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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

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{ Friday, July 18, 2008 }

Okay, second post of the day! Getting such a surprise on my tagboard early in the morning ahhh. LOL. Anyways, good to hear from you again (:

Well, let me clear the air. No, I have not found someone better luh. HAHA. As in I'm just wanting to focus on studies for now although I do have someone in mind LOL. Okay, shhhhh. Anyways, STUDIES FIRST! Dont wanna screw it up like I screwed up JC. hahas. Plus I dont compare in a better or not better way. LOL. All are gooooood :D lols.

Anyways, I seirously feel like nothing's resolved. Maybe I'm being over sensitive ): But I really feel like nothing's resolved. RAH.

Today wasn't that bad. Seeing my favourite people! (: But still it was pretty idiotic when it came down to it. I'm glad that Timmay's fine again and BACK TO INSULTING ME!! ): HAHAS. But yea, really I'm happy to see him back to normal. It was pretty much an alright day.

TODAY IS THE FREAKING FIRST TIME I SKIPPED LESSONS!! ARGH!! There's a first time for everything and heard the teachers are M-A-D with us. I think it's because we're like the liveliest group in the class and the noisiest so like they miss us alot XD I really hope they'll forgive us.

Today is also the first time we had lunch with the morning class people. To be exact, Elton, Cindy, Dave & Caryn (: I didnt eat. I think I've lost my appetite ): I dont know why. Hope I get it back, although it's saving me some money! Somehow lunch was alright. It was spent telling jia wen about my past. Part of it anyways. LOL. I think I have quite an interesting life. HAHAS.

TO MY DEAREST LOVE OF MY LIFE, SIEWYI!!! CHEER UP! I'M HERE FOR YOU DARLING :D LOVE YOU LOADS!! (:

I wanted to do so so much and yet cant do anything. I dont like this feeling really. It's like I'm losing control. Like nothing's gonna make sense anymore.

Tanning with Cindy tomorrow (: Cant wait.

To you know who:
Dont make it sound like my fault that I'm ignoring you and dont wanna meet you anymore. It just pisses me off. First time you were late for two freaking hours. Second time you just decided you couldt wait for a few minutes and cancelled it last minute. A day before my birthday!! Third time you cancelled last minute just because you're not feeling well. Bullshit lah come on. If you wanna meet me at least show some commitment in making time. Dont give me crap about taking panadol and over sleeping because guess what? Panadol isn't drowsy! So guess what? Dont make it sound like it's my freaking fault that I dont wanna meet you and am so distanced from you. Go sit in a corner and think about it. I'm not the one at fault here. So seriously, just go away. And you couldnt even wait for a few minutes to celebrate my birthday with me so I dont see why I'm obliged to celebrate your's with you. You're not getting that privelledge so leave me alone!

So enough of that. I really dont like how things are rght now. I just dont feel right. Dont feel as happy as I should be, dont feel as close to people as I used to be, dont feel the same anymore. I'm losing myself in someone ): I'm trying to stay away. STAY AWAY.

Jordin Sparks - Worth the Wait
I feel what I've been feeling for you
Means I am falling for you
Something's opened up inside of me
And I dream In shades that only can be
The colors of you and me
I think we both know what that means
I stand inside this promise I made to myself
That I was meant for you
If I fall
If I break
If I lose myself in someone
If I give all I am it'll be with you
When I'm ready to take
All that you want me to give
It will be worth the wait
Worth the wait
It will be worth the wait
My heart I wanna save it for you
Don't want it broken into pieces I need myself to be whole
And could we just sit and talk a while
Just wanna see you smile
Feel your sunlight
Shining over me
If I fall
If I break
If I lose myself in someone
If I give all I am it'll be with you
When I'm ready to take
All that you want me to give
It will be worth the wait
Worth the wait
Worth all the long nights dreaming of forever
Someday we will be together
I know it will have been so worth the wait
Please wait for me
If I fall
If I break
If I lose myself in someone
If I give all I am it'll be with you
When I'm ready to take
All that you want me to give
It will be worth the wait
Worth the wait It will have been so worth the wait, yeah
I will be worth the wait
I wont wait to love you. I'd not love you if I could.


{ fin }