Today has been a great great day. So much has been done in just one day (:
And yes, I'm speaking metaphorically and not literally.
I woke up today and decided to on the tv where I watched mtv. Then I continued to Grey's Anatomy which I recommend to everyone to watch because it is just a freakinglyawesome show that shows reality in so many ways. Plus, it always makes me cry watching it. I've a soft spot for life.
Thinking about life, we learn new things everyday. I remember Jenny once said to Moiraaka Max that we spend our whole lives trying to find out who we really are, when in the endno one really knows. How true. What makes a person? Her looks? Her personality? Her experiences? Her life? The things she did and the things she didnt do? Who are we then to judge others and expect not to be judged by others? Who arewe to think we have the right to tell someone that the way they live their lives are wrong when all they are doing is loving the ones they want to love. Who are we? What makes uswho we are at this point in our lives? What pushes us to think things up, what causesus to feel things? So many questions. Questions that in the end beget more questions.
I then turned on the laptop and got way out of hand watching vid after vid. Its not aboutjust watchig the vid. But its about learning from the vid. The underlying lessons it teaches the audience. Today I learnt that sometimes we need to take a step back and look at what we have instead of counting our losses and we'd realise that we have morethan what we need. I also learnt that many times we do things that hurt others so muchmore than we imagined we would. Or sometimes we do things to hurt others without even knowing it. This is such an apt sentence to what I'm feeling right now. The epitome of hurt.
Word of the day: FREE
Why you might ask. Why free? Because its a word I realised I only used during a short butsignificant period in my life. I only used this word because at that time I felt that way. I said the word to myself. FREE. What does free mean? Wouldn't encapsulising the meaning of thatin itself a sort of binding already? Ironically, I used this word during a period of time where I was the most binded. The most chained to something, something I chained myself to. So how often do you use the word free? And if so then, how free can one be?
So if I said I wanna be a writer would anyone believe me? Would I succeed? HAHA, ambitions (: Just a decision. Poems or novels?
Anyways, on to lighter stuff (: In case my dearest classmates dont read their HOTmail anymore, 1B01'S CHALET HAS FINALLY BEEN BOOKED :D 1st to 3rd October at Costa Sands Resort Pasir Ris. I really hope everyone will turn up, at least for bbq night because the 3 organisers put in alot of effort to get everything done properly!
And dont ask me why that song. Its just infectious (:
Anna Nalick - Breathe 2am
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe
May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe
There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.
& sometimes wejust forget to breathe. It's not the complex things but the simplest things.