{ Dreamer }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

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Today has been a tiring day. Busy but fulfilling (: Like I said, at least 'dinner' isnt boring and lonely anymore :D

The way home was filled with loads of memories and love from my dearest little woman, SIEWYI!!

I thought I'd have manny things to blog about but I guess not. I feel busy, occupied. I feel like my space is being invaded by I dont know what. It just feels like there's something bugging me and I dont know what really.

OH, have a birthday celebration with twin on 18th September which happens to be our birthday XD I'm bringing him to Buddy Hoagies then we're going drinking (: And I'll probably say things I'm supposed to keep to myself and end up getting scolded by him XD I've planned the day.

& I'm planning something else but everyone's so slow in replying!! RAH.

This year marks the year of many many things. Too many.

I did say I have new hairstyle since my supervisor doesnt like my frindge?

There it is. The new hairstyle of mine ): UHHHHGLAAAAY.

& in your eyes, I'd like to stay. Too bad, there's everyone but me in your eyes.

{ fin }

Today is a pretty alright day (: At least my dinner isn't alone anymore :D

Work is fun thanks to customers who say I fold towels really nicely or who comment on my high-ness although I've worked forso many hours XD Yes, I have thoughtful customers! And the occasional little babies who come along! They are love, really.

Did I mention I have new hairstyle snce my supervisor doesn't kike my frindge? HAHA, but she's damn nice. She buy chocolates for me to eat. SWISS chocolates. The exact same ones that I got for christmas. LOL. Now I have 2 boxes.

A visit from random guy XD Sneaking around like some thief. LOL.

I dont know. I hope it'll end because we've been doing fine till now =/

What's my blog becoming lah, no lyrics, no pictures ): Oh wells.

The ride home from work today has been just a little too 'walk down memory lane'. Perhaps its because almost a year has passed. Thinking about the whole of my JC year. HAHA. Oh wells.

I'm kind of looking forward to tuesday and wednesday (: But first we have to overcome sunday and monday. OH, and HAPPY BRTHDAY TO DALZIEL. I owe him another dinner ):

So life is simple these days. So simple it becomes complicated as to how simple it can get. Am I making sense? Probably not. I hope cranky woman is sleeping. I dont want cranky woman tomorrow XD & ignore ignore ignore!

Katy Perry - Thinking of You

Comparisons are easily done

Once you've had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

You said move on

Where do I go

I guess second best

Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer

In the middle of winter

Like a hard candy

With a surprise center

How do I get better

Once I've had the best

You said there's

Tons of fish in the water

So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips

I taste your mouth

He pulled me in

I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into...

You're the best

And yes I do regret

How I could let myself

Let you go

Now the lesson's learned

I touched it I was burned

Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Oh won't you walk through

And bust in the door

And take me away

Oh no more mistakes

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

& when I'm with him I'm thinking of you. That's the only thing that stops me each and every time.

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Everyone's missing things and people around them these days. I'm missing people too. People, things, events, incidents. Oh wells.

Today aint that bad a day. I FINALLY GOT TO EAT "DINNER" WITH CINDY! hahaha. Best dinner so far (:

Work is alright :D I have great colleagues!

The Script - The End Where I Begin

Sometimes tears say all there is to say
Sometime your first scars wont ever fade, away

Try to break my heart
Well it's broke
Try to hang me high
Well I'm choked
Wanted rain on me
Well I'm soaked
Soaked to the skin

It's the end where I begin
It's the end where I begin

Sometimes we don't learn from our mistakes
Sometimes we've no choice but to walk away, away

Try to break my heart
Well it's broke
Try to hang me high
Well I'm choked
Wanted rain on me
Well I'm soaked
Soaked to the skin

It's the end where I begin
It's the end where I begin

Now I'm alive
and my ghosts are gone
I've shed all the pain
I've been holding on
The cure for a heart
Is to move along, is to move along
So move along
What don't kill a heart
Only makes it strong

Sometimes tears say all there is to say
Sometime your first scars dont ever fade, away

Try to break my heart
Well it's broke
Try to hang me high
Well I'm choked
Wanted rain on me
Well I'm soaked
Soaked to the skin

It's the end
End where I begin
It's the end
End where I begin

Sometimes we don't learn from our mistakes
Sometimes we've no choice but to walk away, away

I think The Script are amazing song writers. They write songs with so much deepness :D I like! The Script is growing on me.

