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It was always you.
It was always you.
{ Marianne }
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{ Saturday, May 31, 2008 }
I've thought about it all night and I came to a conclusion. I wont be so easily defeated. I refuse to sit here while you move on. I have a life now, I'm gonna live it (:
I'm excited about next week. Common Test on Monday and then some stuff in the night eh. HAHAAHA! Sounds naughty but yes, it's pure stuff we're doing. Tuesday! SENTOSA with my new found love, 1B01 :D Cant wait. Celebrating all the January to June birthdays (: YAYNESS. Then Wednesday! Going Bugis with HM to celebrate her birthday with her. Think I have not met her in quite a while huh. LOL. Good. I need more tees anyways.
So off I go to study IntroComm. Let's hope I dont screw another one up XD
If you're gonna get up, you might as well get up with me
If you're going downtown, I might as well be on your way
And I sit all night, I sit still all night
I won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soul
I just can't get it straight you see and oh well
That distraction inside of me, oh well
I just can't get it straight you see and oh well
Is fine by you, I am fine by you
I won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soul
If you're going downtown, take me with you
I don't care if I'm gonna get up, I'll just admit it
I only get up for you if I'm going to get up
I'll just admit it I only get up for you
And I sit all night, I sit still all night
I won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soul
I'm excited about next week. Common Test on Monday and then some stuff in the night eh. HAHAAHA! Sounds naughty but yes, it's pure stuff we're doing. Tuesday! SENTOSA with my new found love, 1B01 :D Cant wait. Celebrating all the January to June birthdays (: YAYNESS. Then Wednesday! Going Bugis with HM to celebrate her birthday with her. Think I have not met her in quite a while huh. LOL. Good. I need more tees anyways.
So off I go to study IntroComm. Let's hope I dont screw another one up XD
If you're gonna get up, you might as well get up with me
If you're going downtown, I might as well be on your way
And I sit all night, I sit still all night
I won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soul
I just can't get it straight you see and oh well
That distraction inside of me, oh well
I just can't get it straight you see and oh well
Is fine by you, I am fine by you
I won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soul
If you're going downtown, take me with you
I don't care if I'm gonna get up, I'll just admit it
I only get up for you if I'm going to get up
I'll just admit it I only get up for you
And I sit all night, I sit still all night
I won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soul
Tegan and Sara - Downtown.
I know how easy it is to fall right back in but right now, I'm working hard to let go. Because I'm exhausted. Bacause I cant carry the weight of the heavy world. Because I dont wan to have to keep feeling this way. Because it's been too long. Bacause time's up. Because everything has changed.
{ fin }
{ Friday, May 30, 2008 }
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? BECAUSE I CANT.
I dont really know. I dont really want to know. I dont really want to care.
It was sort of the only way I had to console myself.
Now it's gone and I guess it's about time.
Because I dont want to be stuck while you move on.
I deserve a life after you.
Yet again,I bet you're out with her NOW.
WTH.
{ fin }
{ Thursday, May 29, 2008 }
Today has been an interesting day. From Intro Comm till the end.
Met up at 10am. For the first time in 3 days, I'M NOT LATE. But hey, everyone else was. Cindy wasn't. Elton who lives 3(?) bus stops away was 15 minutes late!! Anyway, dont know why we meet up also cos we didnt really do much rehearsing besides "Jean Piaget" a few million times. Went for Mr Glenn's class which was fun. It was pretty funny and stuff. Interesting what some wrote about me. Made me realise, maybe I'm not being nice enough =/ But that's only one comment from one person. But still ): RELAX. LET YOUR HANDS AND FEET RELAX. YOU ARE FEELING MORE AND MORE (pause for 10 seconds) DROWSY. That's what I call creepy! I just wanted to open my eyes!
Intro to Psych was alright. I dont know why I messed up. But oh wells. I suck at presenting now. Shit. Yea, but I guess overall it was a good day with good people. I love 1B01 alots (:
Met up at 10am. For the first time in 3 days, I'M NOT LATE. But hey, everyone else was. Cindy wasn't. Elton who lives 3(?) bus stops away was 15 minutes late!! Anyway, dont know why we meet up also cos we didnt really do much rehearsing besides "Jean Piaget" a few million times. Went for Mr Glenn's class which was fun. It was pretty funny and stuff. Interesting what some wrote about me. Made me realise, maybe I'm not being nice enough =/ But that's only one comment from one person. But still ): RELAX. LET YOUR HANDS AND FEET RELAX. YOU ARE FEELING MORE AND MORE (pause for 10 seconds) DROWSY. That's what I call creepy! I just wanted to open my eyes!
