other. You in SP and me in NP. Mmmmhmmm. You actually sounded like you'd miss me.
Work. I suddenly feel like not leaving Maybank. But I know leaving is the best for me. Let the healing begin I guess. It's amazing how everything just seems to happen and then we're what we are now. Found an old picture of fun times in Maybank :)
Shall put up photos tomorrow night. This has been blogged on my new LAPTOP!!! Thanks loads to my dad who sponsored me and saying the clicheiest thing any parent can say. "Buy you this laptop you this laptop you better study hard ah." Mmhmm. Typical. ITS CLEAN AND GREEN! hahaha, yes darlings of mine. It is green. So is my mouse. Love it. So sunday should be interesting. XD Hopefully we cam whore once again :) Yayness.
Hope I'll continue to be a part of your life. Dont shut me out completely alright. I'll drop you a message tonight I guess. We're taking turns after all. And all the best to those taking their A level results tomorrow! I'm sure all in Maybank will do well. And yes, Qing Ling the new temp staff in Maybank actually said she'll miss me when I'm gone. I'm like "Awwwww, that's sweet but helloooooo. You've only known me for 2 days?" LOL. Seriously. 2 days of lunching together. You'll have private time with PY tomorrow I guess (: I know you love her. I do too. Who wouldn't.
Random conversation with parents at dinner Mom: Woah, look at his hair. Me: It's a she. A girl. Mom: Really? So flat? Me: Yea, but 100% girl. Dad: No lah. Cant be. Eh wait, oh ya! It's a girl!" Me: Told you. Dad: Like your friend lah! Me: -.-'''
LOL. She stared at us cos my parents had to make it sooooo obvious that they were talking about her. Then again she's probably used to it. Isn't it? And we who know and are, just know so well. LOL.
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around. You used to lean on me like The only other choice was falling down. You used to walk with me like We had nowhere we needed to go, Nice and slow, to no place in particular.
We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least there's you, and at least there's me. Can we get this back? Can we get this back to how it used to be?
I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way. I used to listen. You always had just the right thing to say. I used to follow you. Never really cared where we would go, Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.
We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least there's you, and at least there's me. Can we get this back? Can we get this back to how it used to be?
I look around me, And I want you to be there' Cause I miss the things that we shared. Look around you. It's empty, and you're sad 'Cause you miss the love that we had.
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around, The only one around.
We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought.We used to know. At least there's you, and at least there's me. Can we get this back? Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah. To how it used to be. To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be. To how it used to be.
I know we cant. It just explains why I've learnt that hope kills sometimes. Gorilla's healing, chimpanzee's healed or not hurt from the start? Gorilla really doesnt know :) Doesnt want to know. At least Chimpanzee admits to missing gorilla in some ways.