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It was always you.
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{ Saturday, June 14, 2008 }
Friday 13th, always known to be a bad day if not doomsday for a lot of people. Yesterday however, proved to be amazing (:
Met my dearest dearest SIEWYI!! at Lot 1 NTUC (XD) to buy balloons for Ms Lim Pei Ying's birthday. LOLS. The whole world was staring at us because we look like we're going for some wedding dinner but we're shopping in NTUC, AUNTIES' PARADISE!! HAHA. Bought cute cute plasters because my shoe was killing me. New shoes always hurt. So we bought what we needed including clorets ocean mint to make our tongues blue! And off we went to CAB down to MAYBANK but the taxi takes soooo long!! So we called a cabbie and cabbed our way down.
We blew the balloons up using our carbon dioxide XD I blew 3 and darling blew 2 XD We were super retarded please. Using balloon sticks to whack each other on the butt?! That's SUPER RETARDED but its what we love (: I can only do such retarded stuff with this woman :D
Reaching MAYBANK was an emotional ROJAK!! We were made to stand at the guardhouse and had to get PEI YING to come down and fetch us. LOLS. That' damn funny. And that poor girl is sick )': HAA. Well, went up to the office where everyone was at. Sadly, Rozie isn't there any more and we missed Sharon and Ming Jie by one day but oh wells. Wasn't that close to them anyways so doesn't matter. Qing Ling and Daphne are still there (: Qing Ling is so cute. She hugged me like she's my long time friend!! PLS, i only knew her for a week and brought her to lunch with me for my last week. She sooooo cute luh. Well, Cynthia was there and I went over to say hi. She said I got darker. YAYNESS, tanning pays off. She actually ask me to wok lah!! WTH! Then she gonna pay me $3 for working half an hour? I got no account!! I really dont mind going back there to work. I was really going around the office when someone called out "6.15!!" and I sort of screamed XD It's BIG ICE!!! HAHAHA, she's still as fierce as ever! And she and py was just talking about me behind my back ahhh. LOL. They said they were just talkingabout me on thursday, saying how there's no other 6.15 XD No one as dumb lah. For those who know why I'm called 6.15, SHHHHH! XD My purple cushion is still there :D No one wants it? ): Its the only thing that survived and only has my smell okay. I saw my desk. There's someone new sitting there but like.............OMG, my handwriting is still there!! HAHAHAHA! 'DONT PROCESS CASH REBATE!' Man, it's so weird to see my place taken up. It brought back ALOT of memories okay. Well, someone said what we gave PY was cheapskate. Go to hell. It's the thought that counts. Well, of course there were questions asked and erm, I answered as truthfully as I could which is 'I dont know" XD It's true! So when I went over to Asri and saw that seat being taken up too. HAHA, really. That seat held so much for me. Memories just came rushing back. It's so surreal. It's almost like that part of my life never happened but we all know it did. I didnt step to that desk at all. Neither did I see Aini but heard she was staring at me. 0.0 SCARY!! So I didnt see the computer which is a good thing. It'll look so bare wouldn't it? Anyways, MAYBANK is sooooo quiet okay. I asked PY that they haven't heard laughter so loudly for super long is it? And she said it's become like a ghost town after we left ): SAD!! It used to be such an alive place you know. I mean, there's something going on with all the temp staffs. Me & siewyi & PY, Sharon with MingJie, JiaWen with Yuwen and then there's Ice who's everywere. Really, I do miss those times. There's laughter, there's singing and there's even alot of munching! PY says she stopped munching during office hours since I left )': Please, I was really feeling SAD to see how quiet the place has become. I also managed to avoid the toilet completely which is GOOD, DAMN GOOD. PY also asked why she hasn't seen you online for super long. I gave her your blog address if you dont mind and you wont I know. I told her she'll know why after reading your blog XD We then walked PY down, together with Azlan and waved a cab for her. She's on half day so she's going home to rest (:
We then went off to TECHPOINT for fried rice. Not much was said. We practically ate in silence. Occasionally we spoke of what we ate on the first day. It's not an awkward silence. It was a silence that we both understood. Too many memories. Especially with fried rice and green chilli. I FINISHED MY FRIED RICE. A sign of independence? NOT! XD So we ate and it still tastes like the bestest fried rice on earth. )': We walked at snail pace to the bus stop and CABBED to toa pa yoh MRT station XD because we were late to meet Cindy. We met Cindy and fought over the book XD I gave Cindy the yellow balloon blown by ME (: Get well soon girl! And off we zoomed to VIVO.
