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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

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{ Friday, August 1, 2008 }

Well, last night was MADNESS!

Everyone was feeling kind of weird afteverything and I was feeling the pressure to plaster my smile on my face. Facades, dont they always work?

I was talking to almost 7 people at one go online last night and was being screamed at to go sleep. I was really feeling like I had to split myself up. But hey, there was good that came out of it I guess. I made a new friend (: & I'm glad I did. I mean, I feel alot better talkingthings through and so I think it was good.

It just that I still feel bad about it you know? Like I know you said its okay and all, but I just dont feel good about it. I dont like what I'm doing but there's not much I can do but apologise a million times to you! I'm sorry!! & I promise I'll cheer up soon. It's just a tiny wave of depression (:

Anyways, I LOST TO TIMMAY IN REVERSI YESTERDAY!! ARGHHHHHH. Partly because I was talking to 7 people at one go and being screamed at. How do you concentrate with that hmmmm?

Well, gonna be a busy weekend so I'm SO gonna fail ITABS. No time to study! Church funfair is this sunday! SIEWYI MY LOVE!!!! ARGH, IT'S BEEN SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG SINCE WE'VE MET UP! I really had hoped some of the cass would be there, but oh wells. & & & is it next thursday or next friday?! LOL. arghhhhh, I feel stressed out. Over I dont know what. I guess everything's piling and piling up.

Well, Jem and Sam wants to go swimming! I cant!!! RAHHHHH. HAHA, I gotta swim soon. My back pain's coming back. After going away for so long! Oh wells, oh wells. What's pain when you've experienced worse right?

OH YES! AND THANKS TO JAIME FOR THE CLASS PHOTOS! MY 07S28 JJC CLASS PHOTOS OF COURSE! I was really really really thankful for having me this bunch of people in my jc life (: How sweet are they? Remembering me and including me in all their class activities still! Thanks so much guys for remembering me in everything! Still love that class LOADS! Miss them lots too!! WOOHOO! Love em :D Study hard for prelims and As!!!! I'm sure they'll all do really really well (:


Automatic Loveltter - August 28th 3.30am
Put your swords away Im already down
the higher we both climb the further we fall
now were under looking up into the floor
and burn each other though we're dying for more
We're stuck on this disfunction We love it to our death
we celelbrate distruction by lighting up this bed....
You can take your love away but don't you ever leave alone
Burn the ghosts we've carried home
Come on touch me show me your imperfect too
These broken lights they shine on us tonight
We don't talk much when there's so much to say
We don't listen but yet we try anyway
My stomach sick bitter and open reveries of helplessness have left me all but open
We strip each others beauty and we push it to the end
we face each other smiling and leave it all unsaid
We kiss till we bleed We Feel So much its killing us
we fight till we're free
And he threatens to leave but wont let me
we cry till we see Infatuations Break Us down
we're healing at three
we dance inside this tragedy
You can take your love away but don't you ever leave alone
Burn the ghosts we've carried home
Come on touch me show me your imperfect too
These broken lights they shine on us tonight
& I really dont know what to do now. It's just an empty void inside. Someone, fill it up please.


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