We even had fun insulting me about my wrong bible quoting but hey, I've drifted from religion and am trying to find my way back so quit laughing XD
Our group had wanted to meet earlier but in the end EVERYONE was late so we went straight to class. Elton didnt even turn up for class! -.- Anyways, Ms Low's a no nonsense teacher LOL. We all love her dont we? :D
Anyway, I decided to lunch with the class today. Talked to fiona darling last night at like 1am till 2am hahah! And she says I've been so far from the class so I decided to join the class for lunch (: I guess if you think about it, its true. We keep asking for class unity when we ourselves keep disappearing from the class crowd. Anyways, lunch with them made me realise that I've missed out on ALOT. Just the company, the laughter and most importantly its the class that brings out the loudness in me. I've been really quiet for a very very long time and being with them today helped me get back into my element. The high energy, crazy and loud person that I am. And I sort of missed being that person. One who laughs with no worry, one who isnt afraid to voice out opinions. I feel right back in my element and this is the wonders that the class does for me. That's exactly why I'm gonna be back in the class crowd again.
I know I haven't tried to get along with some of the people in class. I mean, how many people do I really really talk to? Very few. So this is time for me to get to know more about the other people in my class. I'm not saying I'm gonna be everyone's best friend, no way. We're different and that's definitely there. But to be there for them as a friend would. To enjoy each other's company, to enjoy a good laugh together as a class.
I went home after class with a new perception. I fear, indeed. I fear alot. But when it comes down to it, I know I have people I can talk to.
Really wanna thank Lanze for smsing me in the middle of the night till 2+am because I couldn't sleep. You're a great GREAT brother and I really appreciate it (:
HUGEHUGE thanks to Fiona Darrrling! (: *muackmuacks!XD* Love you loads! She's such a darling to call me in the middle of the night to talk to me cos I couldn't sleep :D
Big thanks to the rest of the class for being understanding and accepting of me :D I know I've drifted but I'm coming back (:
Well, tomorrow's gonna be a really really long day! Guest lectures and stuff. Gonna meet big brother Isaac tomorrow night for dinner. CAMWHOREEEE! Which reminds me, met Viv on the train and smsed Matthew and he's like "TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AH" So sweet right? (:
Tomorrow's another day and I never know what it brings with it but I really hope it'll be a duplicate of today because all was well and although I know change is still happening; I'm starting to believe we'll both survive it. Somehow.
Mehmeh & Nehneh loves! <3
Ama Kew and POT.
Everyday's a struggle but without struggle we wouldn't treasure it as much as we do now.