Sometimes we've no choice but to walk away.
& you I miss the most

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I'm bored so here goes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELTON SEAH RONG CHENG :D 2nd to wish! WOOHOO.

Yet, you're not the one who matters. You're not the one I miss.

HAHA, I dont feel like going to work today ): RAHHH oh wells. Dinner alone everyday just sucks lah. Why cant they put me and Cindy together in the same department huh.

Chicken rice for lunch or should I say branch. I need Uh Huh Her's album!

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Well well, work has been alright today.

Texting the biggest love of my life while on the train home is so fun (: Love that girl loadssss ;)

Feeling kind of weird inside. I dont know. Push it aside!

& guess who I'm talking to after almost a whole month? ELTON SEAH RONG CHENG. He's been chosen for the HMS brochure thingy too! Who else huh!! Me, Elton, Caryn and Tim so far. Who else are the victims? LOL.

I'm going straight to songs (:

The Last Shadow Puppets - Only the Truth

Only the truth

She reckoned she owes

Only the truth

She reckoned she owes

The way she walks

Is scripted and taught

Don't give her an eye

She snipered your mind

See by her hands

That she's been there before

She lifts up her glass

As if to bring down a mess

Only the truth

She reckoned she owes

Only the truth

She reckoned she owes

Climbing the stairs

As if to follow her there

Her golden lace boots

May stop your right there

Hands on your arm

She greets all your friends

Twist of a lime

It seems a bitter end

Only the truth

She reckoned she owes

Only the truth

She reckoned she owes

The girl with many

Different strategies

Wakes the wolves

To curse them

To their knees

She's in the one

By the riverbank

So it's easier for her

To drown you

And she claims

Oh, she claims

It's only the truth

She holds in her hands

It's only the truth

She holds in her hands

& I miss you.

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First day of work completed! Poor Cindy though, bet she just got off work XD

Well, this morning was free and easy! Left house a little too early and reached work place really early so ended up going to the toilet, wasting time and then met Terrence and we went to work XD Work was busy busy busy!! Time passes like super fast and for once I'm not frezing my ass off in Robinson's LOL. It was HAWT today. Literally.

So went for dinner at Mac's ALONE. Sad life ): HAHAHA. Let's hope I get to eat with Cindy tomorrow! I think I've been blessed to have nice colleagues all the time (: Really. Liza is damn funny. She chased me off for dinner and then chased me off after work XD So nice right! And they're superbly patient with me!! Since I'm such a clutz and learn things pretty slowly HAHA.

OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YIXIANG!! He sms me to ask me do ushering for the guitar thingy but I have work!! LOL.Sorry ahhh!

I'm eating because dinner at 6pm is just too early for me. I'm hungry again!! There's this guy at work who makes me feel weird. LOL. He stares at people! A little bit like Desmond but worse. HAHAHAH. And two customers said my HENNA-ed hand is nice!! XD Attention from customers are the best okayyyy! HAHAHH.

I think I'm super nice today! I help fold plastic bags, help my mom collect her vouchers and I went down to leve three to look at the BRA section where SOMEONE is working at just to talk to her when I can go straight home!! XD Be happy, woman!

And Terrence said that we're being paid for training also. REALLY MEH! hahaha. I dont know. Good lah, if we're paid (: YEEEPEEEEEE

This next section is a promised section:
HANN KENN, ENJOY YOUR YEP ANDPLEASE DONT FORGET ME FOR SOME OTHER CHINA FRIEND! XD HAVE A SAFE TRIP AND BRING SOME CHEENANESE BACK!! WOOHOO, WHATEVER THAT MEANS XD I'll miss you and you better miss me too! XD

& SIEWYI, MY LOVE. Stop emoing without me. I dont know what's going on in your life woman. Can you talk to me because I love love love you :D Miss you superbly hugely humongously much can!!

Okays, gonna rest early tonight (: but music first :D

Sadly, she cant really sing live ): But yea, her recording voice is good so hey,why not? It's a great fantabulistic song :D It's on replay in my phone all day long!

OH OH OH, and 07S28 is really the love! They're having a class outing this friday and asked me along :D Sadly I have freaking work and cant go ): ): ): But anyways, if anyone is reading, 07S28 it's been such a blessig to have met you people in my life!! (: You guys are great great great! I miss being in that class and doing dumb stuff with everyone XD I miss the times we had together! & I miss every single one of you!!!! Love you guys forever man :D Such great ex-classmates I have! (: Thanks super much for all the encouragement and support during one of my most depressing times in life! You guys are the reason why I dont find my one year in JJC a complete and utter waste and failure! :D Rock on S28!