Intro to Psych was alright. I dont know why I messed up. But oh wells. I suck at presenting now. Shit. Yea, but I guess overall it was a good day with good people. I love 1B01 alots (:
This is Elton Seah RONG CHENG. He is nice in a weird way.
This is what RONG CHENG considers as art. Food art.
This is food and cutlery art. XD
No, you dont. I dont wanna know. I dont wanna read, I dont wanna see, I dont wanna do anything. I cant. I cant do anything even if I wanted to. I bet she's a million times prettier and exactly what she wants.
{ fin }
{ Wednesday, May 28, 2008 }
1B01, bestest class EVER :D
group. P.S. the bickering was because Elton's always an idiot XDWell, ITABS was fun for once today (: Presentation!
Perhaps it was the wrong thing to do in the middle of class. You just had to so mysteriously appear online didn't you? Anyway, thought I'd have time alone at home for a while but ended up we got free tickets to watch Indiana Jones so we went. Nice movie but it was at Vivo. Freaking vivo. Like WTH. It's really emptiness beyond emptiness.
How do you know where your going,
When you don't know where you've been?
You hide the shame that your not showing,
And you wont let anyone in.
A crowded street can be a quiet place when your walking alone.
And now you think that you're the only one
Who doesn't have to try.
And you wont have to feel,
If you're afraid to fight,
Then I guess you never will.
You hide behind your walls of 'maybe nevers'
Forgetting that theres something more,
Then just knowing better.
Your mistakes do not define you now
They tell you who you're not.
You've got to live this life your given,
like its the only you've got.
Memories have left you broken.
And the scars have never healed.
The emptiness in you is growing.
With so little left to feel.
You're scared to look back on the days before...
You're too tired to move on.
And now you think that you're the only one
Who doesn't have to try.
And you wont have to feel,
If you're afraid to fly,
Then I guess you never will.
You hide behind your walls of 'maybe nevers'
Forgetting that theres something more,
Then just knowing better.
Your mistakes do not define you now
They tell you who you're not.
You've got to live this life your given,
like its the only you've got.
Oh, what will it take?
Oh, to get you to say that I'll try.
And what would you say if this was the last day of your life?
You hide behind your walls of 'maybe nevers'
Forgetting that theres something more,
Then just knowing better.
Your mistakes do not define you now
They tell you who you're not.
You've got to live this life your given,
like its the only you've got.
This song has been in my head for a few days now. I'm sorry I dont open up to people that easily. Perhaps its there's been too many times where I've opened up and made myself vulnerable and got hurt. Perhaps that's why I have steel walls built around me. And so few actually know what I'm going through.
She said she would but she didnt.
She promised but she broke it.
She took more than she gave.
She loved but no longer.
She, was everything.
When did your heart go missing?
{ fin }
{ Tuesday, May 27, 2008 }
My very last bit of effort to console myself is gone. Disappeared. Vanished. I'm so done. I'm so exhausted. I'm so dumb to do what I did. It just sucks. I just want to stop but I dont know how to. Perhaps ripping my brains out should do it. Well, congratulations to you. You just killed me. Every last part of me. There's nothing there anymore. Absolutely nothing. I'm falling sick again. WTF. Maybe I'll contract some deadly disease and die. Shit. Holidays, dont come. I dont wanna stay at home and die ): I want school. I want to be away from home. I want to runaway to some other place. Where no one knows me then maybe I can start a new life and leave everything I ever knew behind. I wish. I really wish. No sleep for me tonight.
You won.
You won.
{ fin }
{ }
I miss the midnight phone talks.
I miss the occasional sweetness.
I miss the siblings.
I miss the walks home.
I miss the closeness.
I miss the dinners.
I miss feeling like I'm on ecstacy whenever we were together.
I miss the pillar of strength I used to have.
I miss everything we had. EVERYTHING.
Most of all, I miss you.
Let me light up the sky, light it up for you. Let me tell you why, I would die for you. I'll ignite for you.
