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It was always you.
It was always you.
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{ Friday, October 31, 2008 }
Helloooooey peeps (:
Today has been pretty much a roller coaster ride! Went out of the hose feeling kind of pissed cos I was trying to get my essay done but they had to be drilling so freaking loudly upstairs I decided to leave house ASAP! So I kind of reached the bus stop SUPERBLY early and guess what? I waited for Cindy who actually came wayyyy earlier than expected. So went to class and sat outside.
Class was alright. Pretty boring actually. I was falling asleep if not for the guys' crapping. S&W was pretty fun today. Looked horribly kuku in that outfit but oh wells. Trying on the harnest was damn funny and uncomfortable. I thnk Mr Eugene got kind of pissed with us for talking so much XD And WOMAN is horrible with her ropes!! HAAH, I'll help you okayyy? ;D Nice friend I am. Climbed a little of the rock wall and kind of gave up when I got 7 mosquito bites on my legs ): OHHH, and we go to SWING. Play on the swings!! I LOVE SWINGSSSSS! That's gonna be like my favourite place cos there's a swing there! SWINGGGG!!!
Now I wanna be mean (: woman, 2 DAYS FOR ME :D
Went back to take off the harnest and had a hard time settling everything before finally calling baby and waited at the 67 bus stop for baby (: Seeing him makes my day lah really (: Went home and baby came home wih me since no one's at home. Cooked instant noodles for him! 2 packets okayyy. Then we watched Chris Angel together then he went home at around 7.50pm and it was scary cos I think my parents might come home anytime HAHA.
Talking to woman makes me realise, I'm really lucky (: How many people have someone to send them home all the time almost everyday. What more he's sick and tired but he still comes all the way back. I so love him! (: I'm seriously feeling super blessed and happy :D Dont really know how to describe this feeling I'm feeling now. HAHA.
Today has been pretty much a roller coaster ride! Went out of the hose feeling kind of pissed cos I was trying to get my essay done but they had to be drilling so freaking loudly upstairs I decided to leave house ASAP! So I kind of reached the bus stop SUPERBLY early and guess what? I waited for Cindy who actually came wayyyy earlier than expected. So went to class and sat outside.
Class was alright. Pretty boring actually. I was falling asleep if not for the guys' crapping. S&W was pretty fun today. Looked horribly kuku in that outfit but oh wells. Trying on the harnest was damn funny and uncomfortable. I thnk Mr Eugene got kind of pissed with us for talking so much XD And WOMAN is horrible with her ropes!! HAAH, I'll help you okayyy? ;D Nice friend I am. Climbed a little of the rock wall and kind of gave up when I got 7 mosquito bites on my legs ): OHHH, and we go to SWING. Play on the swings!! I LOVE SWINGSSSSS! That's gonna be like my favourite place cos there's a swing there! SWINGGGG!!!
Now I wanna be mean (: woman, 2 DAYS FOR ME :D
Went back to take off the harnest and had a hard time settling everything before finally calling baby and waited at the 67 bus stop for baby (: Seeing him makes my day lah really (: Went home and baby came home wih me since no one's at home. Cooked instant noodles for him! 2 packets okayyy. Then we watched Chris Angel together then he went home at around 7.50pm and it was scary cos I think my parents might come home anytime HAHA.
Talking to woman makes me realise, I'm really lucky (: How many people have someone to send them home all the time almost everyday. What more he's sick and tired but he still comes all the way back. I so love him! (: I'm seriously feeling super blessed and happy :D Dont really know how to describe this feeling I'm feeling now. HAHA.
& yea, you baby (: 9 days!
{ fin }
{ }
Another day has passed! (:
Pardon he horrendously late blogging. It's from excessive guitar-ing XD I get carried away and decide to blog only now. XD
Anyway, today is a short day in school like all thursdays are. Mr Simon still never fails to impress me with his thoughts. We have funny people in our group! Nisha is sooo cute sometimes. (:
Woman keeps smiling to herself today! HAHA. And I still sent her off to hr bus in the end together with baby (:
Met baby at ourspace and he was playing some soccer game LOL. No point telling me the names of your friends! I dont remember them XD Anyway, I think baby's super nice to keep sending me home almost everyday (: Thanks baby (: He's like SICK already bt he doesnt wanna sleep early -.-
Well, intended to reach home by 7pm but I guess I was too happy being with him I went home at around 7.30pm instead! HAHA, he's amazing :D
My fingers are hurting from guitar-ing so much but Iso love it. And I still dunno what track pants to wear for S&W -.- At least I have woman with me (: And shorty XD
And I'm talking to DEON now -.- HAHA, at least some people bother to keep i contact after Robinsons although I barely knew him at robinsons XD
My day has been brilliant and I realise I'm really really superbly contented with life now (: I just find so many reasons to have a smile on my face every single day and its al because of Mr See :D Huishan says she always sees him in school until she's super sian already XD And Daphne says she still cant recognise him! LOUSYYY! HAHAH.
& baby, please get well soon! 9 more days (:
Pardon he horrendously late blogging. It's from excessive guitar-ing XD I get carried away and decide to blog only now. XD
Anyway, today is a short day in school like all thursdays are. Mr Simon still never fails to impress me with his thoughts. We have funny people in our group! Nisha is sooo cute sometimes. (:
Woman keeps smiling to herself today! HAHA. And I still sent her off to hr bus in the end together with baby (:
Met baby at ourspace and he was playing some soccer game LOL. No point telling me the names of your friends! I dont remember them XD Anyway, I think baby's super nice to keep sending me home almost everyday (: Thanks baby (: He's like SICK already bt he doesnt wanna sleep early -.-
Well, intended to reach home by 7pm but I guess I was too happy being with him I went home at around 7.30pm instead! HAHA, he's amazing :D
My fingers are hurting from guitar-ing so much but Iso love it. And I still dunno what track pants to wear for S&W -.- At least I have woman with me (: And shorty XD
And I'm talking to DEON now -.- HAHA, at least some people bother to keep i contact after Robinsons although I barely knew him at robinsons XD
My day has been brilliant and I realise I'm really really superbly contented with life now (: I just find so many reasons to have a smile on my face every single day and its al because of Mr See :D Huishan says she always sees him in school until she's super sian already XD And Daphne says she still cant recognise him! LOUSYYY! HAHAH.
& baby, please get well soon! 9 more days (:
{ fin }
{ Wednesday, October 29, 2008 }
Short entry because I'm tired (:
Sorry woman for low energy in class today.
Was getting bad vibes from a certain stare but I'm glad I kept my cool. (:
Mr Tan is the best entertaining lecturer alive! XD
Debate was shit. I did like shit so oh well.
CYA was FUUUUN as usual. Viviana and Matthew never fail to make me laugh my pants off and Isaac's dumb cold jokes always provoking everyone else! XD Today we talked about neglecting others and not having time for God. (: Applies alot to me huh!
Baby is such a nice fella (: Sorry to keep you waiting okay!! He came back to school to fetch me home because he missed me XD ULTERIOR MOTIVE, but I dont mind (: Park-ed and then went home :D Yea, it does feel like 6 months XD I love him so (:
Baby made my day today nd as tired as I was, I'm completely alive and energetic when he's around (: Amazing isn't it? :D
& baby, you're everything (: 11 days more ;D
Sorry woman for low energy in class today.
Was getting bad vibes from a certain stare but I'm glad I kept my cool. (:
Mr Tan is the best entertaining lecturer alive! XD
Debate was shit. I did like shit so oh well.
CYA was FUUUUN as usual. Viviana and Matthew never fail to make me laugh my pants off and Isaac's dumb cold jokes always provoking everyone else! XD Today we talked about neglecting others and not having time for God. (: Applies alot to me huh!
Baby is such a nice fella (: Sorry to keep you waiting okay!! He came back to school to fetch me home because he missed me XD ULTERIOR MOTIVE, but I dont mind (: Park-ed and then went home :D Yea, it does feel like 6 months XD I love him so (:
Baby made my day today nd as tired as I was, I'm completely alive and energetic when he's around (: Amazing isn't it? :D
Lifehouse - Everything
Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place
where I find peace, again.
You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light, to my soul.
You are my purpose, you're everything.
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Cause you're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want, you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, you're all I need.
You're everything, everything.
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better, any better than this.
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
& baby, you're everything (: 11 days more ;D
{ fin }
{ Tuesday, October 28, 2008 }
hellooooooey peeps (:
I've seriously got nothing to blog about ): SADNESS.
Today's been boring and I apologise for getting cranky at the end of the day. I was just feeling so freaking tired and staying back just felt like such a tiring thing to do!
Woman was nice to come back for me. Maybe she had ULTERIOR MOTIVE!! XD No luh. She's nice to come back and wait for me ahhh (: Thanks woman!