& yea, I kissed a girl and I liked it

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Well, its my last night of freedom tonight. Not that I wont have anymore freedom just that I'm starting work.

Anyway, I'm here out of boredom. Like serious boredom. People, please try not to laugh but I have to go to school on 9th September 2008. I've been so called selected to be on the HMS brochure XD Means my ugly face is gonna go into the brochures to scare people away from HMS (: Gao Xiao Lian really is getting famous ): This is so weird.

YEP people are gonna fly off soon ): Nehneh, I will mss you alot alot! & Caryn, enjoy your holidayys!! (:

& to you, please stop assuming things alright (: It's probably not about you anyway so stop it. I feared smething like that would happen and it doesnt matter anymore :D

SIEWYI, our one year anniversary coming soon ahh. Let'sgo somewere pretty and nice! (: HAHA Love you honey!!

The Last Shadow Puppets - Meeting place

The colder the night gets,

The further she strays.

And he doesn't like it,

Being this way.

And she tried so hard to steer away from the meeting place,

But her heart had led her there.

She clings to his consciousness,

Wherever he lays.

He struggles to sleep at night and during the day.

He's worried she's waiting in his dreams to drag him back to the meeting place.

His love had left him there.

Where her voice still echoes,

I'm sorry I met you darling,

I'm sorry I met you.

As she turned into the night, all he has was the words,

I'm sorry I met you darling,

I'm sorry I left you.

For weeks they had strolled around,

Playing the fools.

They knew the time would come and time would be cruel

Because it is cruel to everyone

He's crying out from the meeting place

He's stranded himself there

& such a great song (: Ciao peeps!

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I've been drinking in the morning. That's bad, I'm gonna bean alcoholic ):

DONT ASSUME WHAT YOU DONT KNOW BECAUSE ITS GLARING AT ME.

No one knows who they really are. We walk through life trying to find out who we are and in the end you realise, no one really knows. Before you know it, you're dead and gone.

Watch shows like Grey's Anatomy. So much about life is in there and if you're like me, grab a box of tissues with you.

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Hello people of the world (:

I'm feeling kind of relaxed today although my mind's still at work. But at least I get rest. I'm hapy today because i spoke to my dearest SIEWYI online (: HAHA, woman we are so gonna celebrate our 1 year of friendship together!! 26th November is gonna be such a memorable day in so many ways XD

Well, heard that people think I'm distancing myself from people. No I'm not. I'm just busy busy busy these few days and I'm not really one who talks much about myself to other people unless you ask so I'm sorry if I seem superficial and stuff. Really. I'll try opening up (:

I have absolutely noting to blog about. You people like my blog song? I think they're good XD The Script is a pretty niceband. AND guess who else is a nice band? This band called 'The Last Shadow Puppets'!! Pretty amazing two boys (: Like Tegan and Sara, Uh Huh Her, Automatic Loveletter and 30 Seconds to Mars. But nothing beats JASON MRAZ!! :D

Yea man (: Nice right :D Well, have a nice day people. I'm going to trim my hair a little ince its getting out of hand XD Tata people :D

& you were always on my mind. As I watched Sharmen, I cried. It reflects us.

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Well, if you're in a I-WANNA-READ-SOMTHING-THAT'LL-MAKE-ME-HAPPY mood then dont read this unless reading about me being pissed off with people makes yo feel happy then go ahead (:

To you, just go away alright. Just cos I gave in once doesn't mean I'll give in again. Get a life alright. The thing that pisses me off is that I already warned you what you shouldn't do to piss me off and stop me from blocking you but seems I really have to now. Since you did exactly what I said not to do. You're not my freaking boyfriend so stop asking me what I'm doing at like every hour and wanna know every single detail. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE cos what you want will never happen. goodbye(:

Well another thing is actually to someone really really close. I was really really upset with you today. Your reply just sucked BIG time. So hey, whatever. I thought you'd understand but you obviously dont. So forget it because it hurts to just see your reaction to such a small thing. After all, I have been there for you when you were beaking down. Listened when you needed a listening ear and be happy for you in my most depressing times. Yet, I dont see any form of appreciation for it. Not from your reply today so forget it. Sometimes you just keep giving and people just keep taking. more and more.