Embrace these feelings,
it only comes once.
Erase these yearnings,
Let my heart cruise.
Forget these cravings,
They'll never come true.
Emptiness can fill so well,
With so many stories to tell.
Facades I wear daily,
Tears down completely
When the day gets dark
And the nights get cold.
I used to have you to hold,
Now I have photos hidden between the folds.
You, I will never have again.
{ fin }
{ Monday, May 26, 2008 }
Darling #2 SIEWYI!! came down today!! Love her sooo much. Winston came too. But didnt get a picture with him ): HAHA. Winston was funny XD They're all so marvellous (: I feel loved.
So it has been a more or less fun day :D Met XUEQI! again at the bus stop!! HAHA! (:
It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
been missing you crazy
how do you do you
how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you
how do you sleep
how do you sleep.
I tried my best at moving on have yet to find a girl like you
I see things that I didn't before and I'm wishing I had more time with you,
How do you stay awake knowing all I do is think of you
All the things we thought about that never will happen again if
I could just see you
If I had my way I'll getcha girl In your favorite car with the missing top
around my way where we used to park and did all those things.
It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
been missing you crazy
how do you do you
how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you
how do you sleep
how do you sleep.
Baby all that I hear from my friends again and again
(they come and ask about you)
(they say)
we saw your girl at the game and damn we gotta say a big mistake by you.
Not only does your body bang but I miss the conversation too
Tell me that you couldn't sleep can't think can't eat till I come see you
If I had my way I'll getcha girl In your favorite car with the missing top
around my way where we used to park and did all those things.
It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
been missing you crazy
how do you do you
how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you
how do you sleep
how do you sleep
Strength, I do not have.
Courage, I do not have.
Love, I do not have.
Heart, I do not have.
Your love, I'll never have again.
You're impossible to find.
{ fin }
{ Sunday, May 25, 2008 }
Went to Marina Square today. Bad idea. Perhaps I was happy about the family stuff that it numbed me. But hell, I was so sure I was so done with you. Anyway, bought another skirt and 3 pairs of earings. Am I learning to accesorise or what. Ate Han's which is directly beside Sakae Sushi. Yea. $70+ for 2 people. 2nd night. So in love. WTH. "I wanna spend more time with her."
Baby, it's all a lie. I'm not over. I just ignored it till now. So here I go all over again. Take me with you ):
Well, seems like you're having a hard time too. Stay strong okay? (:
SIEWYI! I LOVE YOU!
Do you ever think about running away
'cause i was thinkin' about leavin' today
We'll follow forever where our hearts wanna go
Maybe we'll live somewhere where nobody knows our names
Then things might change for the good
I wanna be somewhere so far away
To lie under the night at the end of another good day
I can't tell you how long we'll be gone
But as long as we're together then forever's never too long
Too long, oh no
Do you ever think about not comin' back
Hoppin' on a train and we'll burn up the tracks
We'll jump off somewhere that we don't know how to say
Maybe hitch a ride from someone who can tell us the way
To where these things might change for the good
I wanna be somewhere so far away
To lie under the night at the end of another good day
I can't tell you how long we'll be gone
But as long as we're together then forever's never too
Where forever is never too long
Not with you right here by me
Maybe, maybe we'll just see
Where this road will lead for us
I wanna be somewhere so far away
To lie under the night at the end of another good day
I can't tell you how long we'll be gone
But as long as we're together then forever's never too
I wanna be somewhere so far away
To lie under the night at the end of another good day
I can't tell you how long we'll be gone
But as long as we're together then forever's never too
Forever is never too long
3 doors down songs are LOVE! (: Tomorrow is a heck of a day. Happiness plus misery. Perfect. Goodbye peeps (:
I knew I'd fall right back in love with you one day. And today is it. Baby, ask me to run away with you again. I'd never hesitate.
Baby, it's all a lie. I'm not over. I just ignored it till now. So here I go all over again. Take me with you ):
Well, seems like you're having a hard time too. Stay strong okay? (:
SIEWYI! I LOVE YOU!
