Dont ask me what's been bugging me. Its this bad vibe I'm getting from everything. I'm feeling heavy. In a weight-of-the-world-on-my-shoulders sort of way. I just keep feeling tired of so many things. Tsk tsk, perhaps I'm being oversensitive and shit. But oh wells.
I cabbed to school today. Met woman and off we went. She scolded me for watching vids instead of doing homework XD Sorry! But it was whose line is it anyway! (: Amazing show. I think they should just show that for CATS. Its spontaneous creativity. SUPERB!
OHHH yes! I said I wanted to blog about this! The taxi uncle made my day today! He's so intellectual and he speaks PERFECT english! HAHA, and please luh. This is like the first time I didnt mind sitting in a taxi and listening to the uncle talk! He was telling me about how Singaporeans' attitudes and courtesy is deteriorating and stuff. Then he goes on to ask me to study hard so that I can be my own boss becaue the economy is bad now and stuff. LOL. This is what he said "If you dont go and do your basics after poly, uncle will call you up and scold you upside down ah!" CUTE OLD MAN (:
Woman's class got cancelled so she had to wait in class BORED stiff. I was in class BORED stiff too ): Jason's so fidgety today! HAHA, he's like so eager to get out of class XD OH, and I realised there';s this dude in class who reminds me of Galen because of the way he smiles! LOL. Seriously, they can be brothers by the smile ALONE. When we finally had break we went to the toilet and me and woman screamed for JOY when we saw that it was raining CATS and dogs. HAHA, so yeah. NO SPORTS CLIMBING! (:
OOOH! And we also saw PIKACHU at the lift lobby of HMS block!!!!! ARGHHH! I still think pikachu's damn cute. That smile ahhh, CMI. Cannot Make It. BOW TIE (:
Waited for the Mr Eugene. He doesnt wanna pick up my call or shortys call but only picked up Cindy's call. BIASED ): HAHA, then we had S&W in the classroom. After that was when the whole depression feeling started coming. I didnt feel like going home, didnt feel like staying in school. I wanted to roam the streets. Take bus after bus without getting anywhere. We went to the snackbar. I ate two lor mai kais or whatever you call them. I wasn't hungry. I just felt like eating. We then went off to the bus stop where we waited and waited and finally got on a bus. Sat 67 with Gomez in my ears. Gomez, the only joy on my way home.
I dont know what it is. This naggy feeling. This feeling that something bad's gonna happen soon. Like something important is going to be taken from my life. Like something's going to change and that change will be one I dont like. Its just a heaviness in my heart. Perhaps it'll pass. Or maybe it wont. But its at these times where I need assurance, at these times where I doubt and I start to ask questions. At these times where I start my self destruction.
So no, dont ask me what is it. And you, dont freaking try to piss me off cos you're picking the wrong day. Something's missing and I dont know how to fill it up back. I still do wonder if I'd go back or I'd move on. That's one hell of a scary thought.
Oh well, didnt meet baby today ): HAHA, doesnt matter luh. Probably not meeting him tomorrow either.
Met Richard and Lee Jing at the bus stop!! (: AHAHA Someone became a crippled ah, why ah? LOL. And ass okay. You know what they said? They said "Year one ahhh? *shakes head and does the dirt off my shoulder action*" SO MEAN RIGHT?! hahaha. Funny people. I do miss expo in a way. A smaaaaal puny way (:
SIEWYIIII, WOMAN. WHERE ARE YOU HUH?!?! LOL.
I still cant put a finger on what I'm feeling. WHAT WHAT WHAT.
This song is AMAZING. No othe word for it man. CLASSIC. Gomez, my joy & my reveree. Gomez, my latest old craze :D
& tears in our eyes is how we operate.
Oh, look what you've done. You've made everything so much harder for me now.