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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

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{ Monday, April 7, 2008 }

I'm sure I'm suffering from Insomnia now. Insomnia: inability to obtain sufficient sleep, esp. when chronic; difficulty in falling or staying asleep; sleeplessness. Taken from www.dictionary.com. hahaha! Yea, I am.

Last night I was watching tv till 2.30am. I turned the tv off because I know if I carried on watching my parents will come out and KILL me. hahhaha! So I went to my room, put on some music and tried to sleep. By 3am I decided I probably wont be sleeping today so I got up and wrote. Yes, the notebook. Haha. So guess what? I wrote 4 pages of the notebook. 4 pages. And I felt better but only to realise that I wrote for about 2 hours. LOL. And it was about 5am so I decided to lie down. And thankfully taken to lala land.

6am my alarm rang. My freaking alarm rang. I turned it off and was happily drifting off to sleep again when I had to recieve an sms so I got up to read it. Guess who. KS. WTH. Telling me he dozed off last night. DUH. He always sleeps before me now that I'm suffering from insomnia XD Anyways, so he was surprised I'm awake and asked if I wanted to go back to sleep. Funny part was, I didnt feel tired. So I told him forget it cos I couldn't fall asleep again. So today I'm surviving on an hour's sleep.

I had cadbury chocolates for breakfast today! lol. And Yakult for drinks. Life is simple and good. My mind's the one that makes it bad. An hour. Just an hour. I hope SIEWYI doesnt contract insomnia from me. hahahaha. I know I said I'd disappear from today onwards. Its just that there's so much I wanna say but I know saying it will only complicate things so I wont say a thing. I want a book. So I can read. Think I've done enough writing this early morning. HAHA. 2 hours of writing can be super strenious okay.

Someone said I've lost my vibe. Which is probably true. I have lost myvibe havent I? LOL. Sadly. I'll find some new psychotic vibe once I start school. I promise. For now, I need to start sleeping normally again. If not I'll probably die in school. HAHA. It's true.

If you wait for me then I'll come for you
Although I've traveled far
I always hold a place for you in my heart
If you think of me If you miss me once in awhile
Then I'll return to you
I'll return and fill that space in your heart
Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you

If you'll be waiting
If you dream of me like I dream of you
In a place that's warm and dark
In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting
I've longed for you and I have desired
To see your face your smile
To be with you wherever you are

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting
I've longed for you and I have desired
To see your face, your smile
To be with you wherever you are

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you

Please say you'll be waiting
Together again It would feel so good to be
In your arms
Where all my journeys end
If you can make a promise
If it's one that you can keep,
I vow to come for you
If you wait for me and say you'll hold
A place for me in your heart.

This song is damn nice. Sung by a woman called Tracy Chapman who by the way sounds like a man! HAHA. Heartbreaking.

Maybe, maybe not. NOTEBOOK'S ALMOST FILLED UP IF THIS CONTINUES =/


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