Do you ever think about running away
'cause i was thinkin' about leavin' today
We'll follow forever where our hearts wanna go
Maybe we'll live somewhere where nobody knows our names
Then things might change for the good
I wanna be somewhere so far away
To lie under the night at the end of another good day
I can't tell you how long we'll be gone
But as long as we're together then forever's never too long
Too long, oh no
Do you ever think about not comin' back
Hoppin' on a train and we'll burn up the tracks
We'll jump off somewhere that we don't know how to say
Maybe hitch a ride from someone who can tell us the way
To where these things might change for the good
I wanna be somewhere so far away
To lie under the night at the end of another good day
I can't tell you how long we'll be gone
But as long as we're together then forever's never too
Where forever is never too long
Not with you right here by me
Maybe, maybe we'll just see
Where this road will lead for us
I wanna be somewhere so far away
To lie under the night at the end of another good day
I can't tell you how long we'll be gone
But as long as we're together then forever's never too
I wanna be somewhere so far away
To lie under the night at the end of another good day
I can't tell you how long we'll be gone
But as long as we're together then forever's never too
Forever is never too long
3 doors down songs are LOVE! (: Tomorrow is a heck of a day. Happiness plus misery. Perfect. Goodbye peeps (:
I knew I'd fall right back in love with you one day. And today is it. Baby, ask me to run away with you again. I'd never hesitate.
{ fin }
{ Saturday, May 24, 2008 }
HAHA. Guess what? A million people are asking me to go get to know pikachu. I dont know. Maybe, maybe not. Probably not. But who knows. Pikachu smiles at me :D
Anyways, its been a whole day at home doing nothing but watching stuff that I introduced JiaWen to. HAHA. She freaking got me hooked again. And please, I'm lagging by 2 seasons!! ALOT to catch up on. I think I'm letting out my attitude. Perhaps I've been using the withdrawal method for too long. It's time to let the attitude shine through huh. LOL. Sorry, but I dont like it when people try to talk dirty to me. Unless I'm hopelessly in love with you which I'm ultimately 100% not. Firstly, you're not my type. Secondly, you are so freaking not my type. So I dont care if you're kidding or whatever man but when I say I'm seroous, I am. Dont try me (:
So well, new me. I'll join photography next year. Or whenever it is I can get a new cca XD. I think I'm gonna have quite a bit of fun (: HEH. So well, there's this thing about me being BI. lol. Maybe I am, people. You never know :D Or perhaps I'm just a people-watcher. I watch people. I'm not perverted. I just like observing people that's all XD
I don't want to be part of the problem
I try so hard to get roughed up
Fists on up, it looks that easy
It looks that way to me It looks that way to you
But then there's you telling me I can
Then there's you screaming say something
I want the ocean right now I want the ocean right now
I get so jealous that I can't even work
There I am in the morning
I don't like what I see
I don't know how it's become such a problem
Keep you up all night if I try to remain calm
How can they ask why I feel so angry
Do you see my problem if I never explain it
But then there's you asking me how long
Say something, it's taken me so long
"Act like you have a girlfriend!" Let's just say both Shane and Moira are MOLTEN STEAMING HOT. Plus, Shane's a damn nice girl (: But naughty naughty. Love your girlfriend!
Anyways, its been a whole day at home doing nothing but watching stuff that I introduced JiaWen to. HAHA. She freaking got me hooked again. And please, I'm lagging by 2 seasons!! ALOT to catch up on. I think I'm letting out my attitude. Perhaps I've been using the withdrawal method for too long. It's time to let the attitude shine through huh. LOL. Sorry, but I dont like it when people try to talk dirty to me. Unless I'm hopelessly in love with you which I'm ultimately 100% not. Firstly, you're not my type. Secondly, you are so freaking not my type. So I dont care if you're kidding or whatever man but when I say I'm seroous, I am. Dont try me (:
So well, new me. I'll join photography next year. Or whenever it is I can get a new cca XD. I think I'm gonna have quite a bit of fun (: HEH. So well, there's this thing about me being BI. lol. Maybe I am, people. You never know :D Or perhaps I'm just a people-watcher. I watch people. I'm not perverted. I just like observing people that's all XD
I don't want to be part of the problem
I try so hard to get roughed up
Fists on up, it looks that easy
It looks that way to me It looks that way to you
But then there's you telling me I can
Then there's you screaming say something
I want the ocean right now I want the ocean right now
I get so jealous that I can't even work
There I am in the morning
I don't like what I see
I don't know how it's become such a problem
Keep you up all night if I try to remain calm
How can they ask why I feel so angry
Do you see my problem if I never explain it
But then there's you asking me how long
Say something, it's taken me so long
"Act like you have a girlfriend!" Let's just say both Shane and Moira are MOLTEN STEAMING HOT. Plus, Shane's a damn nice girl (: But naughty naughty. Love your girlfriend!