By the time we reached Vivo, we were both pretty solemn plus our legs were killing us. We went around and tried some funny stuff on. She bought a sexy top. I bought a very-me top XD Its green and I like it (: From Fox. So we were dying from the pain in our hearts and legs so we decided to sit around at Starbucks and drink coffee! We were pretty much BANKRUPT from all the cabbing :D But yes, it was lovely to just spend time with that girl. In the end we decided it was too much to handle so we decided to go home. On our way home, it was pretty quiet. We're both reminiscing I guess. I really dont know what I woul do without this girl. She's helped me through one of the most trying timing in my life, endured my black faced timings and we've been through sooooo much together. I dare say I'd die without her. And such an abrupt turn isn't it? SIEWYI!! YOU ARE THE LOVE MAAANS (: PUMP IT, BIGGER! XD
PHOTOS :D
LOVE!
BALLOON!! :D
Balloon sticks (:
We look so happy!!
Look at that guy in the reflection. He's freaing staring at us while we cam whore! So rude XD
LEGGIES (:
Met my dearest dearest SIEWYI!! at Lot 1 NTUC (XD) to buy balloons for Ms Lim Pei Ying's birthday. LOLS. The whole world was staring at us because we look like we're going for some wedding dinner but we're shopping in NTUC, AUNTIES' PARADISE!! HAHA. Bought cute cute plasters because my shoe was killing me. New shoes always hurt. So we bought what we needed including clorets ocean mint to make our tongues blue! And off we went to CAB down to MAYBANK but the taxi takes soooo long!! So we called a cabbie and cabbed our way down.
We blew the balloons up using our carbon dioxide XD I blew 3 and darling blew 2 XD We were super retarded please. Using balloon sticks to whack each other on the butt?! That's SUPER RETARDED but its what we love (: I can only do such retarded stuff with this woman :D
Reaching MAYBANK was an emotional ROJAK!! We were made to stand at the guardhouse and had to get PEI YING to come down and fetch us. LOLS. That' damn funny. And that poor girl is sick )': HAA. Well, went up to the office where everyone was at. Sadly, Rozie isn't there any more and we missed Sharon and Ming Jie by one day but oh wells. Wasn't that close to them anyways so doesn't matter. Qing Ling and Daphne are still there (: Qing Ling is so cute. She hugged me like she's my long time friend!! PLS, i only knew her for a week and brought her to lunch with me for my last week. She sooooo cute luh. Well, Cynthia was there and I went over to say hi. She said I got darker. YAYNESS, tanning pays off. She actually ask me to wok lah!! WTH! Then she gonna pay me $3 for working half an hour? I got no account!! I really dont mind going back there to work. I was really going around the office when someone called out "6.15!!" and I sort of screamed XD It's BIG ICE!!! HAHAHA, she's still as fierce as ever! And she and py was just talking about me behind my back ahhh. LOL. They said they were just talkingabout me on thursday, saying how there's no other 6.15 XD No one as dumb lah. For those who know why I'm called 6.15, SHHHHH! XD My purple cushion is still there :D No one wants it? ): Its the only thing that survived and only has my smell okay. I saw my desk. There's someone new sitting there but like.............OMG, my handwriting is still there!! HAHAHAHA! 'DONT PROCESS CASH REBATE!' Man, it's so weird to see my place taken up. It brought back ALOT of memories okay. Well, someone said what we gave PY was cheapskate. Go to hell. It's the thought that counts. Well, of course there were questions asked and erm, I answered as truthfully as I could which is 'I dont know" XD It's true! So when I went over to Asri and saw that seat being taken up too. HAHA, really. That seat held so much for me. Memories just came rushing back. It's so surreal. It's almost like that part of my life never happened but we all know it did. I didnt step to that desk at all. Neither did I see Aini but heard she was staring at me. 0.0 SCARY!! So I didnt see the computer which is a good thing. It'll look so bare wouldn't it? Anyways, MAYBANK is sooooo quiet okay. I asked PY that they haven't heard laughter