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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012 October 2012 January 2013 March 2013 July 2013 August 2013 January 2014 September 2014 January 2015 July 2015

{ Tuesday, April 1, 2008 }

CONSIDER IT DONE!

I'm sorry. I'm very sorry. Forget it. Not that I dont want to just that I'm still trying but forget it. Erase it. I dont hate you. forget it. I'm exhauseted already. Worse than exhausted. Whatever. Because it just feels like I'm not doing anything. It feels like I'm a useless piece of shit so WTH. I dont know anything anymore. I'm lost. haha. Completely lost.

Since yesterday I've been feeling like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. Because I'm a dumping ground. People just throw all their troubles on me. Keep on dumping even when its obvious I have alot of issues of my own to settle. I'm hanging by a thread already. REALLY thin thread. My sanity is about to disappear. Damn it, I dont even feel like doing anything anymore. Can I just curl up in a corner and die? Sounds like a plan. Just feeling like I'm not doing anything right at all. I love my friends but sometimes we're all so wrapped up in our own worlds we forget to be sensitive to others. I'm sorry. I know its wrong of me to say all that. I'm sorry. I'm just feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown and my parents aren't helping.

So really, I will move on. I'll stop saying anything anymore. For the world's a much better place when Marianne shuts up.


{ fin }