I started today really happy and ready to start writing my essay when I was captivated by my guitar and started playing till lunch was over. Then I got upset with myself for getting distracted by my guitar. So I started doing it after lunch. And finished it before rushing off to church. On the way I was doing deep thinking again. Thinking if what twin said was right. Then when I got to church, I met twin and STEFFY!!!! I HAVE NOT SEEN HER IN MONTHSSSS!
So we attended mass together and I started feeling really SAD because of that dude. ASSHOLE! YOU BETTER TREAT STEFFY WELL FROM NOW ON! Piece of shit lah seriously.
And then twin's dillema. Made me feel really sad too ):
But it also made me feel super lucky. Feel so glad that I'm in a rosy relationship for now and I intend to keep it as happy as it is now (: It also makes me feel lucky because compared to the both of them, I have someone who treats me so damn well and loves me (: So, THANKS BABY :D You're the best, really! OH, and this made me feel like I miss him so much so I decided to sms him an he called me but I couldnt say much because twin and all were there so yea. I have something to tell you! I JUST FELT LIKE TALKING TO YOU (: I love you ;D
Woman, dont be sad please!! Apple's going o heaven to be with God and watch over you from up there! HAHA! And see you tomorrow (: WOOHOO! LOVE YOU!!
Sometimes I really need to take a step back and refocus. There's nothing to doubt! All I need is a little trust (:
& he's really the best thing that's happened to me in a while so :D 8 days!