{ fin }
{ Friday, May 23, 2008 }
Helloooo people! (: I'm in a happy happy sing song mood XD No particular reason. I just think I've won the battle of letting go. No more emo days, I'm quite sure :D
So today, I rushed work in the morning. Completed WriComm and FamRes (: YAYNESS. Rush out of the house to get to school. Met NICHOLAS WONG!! Baldy army dude HAHAHA. Had a nice nice talk with him ah. And met YiXiang on the bus also XD Reach school only to find that PP is late. HMPH! Hahaha, lesson started and I was bored to death. RAH! I think Glory is a cute cute girl. She has dimples like at cute places of her face XD GET WELL SOON, GIRL! She feeling sick today so she wasn't mean to me (: Heh. So I was mean to her! REVENGE IS SWEEEET XD
LMS was better at least. LOL. Introduced some stuff to JiaWen. That little girl, young, innocent and curious ah. I'm bringning her to the dark side since she's so interested in homos XD Then went home (: Home's better these days. Everything's back to normal and things are looking optimistic!
No photos today. Hate to break the cam whoring momentum but hey, WHO CARES. Sunday and monday will definitely take ALOT of pictures! Met my dearest dearest guitar partner, XUEQI on the bus today. HAHA. Nice to seeeee her after soooo long (: Too bad only 2 stops then I got off XD MONDAY, GIRL!
Monday seems like an exciting day. SIEWYI is coming to NGEE ANN. Guys of NP, watch out for her. And guess who else is crashing? WINSTON!!! hahahaha! Okay, he's damn freaking sweet. He was listening to Jason Mraz's song and he thought of me so he smsed me out of the blue just to ask me how I'm doing. SWEEEET! AHAHA. So I decided to reward him by pulling him to come school with me. I'm amazing :D
This has got to be one of my happiest posts in a long long long long LONG while. Well, I'm quite sure this happiness is gonna stay. I'm optimistic. REALLY. I just feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I feel free and healed. Unburdened by despair. I tested it. I looked back on what we had and I smiled. I smiled without feeling the pain. MAybe I can start walking home again. BUT I have concession. So why walk home? HAHA.
Beyond the boundaries of your city’s lights
Stand the heroes waiting for your cries
So many times you did not bring this on yourself
When that moment finally comes, I’ll be there to help
And on that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care
I’ll be right here
Citizen soldiers holding the life of the ones that we guide from the dark of despair
Standing on guard for the ones that we’ve sheltered
We’ll always be ready because we will always be there
When there're people crying in the streets
When they're starving for a meal to eat
When they simply need a place to make their beds
Right here underneath my wing you can rest your head
On that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care
I'll be right here
Citizen soldiers holding the life of the ones that we guide from the dark of despair
Standing on guard for the ones that we've sheltered
We'll always be ready because we will always be there
Hope and pray that you never need me But rest assured, I will not let you down
I walk beside you, but you may not see me
The strongest among you may not wear a crown
On that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care I'll be right here
On that day when you don't have the strength for the burden you bare I'll be right here
Citizen soldiers holding the life of the ones that we guide from the dark of despair
(Citizen soldiers)
Standing on guard for the ones that we've sheltered
We'll always be ready because we will always be there
TATA, CIAO & IN TRUE SISI NINJA TIMOTHY STYLE, CHING CHANG CHONG! XD
3 doors down ROCKSSSS man. (: I love! The new album anyways (: Hehe. LET THE HEALING BEGIN. You are so freaking eloquent at times. You still amaze me but yea, I've learnt to let go at long last.
