I've thought about it all night and I came to a conclusion. I wont be so easily defeated. I refuse to sit here while you move on. I have a life now, I'm gonna live it (:I'm excited about next week. Common Test on Monday and then some stuff in the night eh. HAHAAHA! Sounds naughty but yes, it's pure stuff we're doing. Tuesday! SENTOSA with my new found love, 1B01 :D Cant wait. Celebrating all the January to June birthdays (: YAYNESS. Then Wednesday! Going Bugis with HM to celebrate her birthday with her. Think I have not met her in quite a while huh. LOL. Good. I need more tees anyways.So off I go to study IntroComm. Let's hope I dont screw another one up XDIf you're gonna get up, you might as well get up with meIf you're going downtown, I might as well be on your wayAnd I sit all night, I sit still all nightI won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soulI just can't get it straight you see and oh wellThat distraction inside of me, oh wellI just can't get it straight you see and oh wellIs fine by you, I am fine by youI won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soulIf you're going downtown, take me with youI don't care if I'm gonna get up, I'll just admit itI only get up for you if I'm going to get upI'll just admit it I only get up for youAnd I sit all night, I sit still all nightI won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soul Tegan and Sara - Downtown.
I know how easy it is to fall right back in but right now, I'm working hard to let go. Because I'm exhausted. Bacause I cant carry the weight of the heavy world. Because I dont wan to have to keep feeling this way. Because it's been too long. Bacause time's up. Because everything has changed.
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