& to you, well done. I'm amazed by you do what you do. Seriously. Stop hurting me alright. Go away. since you hate me so much. I'm really tired already.

I have to wake up at 5am tomorrow morning because I'm sending Geraldina off with Edmund :D althoughafterwhatshedididontreallyfeellikebeingthere.

James is asking to meet up again. Not James Tan YH but KS. OMG luh. I have to meet so many people!! No time okay. RAH.

Anyways, I'm feeling a little happier now I guess. Thinking of tomorrow, tuesday and then wednesday. LOL.

Sushi buffet!

Leaving NCSS :D

Yup, Jason Mraz is the LOVE

We do?

Henna-ed hands (:

Say its a nice shoe!

Retardacy rocks! ;)

Remember I was introducing the script a few days back and I said Damn sad song about the song 'The man who cant be moved'? Yea (: This is them snging it live. They're good! :D & I repeat, DAMN SAD SONG.

& its just weird. Put your pride aside and spit it out.That is if you'reactually tryin to tell me something.

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Yesterday was pretty fun XD Besides the touring around esplanade): We should seriously kill that guy. No sense of direction at all >.<>

We ended up eating befoe leaving for work and we reached work like UBER early. So we met Terrence in the lift was it? Whatever luh XD Then off to work! So work wasn't too bad. I had customers all the way till like 10pm!! HAHA, so ended up Terrence and Cindy had to wait for me instead XD so we went to get our stuff and decided to go eat MACDONALD'S! (: Yum yum. & talked abut stuff I shall not talk about now. & she really really looks like lah. Spoiled my mooooooood! So we then went home. Freaking tired okay. LOL. I reached home, bathed and slept.

This morning I was late (oooops) then we walked to the area and it started off wayyyyy boring then we got our hands painted with HENNA and walked around then we entertained LOADS of old folks XD soon we just decided to go off. We havemany balloons! & Shaiz was pretty sweet huh. Take balloon for me! HAHA, I gave it to the indian smoker outside esplanade who wanted it XD So went to Citylink hoping to eat some NEW YORK NEW YORK but ended up spending all my money on some cute cute dress XD OMG. And pease, we both bought the same one luh XD Damn funny. So we took to like Marina Bay and took back but we ended up at Novena square where I ate my lunch (: Then go to Novena Church! (: Met my parents then attended service and came home and slept for about half an hour. Eat porridge for dinner! I'm rambling already (:

This sucks. Blogger dont allow me to put up pics XD Oh wells. Songs then (:

Automatic Loveletter - View from below

Everyone loves you

Can't do anything wrong

They laugh when you laugh

Concerned when you cry

I'm wrong you're right

Complete opposites

In this blood related child

Look down on me

Don't give me sympathy

Adversity amplifies your qualities

There's simply nothing wrong with you

You're wonderful

I wish that I was too

I am obviously not co-operating

I am purposely not oh wanting to

Cause the view from below

Gives me no hope you know

Ya the view below gives me no hope you know

Never been alone one day in your life

If the tables were to turn

Transition from black to white

Well I am insecure and if you don't know this by now

I'm telling you the only way that I know how

Your love I love to hate myself

Not surprising how I've made my own hell

You keep promises I break them

You try and I fake it

Your selflessness that makes me selfish

I am obviously not co-operating

I am purposely not oh wanting to

Cause the view from below

Gives me no hope you know

Ya the view from below

Gives me no hope you know

I'm jealous oh

I'II envy everything about you

I made up a lie I told

Everyone I didn't need you

After all

I am obviously not co-operating

I am purposely not oh wanting to

Cause the view from below

Gives me no hope you know

Mmmmm

I love you

Have fun peeps (: Automatic Loveletter is really pretty enchanting :D They're gonna be one of my permanent favourites already!

SIEWYI, YOU ARE LOVED :D haha, miss you honey!

