Baby, this is getting hard.
I never thought we'd come to this part.
I've been holding onto you,
But you seem to have jumped the queue.
I'd wait a little longer if I'd seen hope.
Yet, I'm hopeless and barely able to cope.
I'm learning to take it as it is.
After all, ignorance is bliss.
I pray you be happy with life now,
With her there to help make you proud.
And one day I might just learn how
To feel alive, once again, in a crowd.
Every mention of your name still cuts straight to the bone ):
By the way, guys can be such jerks at times.
I might just give up on them altogether.
{ fin }