I've learnt I guess to accept it (: Let it go and just live with it.
Today wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. ITABS was really boring!! >.<>
Lunch was yummy. I realised I have not eaten laksa for the freaking longest time!
Wricomm was alright although mostly, I was stoning and thinking about stuff in this weird brain of mine. Tinky Winky is a perv. Like seriously!
Went to collect my guitar!! (: Went to convention centre for jamming. Dang, I await the day I'll play like that. For now, I'll sing.
Jem ask me meet him and Sam tomorrow. Hmmmm, dont know if I should. There's so much to think about.
Oh yes, saw Pikachu yesterday with specs. Somehow, pikachu doesnt wow me anymore. Damn you, diabetes.
Stayed far from diabetes today. Probably the least I've talken to diabetes in a day. I'm really gonna try to not fall anymore. It's really not helping me right now. So I realised the only way is to minimise interaction with diabetes and maybe, just maybe, it'll all go away.
Rach, thanks alot (: I know you girls are there for me :D Its just I dont want to give up on it till I know it's completely out of the whole thing XD No worries, I'll smile, smile, sile and you can be sweet, sweet, sweet and replace diabetes! Neh dear, thanks for everything (: Love you loads darling!!
& it hurts but I know its what I have to do. I dont need this in my life right now. I have to, dont want to, I've got to set you free. It isn't my choice but its all just so pointless & it's tearing me apart inside. Leave it where it is and never let it blossom. Let it wither and die. I fear everyday because of you. Yet, it is because of you that I smile everyday and enjoy everyday. Please dont take my sunshine away. That's what you get when you let your heart win. My heart just looks for misery all the time doesn't it? Heart, stop acting out on your own. You cant lose what you never have.