First reason (probably the lamest!) I'm going to the library tomorrow!! To borrow another book so that I can read and read non stop till I finish it before wednesday (: I love reading. Forgot how much I loved it when I started working.
Second reason WEDNESDAY is camp. Orientation camp with my fellow HMS mates. I'm gonna meet like millions of new people and they are all going to not like me XD Yes, it is a fear I have. That people wont like me =/ WHY WHY WHY. Okay, anyways yea. I'm excited. AND I realised I'm not the oldest person there. There are people who are a yr older than me I think (: YAYNESS.
Third reason SATURDAY. We are going to vivo on saturday. Whoever can make it anyways. Supposed to be just me and KS but too bad. I managed to pull about 5 people and counting to go along with me. HAAHAHA. Think its gonna be damn fun cos its gonna be more shopping and more time out of the house! My mom's surely not gonna be happy but nevermind. I need to enjoy life before school starts proper. Which is like what? NEXT NEXT FREAKING WEEK!
So today was a pretty stay home day for me. LOL. Because I woke with a SUPER crazily stupid ache in my head and was sneezing like 5 times per minute. HAHAHA. But I'm okay now thanks for all the concern. Except for some fella who said its my fault for not taking care of myself. EXCUSE ME, people do fall sick naturally okay? What more, I think it's a freak illness cos I'm totally fine now. Man, I want that book now. NOW. Cos I'm really bored. Its not easy smsing 3 Js at one go but I'm managing. So I'm gonna disappear for a week. Monday to friday I think. Then maybe I'll come back on Sunday just before my school starts (: Psycho!! Come to me!! LOL. Neither high nor low now. NEUTRAL which is good for now.
I'm going back to suffering from low self esteem. LOL. Convince me that I'm nice cos I dont feel that way. HAHA. Pre school anxiety. Yes, I dont like loneliness and I'm afraid poly people wont like me and I'll end up ALONE in poly then I'll have to go around being a loner with no friends at all!! OMG, that's a super scary thought okay? XD I will make friends!
Oh these feet carry me far. Oh my body. Oh so tired. Mouth is dry. Hardly speak. Holy spirit rise in me. Here I swear, forever is just a minute to me.
I'll take everything in this life. I'll join everyone when I die.
Have my body. Have my mind. Have my coat. Take my time. Theses I borrow. Borrow so far. Turn to dust. Fall apart. Here I swear, forever is just a minute to me.
I'll take everything in this life. I'll join everyone and understand. 'Cause all men die. 'Cause all men die.
I'll take everything in this life. I'll join everyone since I'm gonna die I'll take everything in this life I'll join everyone 'cause all men die.
Embracing my inevitable fate (: No time to lose! Because we all like to move it, move it XD