Didnt think I'd be blogging again today but I felt like I had alot to say after intpsy.
I think what was brought up was such a SMALL fraction of how everyone is feeling. I say so because when I looked around the room, there was still so much in people's expression but noting said. It's just idiotic. & I know how hard it is to express how one is feeling. I've done that alot myself. Keeping everything inside, not telling the person I'm pissed with her or jealous or whatever. That resulted in me getting scolded for not expressing myself. Now I really know how it feels to know that someone isn't happy with you but doesn't wanna tell you what. That's the whole point. It's really sad lah the way it is.
Anyway, I guess only 4 guys in class really listen to what the girls have to say. Lanze, Dave, Tim and Elton. HAHA. These 4 guys have probably listened to the problems of at least one of the girls if not all. LOL. So yea, whoever reads this (most prob only tim) THANKS LOADS! (:
Hmmm, and the thing about different cliques well, I'm one who have experienced first hand the LOVE from other groups of friends although I'm not that close to them. But they've still been there for me so there's no need to worry I guess. :D
On to lighter things, TIMMAY IS A PERV. What parang behind his zipper! Tsk tsk! Dirty boy. HAHA. And I am not SOON KWEH! & & & NEW PRATA: SPRATA!! HAHAHAHHA. RAHHHH, I've got more workload now. Elton, Nisha and I hae been chosen or sabo-ed to be HMS whatevers -.- ARGHHHH!!!! SITUATIONS! Today wasn't a bad day. I didnt really eat lunch because I didnt feel like it. Today, we had table cloth. Yesterday , we had Lord Vader. What will it be tomorrow? AWWWWW, tomorrow's friday!
I'm really really worried about next sem because somehow it just doesnt feel like it's gonna be okay. But still we will persevere and survive!We have to.
Oh, this morning was really sweet! Lanze was arranging my birthday party and Timmay couldn't go on thursday so we decided on friday instead because Lanze said Timmay was sad that he couldn't go. SO SWEEEET LAHHH. Thanks guys (: But now, Elton might not be able to make it on Friday ): Both of them arelike the 2 guys I'm closest to in class! How to choose between them?! I wont be able to lahhh. I'd want BOTH of them to be there with me! ): ): ): Dont ever make me choose between Elton and Timmay okay. RAHHH.
Well, I wont be putting any song lyrics because the previous one still holds true! It's all because of you. So, for song lyrics scroll down to previous post! XD
& now I've already tried staying away. I'm not doing anything besides staying away. But you're always so close, you're always there. When I dont wanna talk to you, you talk to me. When I'm resisting talking to you, you talk to me. I'm trying to run away but things are pushing me towards you and I cant run even if I want to! Stop being such a sweetheart will you? Stop being so freaking sweet. And cute, you said it was cute. WHY. Last night online was really really nice (: I'm having a dumb yeaning for something I can never have ): Yet, there's so much I wanna say to you. So many thanks for being on the side of me. For listening & for caring & making me laugh in the wee hours of the morning and all day long :D