So today, I rushed work in the morning. Completed WriComm and FamRes (: YAYNESS. Rush out of the house to get to school. Met NICHOLAS WONG!! Baldy army dude HAHAHA. Had a nice nice talk with him ah. And met YiXiang on the bus also XD Reach school only to find that PP is late. HMPH! Hahaha, lesson started and I was bored to death. RAH! I think Glory is a cute cute girl. She has dimples like at cute places of her face XD GET WELL SOON, GIRL! She feeling sick today so she wasn't mean to me (: Heh. So I was mean to her! REVENGE IS SWEEEET XD
LMS was better at least. LOL. Introduced some stuff to JiaWen. That little girl, young, innocent and curious ah. I'm bringning her to the dark side since she's so interested in homos XD Then went home (: Home's better these days. Everything's back to normal and things are looking optimistic!
No photos today. Hate to break the cam whoring momentum but hey, WHO CARES. Sunday and monday will definitely take ALOT of pictures! Met my dearest dearest guitar partner, XUEQI on the bus today. HAHA. Nice to seeeee her after soooo long (: Too bad only 2 stops then I got off XD MONDAY, GIRL!
Monday seems like an exciting day. SIEWYI is coming to NGEE ANN. Guys of NP, watch out for her. And guess who else is crashing? WINSTON!!! hahahaha! Okay, he's damn freaking sweet. He was listening to Jason Mraz's song and he thought of me so he smsed me out of the blue just to ask me how I'm doing. SWEEEET! AHAHA. So I decided to reward him by pulling him to come school with me. I'm amazing :D
This has got to be one of my happiest posts in a long long long long LONG while. Well, I'm quite sure this happiness is gonna stay. I'm optimistic. REALLY. I just feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I feel free and healed. Unburdened by despair. I tested it. I looked back on what we had and I smiled. I smiled without feeling the pain. MAybe I can start walking home again. BUT I have concession. So why walk home? HAHA.
Beyond the boundaries of your city’s lights
Stand the heroes waiting for your cries
So many times you did not bring this on yourself
When that moment finally comes, I’ll be there to help
And on that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care
I’ll be right here
Citizen soldiers holding the life of the ones that we guide from the dark of despair
Standing on guard for the ones that we’ve sheltered
We’ll always be ready because we will always be there
When there're people crying in the streets
When they're starving for a meal to eat
When they simply need a place to make their beds
Right here underneath my wing you can rest your head
On that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care
I'll be right here
Citizen soldiers holding the life of the ones that we guide from the dark of despair
Standing on guard for the ones that we've sheltered
We'll always be ready because we will always be there
Hope and pray that you never need me But rest assured, I will not let you down
I walk beside you, but you may not see me
The strongest among you may not wear a crown
On that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care I'll be right here
On that day when you don't have the strength for the burden you bare I'll be right here
Citizen soldiers holding the life of the ones that we guide from the dark of despair
(Citizen soldiers)
Standing on guard for the ones that we've sheltered
We'll always be ready because we will always be there
TATA, CIAO & IN TRUE SISI NINJA TIMOTHY STYLE, CHING CHANG CHONG! XD
3 doors down ROCKSSSS man. (: I love! The new album anyways (: Hehe. LET THE HEALING BEGIN. You are so freaking eloquent at times. You still amaze me but yea, I've learnt to let go at long last.
{ fin }
{ Thursday, May 22, 2008 }
To start things off with the way I'm feeling right about now, some dumb photos I found on my lappy. Must have been taken when I was bored XD How retarded can I get man. HAHAHAHA!
Okay, first things first. Sorry to my #2 ): SIEWYI call me to ask why I'm so missing from her life. I'm soooo sorry my darling. Still love you lots! Just been really exhausted!
Ruth, NEH! and MEH! (:
We realised, this is Elton's signature move!
NEH! looks so feminine here XD Self taken.
WOAH, whatever's on the lappy screen sure is attracting him.
Azimi and #200, Cindy!
Tim, Lanze and Shaiz (: OURSPACE!
Meet my friends, Shaiz. He's not tanned. 
Signature move!
One more time! Close up!
Some more signature moves XD Cindy looks bored.
Trust me, I was bored. I blended well with the wall :D
He then created a new move!
Yes, this is the not tanned Shaiz. And some vulgar dude in the background.
#300. She's got a big mouth. I have big eyebags XD
ULTIMATE SPASTIC-ITY!
I <3>
Sleep's coming for her. I know it is XD
The face revealed. He has only one expression.
Me: constipated, Elton: same face. Cindy: heheheh
Me: BLEAH! Elton: same face Cindy: BLEAH!
JIAWEN
Sarali, Ruth & Me. Ruth said she wasn't smiling.