TATA ;)

Yes I still do ):

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Hellos people. This is gonna be a long post after a long long time! (:

I'm starting to enjoy work :D And so surprisingly its because of my supervisor. She's superbly cute because se brought photographs for us to see! HAHA, and I guess she cracks jokes! Not so boring lahhh at least. I've had a japanese customer and a HOT customer! Wooooohooo XD Oh and the other temp staff Terence is also from Ngee Ann!!!! hahahah Funny. We tested the beds at my department while waiting for Cindy and concluded "Beds all feel the same!!!" But there was this bed with like 6 golden thingys that we called BLING BLING XD

Anyways, I met Khairul Hakim!! We went to sentosa and tried tanning but like the stupid rain clouds came then it started raining. Dumb right. At least we got to drink like Lime juice and Orange juice XD So we went off and started walking back when we saw PIKACHU!!!!!! ARGHHHH. I screamed when I saw pikachu there okay. It's overly coincidental!! OMG, made my day okay (: But pikachu's with a girl ): RAH RAH. HAHAHHA, it's damn funny luh. Oh man, pikachu's smile, I can die!

Then we went off to take the sentosa bus all over the place. We go see the merlion and stuff XD Lik sight seeing for the fun of it XD

So we went to vivo and then decided to go peninsula plaza so that he can look for his guitar XD Went in tried many many. Then we went opposite and we're in this place like some BIG scam place. There's this shop that said 'Photocopying' then yo look carefully there's the words 'Penis Enlargement' HAHAHAHAH! We laughed like mad luh. Then we went off to esplanade rooftop. OMG, I tell you. That's my newest favourite place okayyy. It's like so peaceful and nice luh. I can do my writing and drawing there. SERIOUSLY. So we sat up there and talked about things like "Where do you see yourself in ten years?". We spent a horrendously long time up there and we did have fun (: Thanks dude!!

OH AND WE WENT TO GRAMAPHONE AND I BOUGHT THE ONLY JASON MRAZ ALBUM I DIDNT HAVE. The waiting for my rocketto come one. So now my Jason Mraz main albums are complete :D WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!

So I reached home at like 11.30pm last night and cooked instant noodles. (: Dinner. HAHA. Then watched tv and fell asleep to jason mraz in my ears :D Not too uhhh.

I'm gonna put up photos of me and khai when he passes me those from his camera :D So yeahhhhh. Erm erm, I wanna introduce a band called the script. They'repretty amazing. I thought they'd be one of those bands where they can record songs but they cant exctly singlive cos they sound like shit without the vocal enhancements. But turns outthey're pretty good! Impressive luh :D

The Script - The man who cant be moved

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag. I'm not gonna move,

Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,

Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,

Some try to hand me money they don't understand,

I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,

I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,

How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,

I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,

Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,

If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving

I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy

Whos waiting on a girl...

There are no holes in his shoes

But a big hole in his world...

Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,

And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,

And you'll come running to the corner...

Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved

I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

Damn sad song.Oh wells.

SIEWYI MY LOVE, I'M MISSING YOU HORRIBLY. PLEASE COME ROBINSONS BUY BRA OKAY!!! hhahahahahah XD Love love love love you! ;D

& I'm not moving but who cares.

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BOO PEOPLE! haha, I'm a pretty happy girl for now. Why? I dont know. Maybe because I finally bought an office pants that actually has POCKETS.

ROAR, I have a ticking time bomb beside me right about now. My mother! HAHA, I dont know. She's just pissed and like banging things around. Oh wells.

Anyway, today wasn't too bad (: I had to fold plastic bags. I've decided that I'm never gonna do sales job ever again :D Because its just too boring for me XD Like we just stand around all day. I should go back to office work again right. LOL.

Throwing pizzas to vent anger XD "Do you want sausage or ****ing pepperoni?!"

This is called talking things out (: They look so pretty together you know :D

Who's gonna go - Automatic Loveletter
Every day it's every down
And every night you turn around
You tell me kindly that you like me
Just the way I am now
Well, if you like me so much
Tell me, why are you giving up?
Is it worth enough?
I guess it's not
I can't believe that it happened to me

Who's gonna drive me home
When we're not speaking?
Who's gonna let me know that I'm believed in?
Who's gonna stay?
Cause I won't if you're really leaving
I hope you see
It's truly me who's gonna go

You tell your friends it's time to leave
But then you tell me that you see
Something here you can't imagine living without me
Well, I can see right through your lies
The clear glass cover of your pride
There's nothing wrong with what you keep inside
I can't believe it happened to me

Who's gonna drive me home
When we're not speaking?
Who's gonna let me know that I'm believed in?
Who's gonna stay?
Cause I won't if you're really leaving
I hope you see
It's truly me who's gonna go
Just stay around
You're too far out
You're too far out
Who's gonna go?