Baby cheered me up when I was feeling cranky in emily's class (: Thanks baby (: He's funny lah. Send me some recording of bomb dropping. DUMB. HAHA, but I love it ;D Didnt meet him at all today. Oh wells.
Woman was lame enough when I put the lyrics of 'Unfold' on my msn personal message -.- Peel banana right? -.- HAHA. LAME.
OH and someone is being such a nosy parker. Galen thought I quarreled with Cindy -.- Why would I huh. AND I aint lame. I can walk, run, jump, skip, hop and etc very well (:
I am proud to anounce I can now play MAKEUP SMEARED EYES on my guitarrr! (: WOOHOOOOO!
Emily makes my eye itchy. During her class in the morning my eye was itching and hurt like hell. IT WAS SWOLLEN OKAYYY. Then it got wayyy better after that but when it came to her make up lesson after that my eye began to itch and hurt again! ): EMILY MAKES MY EYE ITCHY AND PAINFUL ):
SIEWYI YOU ASS (ahem, gorgeous)! STUDY HARD FOR YOUR CHINESE As OKAYY! BETTER PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS OR I'LL NOT NAME THE BABY TIGER AFTER YOU XD She's sending me elephant shit from the SINGAPORE ZOO! (: What a nice darling XD LOVE YOU WOMAN (:
& this one's for baby (:
I've seriously got nothing to blog about ): SADNESS.
Today's been boring and I apologise for getting cranky at the end of the day. I was just feeling so freaking tired and staying back just felt like such a tiring thing to do!
Woman was nice to come back for me. Maybe she had ULTERIOR MOTIVE!! XD No luh. She's nice to come back and wait for me ahhh (: Thanks woman!
Baby cheered me up when I was feeling cranky in emily's class (: Thanks baby (: He's funny lah. Send me some recording of bomb dropping. DUMB. HAHA, but I love it ;D Didnt meet him at all today. Oh wells.
Woman was lame enough when I put the lyrics of 'Unfold' on my msn personal message -.- Peel banana right? -.- HAHA. LAME.
OH and someone is being such a nosy parker. Galen thought I quarreled with Cindy -.- Why would I huh. AND I aint lame. I can walk, run, jump, skip, hop and etc very well (:
I am proud to anounce I can now play MAKEUP SMEARED EYES on my guitarrr! (: WOOHOOOOO!
Emily makes my eye itchy. During her class in the morning my eye was itching and hurt like hell. IT WAS SWOLLEN OKAYYY. Then it got wayyy better after that but when it came to her make up lesson after that my eye began to itch and hurt again! ): EMILY MAKES MY EYE ITCHY AND PAINFUL ):
SIEWYI YOU ASS (ahem, gorgeous)! STUDY HARD FOR YOUR CHINESE As OKAYY! BETTER PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS OR I'LL NOT NAME THE BABY TIGER AFTER YOU XD She's sending me elephant shit from the SINGAPORE ZOO! (: What a nice darling XD LOVE YOU WOMAN (:
& this one's for baby (:
We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide
Looking at you,
holding my breath,
For once in my life,
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
letting you inside.
Feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she says
For the first time
Maybe I'm wrong,
But I'm feeling right where I belong
With you tonight
Like being in love
To feel for the first time
The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes
Looking at you,
Holding my breath,
For once in my life
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
Letting you inside.
I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky that's under my skin
Like being in love, she says,
for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time
We're crashing
Into the unknown
We're lost in this
But it feels like home
I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky that's under my skin
Like being in love, she says,
for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time
& 12 more days ;D I love you! (:
{ fin }
{ Monday, October 27, 2008 }
Helloooooo peopole XD
I'm feeling loved today (:
Spent the whole morning till afternoon doing projects and then managed to sneak out of the house at 5.45pm to get to Lot one to meet baby (: Who was being super nice to come meet me just because I missed him :D Thanks baby (: HAHA, but I got a little pissed when it was 6pm and he said he was still at 151 and I thought he meant the bus 151. HAHA, then some fella smacked my head. ABUSER!
We went to JEC to wait for Hui Mui and Matthew and baby ate ice cream (: They came and we went to eat NOOOOODLES! Like all four of us. Different sort of noodles but still noodles! XD Then we went to NTUC!! XD To buy stuff and Hui Mui and Matthew went off and baby and I went to take bus home. HAHA.
I aint a devil okay. LOL.
I'm a really happy girl who's feeling super loved (:
Woman, I will be early tomorrow! (: PROMISE!
HMPH >.<>
I'm feeling loved today (:
Spent the whole morning till afternoon doing projects and then managed to sneak out of the house at 5.45pm to get to Lot one to meet baby (: Who was being super nice to come meet me just because I missed him :D Thanks baby (: HAHA, but I got a little pissed when it was 6pm and he said he was still at 151 and I thought he meant the bus 151. HAHA, then some fella smacked my head. ABUSER!
We went to JEC to wait for Hui Mui and Matthew and baby ate ice cream (: They came and we went to eat NOOOOODLES! Like all four of us. Different sort of noodles but still noodles! XD Then we went to NTUC!! XD To buy stuff and Hui Mui and Matthew went off and baby and I went to take bus home. HAHA.
I aint a devil okay. LOL.
I'm a really happy girl who's feeling super loved (:
Woman, I will be early tomorrow! (: PROMISE!
COPYCAT, MEOW!
HMPH >.<>
Yeah, this is called true bliss (:
& Timoty Seow once said 'Happiness is a choice'. In this case, I dont have a choice but to be happy and I LOVE IT :D
THANKS BABY (:
{ fin }
{ Sunday, October 26, 2008 }
Hellooooooooey everone (:
Today I dont feel like blogging. HAHA. Rare occasions.
Had a nice nice chit chat with SIEWYI darling (: I'm stuffing her in my luggage to NZ too! :D
Church was great (:
I FREAKING MISS MY BABY.
Woman's being a nice nice friend (: Thanks, you!
Cousin: Hey you have other photos of your boyfriend?
Me: SHHHHH! HAHA. *takes out hp and goes to room*
Cousin: EHHH, I think he's damn cute!!
Me: No luh. He's ugly.
Cousin: NO SERIOUSLY. I THINK HE'S DAMN CUTE!
Haha, Mr See you should be proud.
& some how you have managed to get under my skin, more than anyone ever did.
Today I dont feel like blogging. HAHA. Rare occasions.
Had a nice nice chit chat with SIEWYI darling (: I'm stuffing her in my luggage to NZ too! :D
Church was great (:
I FREAKING MISS MY BABY.
Woman's being a nice nice friend (: Thanks, you!
Cousin: Hey you have other photos of your boyfriend?
Me: SHHHHH! HAHA. *takes out hp and goes to room*
Cousin: EHHH, I think he's damn cute!!
Me: No luh. He's ugly.
Cousin: NO SERIOUSLY. I THINK HE'S DAMN CUTE!
Haha, Mr See you should be proud.
& some how you have managed to get under my skin, more than anyone ever did.
{ fin }
{ Saturday, October 25, 2008 }
YOOOOOOOO!
I happen to be high on guitar today. My fingers hurt but I'm loving it! (: So today I woke up and did HOUSEWORK. I think I rock. Cooked for mommy and myself lunch because she was so tired from doing housework. Simple porridge, fishcake, veggie and luncheon meat! YUMMY still (:
Then I started guitaring but we had to go off to Novena and so I stopped for a while and then came back home and played SOME MORE guitar. :D AND I'm learning paramore songs THANKS TO KHAIRUL HAKIM!! XD My Hero. I'm gonna learn My Hero!!
OOOH, just talked to VICTOR hahaa. After so long XD He suddenly call with UNKNOWN number ahh. Have to guess who but I'm good at recognising voices. SET for december (:
Okay, I really had alot to blog about but suddenly I feel like there's not much to blog about.
OH YES. To you, stop being such a sour grape. Just because you didnt get me in the end aka YOU FAILED at your attempt doesnt mean you have the right to belittle and insult my current relationship. Go look at yourself in the mirror. You're nothing (:
Baby's super funny today! He called when I was bathing and asked if I got my pay. FUNNY AH. We're like super random (: HAHA. BIG bully, I miss you!! Really do.
Anyway, my dearest SIEWYI has been invited to Asri's wedding. After recieving her sms I got this HUGE overwhelming senseof nostalgia. Remembering the times we had in Maybank. How far we've come (: I feel soooo detached from Maybank really. Like I'm not in contact with ANYONE anymore. Oh wells, sort of feel down when you think about it but yeah. It happens I guess. People walk in and out of my life. I walk in and out of peoples' lives too. Without even leaving any sign of footprints. Cleanly forgotten. Oh well, doesnt matter anymore.
I deleted my past today. Everything in my handphone is gone for good.
