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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

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{ Saturday, April 11, 2009 }

Heavy hearted for no reason. Something's bugging me; I just dont know what.

Today's been a pretty good day. Guitared from morning till afternoon then went to the columbarium to pay respects to my great grandfather. Had fun with cousins and all :D

So yes, I'm feeling heavy hearted and I have absolutely no idea why. I'm tired of so many things. I really am. TSK. Shades of grey, please fade away.

The whole netball shit also. It was cancelled today. Because too many people couldn't make it. Its tiring I guess. This facade and I know I'm not the only one. Why bother to hide who we really are right? Whatever. There's too much at stake anyway. I gotta get my DYTD cd soon. I'm suffering withdrawals. HAH.

I miss Siewyi ):

"She watched as she raised her hands up to the sky in worship. The irony baffled her. This person who made her feel more than what she's ever felt. This person who made her lose control of herself. This person who pushed her into adventurous waters. That smile she know remembers so well, that hand she's so used to holding, that body she was so used to embracing and that heart she was so used to feel beating. She was everything and everything was her. The world melted away and nothing else existed but the two of them. She was on a high whenever they were together. There was no mistaking this euphoria that she made her feel. No mistaking the bonds that tied them together. No mistaking how their lives connected and intertwined creating this electrifying energy around them. It was their time, their world."

If it never happened; I wouldn't be this torn. What you thought it was; it isn't now.

& our hell is a good life.


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