Just stay around
You're too far out
You're too far out
Who's gonna drive me home
When we're not speaking?
Who's gonna let me know that I'm believed in?
Who's gonna stay?
Cause I won't if you're really leaving
I hope you see
It's truly me who's gonna go
It's truly me who's gonna go

Tanning and tuner tomorrow (: Then work till I'm dead tired and then get home and fall into deep sleep :D Sending Geraldina off on Monday! HAHA, airport, here I come! XD

& it doesn't really matter anymore

Because it has started to occur to me, what I wanted was different from what you wanted. And passing by familiarplaces everyday isn't doing anything great for me. She's top rated & I got top rated too. You. So yay, I should be happy.

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Oh well, I dont really feel like blogging today. So here goes.

Went for training (: Blessed with nice co workers :D However, there's hardly any food which is freaking sad! So we went off to cineleisure to eat kobayashi. Oh wells.

Photos then.

This is Cindy Relflections
We come in peace XD
Sleepiness

JAUNDICE!

JU-ON:D

So I'm just thinking these few days. Shouldn't love be as fluid as liquid. Like shouldn't everyone be able to love whoever they want? Discriminations sucks.

& you know what? It reflects us.

"Act like you have a girlfriend" Was that why you left? Because it felt like I didnt care each time I said "It's up to you, darling"? If that's so, you took away the one and only thing that seemed important to me at that time for nothing.

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I'm pretty brain tired by now so, woohoo. I'm feeling a kind of small wave of depression till I'm so not even bothering to act mean to Tim XD

Anyways, its probably cos I'm tired. Have not really been sleeping for a very long time and well, today has been pretty exhausting.

Went to meet Cindy for the briefing then we went to Bukit Timah to eat (: Yummylicious! Then we went to my house where we crapped nd looked at photographs, called Ms Emily, did some crap drawing, then listen to music and then she went off. Fun :D

Anyways, parents came home. I dont know why they are so negative about my job this time around. Its just idiotic when all you want is for them to support me. Oh wells. Figured out what I'm feeling shitty about at least. Its sickening. I'm gonna drink my magarita and go to sleep (: I should be happy I guess.

Oh I just finished he drawings for the CYA Lanch this friday. OMG, I'm tired now laahhh. Drawing is love, really. But just that it's tiring after a long time. Especially when there's so so much in my mind at this moment. Well, watching the dark knight with keenan and sushi buffet (: HAHA. Not bad uhhh. Thanks! :D

I shall go tanning on thursday? I dont know luh. LOL. I want a carefree life, I really do. UGH.

Dust In The Wind - Kansas

I close my eyes

Only for a moment, then the moment's gone

All my dreams

Pass before my eyes, a curiosity

Dust in the wind

All they are is dust in the wind

Same old song

Just a drop of water in an endless sea

All we do

Crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see

Dust in the wind

All we are is dust in the wind, ohh

Now, don't hang on

Nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky

It slips away

And all your money won't another minute buy

Dust in the wind

All we are is dust in the wind

Dust in the wind

Everything is dust in the wind

In the wind

Okay, beautiful song that sings of death in such a melancholic way yet so prettily put :) All hail great song writers. The ones who write songs are sometimes more talnted than the ones who sing them. Yet, those who can sing and write equally amazingly deserves nothing but praise.

Oh, and I sort of just ealised today's 18th again XD Yea, time does fly. Soon it'll be a year since I first met SIEWYI!! :D Okay, now I miss Maybank all over again HAHA. No luh, just that it was fun you know. Things were simpler and everything was simpler. Not much like how it is now.

& I really dont know why I feel this way luh. There's like so many things but then you keep linking it back. It's kind of pissy to know I still melt. So freaking easily. I still soften.

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Hello world (:

I've made a great decision in my life :D

Anyways, today was pretty alright (: Church was pretty, charming & amazing.

I told you people I wouldn't stick to the previous blogskin for long. Its too gloooomy for my mood these days XD So bright and cheery this blogskin :D Love it love it love it.

& You know I just got rid of one irritant? The other one came back ):):):):):): RAHHH I'm giving up luh. WHATEVER LUH.

HAHAHA and you know what. I've been really wasting time luh. Time and again you prove to me. Enough is enough (: Gooooodbye!