AND I'm at the point in the relationship where I start bursting with love HAHA. I'm happy and smiling to myself on the train for no reason.
AND woman! At least you've STARTED on it!
Music is what's keeping me alive for now (: I love the person who created music!! AMAZING.
OH and I wanna get new earphones for my mp3. My earphones are becoming MAGGIE MEE! (:
I happen to be high on guitar today. My fingers hurt but I'm loving it! (: So today I woke up and did HOUSEWORK. I think I rock. Cooked for mommy and myself lunch because she was so tired from doing housework. Simple porridge, fishcake, veggie and luncheon meat! YUMMY still (:
Then I started guitaring but we had to go off to Novena and so I stopped for a while and then came back home and played SOME MORE guitar. :D AND I'm learning paramore songs THANKS TO KHAIRUL HAKIM!! XD My Hero. I'm gonna learn My Hero!!
OOOH, just talked to VICTOR hahaa. After so long XD He suddenly call with UNKNOWN number ahh. Have to guess who but I'm good at recognising voices. SET for december (:
Okay, I really had alot to blog about but suddenly I feel like there's not much to blog about.
OH YES. To you, stop being such a sour grape. Just because you didnt get me in the end aka YOU FAILED at your attempt doesnt mean you have the right to belittle and insult my current relationship. Go look at yourself in the mirror. You're nothing (:
Baby's super funny today! He called when I was bathing and asked if I got my pay. FUNNY AH. We're like super random (: HAHA. BIG bully, I miss you!! Really do.
Anyway, my dearest SIEWYI has been invited to Asri's wedding. After recieving her sms I got this HUGE overwhelming senseof nostalgia. Remembering the times we had in Maybank. How far we've come (: I feel soooo detached from Maybank really. Like I'm not in contact with ANYONE anymore. Oh wells, sort of feel down when you think about it but yeah. It happens I guess. People walk in and out of my life. I walk in and out of peoples' lives too. Without even leaving any sign of footprints. Cleanly forgotten. Oh well, doesnt matter anymore.
I deleted my past today. Everything in my handphone is gone for good.
AND I'm at the point in the relationship where I start bursting with love HAHA. I'm happy and smiling to myself on the train for no reason.
AND woman! At least you've STARTED on it!
Music is what's keeping me alive for now (: I love the person who created music!! AMAZING.
OH and I wanna get new earphones for my mp3. My earphones are becoming MAGGIE MEE! (:
& watch as I unfold (:
Baby, you make it easy to love you :D 15 more days!
{ fin }
{ Friday, October 24, 2008 }
HELLOOOOEYY (:
I'm feeling relieved today! (: Let's start from the beginning because its not the end that's why its called the beginning XD I'm learning to speak that way from now on.
Anyways, started off the day feeling happy because I got to watch GREY'S ANATOMY!! :D I watched it yesterday too and guess what? I freaking cried my eyeballs out when they showed the part with Izzie Stevens and Danny Ducatt! His spirit beside her calling her name and the expression on her face was just maaaad!
I'm feeling relieved today! (: Let's start from the beginning because its not the end that's why its called the beginning XD I'm learning to speak that way from now on.
Anyways, started off the day feeling happy because I got to watch GREY'S ANATOMY!! :D I watched it yesterday too and guess what? I freaking cried my eyeballs out when they showed the part with Izzie Stevens and Danny Ducatt! His spirit beside her calling her name and the expression on her face was just maaaad!
Today's one wasn't really all that sad but its all about how the past always comes back to haunt people. My past has haunted enough. HAHA. Nicholas was also watching and we were like typing out the lyrics and stuff of the advertistement thingy. FUNNY! OH, Nicholas happens to be Deon's friend. SMALL WORLD OF MINE!
Then off to school I went. I made sure I left EARLY and reached EARLY! :D Baby's being such a nice guy to cross the dumb bridge twice to come find me and then cross with me and Cindy (: HAHA, but but but he's freaking ABUSIVE! hahaha, tsk tsk. He greeted me with a smack on my head ): HAHAHA. Meeting baby before lessons makes me soooo much happier in lesson XD I made a new friend today! His name is JASON and he's stuck with me, Cassie and Shen Lynn forever in CATS! XD He's dead man.
OHHH, CATS! We were asked to come up with a solution on how to put a pear into a narrow necked wine bottle and my group's dumbest solution became one of the most original to our teacher! We said "Dont make the wine, assuming no one would drink the wine." AMAZING. How something dumb to one may appear original to another! One man's food is another man's poison! :D HAHA.
S&W was alright. We just kept listening to Mr Eugene talk -.- Climber, Belayer, Anchorman, Spotter. I listen okay. He has to stop suaning me on how I wear. I promise to get my berms by next friday! XD Oh, and the ANT incident was funny too! AND "The rope, its not a string ah. That's why is called rope." HAHAHA, dumbness.
After S&W me, Cindy and Jia Wen went to the eating place at the swimming pool area to EAT. I ate LOR MAI KAI or however you spell that (IT'S NOT EVEN ENGLISH!) and it's sooo YUMMY cos I haven eaten it for like YEARS and I really mean YEARS. Jia We had to tempt me into eating SIEWMAI which happens to be one of the things I get soooo easily addicted to. So I ended up eating FOUR of it. OH, funny thing was there was this guy sitting at the other side who kept looking at us so I said 'HI' cos he's also from Sport Climbing and we introduced ourselves and he said his name was BRA! hahaha, three of us were STUNNED luh! Later we then found out that BRA was short for IBRAHIM! Cute huh. He chooses to call himself BRA. Imgine luh "Where's BRA?" "Which BRA?" HAHAHH, okayyy, LAME.
We were then joined by Fiona and Caryn (: And we had a superbly fun time tryig to get the uncle's attention cos he was working alone and he had soooo many customers calling for him from all corners of his "shop" HAHAH, thinking back on it. It's a damn funny scene!
Went to the bus stop and we saw AFRO CANDY!! HAHA, cute luh. His eyes, woman. His eyes are amazing. Plus the hair. WOOTS. Woman went off first this time round. On the way home I was feeling super sleepy when baby called (: Then I spotted JEREMY on the bus! He's this dude from HILLGROVE haha, and he seems to have me confused with some other girl -.- Oh wells. So we chatted all the way to Lot One and he was nice enough to wait with me till my parents came (: Thanks! Ate Mac's! HAHA. I made an embarrassment of myself while trying to get souviets ): OH MAAAAN ): I'm so good at embarrassing myself!
Anyways, came home and played my guitar and messaged SIEWYI (: I'm so happy we're back to normal honey (: You know I love you!
Okay, I'm like missing Mr See for no reason. ): Call me you dumb bug bully! HAHA. You know, we started off with equal number of calls to each other but now its like he's called me 22 times and I've called him 13 times XD
& woman, dont worry! I'm not saying you cant luh! REALLY. HAHA. I'll still love you! I wont ZSQY but you should really try to AWJW or whatever that is luh! HAHA, my chinese really rocks now XD
Woman and I took dumb pics today! (:
BUCK tooth :3
BIG smile :D
She loves me! :D
She's pure evil.
We even share shoes now XD & Baby, you shine brighter than anyone ;D 16 days more (:
{ fin }
{ Thursday, October 23, 2008 }
Hello people (:
Today has been an awakening. I'm sorry to everyone I've been neglecting in my life. Really. I dont mean to. It's just that sometimes things happen sofast its not possible to update everyone on everything that's been going on in my life. Its been pretty hectic. What with school starting, having a new semester, new group mates for projects and of course I guess the biggest change is being attached.
Its hard to balance everything at one go. Its hard to please everyone but my dearest Siewyi, you're not just anyone to me. You are someone really really special. No one understands me the way you do, seriously! So darling, I really hope you dont feel like I've left you. I've not left you and I wont ever leave you. You know, let's meet up again soon (: So I can update you on my life and you can tell me more about your's too! :D Catch up time since the last time we met was such a short time. I still love you as much as the day we started this AMAZING friendship and girl, you know very well that no one's ever gonna replace you in my life. Like I said, I think you know me as well as I know myself. We've been through ups and downs together and I hope we'll contnue to do so! I LOVE YOU :D and I'm really sorry or going missing from your life for so long and making you feel this way!
Anyways, so what happened today? OH YES
I'm sorry to Woman for being late again ): I really left on time but the blooooody bus took like forever to come uh. So we were late for Juliet's class ): I'M VERY SORRY WOMAN!! Class was alright I guess. Simon's class was interesting. Working with Lanze, Wejie and Desmond was crazily funny! The clicking and non fapping bird -.- OH, and me and nehneh freaked Mr Simon out when we were like hugging each other HAHAA. He was like so disturbed luh XD We laughed like mad. Nehneh, I've missed laughing with you (:
Mr Simon's class ended early and so I went to meet Baby (: And his friends XD Daphne and Huishan like reporting to me ah. Always sms me to tell me they saw my baby HAHA cute luh. So walked out from the back gate and went to buy drink and food! HAHA cos I was freaking hungry!! Then took bus with Baby and friends. His friends like dont dare to talk to me or what HAHA, then walked home and went void deck. I'm nice luh. Went home just to take water for him to drink -.- lol. I'm a happy girl. And baby found out my weakness ): SHHHH!
