Things she feels, she never shows.
Thoughts hidden from the ones she knows.
She's trying so hard all alone,
Knowing that it's all unknown.
It's falling apart in front of her,
She knows somehow she's going under.
It's obvious what has become,
Although still dark and shady to some.
She's near the part where she despairs,
The part where she no longer cares.
Giving up is what she'll do,
If she onlyhad the courage to.
Still, she's hanging on so tight.
She sinks to the nadir in the darkest nights.
All she's known just keeps on changing,
Shifting themselves, rearranging.
Shadowy facades, they decieve.
Happiness is what she wishes to recieve.
To experience that bliss she once knew,
That bliss that sent her to the front of the que.
You're the one she looks forward to.
The one she thinks of as a beau.
Someone to put a smile on her face,
To brighten up her every day.
She feels secure with you around,
Something she wishes to tell you about.
Yet she hides these emotions,
For she knows it's only motions.
Thus, she's pulling away from you.
Pushing away from all that 's true.
She's afraid of what's to come,
Afraid that she'd hurt someone.
Still, you are all that she sees,
The sight of you, her eyes to please.
Her joy, her happiness,
She embraces.
& you'll never know. When we're hungry, love will keep us alive.