Today has been trying. But I feel like I've done the right thing (: At least I know what's happening and stuff. At least I know what I have to do now.
Whatever it is, friendships are important to me and I'm not intending to give any up. Not unless there's no other choice. In the meantime, I have music. LOL.
Anyway, I've been talking to Isaac again, who has just been upgraded to become my big brother in Christ (: HAHA. He's really such a nice guy and I think I'm fortunate to have met him in such a time in my life :D He's just an inspiration, someone who's there to cheer me on back to the right path. I guess when it all comes down to it, obstacles are there for a reason.
I wanna thank my dearest SIEWYI :D for being there listening to my whining. My dear, I want you to know its alright now I think (: LOVE YOU BABE! :D
People change and change is fine (: It really is and I think no matter what happens, change is a dominos effect. I entered school this sem with new perspectives too and I guess it just differs even more from previous sems. I'm sure we'll all get through it in the end.
Wan, I'm sorry about not being able to make it today! Had to discuss projects and stuff. Anyway, I'll try to meet up with you soon aye!
Justin Matthew Chan owes us pictures. TSK TSK. Oh, lunch with Steffy and Twin was pretty great (: We just get along and the silences are not awkward. The silences were more of a common understanding that we've all been through shit and are still going through shit in our lives. We dont talk about it openly but we know.
Anyways, Aunty Theresa put me in charge of the attachment kids. She's giving me bigger responsibilities which is part of the whole big plan aint it? Haha, I dont mind (: At least I get to know the attachment peeps a lil better. I'm like the BIG SISTER in charge of the small kids who dunno what they're doing. LOL.
I guess Life is hard to understand. Adam, if you're reading this, LIFE SUCKS; LIVE WITH IT. HAHA, new motto eh. No luh. I am so doing positive thinking these days.
Love through Osmosis. How true.
One more day to Khairul Hakim's return to Singapore!! :D :D :D HAHA, cant wait. He better buy me something back from bangkok LOL. Tsk, you dunno how important people are in your life till they're gone. HAHA, Khai's really been an important person in my life so I really cant wait till he comes back! WHOOPEE. 13th May is THE date hah (:
Kick ass running tomorrow morning (: Fresh air clears the bloody complex mind. I realise perhaps I've overworked my Amygdala over the years till its a bit excessive uh. LOL.