Oh well. Guess who I'm talking to huh? GALEN YEO. Cos he started talking to me. HAHA. They ask if its awkward between us now. I dont think so anymore. It's clear I'm in a happy relationship and what's past is past so yeah (: PEACE YOOO!
Anyways, I saw the signs and read them. Ominous. That's the word I used this morning when I started feeling heavy and burdened. I knew something bad was gonna happen. Not bad but I guess not very positive. So three nice words for today. 'Facades', 'Epitome' and 'Ominous'.
1) Facade : An artificial or deceptive front
2) Epitome : A representative or perfect example of a class or type
3) Ominous : Portending evil or harm; foreboding; threatening; inauspicious
You learn something new everyday (: I've learnt today that sometimes we need to take a step back and see that our self wrapped selves are not enough to satisfy everyone. I'm sorry again for neglecting everyone I've neglected but especially to my dearest Siewyi! I dont wanna lose you so please say you'e feeling okay! I always get this way when I'm in a relationship! Its like what happened during the maybank period. I just ignore everything else ): I'm sorry.
"Somedays, it may seem that everyone wants a piece of you. So much so that you feel so tied down and burdened. Yet, you have a choice. A chance to choose who you want to give that piece of yourself to. So give wisely for these pieces are not unlimited." Wise words from a wise friend (: How true it seems.
& my mistakes were made for you
Today has been an awakening. I'm sorry to everyone I've been neglecting in my life. Really. I dont mean to. It's just that sometimes things happen sofast its not possible to update everyone on everything that's been going on in my life. Its been pretty hectic. What with school starting, having a new semester, new group mates for projects and of course I guess the biggest change is being attached.
Its hard to balance everything at one go. Its hard to please everyone but my dearest Siewyi, you're not just anyone to me. You are someone really really special. No one understands me the way you do, seriously! So darling, I really hope you dont feel like I've left you. I've not left you and I wont ever leave you. You know, let's meet up again soon (: So I can update you on my life and you can tell me more about your's too! :D Catch up time since the last time we met was such a short time. I still love you as much as the day we started this AMAZING friendship and girl, you know very well that no one's ever gonna replace you in my life. Like I said, I think you know me as well as I know myself. We've been through ups and downs together and I hope we'll contnue to do so! I LOVE YOU :D and I'm really sorry or going missing from your life for so long and making you feel this way!
Anyways, so what happened today? OH YES
I'm sorry to Woman for being late again ): I really left on time but the blooooody bus took like forever to come uh. So we were late for Juliet's class ): I'M VERY SORRY WOMAN!! Class was alright I guess. Simon's class was interesting. Working with Lanze, Wejie and Desmond was crazily funny! The clicking and non fapping bird -.- OH, and me and nehneh freaked Mr Simon out when we were like hugging each other HAHAA. He was like so disturbed luh XD We laughed like mad. Nehneh, I've missed laughing with you (:
Mr Simon's class ended early and so I went to meet Baby (: And his friends XD Daphne and Huishan like reporting to me ah. Always sms me to tell me they saw my baby HAHA cute luh. So walked out from the back gate and went to buy drink and food! HAHA cos I was freaking hungry!! Then took bus with Baby and friends. His friends like dont dare to talk to me or what HAHA, then walked home and went void deck. I'm nice luh. Went home just to take water for him to drink -.- lol. I'm a happy girl. And baby found out my weakness ): SHHHH!
Oh well. Guess who I'm talking to huh? GALEN YEO. Cos he started talking to me. HAHA. They ask if its awkward between us now. I dont think so anymore. It's clear I'm in a happy relationship and what's past is past so yeah (: PEACE YOOO!
Anyways, I saw the signs and read them. Ominous. That's the word I used this morning when I started feeling heavy and burdened. I knew something bad was gonna happen. Not bad but I guess not very positive. So three nice words for today. 'Facades', 'Epitome' and 'Ominous'.
1) Facade : An artificial or deceptive front
2) Epitome : A representative or perfect example of a class or type
3) Ominous : Portending evil or harm; foreboding; threatening; inauspicious
You learn something new everyday (: I've learnt today that sometimes we need to take a step back and see that our self wrapped selves are not enough to satisfy everyone. I'm sorry again for neglecting everyone I've neglected but especially to my dearest Siewyi! I dont wanna lose you so please say you'e feeling okay! I always get this way when I'm in a relationship! Its like what happened during the maybank period. I just ignore everything else ): I'm sorry.
"Somedays, it may seem that everyone wants a piece of you. So much so that you feel so tied down and burdened. Yet, you have a choice. A chance to choose who you want to give that piece of yourself to. So give wisely for these pieces are not unlimited." Wise words from a wise friend (: How true it seems.
& my mistakes were made for you
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{ Wednesday, October 22, 2008 }
THIS IS TIMOTHY aka TIMMAY. He's from 1B01 and he's a BULLY. This is him SLEEPING in lectures!! Tsk tsk. Naughty boy XD Be honored! One whole blog entry just for you! :D :D :D Nice friend I am (:
OH, I DID NOT WHACK HIS BUTT! ):
Anyways, today's been an alright day. Was feeling shitty in the morning but when it came to the three hour break me and woman just kept on eating non stop. Tako balls, cheese tofu, sweet corn. YUMMY. And I finally met XUEQI todayy! :D HAHA, she's still the same girl I knew on the first day of guitar! XD
Still my one and only guitar mate! (: HAHABaby came to look for me when he ended school (: Eh, you look exceptionally good today! :D Dont ask me why HAHA. Then he went home ):
Mrs Tan's lecture was just weird. I slept through most of it because I was so freaking tired and woman needed her space so I had no one to disturb LOL. So I slept. All that information about baby making -.- How relavant. Anyway, that's when I decided after much thought ;D
After that had Mrs Tan's tutorial. It was really pretty ________ I dont know eh. HAHA, cos I wasn't really paying attention most of the time. The presentation was kind of funny though. Probably one of the worst presentations I've ever done XD So play play feel. Went home after that, peacefully with music in my ear (:
Woman, I might have obsession with words but I've always been more of a listener than a speaker. So I'm sorry if at times I dont say the right words okay! And if you ever need someone to talk to, I'M HERE LUH! You can text me, msn me, call me, find me, hit me, bite me, scold me or whatever :D I'll be here for you because you've always been there for me! I love you!
Baby, I really mean it okay. I'll be here for you all the time too ;D Dont worry about it. Same thing luh. Sometimes I dont know what to say but I'm good at listeing so if you're like angry or whatever and you need someone to scream at, you can look for me! (: Or if you're happy and you wanna share it with someone, OBVIOUSLY you better come find me ;D HAAH, I love you!
Juliet Simms is amazing! Automatic Loveletter is seriously G.R.E.A.T. (:
& dont take it away, cos I got my eye on you (:
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{ Tuesday, October 21, 2008 }
Today has been a tiring day!
Woke up at 5am today for no particular reason! ): So stayed awake and was EARLY to meet woman :D Crossed our row-man-tik bridge and arrived EARLIER than Emily for the first time! HAHA, stats was brain juice draining!! Soooo hard to understand somehow XD
Then went off for Heidi's class. She's freaking cute luh. And after her class, I really think our new IP group is gonna do fine hopefully (: HAHA, cos somehow it seems that we all get along pretty well! :D HEH PEE.
Lunch was worrying. Baby was in a bad mood. I'm sorry woman! Didnt mean to be so black faced throughout lunch ): SORRY!! Then it was OB and Mr Simon was still great! Just that I wasn't in the mood to listen so woman and I went out for a walk XD It ended soon and baby came back to school to fetch me. Bumped into JiaHui at the bus stop too!
Baby and I then walked hand in hand to the shell bus stop and guess who else we got surprise from? Baby's FATHER!!! ARGHHH!!! WE BOTH GOT A HUGE ENORMOUS SHOCK LAHH! And we worried all the way back to CCK LOL. Went to eat that chicken rice again -.- Then walked back and it was raining so we didnt go to the park but sat at the void deck instead (: Then baby went home and now we're smsing. LOL.
His dad said h should focus on his studies cos my parents would want him to. I told him his dad is DAMN CUTE. HAHAHA, its true what. Which parent responds in this way? XD Yeah, so I'm happy now lah.
