I slept at 2am last night. Which would probably be considered early already. Was talking to Khairul over the phone. TAKE IT EASY DUDE! (: YOU'RE NOT ALONE AND I'LL BE THERE IF YOU EVER NEED ME (:
I dreamt last night. It was a pretty freaky dream. It was a pitch dark area. I was making stupid faces into a mirror. A huge mirror. I was happily making the ugliest faces I could when the mirror falls away and you appear in front of me. Tanned and in a green and white stripe shirt. Why that shirt? I dont know. Perhaps its because I love green. But there you were and I got a big hell of a shock. I woke up the second you appeared. I realised it was 5.30am. And I couldn't go back to sleep. So I ended up listening to Secondhand Serenade and singing along until about 8am when I finally decided to get out of bed and read a book.
Suppose that I missed you Suppose that I cared. And suppose that I've spent all my nights running scared And suppose that I was never there.
And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through And I can't hold on to you. So I guess I feel lonely, too.
Suppose we were happy, Suppose it was true. And suppose there were cold nights, But we somehow made it through And suppose that I'm nothing without you.
And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through And I can't hold on to you. So I guess I feel lonely, too.
Slow way down, This break down's eating me alive. And I'm tired, this fight is fighting to survive.
Tell me a secret, (I want it) Tell me a story, (I need it) I'll listen attentively, I'll stay awake all night. Allow me to whisper (so softly) There's nothing I did mean (please help me) But it's in my body It's strong enough to fight (Let's make this right) Please help me make this right.
Suppose that I was wrong, Suppose you were here. And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears And suppose this fight just disappeared.
My eyes are screaming for the sight of you And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through And I can't hold on to you. So I guess I feel lonely, too.
December, come back ): For I'm missing you so bad. Choa chu kang misses you horribly.