It's not like you'll read this since I've changed the address.
It's not like I know you've read the previous posts.
It's not like I'm doing this on purpose.
It's not like I want to miss you.
It's not like I want to remember all that.
It's just that I do.
And I'm sorry if it causes any feelings in you that make you hate me.
Go on, hate me.
I'm sorry. It has nothing to do with anything else in the world.
It's me. It's just me. I'm a stupid weird person.
I'm the one holding on to something that's been gone for so long.
I'm the one to blame.
I'm sorry.
Nothing I say will ever change anything.
It is completely my fault.
I know its stupid, I know its dumb.
But I cant help it.
Guess we'll never ever ever again.
Goodbye for good.
Not because I want to
but because I know it'll happen.
Very sorry.
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