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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012 October 2012 January 2013 March 2013 July 2013 August 2013 January 2014 September 2014 January 2015 July 2015

{ Monday, November 24, 2008 }

Life's a joke, it really is.

Today it ends and it sucks to say but I made it end. I wont explain anymore. I'll disappear from your life. Just like that. I know what I say now wouldn't make a difference, but still I'll say I'm sorry.

I have work to do, I know I have work to do. Its no just work, it's overdue work. Work that I should have done million years ago but I just delayed. How do I work now?

I thought I found purpose in life but I didnt.

I should have stuck to that gut feeling I had but no use regretting now.

I'm at a lost I guess. I want to focus but I dont know what on. I want to runaway from home and roam the streets all night. I want to forget about school and just stay home all day. I want to write and draw and play my freaking guitar.

I'm tired but I know there's more to come. The questioning, the judgements but dont judge me. I'm sick of being judged.

Drinks anyone? It's been so long since I've drank. So yes, let's go for a drink. Let's visit pubs nd hang out. Let's go out an keep busy so I wont have to think. So I wont have to feel guilt. I feel selfish. I feel assholic. I feel like shit.

I have to do my work. But Ireally dont see how I'm gonna do it.

Courage makes a fool out of all of us.

Time to be independent, to rely on myself once again. I'm an outlier. I'm not alone, I'm just on my own.

SIEWYI! WEDNESDAY PLEASE!!

And thanks woman for being there and talking to me and listening to me rant about stuff.

And nehneh! who always keeps a listening ear near.

& you for the times we shared

Moon and sun, what's done is done.


{ fin }