So we took another picture. She still believed she wasn't smiling ):
This is Joel. He looks like something out of happy tree friends here. He's either afraid of me or the camera phone. Or maybe it's just Anne scaring him XD
Okay, first things first. Sorry to my #2 ): SIEWYI call me to ask why I'm so missing from her life. I'm soooo sorry my darling. Still love you lots! Just been really exhausted!Anyway, sleep was weird. I slept, dreamt, woke up, went back to sleep, the dream continued, woke up, slept again and the dream continued yet again. Hmmmmmmm. If dreams came true, this would be it man XD Thought I'd be feeling shitty but I'm not. Perhaps I'm learning to let go (:
Some SAJC guy who added me became the first person to ever be blocked by me on MSN XD Blocked and deleted. Perverted little fella ask me if I wanna watch him masturbate through webcam. WTH. I'm not interested in little brothers. I'd like to continue beiong innocent (: DISGUSTING!!
So been in school since 10.45am!! LOLs. Supposed to meet them at 10am. So sorry. Anyway, weiling sounded a little pissed that we missed her out ): So sorry girl. It was unintentional. So walked my way up the stupid hill to ourspace! Darling #199 fioNEH! ask me buy mineral water for her. So cute. Reach ourspace did some ass-y stuff then DONE. So I hiked down the hill and up to the library XD Reach the library where AMEC was there XD Timothy's not there what. Did a little bit and then went back up the freaking hill to ourspace. -.-
So we finally got to eat lunch at canteen one. I dont get it. It's so near atrium, why doesn't pikachu eat there? Well, dont care. I had this omellete fried rice thingy. Looks so plain and sickly!! But nevermind, it still tasted good eh (: AND I stole Elton's fries and cucumber. LOLS. Went back to ourspace and worked our butts off? Kind of. With a bunch of vulgar people beside us XD Their sentences ah..CMI!! Cannot make it. Every sentence at least 2 vulgarity in it. My ears are screaming for help man. Oh yes, Elton. My eyes can scream, now my ears too! XD BE JEALOUS!! So worked till 5pm and went off home. Supposed to cam whore with fioNEH! but didnt get to ): Not as much as I wanted anyways.
Well, I'm glad we're almost done now. With the projects that we're supposed to have done by this week XD I LOVE TAMEC! (: and 1B01 rocks my socks!
#199 fioNEH!
Ruth, NEH! and MEH! (:We realised, this is Elton's signature move! NEH! looks so feminine here XD Self taken.WOAH, whatever's on the lappy screen sure is attracting him.Azimi and #200, Cindy!Tim, Lanze and Shaiz (: OURSPACE!Meet my friends, Shaiz. He's not tanned. Signature move!One more time! Close up!Some more signature moves XD Cindy looks bored.Trust me, I was bored. I blended well with the wall :D He then created a new move!Yes, this is the not tanned Shaiz. And some vulgar dude in the background.#300. She's got a big mouth. I have big eyebags XD ULTIMATE SPASTIC-ITY!I <3> Sleep's coming for her. I know it is XDThe face revealed. He has only one expression.Me: constipated, Elton: same face. Cindy: hehehehMe: BLEAH! Elton: same face Cindy: BLEAH!JIAWEN Sarali, Ruth & Me. Ruth said she wasn't smiling.So we took another picture. She still believed she wasn't smiling ):This is Joel. He looks like something out of happy tree friends here. He's either afraid of me or the camera phone. Or maybe it's just Anne scaring him XDSomehow I'm in a pretty good mood (: Feeling all optimistic and stuff. Must be the good vibes that keep coming. I've got many many song lyrics I wanna put up but oh wells. Gotta complete homework soon! Hopefully, this happiness stays. I'm ready to move on, I'm sure now. I will (: So goodbye for good. You wanted to leave and now I'm letting go. At long last. Feels good. I'm gonna take these broken wings and learn to fly.
Letting the chimpanzee back into the wild. Gorillas are free. I'm so sure I'll ba over you soon cos I feel it. You're impacting me lesser and lesser. It's great. I'm glad its finally over because I dont wanna carry the burden with me. It's so damn heavy. I'm letting go. Let it fly. But you, I'll keep in a corner of my heart (: As always. Bet you still look and smell good all the time. HAHA.
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