Xavier and Jeanette! Oh, I know! ANABELLE for girl ;D Nice name right?! (:
Now I'm waiting for two things
1) My dinner
2) Those peeps in my debate group
I wrote a poem for woman in her notebook today (: Thanks for always always being there! ;D
Woke up at 5am today for no particular reason! ): So stayed awake and was EARLY to meet woman :D Crossed our row-man-tik bridge and arrived EARLIER than Emily for the first time! HAHA, stats was brain juice draining!! Soooo hard to understand somehow XD
Then went off for Heidi's class. She's freaking cute luh. And after her class, I really think our new IP group is gonna do fine hopefully (: HAHA, cos somehow it seems that we all get along pretty well! :D HEH PEE.
Lunch was worrying. Baby was in a bad mood. I'm sorry woman! Didnt mean to be so black faced throughout lunch ): SORRY!! Then it was OB and Mr Simon was still great! Just that I wasn't in the mood to listen so woman and I went out for a walk XD It ended soon and baby came back to school to fetch me. Bumped into JiaHui at the bus stop too!
Baby and I then walked hand in hand to the shell bus stop and guess who else we got surprise from? Baby's FATHER!!! ARGHHH!!! WE BOTH GOT A HUGE ENORMOUS SHOCK LAHH! And we worried all the way back to CCK LOL. Went to eat that chicken rice again -.- Then walked back and it was raining so we didnt go to the park but sat at the void deck instead (: Then baby went home and now we're smsing. LOL.
His dad said h should focus on his studies cos my parents would want him to. I told him his dad is DAMN CUTE. HAHAHA, its true what. Which parent responds in this way? XD Yeah, so I'm happy now lah.
Xavier and Jeanette! Oh, I know! ANABELLE for girl ;D Nice name right?! (:
Now I'm waiting for two things
1) My dinner
2) Those peeps in my debate group
I wrote a poem for woman in her notebook today (: Thanks for always always being there! ;D
& this is the video that got me MAAAD about paramore and hayley's kick ass voice!
& I'm a happy but shocked girl :D Baby, its not time yet ;D
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{ Monday, October 20, 2008 }
In case you cant see what it says, it says 'Marianne loves Derek' HAHA, something woman did for me on my clorets (:
Today's been a pretty crazy day. Was super close to blowing my head off at my mom. OH MAN. SCAAARY.
Anyways, started the day being late or Emily's class AGAIN!! ): This is very very bad. I'm sorry woman ): But I'm kind of glad that I listened in class today and figured out the whole skewed thingy. HAHA. "Missing is nothing because nothing is missing (:" FARNAYYY :D
Jamming session was amazing :D We're funny and I really wanna thank woman and Caryn for the encouragement okayy. You girls rock and keep my passion for guitar ROLLING man (: You two are really the love (: You-ou-ou and You-hoo-oo!
Had mini jamming session with Kenn before the lecture. I miss that guy. BE HONOURED, I mention you in my blog! I guess we've been neglecting each other XD AH WELL, KENN come back to earth soon!
Ms Heidi is damn cute (:
Anyways, had another jamming session with woman after school and KHAIRULHAKIM popped by to jam with us and he sort of sparked my love for PARAMORE once again!! ARGHHH!!! HAHA (: Poor guy's lappy crashed on him. And I'm sorry baby for making you rush home for nothing. I OWE YOU BIG TIME OKAYYY :D Love you loadsss! I'm so lucky :D
So we were asked to write 10 sentences of I am _________ and so I wrote:
1) Lucky
2) Happy
3) Wacky
4) Weird
5) Feeling random
6) Hungry
7) A deep thinker
8) Crazily in love with music
9) Talkative
10) Overly outgoing at times
HAHA, and talking to woman, I realised I do have an obsession with words. LOL. I just like the way different words mean different things. Even the most subtle difference amazes me. :D
I LOVE MY BABY ALOT (: I REALLY DO AND I'M SORRY ABOUT TODAY OKAY :D
This one's another one for you Mr See (:
& This heart, it beats, beats for only you. My heart is yours (:
Nothing beats holding your hand and being with you :D You just make me feel happy all the time. No matter what. AMAZING (:
& to my dearest dearest woman, thank you so much! Helping me cover up and everything. I really love you loads! AND you know I'm here for you too no matter what! (: SISTASSSS YEAHHH! I love you soooo much (:
& to my SIEWYI, I MISS YOU WOMAN! ALL THE BEST OR CHINESE As AND PLASE TEXT ME WHEN YOU'RE FREE! (: I LOVE YOU TOO!
I'm so lucky (: I hve 3 loves of my life :D LOVE THEM ALL! I'm soooo blessed, really. I'm at a happy point in my life. (: Loving life. And I know when it gets too hardto hadle, I'll tell my parents the truth. MAybe that way it'll be wayyy easier. I dont know. Just dont think its the right time yet.
SUUUU PERRR HEH PEE!
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{ Sunday, October 19, 2008 }
Hello world (:
Today has been a pretty fulfilling day (: Went for children's liturgy this morning. Was pretty happy to be back :D I miss the kids!! Anyways, twin was late and missed everything but we had fun eating Ramly burgers while sitting on the floor XD Attended mass with Twin, Rachel, Rebecca and Joshua. After that chilled out a while with Twin and Maxi then off I went to meet baby (:
HOUGANG-ed once again! LOL. Baby took me on a tour of the underpasses in the mrt station and he's being an ASS because he made me go up the escalator that was coming DOWN ): I screamed and the uncle behind us heard lah ): HAHA, then we bussed to te middle of nowhere and ten realised we should get off at a later bus stop so we got up the same bus and continued the ride and chaned to 67 where we saw an old man who fell asleep on the shoulder of a young man's shoulder! It was a damn funny scene luh XD Got to Lot One and we bought tickets to see MAX PAYNE and then went to eat CHICKEN RICE and baby is so greedy he ate laksa after eating a plate of chicken rice with EXTRA rice! TSK TSK.
Went to watch MAX PAYNE where we jumped cinema seats till we were satisfied. Throughout the whole movie, we were all freezing!! ): HAHA, anyway yeah. It wasn'ts good aswe expected so its kind of a LET DOWN.
Bussed home and went home. Watched Mr and Mrs Smith wth baby (: Then had group discussion online and sent baby off :D HAHA.
What can I say? Going out with baby never fails to make my day. He gave up his mahjong session to accompany me at home! (: HAHA, please do your homework alright? :D He' my favourie boy in the world!
OH AND BABY GOT HIS HAIRCUT. YOU SHOULD SEE HIS FRINDGE XD Mr and Mrs Smith. HAHA, Mr and Mrs See! LOL. SHHHHH! (:
Woman, you're too heavy to fit into my luggage ): HAHA!
& I'm hungry again (: My baby can be soooo cute sometimes :D AMAZING (:
Today has been a pretty fulfilling day (: Went for children's liturgy this morning. Was pretty happy to be back :D I miss the kids!! Anyways, twin was late and missed everything but we had fun eating Ramly burgers while sitting on the floor XD Attended mass with Twin, Rachel, Rebecca and Joshua. After that chilled out a while with Twin and Maxi then off I went to meet baby (:
HOUGANG-ed once again! LOL. Baby took me on a tour of the underpasses in the mrt station and he's being an ASS because he made me go up the escalator that was coming DOWN ): I screamed and the uncle behind us heard lah ): HAHA, then we bussed to te middle of nowhere and ten realised we should get off at a later bus stop so we got up the same bus and continued the ride and chaned to 67 where we saw an old man who fell asleep on the shoulder of a young man's shoulder! It was a damn funny scene luh XD Got to Lot One and we bought tickets to see MAX PAYNE and then went to eat CHICKEN RICE and baby is so greedy he ate laksa after eating a plate of chicken rice with EXTRA rice! TSK TSK.
Went to watch MAX PAYNE where we jumped cinema seats till we were satisfied. Throughout the whole movie, we were all freezing!! ): HAHA, anyway yeah. It wasn'ts good aswe expected so its kind of a LET DOWN.
Bussed home and went home. Watched Mr and Mrs Smith wth baby (: Then had group discussion online and sent baby off :D HAHA.
What can I say? Going out with baby never fails to make my day. He gave up his mahjong session to accompany me at home! (: HAHA, please do your homework alright? :D He' my favourie boy in the world!
OH AND BABY GOT HIS HAIRCUT. YOU SHOULD SEE HIS FRINDGE XD Mr and Mrs Smith. HAHA, Mr and Mrs See! LOL. SHHHHH! (:
Woman, you're too heavy to fit into my luggage ): HAHA!
