There is a burden in my heart. I dont know why. I know I've tried every option that I can already. So tell me why am I the one with the burden in my heart instead of her when I've tried everything I can to salvage everything we have? This is stupid. I swear.
Anyway, work was alright today. The effect of handsome dude is wearing off I guess. LOL. How sad right. Ah well.
Remember I once said that I've found the friends that I know will be kept for a lifetime? I'm gonna strike off one name from that list. Its not about how people treat you, its about how YOU treat people. I know I've said this so many times but the giver is seriously tired of giving already. Especially to this taker. So no more. Its time someone gives back.
Music's been keeping me highly alive. I kind of created a Myspace artist account for myself but nothing up there yet so dont try searching. I haven't even come up with a particular stage name. Anyway, I'm NOT performing anytime soon. Seriously.
URGH, I FEEL SHITTY. INSIGNIFICANT, CONFUSED WHATEVER NEGATIVE WORD YOU HAVE I FEEL IT. TELL ME WHYYYYY! ROARRR.
The only thing that's keeping me calm is paolo in my ear. And Paolo on my desktop. I swear he's damn sexy. Ah, I'm off to blog seriously? LOL. I dunno. See how.
Paolo Nutini - Coming up easy Sunday morning got the hazy, hazy Janes I turn to you and inhale where you lay. Took a wander through the garden, To awake the long long day And then roll for a while on violet flower bed.
Oh, you kiss my lips again and again and again And then again and then we would watch the sun coming up easy While the rain came tumbling down And it washed our bodies so cleanly We could see them rise up off of the cold cold ground.
It's a shame the way it seems to go Cause now my best friend, my partner in crime I'm afraid it looks like we're Gonna have to go our separate ways. You see the thing is I love you, I love you But you see I resent you all the same. All my other friends their just saying You're slowing me down.
Oh but I should have known You'd turn to me and say Before you throw too much of me away. Don't you remember seeing the sun coming up easy While the rain came tumbling down. And it washed our bodies so cleanly Could see them rise up off of the cold cold ground.
We'd seen the sun coming up easy While the rain came tumbling down And it washed our bodies so clean That we could feel them rise up off of the cold cold ground.
It was in love I was created And in love is how I hope I die