Well, back from the netball gathering. Wouldn't say it's another failed attempt at gathering people together but wasn't exactly a success. 7 Of us turned up. Me, HM, Michelle, shi Jie, KS, Boonlong and Michael. 5 of us were pretty early. 2 of them were late!! Its okay, forgiven (:
So we went to pastamania and ate. Had baked rice. KS was not only the latest but we all had to wait for him to go buy movie tickets and something else from TS vision before he came back. Our food all cold already LUH! HAHA. Nevermind. It's alright. So we ate and had fun. Problem was it didnt seem like much of a gathering because yes, we were eating together at the same table at the same time but it was sad. Me and HM engaged in conversation. Shi Jie and Michelle talked to each other. KS and Boonlong talked to each other and then Michael was left alone! I mean yea, on and off KS and Boonlong would join me and HM. But somehow it still felt like alot of walls were built. People hardly interacted. TALK PEOPLE!
Worse still, everyone went seperate ways after that. KS went off to watch movie with Boonlong. I honestly didnt mind watching with them but yea, no one else was going. So was I to watch a movie with 2 guys? HMMMM. Its not like I know them that well you know. So Shi Jie and Michelle went home. Understandable. They played a good game and was probably half dead already. So me and HM go off to interchange to talk. Or listen, in my case. HAHA. Sorry, I know I was really spaced out. I was just hit by a wave of emptiness that's all. Like I said in the previous post. I know I'm gonna have these roller coaster sort of thing. Ups and downs. Sudden hits of depression and emptiness. I know. But somehow there's no way to prepare myself for it.
So HM went off home. I honestly didnt feel like going home at all today. BUT there was nothing for me to do. Was I to hang out on the streets by myself? No way. So I obediently went home to the black face mother of mine XD Anyways, doesnt really matter. KS sms me to ask where I was. Too bad. He was one train away from me. HAHA. No chance of sending me home. TOO BAD. Haha, and he wanted to ask me to go starbucks to chill with him tomorrow. What's up with people and starbucks huh?! LOL. But then TOO BAD again. I've got polympics tomorrow.
As to the story of how I came to join the polympics. My lovely mother of mine put my name down in church without discussing with me. Thus being the kind kind daughter that I am, I obediently agree to grace this event with my presence XD An event where 99% of the people I probably dont know and are most probably 80% younger than me and I have to run around singapore tomorrow -.- Sounds like fun? NOT. But I think I can make it fun for myself. Take it as an opportunity to know more people from different aspects of life. OR you could take it all as a learning process in the famous words of JTYH. lol.
I'd put up pictures if I had good ones. The ones we took hastily were all blurry. BAD! So no photos! Tomorrow's gonna be a really interesting day for me. I guess. Meeting new people and travelling around singapore with them should be fun. HAHA. And well, I dont know what I'm gonna wear yet but whatever. OMG. Stupid fella. KS wanna pinch me. Violent eh!!!! Mad man. One day he wanna eat my bones next day he wanna pinch me. This is scary and disturbing at the same time ok? LOL.
So Winston wants me to go for his rugby match and support him. One question. Will HB be there? Next question. Do I honestly still care if she's there? Not really so done. I told him I'll keep next next saturday free. Just for his rugby match. What a nice friend I am. HAHAHAHA! Then if its in the morning then maybe can ask jem, sam and the whole gang if they wanna hang. LOL. Instant rhyme!! HEH. Yea, its been so long anyways. Like what? 4th march 2006? lol. Hmmmm, plus the new gang might be going starbucks together right? Find a day!!! Like next next friday night or something XD WOAH. Busy busy busy!
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me
While lookin' through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lyin' in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you When I'm older Cause we never really had our closure This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me (And I think you should know this) (You deserve much better than me)
Sudden wave of emptiness. "Global warming! Save the earth! Save YOURSELF!!"