& I'm hungry again (: My baby can be soooo cute sometimes :D AMAZING (:
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{ Saturday, October 18, 2008 }
Today I attended a WEDDING (:
Weddings can make you feel very very SOUR and BITTER inside if you're alone and dont wanna be alone. But I felt BLISS lah. Like happy for the couple getting married. I mean so sweet right. Finally being able to start a family and everything. Weddings make me think ALOT. About the future. Which is something I dont really do very often since I'm a very live-in-the-present kind of person. LOL. Can I imagine myself getting married? Yeah, I can actually. Can I see myself spending the rest of my life with someone? Yeah, I can. And that's what made me think today :D WEDDINGS, BLISFUL AFFAIRS (:
Went home and read TEXTBOOK! HAHA, how nerdy can one get? But I think it's about time. No point getting textbooks and not reading them right? YAY, wel dne to myself. I fel asee rding Sociology textbook XD
OH YES, smsed baby after the wedding (: HAHA, dumb dumb lah. HE IS EEVIL and I love him (:
Woman says he life is boring without me XD I wonder how she's gonna survive when I go to NZ XD Pack you in my luggage bag! (:
I had a super hard time trying o figure out what to wear to the wedding today! But I made up my mind in the end.
Weddings can make you feel very very SOUR and BITTER inside if you're alone and dont wanna be alone. But I felt BLISS lah. Like happy for the couple getting married. I mean so sweet right. Finally being able to start a family and everything. Weddings make me think ALOT. About the future. Which is something I dont really do very often since I'm a very live-in-the-present kind of person. LOL. Can I imagine myself getting married? Yeah, I can actually. Can I see myself spending the rest of my life with someone? Yeah, I can. And that's what made me think today :D WEDDINGS, BLISFUL AFFAIRS (:
Went home and read TEXTBOOK! HAHA, how nerdy can one get? But I think it's about time. No point getting textbooks and not reading them right? YAY, wel dne to myself. I fel asee rding Sociology textbook XD
OH YES, smsed baby after the wedding (: HAHA, dumb dumb lah. HE IS EEVIL and I love him (:
Woman says he life is boring without me XD I wonder how she's gonna survive when I go to NZ XD Pack you in my luggage bag! (:
I had a super hard time trying o figure out what to wear to the wedding today! But I made up my mind in the end.
So I wore that XD OOPS. HAHA, obvious tan lines luh. LOL. Oh wells.
Baby is a sweeeetheart, seriously. I'm really lucky (: KING IS A BIG BULLY. I dont care, I dont wanna break records so 30!! HAHA, I aint giving you 90 :P YOU ROCK, I STONE :D
Oh yeah and I told Cindy, "10 10 10 10" HAHA. She ask me hat's that thinking its some secret code between me and derek XD Its the WEDDING SONG! 10 10 10 10, 10 10 10 10, 10 10 10 10 10 10 10 10 10 10. HAHAHHA, okay. Shit, I'm getting lamer man. ARGHH.
& I really love life right now (: I'm happy everyday! Even fiona darling said so. HAHA, as siewyi said I'm radiatig happiness even from my smses! XD Who's fault? (:
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{ Friday, October 17, 2008 }
I'm a happy happy, super happy girl (:
Today's CATS was pretty scary, I mean the new people and all. I WENT INTO THE WRONG CLASS LAH!!! SO EMBARRASSING!! ): I walked ito the class and asked if it was T80 and everyone nodded their heads so I thought COOLIOS, I'm in class already! AND THEN the class register came and I realised they thought I was saying T18!! ): So I went out of the class. It's sooo dumb can cos I went in and like introduced mysef and like tried to make friends and shit. EMBARRASSING!!
Anyways, S&W was alright! HAHA, guess what? Cindy's like stuck with ALAN every friday XD HAHA, we're in SPORTS CLIMBING and I think it's gonna be fun. With woman around, I'm sure it will be RETARDED.
After school we went to buy some BOOK and then we took 151! I went to HOUGANG for the first time! Being with baby brings me to places I've never been before! HAHA, had a nice chat with woman on the bus and throughout the whole day (: She's a GOOOOOD listening ear ehhh (: HAHA
So my trip to HOUGANG was scaaaary XD Foreign land right. Met up with a LIMPING AH BENG today. HAHA. We took the bus around hougang and then took mrt all the way back to CCK. And there was this WOMAN who sat opposite us in the mrt and kept STARING at us! I think it's just her face but seriously! She just kept staring! XD AND I WANT TO COMPLAIN! I'M BEING BULLIED BY THAT LIMPING AH BENG! ): HAHA, he call me diamond and hairy ): TSK TSK. And he treats me lke a slaaaave ): HAHA, we went to eat Mac's and we got DAO-ed by some small baby lah! LOL. And the guy seems to be sooo afraid of baby XD Then after that wanted to watch Max Payne but we took sooooo long to eat and the show's only at 9.30pm so decided to go HOME to the PARK. We reaisedI have a SPECIAL talent of MASSAGING people! LOL. So I was made to be the slave and massage him lah. IDIOOOOT!
Anyway, think today was a great LEAP forward lah (: Can feel that baby and I got ven closer today :D And that makes me a very happy girl (: I mean its like one wall broken down :D And I love him loads (: Someone's getting horny ahh. I can read his mind uh. HAHA. TSK TSK! 40 more ehh! So many ): HAHA, mixed eelings ahh. Baby, I really think we break record today XD
So all in all today is a GREAT day! (:
& woman, thanks for listening to my complains and whining about stuff alright! And you're the only person who I can really really talk to about this topic so yea, LOVE YOU LOADSSS! :D
& baby, with every kiss and every hug you make me fall in love :D You make m the happiest girl in the world!
Today's CATS was pretty scary, I mean the new people and all. I WENT INTO THE WRONG CLASS LAH!!! SO EMBARRASSING!! ): I walked ito the class and asked if it was T80 and everyone nodded their heads so I thought COOLIOS, I'm in class already! AND THEN the class register came and I realised they thought I was saying T18!! ): So I went out of the class. It's sooo dumb can cos I went in and like introduced mysef and like tried to make friends and shit. EMBARRASSING!!
Anyways, S&W was alright! HAHA, guess what? Cindy's like stuck with ALAN every friday XD HAHA, we're in SPORTS CLIMBING and I think it's gonna be fun. With woman around, I'm sure it will be RETARDED.
After school we went to buy some BOOK and then we took 151! I went to HOUGANG for the first time! Being with baby brings me to places I've never been before! HAHA, had a nice chat with woman on the bus and throughout the whole day (: She's a GOOOOOD listening ear ehhh (: HAHA
So my trip to HOUGANG was scaaaary XD Foreign land right. Met up with a LIMPING AH BENG today. HAHA. We took the bus around hougang and then took mrt all the way back to CCK. And there was this WOMAN who sat opposite us in the mrt and kept STARING at us! I think it's just her face but seriously! She just kept staring! XD AND I WANT TO COMPLAIN! I'M BEING BULLIED BY THAT LIMPING AH BENG! ): HAHA, he call me diamond and hairy ): TSK TSK. And he treats me lke a slaaaave ): HAHA, we went to eat Mac's and we got DAO-ed by some small baby lah! LOL. And the guy seems to be sooo afraid of baby XD Then after that wanted to watch Max Payne but we took sooooo long to eat and the show's only at 9.30pm so decided to go HOME to the PARK. We reaisedI have a SPECIAL talent of MASSAGING people! LOL. So I was made to be the slave and massage him lah. IDIOOOOT!
Anyway, think today was a great LEAP forward lah (: Can feel that baby and I got ven closer today :D And that makes me a very happy girl (: I mean its like one wall broken down :D And I love him loads (: Someone's getting horny ahh. I can read his mind uh. HAHA. TSK TSK! 40 more ehh! So many ): HAHA, mixed eelings ahh. Baby, I really think we break record today XD
So all in all today is a GREAT day! (:
& woman, thanks for listening to my complains and whining about stuff alright! And you're the only person who I can really really talk to about this topic so yea, LOVE YOU LOADSSS! :D
& baby, with every kiss and every hug you make me fall in love :D You make m the happiest girl in the world!
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{ Thursday, October 16, 2008 }
HAPPY FIRST WEEK BABY!! :D
Today has been a pretty boring day =/
Went to the hospital in the morning for mum and ended up she has to do the whole thing all over again! Finished reading 'The Alchemist' by Paulo Coelho! Damn good book (: Went to canteen one for lunch with mom and dad. Cindy sat in. "Is Marianne a good girl in class?" LOL.
Class was alright. I might actually come to like OB because I think Mr Simon is an interesting lecturer. He speaks with deep meanings! He's a deep thinker and I like people like that. He kind of reminds me of myself somehow. Like whatever he says always has a second meaning to it. I dont know. He's a mystery.
