I dont know what's going on in your life and I'm in no position to ask. But I get the feeling you're kind of sad so I'm using the same words you told me. Cheer up girl (: And I know I'd probably be the last person you turn to but still, I'm here for you if you ever need someone and cant find anyone. I'm still your friend you know that :D So cheer up because you're strong and you'll pull through whatever difficulties or obstacles (: