URGH.
 
I dont like this. I shouldnt be doing this. 
 
I shouldn't be thinking back and wanting things to be like it was before. Shouldn't be wishing we could go back to whereit all went wrong. Shouldn't be wishing I could talk to you and crack dumb jokes. I miss you I do but no, its over and we both know it. Marianne, move on because life goes on.
              
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