so loudly for super long is it? And she said it's become like a ghost town after we left ): SAD!! It used to be such an alive place you know. I mean, there's something going on with all the temp staffs. Me & siewyi & PY, Sharon with MingJie, JiaWen with Yuwen and then there's Ice who's everywere. Really, I do miss those times. There's laughter, there's singing and there's even alot of munching! PY says she stopped munching during office hours since I left )': Please, I was really feeling SAD to see how quiet the place has become. I also managed to avoid the toilet completely which is GOOD, DAMN GOOD. PY also asked why she hasn't seen you online for super long. I gave her your blog address if you dont mind and you wont I know. I told her she'll know why after reading your blog XD We then walked PY down, together with Azlan and waved a cab for her. She's on half day so she's going home to rest (:
We then went off to TECHPOINT for fried rice. Not much was said. We practically ate in silence. Occasionally we spoke of what we ate on the first day. It's not an awkward silence. It was a silence that we both understood. Too many memories. Especially with fried rice and green chilli. I FINISHED MY FRIED RICE. A sign of independence? NOT! XD So we ate and it still tastes like the bestest fried rice on earth. )': We walked at snail pace to the bus stop and CABBED to toa pa yoh MRT station XD because we were late to meet Cindy. We met Cindy and fought over the book XD I gave Cindy the yellow balloon blown by ME (: Get well soon girl! And off we zoomed to VIVO.
By the time we reached Vivo, we were both pretty solemn plus our legs were killing us. We went around and tried some funny stuff on. She bought a sexy top. I bought a very-me top XD Its green and I like it (: From Fox. So we were dying from the pain in our hearts and legs so we decided to sit around at Starbucks and drink coffee! We were pretty much BANKRUPT from all the cabbing :D But yes, it was lovely to just spend time with that girl. In the end we decided it was too much to handle so we decided to go home. On our way home, it was pretty quiet. We're both reminiscing I guess. I really dont know what I woul do without this girl. She's helped me through one of the most trying timing in my life, endured my black faced timings and we've been through sooooo much together. I dare say I'd die without her. And such an abrupt turn isn't it? SIEWYI!! YOU ARE THE LOVE MAAANS (: PUMP IT, BIGGER! XD
PHOTOS :D
LOVE!
BALLOON!! :D
Balloon sticks (:
We look so happy!!
Look at that guy in the reflection. He's freaing staring at us while we cam whore! So rude XD
LEGGIES (:
Lovely (: I love this girl so much!
I went home, got changed especially the shoes!! Then went off to church. Mass started at 7.30pm and lasted till about 10.30pm! My stomach was growling like maaaaaad!!!! So somehow, we ran to face to face to eat and then went back to church to talk to all the Fathers we knew. I chatted with Father Moses and he said I'm growing taller and prettier! He's such a sweetheart (: HAHA and then he talked about my course and he said some stuff that really touched my heart. He said, "Being in such a proffession, you must process yourself first. If you feel that something in you is not right, turn to prayer. And you can ask the Holy Spirit to come to you and let him guide you and cleanse you." That's when it hit me that God has been reaching out to me but I've been pushing him away. I dont know. Maybe it's because of everything, I just dont feel worth your love. I'll try (: We also got to speak to Father Philip who gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek and said I was so pretty now XD They're all such darlings, really. It was great talking to him once again. He's so warm and hilarious. So church that night was pretty amazing :D It was good to feel so close to God once again :D
I awoke this morning to find that I'm feeling a little sad still. But I'm a survivor. After all, I'm the one who keeps believing we're all stronger than we think we are. So yea, my darling and I, we're gonna be okay (: We surely are!
Baby, forever. Take the lead, I will follow (:
{ fin }