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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

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{ Wednesday, February 18, 2009 }

Today marks one year of the breakup with Ice.

I realised it only at like 5pm when I looked at my phone calendar. LOL. How funny is that huh. A YEAR.

I remember exactly what I was doing on this very night a year back. I was eating dinner at westmall's mouth kitchen with twin. We were walking to te 985 bus stop when I got the sms. I didnt cry on the spot. Only when twin hugged me then I started crying. All the way home. HAHA.

So like I've told alot of people who ask if I'm over Ice, I tell them I think she's one person I'll never get over because of so many things but basically bacause she was such an important person of my life. She was the catalyst of change in my life. So yeah, I just feel like she's one person I wont ever get over because she's played an important part in my life. She's like part of it already. Haha.

Yeah, I only realised after reading the whole notebook about her. Reading back what we did together and all. I'd do it all over again if I could. Haha (:

18th Feb 2009

They say I'm insane; they say I'm mad.
For loving you when you dont love me back.
But they dont know what we had.
They dont know what I lack.

They can say whatever the like;
Try to tell me I'm walking on a wire.
But they dont know the battles I fight,
They dont know the reasons I cry.

Its having your arms around me;
A safe haven where I can sleep.
Its having you whisper in my ear;
And tell me everything I need to hear.
Its having your smile to smile back at;
The only thing that drives me mad.
Its having your lips on my lips;
The feeling of your beautiful kiss.

So try; time and again.
To tell me I'm living in a dream.
To say that its the end.
And there's no point in wanting to scream.
They say "Let it go;
You foolish girl"
But they dont know;
Your eyes and your world.

& in remembrance; chimpanzees on ice


{ fin }