Hello all, Marianne's a happy girl (: She has started her first day of keeping love in her heart.
Guess I almost failed when I started talking to myself in my head but I stopped myself in time and took myself out of the situation as fast as I could.
Anyway,last week of holidays. Last week to sort out whatever it is I need to sort out and then school starts which means start of more adventure, more madness, more work and more knowledge (: So looking forward.
I think I've went through another transformation this holiday. I've been with loneliness and dealt with it transforming it into independence. I no longer fear being alone :D
So yes, I know most of the class is off to camp tomorrow till wednesday. Hope they have truckloads of fun (: HAHA, sad I couldn't join them.
Oh, I had 3 dreams. In one night. First one was the most bizarre one I guess. It was Lanze being banged by a car and he was rolling down the sloping road. Damn scary okay! I dont know its so random. 2nd and 3rd are kinda linked. I hope the 3rd happens but I'm sure the 2nd will happen first. Anyway, whatever happens, I'm glad it happens because I'm prepared and done.
So yay. I'm pretty stoked and contented and like I said, I alreadydecided so now its prayers and patience (: HAHA.
Bat For Lashes - Sleep Alone You know my darling I can't stand to sleep alone No sweetheart in the dark to call my own You're my own, you're my own, I can sing it, I can grow But the darkness is a stranger in our lonely, lonely, lone.
Last night's parties and last nights horrorshow Smiling and welling and kissing all I know Give my soul, give my soul, sing it free across the sea Lonely spell to conjure but conjure hell is all I do
Lonely, lonely, lonely, his mother told me The dream of love is a two hearted dream Lonely, loney, loney, his mother told me [ Bat for Lashes Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] The dream of love is a two hearted dream
They say for every heart high there must be a low, low, low, low And with every sun ascending a lonesome moon will grow, grow, grow, grow Drive my heart, drive my heart, into the fire of a burning heart's desire The only spells you'll be seeing, do you hear me coming in my blue dream
Lonely, loney, loney, cos my mother told me The dream of love is a two hearted dream Lonely, lonely, lonely, The dream of love is a two hearted dream
& the dream of love is a two hearted dream; I need your's to dream with me.