The Bending. The Beginning plus The Ending. Equals to The Bending. LOL. WTH.
Anyways, today marks the ending of the long long holidays. It also marks the beginning of a new start of Marianne Chan.
So people think I've been staying home doing nothing this whole holiday. In fact, I think I've accomplished and learnt alot.
To start off, I've learnt that blogshopping makes one really really broke.
But that is besides the point. I've been given this wide space all to myself to think things through.
I have learnt that my faith is important to me. So important that I'm not willing to give it up.
I've also learnt that I can never get along with my mom harmoniously. We are too different. TSK. She's wayyyy too typical girly girl. Take today as an example. I accidentally spilled some fish soup on the table (nowhere near her by the way) and she screamed. In public. Its okay for people like Caryn to scream cos she's young and wild but hello. A mother? TSK. As if soup would melt her flesh.
I've learnt that I love guitaring. So much that I can spend hours on it. till my fingers hurt, till my voice is hoarse from singing.
I've also learnt that I have friends in my life that I never knew of. People like Lee Jing and Nicholas Chor. I never thought I'd find a friend in them cos after all it was pretty superficial robinsons working conditions. But yes, I have found friends in these few people.
I've learnt that Marianne Chan can actually cook some lunch for herself.
What have I done?
I've done writing. Alot of writing. Be it the Novel or songs or poems or just writing in my notebook. I've done it.
I've done guitaring. Alot of guitaring. Non stop every day (:
I've done meet friends I'm obliged to meet. LOL. Not you, Adam. But a few others.
I've also done what alot of people probably dont know. Exercise. I dont do it every single day but I try to do it at least three times a week. I ride this bike thing in my house for 30 mins straight, 50 sit ups, 50 crunches and a little bit of weight lifting. (PS, only 1kg luh but its tiring after a while XD) So yes, like I told Adam. I'm toning up NOT trying to get muscles.
I've dones search youtube for new bands. Where I found DYTD and Metric.
I've done renewing my love for Jason Mraz.
I've done emotional roller coaster rides and fights in my brain.
So did I waste my holidays away? I dont think for one second that I did. I think it has helped me prepare myself for the next academic year ahead of me.
I feel that I'm ready for the world. I feel like I'm ready to meet whatever obstacles there are. I'm ready for new adventures, new experiences and definitely new grades. I've been given time to think about alot and I think I've thought it through well (: I am satisfied and happy that the holidays are ending for I'm all geared up for what the rest of the year brings.
Oh now I remember what I wanted to blog about. Yes the above was all actually just a filler. But I mean it luh. JUst that I wasn't gonna blog about it. But yes, here's what I wanna blog about. I couldn't sleep last night! ): I was awake till 3am. After that I had weird jumbles of previous dreams and the whole white walls thing again. LOL.
Here's one thing I'd like to change.
I SWEAR I'M GONNA STOP BEING IN THE FREAKING MIDDLE OF THINGS.
All you get is getting used. Being taken forgranted. Karma, if you're there I aint seeing you yet.
Okay, maybe pictures tomorrow. Because dumb blogger doesnt allow me to post photos ): LOL.
Woman, watch this. Mr Curiosity when he was in Singapore. Damn good.
& I'm looking for love this time; sounding hopeful but its making me cry.