Tears came again. The moment I laid down to sleep and the moment I woke.
Thinking of everything that has happened. Flashbacks of happier days and things we've been through. 18 sucks. 18 really sucks.
I want school because its my escape.
I wish to vanish from earth's surface for a while.
Existence just hurts too much.
I still love.
And to you, what you did was despicable. I'd call you a bitch but I wont. Still, I'll never take you to be what I once thought you were ever again. You freaking liar. It's over, you hear me? You're a goner.
To my parents, I still love them. They just dont understand. I'm a free spirit. The only one in the family. I need to roam. I need my space.
Just wanna say thanks to SIEWYI and HANN KENN for last night's song singing session. It helped.
Today is the day I officially wish I was never brought into this place.
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