Met Huishan and Daphne after class. They keep asking about baby! HAHA, tsk tsk. So famous ahh somebody. Anyways, went home after that and saw BAOHUI on bus 300! It's been so long since I've seen her! (:
Well, reached home and baby's being such a sweetheart (: Calling me SOON HWANG ): HAHA, and guess what? Soon Hwang's a three year old monkey who is retarded and makes weird noises. She's also a unique monkey because she doesn't like bananas but she loves chicken rice and pears! HAHA. Dumb lah. Tomorrow :D I cant wait. Thanks baby (: I'll be the best I can be alright? (:
Oh yes, another thing that I'm superbly happy about is that I smsed my dearest SIEWYI todayy! Her baby better treat her super nice or MARIANNE CHAN will come after him! HAHA, woman, I LOVE YOU!! MISS YOU LOADS TOO!
And also, something occured to me today. Woman asked if I had any doubts and I said nope. I really dont have any any doubts at all. Which is super rare (: He's SOOO special :D
'One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving.' - The Alchemist
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{ Wednesday, October 15, 2008 }
Felt the BURNING need to blog about this right now.
I remembered today that my dearest woman made me realised what a bad girlfriend I am ): I dont even know my own boyfriend's course.
I think sometimes I'm still stubborn and unreasoable and I'm sorry about it.
I know its my third relationship but it still feels like my first. I'm still at a lost alot of times. I still dont know the right things to say or the right thing to do. There are still things I dont understand.
So baby, I'm sorry. You've been so nice to me and sometimes I feel like I'm doing nothing right. But baby, no matter what, I wan you to know I love you and that you're the best thing that happened to me and I'm really really fortunate that you picked me (:
I remembered today that my dearest woman made me realised what a bad girlfriend I am ): I dont even know my own boyfriend's course.
I think sometimes I'm still stubborn and unreasoable and I'm sorry about it.
I know its my third relationship but it still feels like my first. I'm still at a lost alot of times. I still dont know the right things to say or the right thing to do. There are still things I dont understand.
So baby, I'm sorry. You've been so nice to me and sometimes I feel like I'm doing nothing right. But baby, no matter what, I wan you to know I love you and that you're the best thing that happened to me and I'm really really fortunate that you picked me (:
I LOVE YOU :D
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Hello world (:
I'm feeling normal today. HAHA, I can finally blog seriously after so long. I'm either busy with baby or reaching home too late after hanging out with baby (: HAHA.
Anyways, today is an alright day I guess. Didnt get to see my handsome boy AT ALL ): But I'm superbly thankful to have my dearest woman i school to make me laugh, smile and do dumb things with. LOL. Today we finally had our ROW-MAN-TIK walk over the bridge since we were both early and took peeeekchures! (:
I'm feeling normal today. HAHA, I can finally blog seriously after so long. I'm either busy with baby or reaching home too late after hanging out with baby (: HAHA.
Anyways, today is an alright day I guess. Didnt get to see my handsome boy AT ALL ): But I'm superbly thankful to have my dearest woman i school to make me laugh, smile and do dumb things with. LOL. Today we finally had our ROW-MAN-TIK walk over the bridge since we were both early and took peeeekchures! (:
Us on our bridge :DSchool was pretty much boring. Our 3 hour break was spent listening to music, talking online and having superbly lame conversations with my fellow classmates. HAHA (: We pissed people off for using the tables at canteen one when most of us aren't eating. TOO BAD. Juliet's lecture waseven funnier. Somehow I have a new nickname called 'OSTRICH' thanks to Elton Seah. I still dont know why I'm called that okay! HAHA. DUMB LAH. The elephant poem isdamn cute please! But the whole lecture theatre was thinking of it so dirtily XD
And just a little something we found on my table XD Tsk Tsk!
Then the whole marriage thing really got me thinking ahhh HAHA. Okay, I shall keep this to myself for now (: But yeahhh (:
Oh, and this I drew for Cindy (: Love the hair right?! :D
So ended school and was on the way home on 67 when daddy called. I was super eager to finish talking to him because I was on the bus and STANDING and I hav uber bad balancing on the bus -.- So I finished but another call came in and its baby! HAHA, so I told him "I'm on the bus now and I might fall anytime" And the two guys in the bus laughed okay ): EVIL! Anyway, so I put down and got a seat before calling him back. HAHA (:
Went to Keat Hong for dinner and then came home. Mom's going for her scanning tomorrow. I pray she'll be alright! :D
Oh and godma bought a bracelet back from Lourdes for me (: Its colourful and its pretty! (: Thanks Godma! :D
So 2 days of not seeing baby. Oh well (: I'll survive. HAHA! Friday set ahh! My treat :D Why? Because I love you! :D HAHA. Familiar right?! HAHAAHAH Okay, self high again ): RAH.
Only for you, Mr See :D
& indeed (: You have stolen my heart, completely :D
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{ Tuesday, October 14, 2008 }
I'm a SUPERBLY UBER happy girl (:
Went to school in the morning pulling some bug guitar along XD Dearest woman was late! But its okay cos its Emily XD We took like forever to getto class luh! Then baby joined the class for lunch but they all shyed away from him ): That's damn sad! ): Oh wells. I promise 'm never gonna put baby in that kind of awkward situation ever again! ):
Had lecture so baby went home. Halfway through lecture baby calls my dearest woman!! And they dont wanna tell me what's going on ): HAHA, so I just didnt care. After lecture we jammed at convention centre till 6+pm then went to check the guitar room out and ralised there's no one we know there! LOL, so yeah. We escaped to canteen one (which is SO VERY far from the guitar place) and learned a bit of fall for you there. And guess who's there too? KHAIRUL HAKIM!!! :D HAHA!
Caryn wantedto go off at 8pm but woman wants me to stay with her and wait for her "MOTHER". HAHA, so we went to the toilet and when we came out guess who appeared?! BABY!!!!! AAHAHA! I was super surprised to see him there lah! So sweet, come all the way back to school just to send me home! :D DAMN HAPPY OKAYYY. And my dearest woman is really the best because she waited till so late just so that he'd arrive here and I wont go home without him! (: I LOVE HER!
Bus-ed back with baby and we went to the park again! (: Played guitar for him but he no comments one XD HAHA, it's bad I know.
All in all, today has got to be one of the best days (: Baby's amazing and my dearest woman is THE LOVE.
& baby, you really make me so damn happy today! I love you loadssss :D Everday you give me another reason to fall for you (:
& you touch every place in my heart (:
Went to school in the morning pulling some bug guitar along XD Dearest woman was late! But its okay cos its Emily XD We took like forever to getto class luh! Then baby joined the class for lunch but they all shyed away from him ): That's damn sad! ): Oh wells. I promise 'm never gonna put baby in that kind of awkward situation ever again! ):
Had lecture so baby went home. Halfway through lecture baby calls my dearest woman!! And they dont wanna tell me what's going on ): HAHA, so I just didnt care. After lecture we jammed at convention centre till 6+pm then went to check the guitar room out and ralised there's no one we know there! LOL, so yeah. We escaped to canteen one (which is SO VERY far from the guitar place) and learned a bit of fall for you there. And guess who's there too? KHAIRUL HAKIM!!! :D HAHA!
Caryn wantedto go off at 8pm but woman wants me to stay with her and wait for her "MOTHER". HAHA, so we went to the toilet and when we came out guess who appeared?! BABY!!!!! AAHAHA! I was super surprised to see him there lah! So sweet, come all the way back to school just to send me home! :D DAMN HAPPY OKAYYY. And my dearest woman is really the best because she waited till so late just so that he'd arrive here and I wont go home without him! (: I LOVE HER!
Bus-ed back with baby and we went to the park again! (: Played guitar for him but he no comments one XD HAHA, it's bad I know.
All in all, today has got to be one of the best days (: Baby's amazing and my dearest woman is THE LOVE.
& baby, you really make me so damn happy today! I love you loadssss :D Everday you give me another reason to fall for you (:
& you touch every place in my heart (:{ fin }
{ Monday, October 13, 2008 }
HELLO PEOPLE (:
I'm feeling happy today :D
I wanna apologise to my woman for being late today! Promise I'll be early tomorrow so we can take photo on the ROW-MAN-TIC bridge. (: Amazing woman (: I like being in school with you, serously.
HAHA started the day DRENCHED in the rain. Ended the first lesson with COOKIES in Emily's class. YUMMY (: Then me an Cindy had private time at canteen 2 eatin her jap food at long last XD Then we went to meet baby and his friends (: HAHA. Although we only had lkike an hour together but I'm GLAD we at least got to meet up. And of course thanks to my woman who accompany me to meet him and his friends! :D LOL. Baby, I love you (:
After school was scary. Called baby and he didnt answer! I was worried okay! HAHA! But he called back and said he's worried about me XD Sweet! LOL (: Now I'm talking to baby on the phone (: He's super cute can. HAHA (:
I miss spending time with baby =/ Dont know why. Tomorrow then (: Baby, I know sometimes I dot really listen to what you're saying and I'm really sorry about it okay! It's just that sometimes I start to fade out. But baby, if there's really anything you need me to listen to seriously tell me okay. I promise I'll listen no matter what. PROMISE.
