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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012 October 2012 January 2013 March 2013 July 2013 August 2013 January 2014 September 2014 January 2015 July 2015

{ Tuesday, May 20, 2008 }

Well, things keep getting worse. My mom is ignoring me. That's fine. That's totally fine.But my dad is completely bugging me for the wrong reasons. I'm like the untouchable of the family you know? Just because I went out with my Sec 4 friends on Veesak Day. WTH.

I realised that my parents dont understand me a single bit. And why the hell am I not surprised?

Anyway, yesterday was fun fun fun with my darling 4E3s (: Love them to bits. I mean it wasn't the whole class but who cares? I so love my sec 4 class. I mean, things were so much simpler then right?

Photos when I get them. Not many though. Wasn't in the mood to cam whore.

I'm so sure now I'm the daughter they're ashamed of. If they found out more stuff they'd disown me for sure. But cant they understand that I cant help it? It's just in me to be free. I'm a freaking horse. Let me run wild.

Well, thanks to Xueqi (most beloved guitar partner!!) and SIEWYI darling #2 XD Love you ALOTS!! And everyone else who's been there for me all the time.

Maybe I’ve convinced myself, I’ve really been in love
And I’ve been wrong, All along.
For all I know the feeling and the picture
That I’ve tried so hard to find isn’t mine.
Could be it’s all just a waiting game
Wanna share my everything.

And on my own it’s hard to tell my heart it will be all right
This love it holds, will one day find a home.
As hard as love can be, it’s harder still it seems
To be a lover all alone without love.

Picking up the pieces makes me wonder if
I only built it all, to watch it fall
The faster it can go away it means the less of me Has gone to stay. I’m ok.
But a lonesome tomorrow comes anyway
I’m alone for another day. Another day.

And on my own it’s hard to tell my heart it will be all right
That this love it holds, will one day find a home.
As hard as love can be, it’s harder still it seems
To be a lover all alone without love.

And on my own it’s hard to tell my heart it will be all right
And this love it holds, will one day find a home.
As hard as love can be, it’s harder still it seems
To be a lover all alone without love.
A lover all alone without love.

Maybe I’ve convinced myself, I’ve really been in love.
But I’ve been wrong, all along.

Another post tonight. I'm quite sure. Have fun people! I'm off to Elton's house (: Let's have cam whore sessions!

Shit I wanna let you go now. I dont want another burden on my shoulders. I dont want to know. But sometimes its just hard when there's so many things reminding me. I'm really tired of the world. I'm exhausted and I really dont think I can make it through if I take you with me. So goodbye friend (: I still love you. Dont ask me why my heart's not healing. Maybe its because its no longer there.


{ fin }