Well today has been a day spent alone at home which before would have been disastrous but right now I think its perfect. Because I managed to think things through about alot of things. So perhaps its a blessing in disguise (:
I guess it was time for me to take a step oout of life and look at myself from a third person sort of view. We wrap ourselves up in these small worlds we live in, thinking we're the only ones with problems. Look around and we find that everyone else has problems. Problems of their own, no matter how big or small. Problems that they all feel they cannot solve on their own. No one's alone though, they're just on their own. We all feel like victims sometimes. But hey, we are all stronger than we think we are. And how true that is.
Thought given to life in itself, we should be happy with what we have. No doubt, it is never a crime to desire more or even to strive for betterment but overdoing it is not an option. We all lead fairly good lives. We have people who love us. We all are the same no matter how different we try to be. What differentiates us is how we react, how we handle things and how we percieve things.
I feel bloated now. I just finished eating 2 packets of instant noodles XD I really cant wait for next friday though. Swimming and all (: Back to Yio Chu Kang huh. Have not been there in years. Perhaps I'll borrow a book tomorrow. Or even go jogging. I think my twin got himself a girlfriend. He's supposed to tell me but he didnt ): Oh well.
Oh yes, yesterday after we left Bugis we were on the train and there were these 2 girls who kept staring at us like we're aliens or something XD HM said "Dont bother lah. They stare cos they're jealous we're pretty." I told her no, we're not pretty. They're jealous cos we're sexxxxy XD How crappy can I get hmmmmm?
So yes, I like life the way it is now (: Khairul Hakim is such a sweet person. He suddenly missed his friends and so he said hi to me online. HAHA. I miss alot of people too, I realised. I miss so many people who have been playing such big roles in my life but who suddenly disappeared from my life. I miss those people alot. Maybe I'll get my shoes today, the one from Boon Lay that I've been wanting to get. And maybe I'll find a day or two to write the essays I'm supposed to write XD Like they say, the first step is the hardest but it the step that makes the whole journey worth it :D
Oh, and of course, GOOD LUCK TO DALZIEL WHO GOES INTO THE ARMY TODAY! TEKONG AWAITS HIM XD yay!
Little sparrow, little sparrow Precious fragile little thing Little sparrow, little sparrow Flies so high and feels no pain
All ye maidens hede my warning Never trust the hearts of men They will crush you like a sparrow Leaving you to never mend
They will vow to always love you Swear no love but yours will do Then they'll leave you for another Break your little heart in two
Little sparrow, little sparrow Precious fragile little thing Little sparrow, little sparrow Flies so high and feels no pain
If I were a little sparrow O'er these mountains I would fly I would find you, I would find you Look into your lying eyes
I would flutter all around you On my little sparrow wings I would ask you, I would ask you Why you let me love in vain
I am not a little sparrow I am just the broken dream Of a cold false-hearted lover And your evil cunning scheme
Little sparrow, little sparrow Precious fragile little thing Little sparrow, little sparrow F lies so high and feels no pain
All ye maidens fair and tender Never trust the hearts of men They will crush you like a sparrow Leaving you to never mend
Little sparrow, little sparrow Oh the sorrow never ends
Beautifully sung by David Cook :D
We tend to forget how fragile we are. Today has been an inspiring day. I will do my drawing now (: And who would guess, I'd be missing you now :D