My dearest woman who keeps me alive in school (:
We were comparing the length of our tongues :D
HAHA, I vandalised her notebook with baby and me! (:
I'm feeling happy today :D
I wanna apologise to my woman for being late today! Promise I'll be early tomorrow so we can take photo on the ROW-MAN-TIC bridge. (: Amazing woman (: I like being in school with you, serously.
HAHA started the day DRENCHED in the rain. Ended the first lesson with COOKIES in Emily's class. YUMMY (: Then me an Cindy had private time at canteen 2 eatin her jap food at long last XD Then we went to meet baby and his friends (: HAHA. Although we only had lkike an hour together but I'm GLAD we at least got to meet up. And of course thanks to my woman who accompany me to meet him and his friends! :D LOL. Baby, I love you (:
After school was scary. Called baby and he didnt answer! I was worried okay! HAHA! But he called back and said he's worried about me XD Sweet! LOL (: Now I'm talking to baby on the phone (: He's super cute can. HAHA (:
I miss spending time with baby =/ Dont know why. Tomorrow then (: Baby, I know sometimes I dot really listen to what you're saying and I'm really sorry about it okay! It's just that sometimes I start to fade out. But baby, if there's really anything you need me to listen to seriously tell me okay. I promise I'll listen no matter what. PROMISE.
My dearest woman who keeps me alive in school (:
We were comparing the length of our tongues :D
HAHA, I vandalised her notebook with baby and me! (:
Love (:
I'm seriously feeling horribly blessed with two of my dearest people so close to me everyday in school (: I love both of them LOADSSS! :D
To woman : I cant thank you enough for the many sacrifices you've made okay! And I really couldn't have asked for a better friend than you to have n my life :D You're an exceptional girl and I'm so happy we got to know each other on the first day of school and we've come to have so many ups and downs but yet remain so close! I may not say it alotbut I do love you! :D
To my handsome boy: Sometimes I still dont really see why you pick me but I'm really glad you did. Everyday yu make me feel so happy and proud to know that I have you by my side (: You've really been a blessing to me and I really dont knowhow to describe the sort of closeness I feel with you although it hasn't been long. You make everyday seem to be full of promises and hope and I really love being by your side. And same sentence, I know I dont say it often too but I hope you feel it more than you hear it. I really do love you :D & thank you for beng so nice to me and just for being with me. really dont know how to put it but yeah (: I'm sooooo thankful and lucky to have you :D
& to the rest of the world, love will find you ;D
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{ Sunday, October 12, 2008 }
I'm feeling a little lethargic (chim word right handsome boy? LOL). Slept so muh today ): It's scary.
Perhaps its because there wasn't much to look forward to. Not meeting baby today ): ): ): SAD. Church was great (: I think this whole thing'sreally bringing me back :D
Talked to baby over the phone just now (: He's so cute RAH. Some person make my baby angry! HMPH! He's happy now (: Anyways, yeah. He force me to sing song over the phone ): HAHA. I do miss him okay. After spending two whole days with him HAHA! Both days includes me sleeping on his shoulder when he's the one who's supposed to be tired XD I'm a pig ):
So obviously, no derek means no pictures HAHA.
School starts right about tomorrow HAHA its gonna be tough semester I guess but I'm looking forward to it. Crossing the bridge with one of the loves of my life :D *plays wedding song* XD And of course, meeting baby in between lessons if its possible luh. HAHA, busy busy busy then (:
No matter what, I'm really really thankful that he's fitted in to my life so perfectly and he really accepts me for my own retarded self (: Thanks baby :D I'm damn lucky and you're damn nice.
Baby, this one's for you (:
Perhaps its because there wasn't much to look forward to. Not meeting baby today ): ): ): SAD. Church was great (: I think this whole thing'sreally bringing me back :D
Talked to baby over the phone just now (: He's so cute RAH. Some person make my baby angry! HMPH! He's happy now (: Anyways, yeah. He force me to sing song over the phone ): HAHA. I do miss him okay. After spending two whole days with him HAHA! Both days includes me sleeping on his shoulder when he's the one who's supposed to be tired XD I'm a pig ):
So obviously, no derek means no pictures HAHA.
School starts right about tomorrow HAHA its gonna be tough semester I guess but I'm looking forward to it. Crossing the bridge with one of the loves of my life :D *plays wedding song* XD And of course, meeting baby in between lessons if its possible luh. HAHA, busy busy busy then (:
No matter what, I'm really really thankful that he's fitted in to my life so perfectly and he really accepts me for my own retarded self (: Thanks baby :D I'm damn lucky and you're damn nice.
Baby, this one's for you (:
& I love you :D
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{ Saturday, October 11, 2008 }
Today has been amazing (:
Met baby at 11am but I was late ): Sorry!! He had to wait uber long. HAHA, went to Centrepoint Robinsons again cos he wated to look for June and I wanted to find Ah Ma Stephanie :D But ah ma dont wanna care about us ): HAHA, so after that we went to Esplanade to wait around for Twin and Eva. They came and we went to eat NEW YORK NEW YORK. We also realised the waiters were all so gay! HAHA, anyways we ate and had fun with the candy floss cake and the singing and all. Then off we went to play poooool at somerset :D Baby is the NICEST person on earth ;D AMAZING. Then we went to Novena where we tried to find the thingy I owe Cindy but couldnt find XD Then we ended up travelling around orchard AGAIN! LOL. ended up taking the mrt from orchard to marina bay and back to choa chu kang. Slept on the trainand woke up to listen to funny secondary school boys' conversation XD Laughed like mad. Then went to walk around in Lot One just for a while, bussed home and had a pretty serious talk with baby in the park before going home (:
That's exactly why I love him (: He's so direct and just says whatever comes to mind. He just makes it feel alright to be myself :D Thanks for today baby (: I think we're both EXHAUSTED already because of today but I'm so happy they all get along! :D PHEWWWW.
The four of us (:
CUTE!(:
Twin and his heartshaped birthday cake! XD
Baby :DI'm really happy and feel SUPERBL lucky to have baby (: I'm also feeling tired now but I think it's only right I apologise to GALEN about the previous blogposts. It was in a fit of anger. More importantly, what's past is past. I've put it behind me and I hope you dont blame yourself too much about it. Call it a blessing in disguise I guess (: I found Derek and I'm really happy now :D So yeah, I'm sorry too! PEACE YO! :D
School starts soon. I'm uncertain of what's to come but bring it on then (:
& baby, I'm amazed by you :D
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{ Friday, October 10, 2008 }
Today has got to be the best day ever so far! :D
Started off the day being really reluctant about the whole HMS filming thing. All you people taking Wricomm next sem have the LUCK to watch 2 up and coming stars in some e learning vid XD Elton and I got forced to act out 6 different scenes. LOL. Started out superbly weird but yeah (:
Then I told baby that I'll be done at 1+pm so he take bus to school to meet me XD Ended up we end at 12.30pm so I waited for him. HAHA, on the bus he say he very nervous LOL. We went to VIVO and wanted to buy everlast palms ): They dont have the dark brown that I want! ): Anyways, wanted to watch movie but wrong timing. So we decided to go to...CENTREPOINT!! (: HAHAH! Dumb right. Go back and show him off to everyone XD Stephanie not there ): SAD. After that went to Cineleisure to watch The House Bunny which turned out to be damn funny XD Hope baby enjoyed it though :D Then we toured the whole of orcharng for bus stop!! DAMN FUNNY OKAY. So we had a long bus ride back to clementi where baby's supposed to sleep but ended up with me sleeping XD Then trained to CCK and ate Mac's and my handsome boy started to fall asleep HAHA so took 300 home and went home.
He forgot his handphone in my bag so I had to go down and pass it to him XD 
His first present to me (:
While touring orchard XD
Me without specs. Baby says I look really pretty here :D
MY HANDSOME BOY! (: (: (:
Eating desserts XD
Us against the world (:
With you :D
And congratulations to CINDY for finding her own way to IMM!! HAHA, for once she didnt get lost without me there XD
Meeting baby again tomorrow! (: Cant wait. Along with twin and Eva. I'm really happy. I made the right choice and everyone;s telling me to hold on tight and I know I will because he is amazing :D
My handsome boy, thank you for today (: You're really the best and you're so nice to me, I couldnt ask for more! Dont worry about tomorrow alright :D They're so gonna love you!
I'm off now (: goooooooooooooodnighty peeps!
& the hearts all over the world tonight with the love of their lives gonna feel how I feel when I'm with you :D You make me the happiest girl alive (:
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