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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

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{ Saturday, July 12, 2008 }

Just sharing something that really cheered me up last night (:
awww..
emo again. lol
eh. why did you ask me to go sleep=.=
lol. for fun i guess.
lol. don't emo=)
lol. its hard when you're hearing things.
well, then try to think of more positive stuff=)
like how nice a person i am
LOL
that's gonna make me emo even more! ):
don't lie you liar
i aint a liar (:
funnyface liar
LOL.
i'm emo enough. no funny face ):
okay. cheer up!!
lol. i'm fine lah really.
(:
thanks huh.
i shall refrain from calling you retarded dumb dumb tonight :D
you sure. later i see you in the newspaper tml morning
lol. yes, i'm sure. I wont commit suicide i promise! XD
ahaha. but you're a confused girl
hey, add smthg like
with a funny face
=)
happy?
lol
LOL! then must have happy face at the back
why.
lol
and say I love myself=)
LOL. woah, psychology ah. not bad.
ur face still haven change
lol
lol. fine.
okay.
happy.

LOL
i'm soooo positive right now.
hahahaha
12/7/2008
eh. you try to love yourself
tsk tsk
what. at least i try right.
LOL
well, understandable. you're not like me right..
so lovable
=DD
oh please, stop praising yourself.
i'm soooooo much more lovable than you are.
haha. yesterday was self denial
today is self deception
hey, whatever man (: hahaha. i like living in my own lala land (:
lalaland is for sleeping only
dun anyhow go in
LOL.
go in.
imaginary world. is there a gate to it?
i duno. i get in my closing my eyes.
and lying on my comfy bed
hugging my bolster
lol. you're thinking of sleeping now right,
go sleep NOW!
haha. not sleepy yet. but well, thats how i go to lalaland
you can't live there
i can.
unless you are dead i think.
yea!
hahaha
ohhh, you're talking me into suicide.
you're gonna regret.
LOL.
okay, my dad's gonna cut off my internet ):
lol.
goooooooooodnight. and see you in lala land

ahaha. goodnight!
omg. no
i dun wanna get a nightmare
lol
goodnight=D
LOL. eh, i'm the one who'll have nightmares luh.
HAHAHAH
you'll dream of me lah.
HAHA

thats a NIGHTMARE
you'll dream of me jumping off the building.
OMG
Thats scaring.
but COOOOOOL
i will=)
thanks for the suggestion
eeeeeeeeeeevil!
i'm really emo now.
you'll regret for life.
):
ahaha
noooo
PLAYVIO
smile=)
come'on
you can't get into lalaland being emo
they won't let you in
you must be happy=)
LOL.
yea yea, thanks anyways (:
gooodnight and go sleeeep!
goodnight!=)
night


Guess who? I told you he's nice in a weird way! Thanks you RONG CHENG RETARDED DUMB DUMB (: Haha.

Anyways, today I went to NOVENA! I think I've broken the ice. (: I packed you stuff up last night and dumped them in a cupboard (: Goodbye for good.

Last night I started feeling like I'm lost because I'm hearing so many negative things about myself ): Am I that bad a person? I really dont know. I've just changed and I forgot how I used to be. Its just different now somehow. It's like I was in a coma and have to re-learn how to walk again ): RAH. but after the talk with that guy, I felt alot better. HAHA, and thanks to Hann Kenn too! We were web camming again! LOLS. My newest hobby: Late night web camming!! XD So yea, I'm really feeling okay today but I guess only tuesday will tell.


SIEWYI!! AHAHAH, I really cant wait for 3rd August! It's gonna be a maaaaad day (:


I see you in the crowd
A million people loud
You try to hide
But something make you call out

I gotcha falling hard
You make me drop my guard
We try to fight it
But something's written in the stars

I just can't shake this feeling
It's just like a bullet and its killing me
Two hearts that need some healing
You know what you do to me

Its time to surrender
Cause I cant remember
A love that was strong enough
To not run away
Its time to surrender
I'm givin into ya
And you're giving into me
So give it away yeah

Everybody needs somebody
Reaching out, so take it from me
Everybody take this from me
Find the one surrender, give it away

Stuck in another life
I swear I've known you twice
If this is destiny
Time for us to roll the dice

Your heart was novacaine
Cut off to numb the pain
You took me in
And nothing's ever been the same

I just can't shake this feeling
It's just like a bullet and its killing me
Two hearts that need some healing
You know what you do to me

Its time to surrender
Cause I cant remember
A love that was strong enough
To not run away
Its time to surrender
I'm givin into ya
And you're giving into me
So give it away yeah

Everybody needs somebody
Reaching out, so take it from me
Everybody take this from me
Find the one surrender, give it away

Over me
Something's coming over me
Theres no telling what we'll be
But something's coming over me
Something's coming over me
Theres no telling what we'll be
But something's coming over me

Its time to surrender
Cause I can remember
A love that was strong enough
To not run away
Its time to surrender
I'm givin into ya
And you're giving into me
So give it away yeah

Everybody needs somebody
Reaching out, so take it from me
Everybody take this from me
Find the one surrender, give it away

Surrender
DD, guess what? You're winning. It scares me, but you're winning. LOLS. I'm so dead right now XD You have a way to get to me somehow. A way I dont really comprehend. I always get these sort of confusion, dont I? XD Hey, stop being so incredibly _____! I'm already slowly surrendering to you ): I dont like it because its a dead end road and we all know it! Go away. HMPH. haha, I'm screwed.

So I guess your wish is granted. You're my first and perhaps you'll be my last (:


{ fin }