Everyone's talking about jobs jobs jobs. HAIYOOOO. HAHA, I'm realy in a happy mood I dont know why. XD Oh wells. Dont you miss the lyrics? More lyrics more lyrics! Back to Uh Huh Her okay? Because Leisha Hailey is the LOVE :D

UH HUH HER - WAIT ANOHER DAY

I look at the starlight

I am shattered by the night

Always run where I can

And I hide where I wanna hide

But it feels so right

I want it tonight

It feels so right

I went out of my mind

I am calling you one more time

I know how it feels tonight

I can do nothing about it

But it feels so right

I want it tonight

You feel so right

I will wait to love you

I will wait another day

For you I'd leave all this behind

I will wait for you tonight

I will waste another dream of you

Always run to you

I will take the long road

But it leads right back to you

Pull you into to the sun

I will steal its time for you

But it feels so right

I want it tonight

You feel so right

I will wait to love you

I will wait another day

For you I'd leave all this behind

I will wait for you tonight

I will waste another dream of you

Always run to you

I will wait to love you

I will wait another day

For you I'd leave all this behind

I will wait for you tonight

I will waste another dream of you

Always run to you

Pretty song, I just want a pikachu :D
Oh, and happy birthday to ice & jie wei (:

TOODLES BAYYBEEE XD

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Today's been pretty normal and kind of weird.

She stared at me & I stared at her, we both said nothing. But we both knew. Never know when I'll see her again.

This is Jenny Schecter when Shane said "You're my best friend."

This is how I felt when we were having that group talk okayyy. I cried XD Dumb.

Anyways, 'Timmay-Where Have All The Flowers Gone- The Kingston Trio says: i read yr blog la' Proof of random guy XD

& I'm happy message got across. I'm left alone now. GREAT (: HAHA, no more irritant! Woohoo!

Monday should be pretty fun :D I wanna go tanning.

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Today's psych was a screw up XD For me anyway. Sucks sucks sucks, I'm sorry Mr Tan.

Anyways, after psych we had to go meet Emily to do more art work for CYA. HAHA, more drawing!! ): HAHA, no I like drawing but for leisure. Not for school events. Anyways, so we ask the guys wait for us and WTH they just left lahh and said its cancelled. NOT FORGIVEN OKAYYYY! rah, anyways, after that me and Cindy dont know what to do so we decided to go BUDDY HOAGIES by ourselves XD So w went and ate baked rice! Which was horrendously yummy then went to Lot 1 fr shopping! Spent $47 before earning anything! HAIYOOO. So I bought a dress and leggings! (: Happy :D Cindy couldn't get what she wanted though ): Its okay girl, we have loads more time for shopping! Monday! HAHAHA.

Then after that we took bus and I got off and went to church. Mass-ed with Steffy and a nice talk on the bus home (: Love that girl. She's just the epitome of simplicity luh. Like simplistic beauty, but too bad. She's taken and that fella better treat her well! HAHA, she's the only primary school friend I've been in contact with all along (: & She's really one of a kind. Pretty, smart, sweet, thoughtful and fun. Everything a guy could want :D I'm not lying.

Okay, my mood was pretty good till now. You, you're pissing me off damn it. Seriously, pervert. There's a fine line between getting to know someone and being irritating and you've crossed that line. YOU'RE THE NEWEST IRRITANT IN MY LIFE. One that I cant wait to get rid of now because if 'm letting you stay on you're gonna irritate me for the next 15 months of my life so NO, you blew even the slightest chance of even touching my heart. HAHA, too bad. You're just pissing me off further now. And you know what? No more webcamming for you. I told you from the start dont try to persuade me to do anything Idont want to and dont question me on why I dont wanna do something but you did exactly just that so please please go away. I dont wanna have to completely block you because I hardly do that. So for your own sake, go away. And stop trying to bootlick me, doesnt work (: I'm not like you ex or whatever alright. I'm not gonna be swayed just by a few of your damn praises (: Shoo.

Okay, now that that's done, pictures (:

Me on the left & bro on the right! CUTE!

I <3 my new sweater! Tim, it's only $38!
Mommy & daddy (:
Square rice :D
Cindy & me (:
Yea, our favourite place huh.
Iced tea :D

Yea :D I'm glad we cleared the air. I enjoy time with you now :D Thanks for everything! ;)

Oh sugar! Oh honey honey, you are my candy girl & you got me wanting you. Perhaps all I want is a pikachu :D

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