Let's start off today by saying a big BIG thank you to God for taking care of my uncle. Cancer has taken so many lives, its just sad. My grandad, my dad's brother and even my dad is suspected of having cancer & its scary because he has family history of cancer ): I'm really sorry Tim. I should have known I'm bad at cheering people up and I shouldn't have tried. It's just I dont want to see you like that ): I wanna see happy Tim who insults me all the time! Please cheer up soon! I dont know what to do anymore. I dont like this because I feel like I'm losing everything. Or gonna lose everything. Like just when I thought everything's fine and happy once again, everything crashes down. I'm not good in words, i'm not good in saying the right things at the right time but I do try ever so often and find myself screwing everything up. All I can say is that I really hope he's fine and I didnt make things worse. I want that happiness back. I want it to be the first week again. Let's start over, all over. If only we could. You, stay strong. Dont emo now because he needs you. You know he needs you and I have absolute and total faith that you'll be the one to cheer him up once again. I want you to cheer up too! I want you to be strong and keep trying because I know you have the ability. You always have the right things to say at the right time. I fear what would happen tomorrow because you wont be there but all I can hope for is that I'll keep my mouth shut and say the right things. Keith Urban - Everybody So here you are now, nowhere to turn It's just the same old yesterday And you made a promise to yourself That you were never gonna be this way And the only thing that you've ever known is to run So you keep on driving faster into the sun Cause everybody needs somebody sometimes Yeah, everybody needs somebody sometimes Don't have to find your own way out You gotta voice, let it be heard Just when it feels you're on a dead end road There's always somewhere left to turn So don't give up now You're so close to a brand new day Yes, you are and if you just can't bear to be alone I'll stay Cause everybody needs somebody sometimes Yeah, everybody needs somebody sometimes Well, maybe I been too caught up to see What you've been going through and all that I can say is Oooo, yeah And everybody needs somebody sometimes Yeah, everybody needs somebody sometimes Everybody needs somebody sometimes A little left to save Everybody needs somebody sometimes Gotta have someone beside you Gotta have someone beside you Yes, you do, yes, you do Everybody, everybody needs somebody sometimes If you ever need a listening ear, that's what I do best. It's pathetic but I am pathetic it's all I have to offer. I must understand and I do. I just cant help but feel this way ): I'm trying to stay away, so dont come near me! I just dont want anymore of this. It's too much right now. I'm just spiralling downwards and I dont like it!